The smile on Chi Jun's face was uglier than crying, it was mixed with too many emotions, panicked and dazed with uncontained anger, like a lost soul, but he still comforted his son: "Dad needs some time..."

Chi Feiran looked at such a father, and his heart also tugged.

He even began to doubt whether his decision to come out with the other party was correct, but this wavering was only a momentary thing, and he quickly strengthened his mind.

He sat down beside Chi Jun in silence, and reached out to hold the hand that slapped the table hard just now.

Chi Jun has been a pampered person since he was a child. He slapped the table so hard just now, and his hands were still numb.

Chi Feiran opened it and looked, and found that his entire palm was red, as if it was a little swollen, which shows how much effort he used just now.

Chi Feiran took out the medicine box from the cabinet next to him, rubbed the ointment, and gently rubbed it on the swollen hand.

Chi Jun was silent, and Chi Feiran could feel that he was still not relaxed from the tightness of the hand in his hand.

Chi Feiran can understand how unacceptable this kind of thing is in the hearts of traditional Chinese parents, so when he was sure of his mind, when Li Yuan asked him, he subconsciously chose to avoid it.

But when he and his father really talked about the topic of feelings, Chi Feiran realized clearly that the longer this matter drags on, the greater the damage it may cause.

In his previous life, until he graduated from university, Chi Feiran had never had a good impression of women in that aspect. At first he only thought that he was slow in love. After all, his social circle is really small, and maybe he has never met the type of relationship he likes. .

From Dad's point of view, he is still young, and even if he has relationship problems, he may not think about life-long events.

But wait a few more years?By the time Dad starts to look forward to him getting married and having kids, it will be too late.

He didn't even want to wait until the relationship with Rong Jin was established. He felt that this would drag innocent people into the whirlpool of the family.

It is his own business to like Rong Jin, maybe they will never have a definite relationship, but this is not the crux of the matter.

The key is himself. He clearly knows that he may be a pure homosexual. Under such a premise, if his family still holds the expectation that he might marry a wife and have children, this is a kind of greater cruelty.

Chi Feiran gently rubbed his father's hand, the smell of the ointment spread between the two, and it felt bitter when it smelled, a bit like the mood of the two at the moment.

He spoke very softly: "Dad, you can be angry."

You don't even have to accept it, it's him who makes the choice, and he will bear the results that should be had.

However, Chi Feiran said: "But, the responsibility for this matter lies with me, please don't be angry with others, no one has spoiled me, he... still doesn't know that I like him."

When he said this, his voice was unavoidably low.

Faced with a father who reacted like this, Chi Feiran could not help but ask himself in his heart, is it really okay to just come out to his family for a relationship that may never come to fruition?

Maybe after a while, he will let go, maybe after being rejected by Rong Jin, he will be able to wake up, maybe he can meet a woman he likes, and then maybe he will marry and have children like many ordinary people.

But these are just "maybe", he has no way to deny his heart for those things that might happen.

Chi Feiran took a deep breath, sucking all the bitter taste in the air into his chest: "I'm sorry, I know it's wayward, but... I really want my relationship to be blessed by my family."

He had seen from his parents what it would be like to have feelings that were not blessed by the family.

He didn't want to go down that path anymore, so even if it was selfish or willful, he decided to speak out.

But I didn't want to, caught off guard, a drop of water fell on their hands, Chi Feiran felt the warmth of the drop of water, and his heart seemed to be squeezed for a moment.

He didn't dare to look at his father's face, his breath trembled.

Chi Feiran closed his eyes and rolled his throat a few times. He knew that this kind of news must have hurt his family members very much, and he thought he was mentally prepared, but under this situation, he actually retreated.

Maybe, there are other options?

It doesn't have to hurt the family, does it?

Chi Feiran involuntarily clenched his father's hand, opened and closed his mouth a few times, finally opened his eyes, and opened his mouth slowly and with difficulty: "Dad, if... If it's really hard to accept, then, then Accept it too."

He blinked quickly, feeling that the sockets of his eyes were hot as if they were not his own, but unexpectedly dry, he tried to calm his voice and said: "I don't have to be with him, I just... I just like someone, I just... just maybe can't get married and have kids like normal people."

After finishing a sentence, it seemed that something important was thrown out of his heart.

Chi Feiran didn't dare to think about it, and said to himself in his heart, maybe this is all right, in this world, lovers are not destined to get married, let alone his one-sided love.

Chi Feiran realized that he was not as brave as he imagined, and he couldn't really go forward for love like that. His family always occupied a too important position in his heart.

He was suddenly a little thankful, glad that he only liked Rong Jin one-sidedly, glad that Rong Jin would not be like the second mother, leaving sadly in front of family affection.

With a low voice, he made plans for his future: "I think, when I reach the right age, I can adopt a child, or, Dad, if you want, I can also be a surrogate."

