Coquettish

Xie Yan took a shower and leaned on the bed, her mind was clear and relaxed.

He used to think that he would never have any contact with the Feng family again in this life, and he even forgot about the Feng family.

Feng Ru has been crazy since she was a child, but she understands why she is crazy. She always has a goal she wants to achieve, and she can't do it for no reason.

Xie Yan could probably guess the reason, maybe Feng Hong had found him by accident again, came up with an inexplicable idea, and was going to take him back again.When Feng Ru was a child, she watched helplessly as he was adopted into Feng's family. Now that she grew up, she would not sit still and act first.

This is just speculation, but if this is the case, it would be ridiculous.

Xie Yan covered her head under the quilt and stopped thinking about those things.Because of being in a drama, he has not been in a good mood recently. Although it is not to the extent that he needs to take sleeping pills to fall asleep, but this happened again today. He closed his eyes and lay down for a long time without falling asleep.

The phone on the bedside table vibrated.

Xie Yan answered, it was Fu Qing's call.

They were all silent for a moment, and no one spoke.

Xie Yan lay under the quilt, with his cheek pressed against the phone screen, listening to the sound of breathing from the other side was enough to calm him down.

After a while, Fu Qing seemed to have vetoed many words before finally saying, "I'll go find you."

He couldn't comfort Xie Yan, because both his background and the exposure of his files were because he didn't protect Xie Yan well.

This is his fault.

Xie Yan said softly: "It's been too chaotic here recently, Brother Fu, don't come here."

Fu Qing said: "It's okay, this matter will be resolved soon, don't worry. It's my fault."

Xie Yan seemed to have thought of something suddenly, and lowered her voice: "Brother Fu always said that he wanted me to confess to you. But, did Brother Fu already know about the Feng family's affairs, why didn't he confess to me?"

In fact, the tone of this sentence was similar to Xie Yan's usual tone, but he had never spoken to Fu Qing like this before, it was so sharp that it was almost pressing.

There was a long silence.

Xie Yan heard Fu Qing say one word, which was "yes", and the next words were interrupted by his laughter.

He said, "I'm just cheating on you, brother Fu, is it serious?"

Fu Qing laughed, and shook her head on the phone: "I was the one who didn't confess to you, thinking that this matter could be resolved quickly and no accidents would happen, but now it's like this."

After this incident came out, Fu Qing immediately started to investigate and solve it.But this time is different from before, the people behind it know that they have the ability to suppress the general media, directly let the mainstream media come forward, it is very difficult to suppress immediately.

And that person was unscrupulous, and he didn't even think about covering up his traces when he did this. Fu Qing knew that that person was Feng Ru, the adopted daughter of the Feng family.

Xie Yan frowned: "How can they deserve Brother Fu to apologize? In fact, I don't really remember the past."

He paused: "Even if you feel sad because of this, it was ten years ago, not now."

Fu Qing knew very well that the ten-year-old child must have felt sad about this, otherwise he would not have said so.

At present, the matter of the Feng family is not as important as resolving the file. Xie Yan puts this at the bottom, but it must be resolved personally.

Thinking of this, Xie Yan said to Fu Qing: "I may not be free to go back to Ji'an until my birthday. Brother Fu, please make an appointment with Feng Hong for me, and we will talk face to face when the time comes. You can go with me, okay?"

Fu Qing couldn't say no.

They chatted again for a while, Xie Yan gradually became sleepy, and wanted to fall asleep groggyly, but she still clearly remembered one thing, that is, she had to coax Brother Fu, telling him not to worry about it and blame himself .

He seldom coaxes people, and these words are not fluent, and they are far from love words. They are straightforward truths: "I don't care whether other people in this world will like or hate me, because these are not the same as my words. It doesn't matter. As long as I love you and you love me, nothing else matters."

When saying this, Xie Yan didn't deliberately soften her voice, but her words were full of undisguised liking and love, which was soft enough and cute enough.

His temper is too harsh and he wants to save face. He rarely speaks soft words, and it is rare to act like a baby. Even after falling in love, his body is more soft than his words.

