end of night

In fact, the two of them slept relatively late yesterday, and Shu Yiwen gradually became sleepy, squatting on the sofa for a while.

After waking up, she went to see Bai Xinglan, but she was still asleep.

Shu Yiwen found that there was no spinach in her refrigerator, she thought it would be better for Bai Xinglan to eat some spinach to replenish blood during menstruation, so she changed her clothes and went out, planning to go shopping.

She was still walking outside the community as usual, but along the way she saw many burly people in plain clothes, who looked like Lianjiazi.

Shu Yiwen remembered that Bai Xinglan told her that Duan Chengze had called many bodyguards to protect her in order to protect her safety.

There is a vegetable market next to this community, and they are all very cheap. After buying what she wanted, Shu Yiwen started to walk back.

As if thinking of something, she went to the pharmacy to grab a few ounces of angelica.

Shu Yiwen's family conditions are actually quite good, but her parents are not very used to her. Apart from the basic satisfaction of material conditions, Shu Yiwen's mother has taught her everything a girl needs to know.

But Shu Yiwen "was bitten by a snake for ten years and was afraid of well ropes". After only falling in love once, she shrank herself into the turtle shell and dared not come out again.

The man she'd met seemed particularly pushy, and she didn't like that kind of life.

If she really spent her life with that kind of man, Shu Yiwen felt that she would die of depression.

She thought of Bai Xinglan again.

This girl's character actually has a viciousness, Shu Yiwen can see it, but she always shows a harmless side in front of her, like a cat that is willing to show her soft belly, calm and trusting .

Faced with such trust, Shu Yiwen certainly could not let her down. She had taken care of herself for so long, and now that she was not feeling well, it was Shu Yiwen's turn to take care of her.

Shu Yiwen now only thinks about how to make Bai Xinglan lessen the pain caused by her period.

Actually, I don't know what Bai Xinglan is thinking, but Shu Yiwen feels that maybe she really doesn't like men,

This kind of liking is not in friendship, but in love.

She seems to have suddenly lost interest in men.

Shu Yiwen fell into her troubles, walked back home quickly, closed the door gently and put the things she bought on the ground.

Bai Xinglan just came out of the room, Shu Yiwen looked up, but saw that the expression on Bai Xinglan's face was a bit sad, she seemed to be better after seeing Shu Yiwen, she asked: "Sister, have you gone out to buy groceries?"

Shu Yiwen nodded, and after changing her shoes, she put the things in her hand into the kitchen. Bai Xinglan followed her like a little tail, never leaving her.

"I saw that you are so thin, and I was afraid that you would be anemic, so I bought some spinach and pork liver for you to eat. Can you eat pork liver?" Shu Yiwen knew that some people don't eat offal, so she asked Bai Xinglan first.

Bai Xinglan nodded, except for bitter melon and coriander, she could accept everything else.

She actually had a nightmare just now, and when she woke up, she called Shu Yiwen, but there was no answer.

For some reason, Bai Xinglan felt flustered, she quickly stood up, searched around the house without her shoes on, but she didn't see Shu Yiwen.

"Maybe I went out." She murmured, then she got dressed and sat in the living room in a daze, thinking about that terrifying dream all the time.

She went back to Shu Yiwen's room, took a sip of the brown sugar ginger water she had left behind, and then heard the sound of the key opening the door.

After Bai Xinglan put down the thermos, she immediately walked out of the room and saw Shu Yiwen.

She found herself so dependent on a person for the first time.

Due to family reasons, Bai Xinglan has always been independent since she was a child. She feels that being dependent means being weak.

Even when she was beside Zhuang Yishen, although she acted extremely soft, she never really had a heart-to-heart relationship with Zhuang Yishen.

Bai Xinglan is always very careful when facing that kind of man who is deep in the city.

But now?

How should she tell Shu Yiwen about her feelings?

