String Hua Zither

Chapter 9, Ice Heart and Snow Soul

"Who said I was sad?"

She raised her head abruptly, but met a pair of amber eyes filled with warmth and concern. There used to be spring flowers and autumn moons in them, but now there is only one of her.

Sese turned her head away, and said: "You said that sad wine hurts the body, but it is very different from the usual saying that being drunk can solve a thousand worries."

She seemed to have calmed down, and turned her head to look at Zhu Yuxian with provocative eyes, "It seems that you have experienced it yourself, so you know it so clearly."

These words are really harsh, and all the heartaches cannot be easily exposed by others, but Sese is really not in a good mood now, and she is a reckless person, thinking that since she is not happy, she can't Make happy those who "make" themselves unhappy.

But Zhu Yuxian still kept his smile, and even softened it, looking at Sese as if looking at a child who was having a bad temper, which made Sese feel uncomfortable.

"You're right. It's because I have experienced it, so I don't want you to make the same mistakes again."

Playing with the wine glass with slender fingers, Zhu Yuxian smiled lightly.

"Oh? Sounds like a lot of fun."

Sese rested her chin on one hand, and looked at Zhu Yuxian with great interest, "I never thought that a person like you who can't wait to smile forever, would have a day to drink away his sorrows. What did I think of you?" Don't even care about it."

"If I really don't care about anything, I'm not Zhu Wangfu now."

Zhu Yuxian still smiled, and said reminiscingly: "That was when I was ten years old, an age that was not very sensible. At that time, my parents had just passed away, and I was overwhelmed by the chaos of the world. It’s not that once you get drunk, you can really forget all your sorrows like the old book said. I drank all the treasures in the wine cellar for decades, which is what we drink now.” Lifting the wine bottle, Zhu Yuxian signaled, "Although this wine tastes sweet, it does have a lot of stamina. I didn't understand it at the time. I got drunk and got drunk. Then I got alcohol poisoned. After several days of tossing around, I almost didn't go with my parents. .”

As Zhu Yuxian said, he laughed out loud, "It's ridiculous now, don't you think?"

He looked at Se Se's eyes really filled with a smile, but Se Se felt that the glaciers behind the smile seemed to be surging, as if they were about to drip down in the next second.

Sister looked at Zhu Yuxian in silence for a long time, and when Zhu Yuxian's smile was stiff, he said slowly: "Are you tired? It doesn't feel good to have a stiff smile. Tell you, every time I see you smile so Fake, I feel as uncomfortable as you do, I wish I could punch you and make you cry. It’s better than burning my eyes like you do.”

Zhu Yuxian was a little dazed at first, but at the end he couldn't laugh or cry: "Although I'm not as good-looking as Sese, I don't make people's eyes hurt when I smile...Okay, I get it, I get it... "

Looking at the little fist dangling in front of her, Zhu Yuxian changed her words and said, "I try not to smile in front of Sese... No, I try not to smirk in front of Sese, I promise."

After all, the little fist hit his chest lightly, like a flower falling to the tip of his heart. Zhu Yuxian heard the smiling girl in front of him say: "That's fine. Don't laugh if you don't want to. As you There are people who can force you to fail."

"Not really."

Zhu Yuxian was a little helpless, "It's just that I'm used to it."

Sese shook her head, looked at Zhu Yuxian and said, "It's Zhu Yuxian who is persecuting you."

Zhu Yuxian was stunned for a moment, looked deeply at Thurse, and said: "But if I don't force myself, someone else will force me. If this is the case, then I might as well control everything by myself hands. No one can coerce me, no one can make me do what I don't want, isn't it better?"

Se Se's eyes were complicated, and she said for a long time: "Zhu Yuxian, you are really amazing."

Is it so powerful that you even want to control your own heart?

The author has something to say: I wish everyone a happy Lantern Festival! (*?)(*?)～?Happy Lantern Festival

In addition, the school is about to start, so I will suspend the update first, and then update after I am busy, there are a lot of things to do when the school starts

About a week or two, it should be updated ╮(‵▽′)╭Don’t abandon this baby ヾ(^▽^*)))