Fu Qing gave a soft "hmm" and said, "I know."

How to put it, it feels good to be coaxed by a 20-year-old boyfriend, it's like eating a piece of fudge, and the sweetness enters my heart.

After hanging up the phone, Xie Yan quickly fell asleep. He had a dream, in which he returned to the time when he was ten years old.

People from the orphanage often come to adopt children. Xie Yan is good-looking and healthy. He should be taken home very well, but he has a bad temper and has self-awareness early on. He doesn't want to enter a strange family. So even if there are good people who choose children for adoption, he never goes.

Until midsummer when he was ten years old, a person named Xie Yan to adopt him.

The aunt of the orphanage led Xie Yan to that person, smiled politely and said, "Mr. Feng, this is Xie Yan, the most beautiful child in our orphanage, do you want to adopt him?"

Xie Yan was only ten years old at that time, and his facial features were already very beautiful. He stood out from the crowd among children of the same age. He frowned when he heard the words, and was about to refuse, but was interrupted by that person.

The man was very tall, two heads taller than the aunt in the orphanage, but he squatted down when he was talking to Xie Yan, and he stretched out his hand to Xie Yan, smiling softly: "My name is Feng Hong , I want to take you home, can I?"

Xie Yan didn't speak, nor did he extend his hand.

The aunt of the orphanage smiled awkwardly and explained to Feng Hong: "This child is a little shy, don't worry about it, Mr. Feng."

Feng Hong waved his hand and was not angry: "It's normal for a child to be afraid of strangers. There is no need to force him. I will visit him every few days in the future. There will always be times when I get to know him well."

In the next month, Feng Hong would visit Xie Yan almost every three or four days, and each time he would bring a lot of toys and snacks. Xie Yan didn't play or eat, and gave them all to the staff of the orphanage.But Feng Hong didn't seem to know it, and he would still come next time.

Once Feng Hong took a bunch of candied haws, handed it to Xie Yan, and said with a smile: "I heard that the candied haws in this store are very popular with children, so I bought one for you. I can't let it go. You can't let it go now." Just try it?"

Xie Yan didn't like overly sweet pastries and candies, so she took a bite of the candied haws in Feng Hong's hand, chewed it up and swallowed it expressionlessly, and said, "Take me away."

Before leaving, the aunt who always had a cold and serious face found Xie Yan, and secretly told him a few words: "The Feng family is a good family, and it seems that Mr. Feng is very sincere to you. Staying at Feng's house will make life easier in the future."

Feng Hong brought Xie Yan back to the Feng family in the name of adoption.

Although the Feng family was rich, the population was simple. Feng Hong's father, Feng Chu, seldom went home. Once he came back, he looked at Xie Yan without saying a word for a long time, and finally said nothing.Feng Hong's biological mother had passed away a long time ago, and there was only one stepmother, who seemed to be sick and recuperating on weekdays, and Rong Yuanyuan seemed to hate him very much, and it was fine when they met for the first time, but Feng Hong smiled and said When she said something in her ear, Rong Yuanyuan screamed and murmured something that no one could understand, Xie Yan would not be able to see her in the future.There is another person, Feng Ru, the adopted daughter of the Feng family. The two of them don't meet every day. Feng Ru always smiles when he sees him, but Xie Yan is very sensitive to hostility. I hate myself very much.

But whether it was Feng Chu, Feng Ru or Rong Yuanyuan, Xie Yan didn't care about these, he was willing to accept the adoption because of Feng Hong.

At that time, Feng Hong was still in college, and he lived in a house close to the school on weekdays, and would only come back every few days.

Xie Yan lived alone in Feng's house in silence.When he passed the greenhouse, he would occasionally see Rong Yuanyuan inside. At that time, she was peaceful and quiet, wearing a long skirt, like a very gentle mother, talking to Feng Ru with a smile, combing her hair, and taking care of the flowers and plants together.