In foreign countries, the legal surrogacy process is very mature, and there are also many same-sex couples who have their own children through surrogacy.

He actually thinks adoption is better, but maybe the older generation prefers children who are connected by blood.

There are too few things that can be perfect in the world, and Chi Feiran can only do his best not to hurt other innocent people.

Before this, Chi Feiran hadn't thought about something so far away. He once thought it would be best for the two of them to think about it together in the future, but unfortunately, that possibility may not be possible in the future.

Chi Feiran gently wiped off the still-dried water stain with his fingertips: "Dad... I'm sorry for making you so sad."

Chi Jun seemed to be trembling all over. He held his son's hand behind his back, and his voice was so hoarse that he could hardly hear it: "You let Dad think again..."

Then he let go of his son's hand, stood up, and walked away quickly, not knowing where he was going.

Chi Feiran sat there for a long time, repeatedly asking himself if he did something wrong, but there was no result.

He didn't know if his father would figure it out in the end, he could only firm his mind in his heart, at least, don't involve other innocent people in it.

Chi Feiran stood up and went upstairs with some heavy steps. Without wasting any more time, he sent a communication request to his family in country A.

This is already a routine, as long as he has time, he will always chat with the respective family members.

But as soon as the video communication was connected, Xieman, who was on the opposite side, noticed something wrong with his son at a glance.

He looked very depressed, his eyes were red, as if he had cried.

Sherman was like a lioness protecting her cubs, her aura became fierce, but when she spoke, she still tried her best to maintain the gentleness that a mother should have: "Of course, what's wrong with you?"

Edmond and Chris were talking on the sidelines, waiting for their own time to communicate, but after hearing Sherman's words, they also turned their attention.

This look is not right, so that the three people on the opposite side immediately became vigilant, and they all carefully asked what happened to Chi Feiran.

Chi Feiran watched the video opposite, and the three family members were there. Facing the three concerned faces, the guilt already deep in his heart deepened.

But what has to be said always has to be said.

Compared to getting his own news from his father, Chi Feiran thought, it would be better to say it by himself.

Chi Feiran said in a deep voice: "I have something very important to tell you."

After he said that, the three of them sat side by side on the sofa, waiting for his next words with serious expressions.

Under their gaze, Chi Feiran slowly said: "I fell in love with a person, one-sided."

In the three moments on the opposite side, I thought of the child's first love, or unrequited love, and then thought of love hurt...

Just thinking about how to comfort her, she heard Chi Feiran say: "The other party is also a man."

After the three people on the opposite side heard this, none of them made a sound. The shock and disbelief on Sherman's face were the most obvious. Edmond and Chris also showed expressions of disbelief.

Chi Feiran opened his mouth, not knowing whether he should tell the three of them what he said to his father just now, or wait until they said something.

When Xie Man was hesitating, Huo got up and shouted in an impatient tone that Chi Feiran had never heard before: "Charlie! Help me prepare for the plane to China! Immediately! Immediately!"

Chi Feiran was just thinking that he was so angry with his mother, but Xie Man suddenly moved closer to the video, and tried his best to say softly: "Of course, don't be afraid, mom will be here soon, it's nothing, take it easy, don't be nervous, don't worry Don't be nervous."

Xieman probably didn't know that her current performance was the most nervous, but she still tried to comfort the child and said: "This is not a disease, don't be afraid..."

There were tears in her eyes, but she tried not to let them fall, and Edmund probably recovered from the shock, and squeezed together with Sherman in front of the camera to comfort his youngest son: "Ethan, this is not a big deal, although We were a little surprised, but really...it's nothing!"

Chris was blocked from the screen by them, but the voice still came over: "Who is that?!"

Both Sherman and Edmond turned their heads to look at Chris, probably waiting for him to say more about his youngest son's unrequited love.

Chi Feiran knew that the person he liked was Rong Jin, so he couldn't hide it for long, but he didn't expect that the first person to tell it would be Chris!

Chi Feiran was a little surprised, but still emphasized: "It's just my unilateral liking..."

Before he had time to say that Rong Jin didn't know his feelings, Chris asked, "Did he reject you?!"

Chris's face was as cold as the Arctic winter, and he didn't know whether he was angry that his brother liked men, or that the man didn't like his brother more.

Chi Feiran whispered: "No... I haven't said..."

Hearing what he said, Sherman was almost heartbroken.

She is still so young, but she suddenly finds that she likes men, and suddenly realizes that she is different from other people, how scared she must be!

Edmund had to comfort his wife and his youngest son, and it was really a bit overwhelming. Fortunately, the eldest son seemed to know the inside story.

The eldest son who knew the inside story pressed his lips tightly, and asked his younger brother word by word: "Then do you think he likes you?"

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