I walked towards Zhao Min step by step, feeling more and more self-inflicted, and suddenly retreated in my heart, "That..."

In the first life, I grew up in Emei, and my senior sister secretly indoctrinated me about men and women.We have been deeply influenced by Master, and we have always been ashamed of him, and we regard chastity as higher than the sky.But the second life is relatively more open, not only men and women, but both men and women are involved.Frankly speaking, after experiencing such a large span of reshaping of gender concepts, I not only have a blurred view of the boundaries between homosexuality and heterosexuality, but also no longer regard chastity as more important than life-of course it is still very important. definitely.

Just like what I said to Zhao Min when I was young, I think this kind of thing must be done only after you can bear the consequences and you have to communicate with the other party.It is precisely because of this concept that I, who failed to fall in love with anyone in my previous life, naturally guarded my body like a jade until death, and I was all talking about sex and so on.

But now in this scene, in this atmosphere, I feel a little sorry for the tiny amount of cum that the maids worked so hard to pour into the bath.

But am I really ready?

"What's the matter?" She walked over in two steps, with her hands on her collar, and ordered softly, "Don't be dazed, stand still."

I didn't have the slightest resistance to such a command with a soft and pleasant voice but a majestic tone. I subconsciously stood still and showed the correct attitude of standing in the military posture in my previous life in college.

She leaned over slightly, and with her white fingertips from top to bottom, she nimbly unbuttoned her clothes one by one.I stared down in a daze, my eyes fixed on her slender fingers like green onions, imagining wildly in my mind, my heart was beating faster and faster, and my face was getting redder and redder.

Suddenly regaining consciousness, he met Zhao Min's half-smiling eyes, hurriedly avoided his eyes, and cursed secretly: Zhou Zhiruo, what are you thinking? !

"Why are you so stiff? I don't want you now." She took off my coat and long skirt for me, and she didn't know whether it was intentional or not, her fingertips lightly brushed my back.

Hearing her words, I was glad, but also a little bit disappointed.I was wearing an underwear on top and only a pair of underwear on my bottom. I felt a little chilly and shivered in the huge room.But he felt that the places he had touched with her were scorching hot, and he stuttered, "I, I don't know what you're talking about."

"Hey, do you remember the erotic book I gave you?" She put the outer skirt aside, and began to unbutton her underwear again.

Although I heard it in my ears, I couldn't understand what she was saying at all. I was completely focused on her hands, and I only answered subconsciously: "Remember, remember."

After hearing this, Zhao Min paused, then straightened up suddenly and sighed, "Zhiruo, just looking at your reaction, I really think it's impossible for you not to have any feelings for me, but why are you unwilling to say anything?" Woolen cloth."

"...Why are you still talking about this now?" I turned my eyes away, not wanting to see her slightly sad expression.At the same time, his heart became ruthless, and he went to undo the remaining buttons of his clothes by himself.

My hands are shaking.

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"This, this is not the same thing!" I just felt hot and ashamed under her gaze.Then he bit his lower lip, his voice softened, almost begging, "Can you stop watching... I, I'm not ready..."

"Really?" Zhao Min was taken aback for a moment, then became visibly depressed, and took a step back, "If you are so contradictory, forget it."

This is definitely playing hard to get, this is definitely playing hard to get.Seeing that she was about to leave dejectedly, I was sure of it, but I still unconsciously took a step forward and grabbed the corner of her clothes. While annoyed by my soft heart, I turned my head and let my hair hang down to cover the side of her face, and said softly : "Minmin, one, let's wash together?"

At that moment, a thought flashed like lightning: She is so persistent in giving, but I can't treat each other with sincerity. Whether it is repayment or compensation, anyway, it is impossible to be with other people in this life. What's wrong with giving it to her here?

As soon as this thought appeared, it overwhelmingly gained the upper hand in an instant, occupying all of his thoughts.

After all, if I don't touch her, she won't be at a disadvantage.

Zhao Min looked back at me, her gaze was indescribably complicated, she turned around after a while, and with a forceful pull, I staggered and fell into her arms, hugged her slender waist, and a few black hairs fell on her face, which made people's heart tremble. itch.

Feeling a little chilly, but once surrounded by her, her faint feminine fragrance lingers on the tip of the nose, which is indescribably warm and reassuring.

At this time, a calm voice came from the top of my head, "Zhiruo, I didn't want to do that, I just wanted a little reward, or encouragement. But I didn't expect you to do that." I resisted, and I didn’t expect that once I started, I couldn’t stop, and I couldn’t help wanting more.”

I couldn't see her expression, but I could hear the endless bitterness and loss in her words, as if she was about to let go in the next second, I couldn't help but grasp her clothes tightly, "Minmin..."

"If you don't want to, of course I won't force it. Of course, there may be a little bit of playing hard to get. But when everything is really as I wish, I can't help but think: You obviously don't like me, and now you are like this. What is it? What do you mean? So you will be so gentle to someone you don't like, and give and ask?"

"No, it's not." I quickly raised my head and said to her, "Because it's you, Minmin."