Sometimes when he sees himself in the mirror, he will unconsciously think of Rong Yuanyuan, they look a bit alike.Until one time he accidentally saw a photo of Rong Yuanyuan when he was eight or nine years old, maybe not a bit like it, but almost exactly the same.

Xie Yan wondered why.

He pushed open the door of the greenhouse, but there was no one inside.After a while, someone opened the door and came in. He turned around and looked over. It wasn't Rong Yuanyuan, but Feng Ru.

Feng Ru was taken aback, she could no longer maintain the pretense of kindness, and asked Xie Yan: "What are you doing here!"

Xie Yan glanced at her, but ignored her.

Feng Ru rushed forward like crazy, wanting to push Xie Yan out, while pushing, he said: "Are you going to take my mother away? Get out, she is my mother, this is my home, you are my mother!" What! The one who is with my mother is me..."

Xie Yan was two years younger than Feng Ru, but he still easily restrained her and pressed her against the wall.

When the two of them were entangled, Rong Yuanyuan also returned to the greenhouse, Feng Ru immediately shed tears, pushed Xie Yan away when Xie Yan was in a daze, threw himself into Rong Yuanyuan's arms, and said aggrievedly : "Mom, he bullied me, beat me, pulled my hair, wanted to kill me, it was terrible. Mom, save me."

Xie Yan raised her head, staring blankly at Rong Yuanyuan.

Their eyebrows and eyes are the most similar.

Rong Yuanyuan was also stunned for a moment, she seemed to want to say something, but was replaced by screams after all, she cried and shouted: "Go, get out, don't bully Ruru, don't bully my daughter, anyone Don't bully her!"

Xie Yan couldn't ask what he wanted to say, so he was politely but forcefully invited out by the servants of the Feng family.

That night, Rong Yuanyuan was admitted to a nursing home because of a sudden illness, and Feng Ru went with him.

Xie Yan stayed alone in his room, he felt that he was wrong, it was impossible.

Feng Hong also hurried back from school because of this incident, he went to the nursing home overnight, rushed back to Feng's house before dawn, squatted on Xie Yan's bedside, comforted him and said: "I know it's not Cancan's fault. Mom is sick and not in good spirits, that's why it's like this, and it won't be like this in the future. Cancan is an older child, so she will be considerate of her mother, right?"

He didn't ask much, and he believed in Xie Yan.

Xie Yan lowered her head and retorted softly: "My name is Xie Yan, not Cancan."

The orphanage named children according to the surnames of hundreds of families. When Xie Yan came in, it happened to be the surname "Xie". In addition, he was only two years old at the time, and Bai Xue was cute, so they named him Xie Yan.

Feng Hong was stunned: "That's the old name, but you are now a member of the Feng family. Of course, you have to change to a new name. Doesn't Chancan sound good? It means the sun is shining and will always shine like a star."

Xie Yan thought for a while, then nodded, and said, "Then don't tell others this name, only you are allowed to call it by yourself."

At that time, Xie Yan was only ten years old. Although she was precocious and stubbornly guarded her heart, she was still moved by Feng Hong bit by bit.

After that incident, the Feng family completely separated Xie Yan and Rong Yuanyuan, and Xie Yan couldn't even go to the garden.

Feng Hong usually lives in the school and comes back once a week.But one day, Xie Yan suddenly heard the servant say that Feng Hong had come back for something, so she wanted to go upstairs to find Feng Hong, but saw two people standing in the open door.

It was Feng Hong and Feng Chu, who were talking.

Xie Yan has been unwilling to listen to the wall since she was a child, and this time was no exception. She turned around and was about to leave, but suddenly she heard Feng Chu say, "Do you know why Xie Yan was lost when she was two years old?"

He stopped.

Feng Chu continued: "Because Rong Yuanyuan lost him on purpose."

Feng Hong screamed under his throat: "How is it possible, how could my mother do such a thing! She has mental problems because she lost Cancan."

