give me back to you

Zhan Heng typed and deleted the message all night, deleted and typed again, but in the end he still didn't send it, so he went to have breakfast with dark circles under his eyes.

Looking at the dinner table, Yu Fanchen also had dark circles under his eyes. Coincidentally, Zhang Hao and Zuo Xiaowan also had dark circles, even his aunt.Guoguo has already gone to school, I don't know what to do.

Everyone, you look at me, I look at you, and smile a little awkwardly.

Yu Fanchen didn't want to stay any longer, and said he wanted to take the train back to school today, Zhan Heng had no choice but to follow him.

Zuo Xiaowan was reluctant, but acting like a baby didn't work this time, so she had to let him talk to her more.

"What's going on?" Zhang Hao pulled Zhan Heng into another garden.

"I don't know, maybe I was too proactive and scared him? Or maybe he really doesn't like me, and he was just too embarrassed to refuse before."

"No way, I saw him very happy when you went to the amusement park that day."

"Maybe it's because of the amusement park, not because of me?"

"It's not impossible..."

Both were deep in thought.After a while, Zhan Heng seemed to think of something, and asked, "Why didn't you sleep well? Did you quarrel too?"

"How is it possible. She was hurt last night, and I told her stories all night."

"..."

I'm broken in love, and you're still throwing dog food, goodbye my friend.

After getting on the train, Yu Fanchen went straight into bed, turned his back to Zhan Heng, and didn't even want to give him a look.

In fact, he knew that Zhan Heng was interested in him, otherwise these things would have gone too far.He also likes each other, likes reading books, eating together, going out to play with him, likes his hugs and kisses, likes to listen to his shameless words...

But he was more afraid.I was afraid that he was just playing on a whim, afraid that he would leave suddenly as if he had never appeared, afraid that Lao Luo and the others knew they would break his leg, and afraid that I would only get a few months of freshness if I told everything with joy.

He remembered that when he was a child, his mother was always so gentle and liked to kiss him so much. Although his father didn't like to laugh, he always let him ride on his shoulders. No matter how busy the work was, he could stop what he was doing to accompany him.But after a while, everything changed.

If you don't expect much, you won't be disappointed.It's already so sad to push him away now, how tragic will it be when you fall into it?The higher you stand, the harder you fall.

I am just a speck of dust among billions of creatures, and I am not qualified to ask others to love me wholeheartedly.

There are people coming and going in the carriage, and there is a lot of noise.It was inconvenient for Zhan Heng to say that to Yu Fanchen, and he didn't know how to say it.What's even more exasperating is that there is no mobile phone signal, otherwise I can ask Sister Ya, Hu Biao, or search the Internet.

Zhan Heng is thinking about how to mobilize everyone to help him after he goes back. It is impossible to give up, and it is impossible in this life.

Wait, Hu Biao and the others don't think I'm abnormal, do they?

After returning to school, life returned to calm.Yu Fanchen went to and from class normally, and sometimes went to Zhan Heng's house to do a part-time job, but Zhan Heng didn't dare to provoke him, and he never said any flirty words or made any moves.

Although Zhan Heng was feeling uncomfortable, at least he could see people often now. If he got anxious, he might run away again.

"Sister, save me."

"Help you? Where's my car?"

"Car? What happened to your car?"

"What's the matter? Didn't you drive out?"

"Ah! Still at the airport!"

"Come here and see if I don't kill you."

"Don't, don't, I'll drive back for you in a while. You really want to save me this time, I'm about to die." Zhan Heng told Xiao Ya about the matter in tears, making Xiao Ya laugh angrily up.

"Let me think about how to praise you. Do you know how to do that between boys?"

"Probably. What do you mean?"

"Then you go directly!"

"How about that!"

"You know you can't do it, and you still act like this! It wasn't his stiff neck that day, did you just, huh? You are a hooligan!"

"No! I thought he had accepted me, and I didn't refuse even if I hugged him."

"Can it be the same? My best friend and I still hug our husband and wife every day."

"No, no, I've never been so close to anyone, only him."

"It's still stubborn. I won't talk about the previous ones. Anyway, now you have to change your image of a prodigal son and let him know that you are serious. Although it is a bit difficult, you will see people's hearts after a long time. So anxious, yes I'll call the police and arrest you."

"No, I'm very handsome. A handsome man playing hooligans is called fatal temptation."

"Why should I have dinner? I'm going to vomit for a while, you continue."

"Something happened to the bear!" Zhang Xuan pushed open the door and came in.

"What happened to him?" Hu Biao asked quickly.

"They were beaten! They were all hospitalized!"

"Who hit it? What's going on?"

"Walk around, go to the hospital, I'll tell you on the way."

They took a taxi and went straight to the hospital.

"Tell me, what's the matter?"

"Actually, I don't know very well, anyway, it's because of Li Yannia."

"That's a vicious competition with a rival in love."

"Mostly."

Xiong Haijin is still awake, only his cousin is taking care of him.

My cousin sat with them in the corridor for a while.

"Brother, what happened to him? Is it serious?" Zhang Xuan asked.

"My leg is broken, but everything else is fine."

"I'll go, who hit it? Have you caught it?"

"He provoked people who shouldn't be provoked, so he dared not call the police."

