God doesn't favor me at all

Chapter 87

Sitting in the car, Gu Juan looked extraordinarily quiet.

"I made Zhen Zhen cry!"

With a big hand stroking Gu Juan's head, with a slight coolness, "It has nothing to do with you."

Shaking his head, "I always feel that I often make him cry!"

Silence~ "No! This is the first time I see Zhen Zhen crying!"

"I'm afraid he will cry!" I'm so afraid that he will cry, as soon as he cries, I feel that the whole world becomes unreal!Candlelight~I'm scared!

"It's okay, it will be fine tomorrow!"

Gu Juan looked at the candlelight, the candlelight in the dark always made him feel familiar, but he knew very well that the candlelight should be blended into the sunlight, but Gu Juan hated the sun!

Gu Juan felt that he must be ill, and very seriously ill!

"Zhu... Zhuzhao" hesitated again! !

"Hmm~"

"Don't go home, okay!"

The hand on the steering wheel seemed to be stiff for a moment, and then said lightly, "Okay!"

"Where do you want to go?"

"Study... want to go to the night market!"

The hand on the steering wheel stretched slightly as if trying to relieve something, "Okay!"

Holding Zhuzhao's hand, Gu Juan felt extremely satisfied, he seemed to prefer to see Zhuzhao at night, the candlelight at night always made him feel comfortable and at ease~

So he began to hate sleeping, and he was afraid of closing his eyes, because opening them every morning was like a challenge.

He was afraid to open his eyes and see the strange Zhuzhao!

Youying is tired!

I have never felt so tired, or Youying is also afraid of the morning.

Every day when Gu Juan was about to wake up, the tears that Gu Juan hadn't noticed, were gently stroked away by him, as if they never existed.

Take care of the struggle before waking up every day.

Looking at the strange pajamas in a daze in front of the mirror every day.

Every time when I was in class, I stared at myself in a daze, with a look full of doubts

It was even said that Gu Juan hated the daytime and the feeling of the sun shining on his body. He would always avoid the sun unconsciously and walk in places with shadows.

However, every time he and I merged into the night, Gu Juan would appear extremely happy~

Youying knew that what Gu Juan was afraid of was only the candlelight she pretended to be, and she was only afraid of the sunlight that resembled the temperature of the candlelight.

What should I do with you~

On the weekend morning without candles, Gu Jia felt unexpectedly relaxed.

I don't know why, but the candlelight in the morning doesn't seem to be happy.

The glare of the sun made Gu Juan frown!

Close all the curtains unconsciously!The darkness cut off by the heavy curtains made Gu Juan feel comfortable~ as if the candlelight was right by his side!

No~ Candlelight should be in the sun!

But why do I hate the sun so much?

Looking at the invitation from Zhen Zhen on the phone ~ Gu Juan chose to ignore it, he was afraid to see Zhen Zhen cry again!

Surrounded by darkness, Gu Juan's tense thoughts were relaxed, but his eyes unconsciously looked at the cabinet in the darkness emitting a red shimmer.

Why are there cabinets in places that should be empty?A forbidden cabinet lit by candles?What's in there?

Gu Juan felt that it was Pandora's box, but he still wanted to open it.

The palms of his hands were full of sweat, but Gu Juan's eyes were staring straight at the cabinet, there were things that were very important to him inside!

open~

The eye-catching red light almost enveloped the entire living room.

Gu Juan's hand unconsciously touched the red~

He knows it is. . .yes. .

A familiar voice with a deep voice echoed in Gu Juan's mind, "The north sea is red, the south sea is white, the west sea is black, and the east sea is gold."

"Beihai shark's yarn is red!" murmured, tears rolled down the corners of her eyes, Gu Juan knew it was the sound of candlelight!That's the sound of candle lighting!

Among the piles of red light, that unremarkable stone was extremely conspicuous.

Gu Juan felt that that was the truth!

There is a voice in my heart telling me, I must not touch it.

But the body is always more honest than the heart!

Gu Juan saw himself, standing in front of everyone, dressed in white gauze~

He saw the candlelight of a golden silk gauze, so dazzling ~ so gentle looking at himself.

he. . .I also saw the 'candle light' of black shark yarn

She laughed at her own self-deception, it was Youying, who had been with her all the time immersed in the lies she wove.

"Liar ~ Zhuzhao! You liar!" Holding the red silk yarn, Gu Juan knew that he had punctured the dream he had woven!

There is no candle in the dream! There has never been a candle for 2 years, he is gone, he will never come back, there is no warm chest, no one who can make me feel at ease!

Everyone stay with me and make up a dream that I want most~

However, in the end, I still shattered everyone's hopes~ him. . .Failed again!

Gu Juan already knew what was going on behind him, he turned his head and wanted to laugh, but. .

"Little daughter-in-law~ don't worry, I won't embarrass you."

Gu Juan knows that he will never hear that person say 'Don't cry~ Be good' again

The moment she cried bitterly, Gu Juan knew that she couldn't make it up any more, the dream was shattered~ everything can't go back!

Zhuzhao will not come back~

But what should I do~ I promised to forget him, but I can't seem to forget him!

He hurt himself, he hurt Youying, he hurt everyone~ This guy, as always, "Asshole~ Zhuzhao is a big asshole!"

Youying hugged Gu Juan tightly, and comforted in a low voice, "Yes, he is a big bastard!"

"I'm an asshole too! Youying, I'm sorry, but I'm so scared! I'm afraid of this world that was bought by Zhuzhao~"

"It's okay~ It's okay~ I know, don't be afraid, if you don't like the daytime, let's just have the daytime, okay? If you don't like this place, let's find a place you like! My little wife, I will accompany you wherever you want!"

Youying saw Gu Jia cry for the first time in 2 years, and she never cried every time Gu Jia woke up from insanity in the past 2 years.

Youying knew that Gu Juan didn't dare to cry, he was afraid that Zhuzhao wouldn't be able to come back if he cried!

Looking at Gu Juan who fell asleep with red and swollen eyes in his arms~ I really wanted to pull Zhuzhao to fight for 10 days and 10 nights, but this guy patted his butt and said wait for me~ just disappeared for 2 years!

Zhuzhao, if you don't come back, my daughter-in-law will really forget you!