Feng Chu's voice was still calm: "You were young at that time, and I didn't tell you the truth of the matter. The death of your biological mother was related to Rong Yuanyuan. She pursued me at that time and was accidentally discovered by your mother. Your mother was weak and sick, and died of depression because of this incident. Rong Yuanyuan took a life on her body, and she was afraid and guilty, so she treated you so well."

It was extremely quiet inside and outside the house, Xie Yan just stood there, like a jade carving, without even blinking his eyelashes.

Feng Chu seemed to think that these were not enough, and continued: "She is the only girl in the Rong family. She was supposed to inherit the family business, but her character is too weak and she can't support it. Rong Shiheng had to give up. But after giving birth to Feng Can , he has a new seedling, and Feng Can's surname is Feng. At that time, Rong Shiheng will use means to hand over the Feng family and Rong family to Feng Can when he grows up. So in order to ensure that you can inherit the family business in the future, Rong Yuanyuan I lost Feng Can on purpose. Otherwise, why do you think I haven't found Xie Yan for so many years?"

Feng Hong still couldn't believe it, this almost overturned the life of the previous 20 years.

Feng Chu sighed: "Whether it's me, Rong Yuanyuan, or even your biological mother buried in the soil, it's all for your own good. Now that you bring Xie Yan back, can you be worthy of us? Once Rong Shiheng finds out... ..."

In fact, Xie Yan didn't want to listen anymore, but he still stood where he was and didn't leave.

After a long time, he heard Feng Hong say: "But Cancan is innocent, let's keep him for now..."

Xie Yan closed her eyes, bit her lower lip hard, but smiled unconsciously.

When he went downstairs, he thought, Feng Hong always wanted to call him brother, but he hadn't said it before, next time, next time will be fine.

But Feng Hong didn't see Xie Yan that day, and went back to school directly.

The next time we met again, Feng Hong called Xie Yan to his side. Before Xie Yan could speak, he heard him say: "Cancan, my mother's illness will get worse when she sees you, and we can't keep you at home anymore. Send you back to the orphanage."

Xie Yan didn't speak, but just looked up at Feng Hong. He looked at Feng Hong for a long time, and finally nodded until Feng Hong was a little flustered.

The sun was very strong that day, and Xie Yan was dizzy from the sun, thinking vaguely that he regretted it, and didn't even tell him the truth.

Before leaving, Xie Yan went to the conservatory to meet Rong Yuanyuan for the last time. In fact, those servants couldn't stop him at all, but he didn't want to come.

Rong Yuanyuan's illness seemed to have improved a lot, and he was able to take care of Feng Ru again, and even attended the banquet, but he couldn't see Xie Yan.

Feng Ru saw Xie Yan through the glass, greeted Rong Yuanyuan, walked in front of him, and said proudly: "Look, you can't rob me, do you think my brother will protect you forever? ?Will not."

She has been with Rong Yuanyuan since she was a child, and sometimes Rong Yuanyuan would tell the truth when she was ill. By piecing together these words, Feng Ru even knew the reason for Feng Can's loss before Feng Hong, so after seeing Feng Hong's gaffe After that, I can guess that he also knows.

Feng Ru has been in the Feng family for so many years, in order to live a better life and stand firm, she has been cautious, observed carefully, and knows everyone in the Feng family, including Feng Hong of course.

So it only takes the last straw, and it is enough to overwhelm Feng Hong.

She made up a lie, which Feng Hong didn't even dare to verify.

Feng Ru secretly told Feng Hong: "Grandpa came to see my mother, and he took a few more glances at Xie Yan. Obviously I have been with my mother for so many years, why does he never look at me?"

Of course Feng Hong likes Xie Yan, so despite Feng Chu's objection, he wants to bring him back.But what's the use of liking, once it threatens oneself, liking is worthless.

This is what Feng Ru is most proud of. Even if she is not related by blood, she will stay in Feng's family for a long time and get all of Rong Yuanyuan's favor and property.

Xie Yan just nodded after listening, and walked out of the gate of Feng's house with the small schoolbag he was carrying when he came.

Dreams only go so far.

Xie Yan woke up.