[Pretender] Makoto Honya

"Qiao Ruyuan."

The first time Mingcheng called her name seriously, he held her hand tightly, his eyes full of nostalgia.

"Let's separate."

Ruyuan didn't have the slightest surprise, she just looked at the entanglement in his eyes calmly, as if she didn't have any emotional fluctuations because of his words.

Mingcheng gritted his teeth, with a hesitant and painful expression.

"I shouldn't have provoked you. You are so good, you can find someone better than me, like your sister, to live a stable and happy life. But I can only bring you danger and scare you. "

"Ruyuan..."

Ruyuan caressed his face with her hand, interrupting his farewell speech that he didn't know how to word, but smiled in such an atmosphere.

"Mingcheng, let me go, are you sure you won't regret it?"

"No regrets."

Mingcheng's pupils shrank, and he clenched his fists tightly.He will definitely not regret it and let her live a peaceful life.But he must also be heartbroken, and he will never be able to be happy again.

"Ah."

Ruyuan smiled silently, bent slightly, and moved closer to him, her fingertips lightly stroked the outline of his chin.

"Do you think that this is a game up to you, can it be over if you say stop?"

Mingcheng was miraculously relieved the moment her words just fell, but then ordered himself to abandon this despicable congratulation, and he put on a determined expression again.

"Ruyuan, you are such a smart girl, why can't you understand that I can't help myself? The mountains and rivers are broken, the country will be destroyed, and my life has never belonged to me."

Listening to his righteous words, Ruyuan just found it ironic and funny. She straightened up and looked down at him with such a proud expression.

"It's useless. Even if I promise you to leave today, and then I really want to marry someone else..."

Ruyuan paused, tilted her head, and smiled, "Can you really promise to be indifferent, and then wish me happiness?"

Mingcheng opened his mouth, wanting to say yes, but he couldn't lie to himself for a long time.

"Besides, you can't refuse me at all."

Ruyuan showed a charming smile that she had never shown in front of Mingcheng, pulled Mingcheng to stand up, raised her head slightly to look at him, her expression was full of provocation.

"Mingcheng, if you push me away before I unbutton your shirt, I promise you to break up, and then listen to you, marry Mr. Gao Si from the French embassy, ​​and live a stable life."

After Ruyuan finished speaking, she stepped forward and kissed the stubborn man.She put her left hand around his neck, put her right hand into his windbreaker, and began to unbutton his suit.

If he pushes her away, then this will be the last kiss between them... Mingcheng thought this way, just now he was suppressed so much that he couldn't give up and despair gushed out, he sucked the tip of her tongue frantically, and responded to her passionately initiative.

Wait a little longer, just a moment... He hypnotized himself, put his right hand on the back of her neck, pulled her into his arms forcefully, kissed every corner of her mouth, in a way of worship and remembrance.

Ruyuan quietly let go of her left hand around his neck, walked around behind him, rubbed her fingertips along his back, and gently penetrated his clothes, letting him pass from the spine. Come a bone-eating emptiness.

He almost lost his mind due to this emptiness, his tongue tightly wrapped around her, and his hands also increased strength, hugging her tightly, as if wanting to melt into his flesh and blood.

Should push her away... should push her away... He keenly felt that she was unbuttoning his shirt one by one, and such thoughts flashed in his mind over and over again.

This kind of thought became more and more mechanized, and in the end it almost turned into a five-character telegram. His mind had no way to understand the meaning of these five words, it just repeated and echoed over and over again.

A little more... a little more... at some point, the voice echoing in his mind has changed.He kissed her even harder, as if she was the one who said he wanted to break up.

Ruyuan opened her eyes, looked closely at the man who was kissing her almost in admiration, a smile flashed in the corner of her eyes, she withdrew her hands, and pushed him away forcefully.

Pushed away unprepared, Mingcheng took a step back before standing still, looking at the slim girl standing opposite with a smile on her face, he was stunned for a moment before realizing the situation of the two before the kiss.

He lowered his head, looked at his open skirt, his face flushed red.

"Suit, shirt, tie, belt..."

Ruyuan counted his clothes that she had untied, holding a gun in the index finger of his right hand, with a complacent and helpless expression, "Mr. Mingcheng, you don't even have a gun, what else can you untie?" ?”

Mingcheng lowered his head and frantically arranged his clothes, not daring to look at her again.

Ruyuan stood opposite him, admiring him putting on clothes one by one with a smile on her face, then returned his gun to him, and sat back on the bench.

Mingcheng stood on the side, not even daring to sit down, he didn't know whether he felt ashamed or shy.

Ruyuan looked up at him, her previous worries and anger were swept away, only gentleness remained.

"Brother Ah Cheng, let's get married."

Mingcheng was stunned, and looked down at her in disbelief, but saw the undeniable persistence in her eyes.

"I was actually thinking just now, if I could see you every day, live with you, and have children for you... Would this kind of happiness make me willing to bear the worry of losing you every day? "

Ruyuan thought of the longing just now, looked at him, showed a satisfied smile, and reached out to grab the corner of his clothes.

"Then I came to a conclusion. With your surname and my name, just becoming your wife and telling the world that I love a man who is as upright as you are, it is enough for me to cherish it for the rest of my life."

Mingcheng's chest was full of turbulent waves, he stared at the little woman in front of him intently, as if meeting her for the first time, his eyes turned red involuntarily.Compared with her, his love was so narrow and superficial.

"So, if you really want me to be happy, marry me as soon as possible. Then we will spend each day with the most cherished attitude, so that every day will become a happy memory that can be remembered in the future. Even if you lose you in the future, with With these memories, I can spend the rest of my life happily.”

When Ruyuan narrated these words, her expression was calm and peaceful, and she looked into the distance, as if she was really looking forward to a future without him.

Mingcheng looked at her peace, closed his eyes fiercely, locked the tears that had almost overflowed his eyes tightly in his eyes.He didn't dare to open his eyes, and didn't dare to look at her with the almost sacrificial affection.

His already deep voice was somewhat dry and hoarse, he firmly pinched his nails into his palm, gritted his teeth, and finally said an answer from his lips, "Okay, we're getting married."

A man does not flick his tears lightly, for fear that lovesickness will become crazy.

It's just a shadow of the world, it's okay to be melancholy and cry a thousand lines.