She immediately continued, "That is as compensation or repayment." Her hand slowly covered my eyes, "From the look on my face, it should be. You are really easy to understand, so easy to understand that it makes people feel sad. "

"If you think like this, how can I lie to myself firmly? You love me so much."

There was an undetectable tremor in her voice, and her tone was full of frustration, even despair.

In the darkness, I suddenly panicked.

For the first time, I really realized that she was really sad, and it was possible for her to let go.

—I'm going to lose her.

Thinking of this, I felt a sharp pain in my chest.

It seems that there is no way to continue to lie.

Because, if you don't like it, how can you feel sad when you think of the possibility of not having her around, when you think of her looking at other people with such affectionate eyes, and when you think that she won't do everything possible to keep me by her side Almost unable to breathe.

Love doesn't know where it started, and it goes deep; hate doesn't know where it ends, and it disappears with a smile.

I thought there was only the second half of the sentence between us, but the first half of the sentence is the key point.

At this time, there was no room in my mind to think about what the future would be like, what my stand was going to be, and I just wanted to erase the bitterness in her heart, and I would do anything for it.

Fortunately, she covered my eyes, otherwise, her eyes would definitely expose my thoughts completely.

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I won’t repeat the details, but I passed out afterwards.In my impression, from the water to the soft couch, there are various postures, just crying and begging for mercy three or four times. , I can't lift my legs.

this is too scary.Do normal people end up like this?Or is it just because she practiced martial arts since she was a child that I have no internal energy?

-- Abridged --

The above is nothing, but the most annoying thing is that when she just woke up, she was not in front of her.

Well, this is anger, in fact she knew I woke up and rushed over soon after.I'm just pissed off with remorse for everything that happened last night—mainly my overly demanding attitude.

And I can't blame it on the drug, because this thing is actually just to enhance the sense of pleasure, and it will not seriously affect people's sanity, so that there will be some confusion and uncontrollable situations.Therefore, I have to face the fact that everything last night was a decision I made myself while awake, and even I still remember many scenes at that time.

I do like Zhao Min, Princess Shao Min who was immature, stubborn, ignorant and persistent when she was young, and Min Min who is magnificent and heroic when she is an adult.

Unknowingly, her figure has left such a deep imprint on my heart that every time I think of her, I will worry about gains and losses, and every time something has to do with her, I will panic.

Feeling unacceptable, going deeper.

This relationship is different from the one I had with Zhang Wuji before. At that time, if I didn't get it, I would destroy it, and what I couldn't ask for was endless resentment.But now I only hope that Zhao Min can live a good life and be happy, even if that happiness has nothing to do with me.

I love her, but I don't know it, so that every time I hurt her heart, I feel guilty and at a loss.

I love her, so I know that we shouldn't be together, but I'm afraid that she will be sad, and that she will stop here, so I don't hesitate to sacrifice my body, put down my dignity and shame, and beg softly.

However, the crazy night is over, and aside from all impulsive decisions, I have to make a choice.

I can't just stay by her side like this, saying that I don't like it, but my body is very honest and entangled with her endlessly, giving and asking, avoiding talking about the unknown future.

——What should we do next?Do you want to express your love, do you want to abandon everything and stay with her forever?But, what about Emei, is she willing, and can I bear it?

Maybe it will take a little more time, think about it again, let's pretend that nothing happened for the time being.I sighed in my heart, but Zhao didn't intend to let me escape from reality. She was wearing a bright white gown, and she walked in with a pile of clothes in the spring breeze, and waved her servants away, "How do you feel?"

"Not good!" I lay on my stomach, subconsciously wrapped the quilt tightly, and stretched out my hand to her, "Clothes."

"I'll help you put it on." Her smiling face vaguely coincided with that of last night.I just felt sore in my legs and a pain in my lower back when I saw it, so I quickly said firmly, "I'll do it myself."

"Not in a hurry." She took out another small fragrant box, with a malicious smile on her lips, "Lie down, I'll give you the medicine. You can't do it yourself, can you?"

I was slightly taken aback, "What kind of medicine was given? No injury—" As I was speaking, seeing her meaningful eyes fall on her buttocks, I exploded, "Get out!"

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"Just in case." She shook the box in her hand and smirked, "It's intense after all."

I regarded death as home, "Then you should knock me out first."

"Don't say that, I don't know how to do anything." She lifted the quilt as she spoke, saw my scarred body, and laughed dryly, "Uh...it seems a bit too much, haha."

If the medicine is applied, it will definitely reach in!If that is considered as doing nothing, how can it be considered as doing!

And is that "a little too much"!

"Zhao Min, I'm not with you—you, uh, bastard!" I suppressed my exclamation and gritted my teeth, "Why didn't you take the medicine when I passed out!"

-- Abridged --

She didn't know what came to mind, and she suddenly laughed maliciously, "Zhiruo, do you still remember what you told me on the Bright Summit, 'Wisdom is bound to be hurt, love is deep, life is long, and strength is humiliation'?"

"Remember." I seemed to feel bad.

She immediately said in a pretty voice, "I don't know the first two sentences, but if you are strong, you will be humiliated. It really makes sense."

-- Abridged --

"!!" I screamed, and tears fell completely.

That sentence does not refer to such humiliation!

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