"Who is so powerful?

"It's better to know less."

The three of them stayed in the hospital for a long time, Xiong Haijin didn't wake up, they discussed it and decided to come see him another day.

As soon as Zhang Xuan left the hospital, he couldn't help muttering, "What kind of important person did you offend? Parents dare not notify?"

"I don't understand, I'm just a cute kid."

As soon as Hu Biao said this, everyone felt that they couldn't continue the conversation. Let's ask Xiong Haijin when he gets better.

Yu Fanchen didn't have class tonight, but he didn't come to make up English for Zhan Heng. Zhan Heng asked him but didn't answer, so he had no choice but to find Chu Han to give him advice.

Chu Han felt that Zhan Heng was an idiot. "You have done this, and you still want to drag me into the water? Yu'er has a good impression of me, don't ruin my image."

"You have a fart image, and it's not because of me that he plays with you."

"Can you show some face? Without me, you wouldn't know each other at all."

"You don't understand, even if there is no such thing, we will know each other for other reasons, this is fate, God's will."

"Would you like to sleep a little longer? What are you talking about? Anyway, I won't go. He feels that he has grown taller this semester. I still have to play well with him."

"exchange."

"What can you give me in exchange?"

"My sister."

"Huh? How do I change this?"

"Obviously, you help me get rid of him, and I help you get rid of my sister."

"can you?"

"You doubt the sincerity?"

Chu Han thought for a while, and felt that he was really serious about Yu Fanchen. "Okay, deal, tell us your plan."

"It's so easy. I told him to set you up, and you and my sister set us up. Then we can all find various topics and opportunities for solitude and dates, how about it?"

"Tsk tsk tsk, it's not like tying them up. Let's have another hero to save the beauty. I may have to get to know you again."

"It's not impossible when necessary."

This afternoon, Yu Fanchen was playing with Chu Han, it was rare that Zhan Heng didn't come, and he didn't know why he went.

"Hey." Chu Han retreated to the side to rest, drinking water in big gulps.

Yu Fanchen saw that he was not in the right condition today, so he went over to care about him. "What's wrong?"

"Small things."

"I've known you for so long, and I haven't seen you in a bad mood yet, so let's talk about it."

"The hardest thing is the word 'love'."

"Sister Ya?"

"you know?"

"Guess."

"Even you can see it? Then you say she knows?"

"I don't know that."

"If you don't know, it means she doesn't care about me. If you know, she's still so indifferent, it means she doesn't care about me, and I'm screwed." Chu Han took another big mouthful of water after speaking.

Seeing him drinking wantonly, Yu Fanchen himself felt a little thirsty, but now whenever he wanted to drink water, he remembered the water bottle that Zhan Heng gave him, and he also thought of that person, and his heart felt dull.

"Actually, she doesn't necessarily dislike it, maybe she just can't believe it, or dare not express it."

Chu Han felt that he seemed to be talking about himself too, did Zhan Heng really have a play?

"I have liked her for many years. In fact, I didn't care about her at the beginning. After all, we played together every day. Until one day she suddenly got together with Tang Zhaoming. I still remember the feeling at that time. At first, I was confused, then I was angry, and finally It's endless jealousy and remorse, why wasn't I the one standing next to her? Why wasn't the one she shyly kissed me?"

Yu Fanchen's mind is full of Zhan Heng, he likes me now, after a while he will like others, right?If he called "Your Majesty" to others, said embarrassing words to others, and bit their ears... Yu Fanchen didn't dare to think about it, and secretly clenched his fists, feeling that he couldn't exert strength at all.

"Then they broke up?"

"Well, it will be divided in less than a year."

"why?"

"Maybe because it's first love. People say that first love is fruitless, because everyone is immature, and they care too much. Every little thing will be magnified as you don't love me, and then they broke up. I just heard them I was very happy when we broke up, thinking that we could finally return to the way we were before, but when I saw her later, she couldn't laugh anymore, she was often in a daze by herself, her eyes were blank, and she suddenly laughed out loud while chatting, laughing Laughing and crying."

"Breakup, is it really that hard?"

"I don't know, is it more uncomfortable to like but not be together than to want but not get it?"

The two fell silent.

After a while, Chu Han suddenly remembered that he didn't come here to express his feelings, but had a mission!He cheered up and said: "But she is single now, I have a chance. She broke up with Tang Zhaoming because they are not suitable, but I am definitely suitable for her. We have played together for so many years and have always been so good. I I can see her often, and every time I feel my heart beat, I believe that I can love her for the rest of my life."

Yu Fanchen looked at Chu Han in disbelief, thinking about what he said.It seems to be like this, every glance is like the first one, every glance is full of surprise and joy, I still want to see it, I want to keep watching it.

Chu Han continued: "Compared to entrusting someone else to gamble with the one you love, it's better to play it yourself, don't you think?"

"Maybe."

After Chu Han left, Yu Fanchen thought seriously.Maybe breaking up is more painful, but instead of handing him over to others to hurt, why not just be with yourself?But Zhan Heng may be different, he is too heartless, maybe he will only hurt others for the rest of his life, and he will not feel distressed at all.Damn, you scumbag.

"Mom, are you out of cold medicine?" Zhan Heng caught a cold and kept sneezing.