And the last time she helped Shu Yiwen take a bath, she said she liked it, Shu Yiwen must have thought it was a friendship.

Isn't that already a confession? It must be strange if I tell her that I like her and don't want to leave her.

After reading Shu Yiwen's comics, Bai Xinglan knew that girls can love each other, but if Shu Yiwen didn't have this heart, she would not get good results if she spoke rashly.

After all, Shu Yiwen has always treated her gently like a big sister, which made Bai Xinglan feel warm like a spring breeze.

Shu Yiwen was still cleaning the spinach at the side, seeing the dejected expression on Bai Xinglan's face, thinking that she felt sad because she couldn't help herself.

Shu Yiwen said with a smile: "You should take a good rest these few days. If your stomach still hurts, you can continue to lie down. You didn't eat in the morning, so drink some pork rib soup first."

After so long, the stew should be ready. Shu Yiwen put down the things in his hands to look at the electric pressure cooker. After opening it, the aroma came over him. Shu Yiwen put a spoonful of salt in it, stirred it with a spoon, and filled a bowl for Bai Xinglan.

Bai Xinglan took the soup in Shu Yiwen's hand, scooped up a spoonful of soup, blew it lightly, and handed it to Shu Yiwen.

Shu Yiwen was a little surprised, but still took a sip, tested the saltiness, nodded and said: "It's okay, why don't you take it to the restaurant to drink."

Bai Xinglan still didn't leave, she stood at the door of the kitchen, slowly finished the soup and put down the bowl, as if she had a lot of things to say in her heart.

She didn't know how to speak.

When facing other people, Bai Xinglan can speak eloquently and wittily, but when facing Shu Yiwen, Bai Xinglan always feels speechless, and just wants to watch her quietly, watching her, it seems that this is enough up.

"Sister, have you...have you thought about when you will get married?" Bai Xinglan seemed to have been thinking about it for a long time before he asked this question.

Shu Yiwen just finished washing the spinach on her hands, she paused for a while, then shook her head: "I don't even have a boyfriend, it's still too early to get married."

Bai Xinglan nodded, as if there was another burst of pain in her abdomen, but she forcibly endured it, and asked another question: "Then sister, without any warning, suddenly found someone and got married..."

Shu Yiwen raised her head, she saw Bai Xinglan's expression as if she was worried, as if she was afraid of losing something.

There is an inexplicable feeling in my heart, I don't know why at this moment, what Shu Yiwen thinks in her mind is: Does she really like me?

Shu Yiwen's hands were wet, otherwise she would definitely go up and touch Bai Xinglan's head now, she chuckled lightly, and replied: "Not all women need marriage, compared to finding a man to serve him for a lifetime, I am I would rather live a little more freely and be with someone else.”

She actually hinted something, and Bai Xinglan vaguely understood it.

In other words, Shu Yiwen is not in a hurry to find a boyfriend right now?She didn't want to get married either, so she wanted to be more free.

The one who accompanies her can also be herself.

Bai Xinglan pursed her lips, as if she had figured something out, she raised her eyes and looked at Shu Yiwen, at this moment Shu Yiwen also asked a question: "What about you, have you ever thought about remarrying?"

Bai Xinglan had been married once, and although her marriage with Zhuang Yishen was not dominated by Bai Xinglan, it was a fact that she was a married woman.

Suddenly disgusted with himself, Bai Xinglan lowered his head, like a child who has done something wrong, and said in a muffled voice, "I don't want to marry anymore, it's tiring to marry, and I'm Zhuang Yishen's widow, probably no one would dare to marry me, So don't think about these things."

Shu Yiwen raised her eyebrows. If Bai Xinglan could see Shu Yiwen's expression, she would definitely feel that her expression was a bit bad.

She felt that Bai Xinglan might need more guidance now, but she was not in a hurry.

There is a saying that the water flows forever, and Shu Yiwen knows that there is no need to be in a hurry, and now that she is by her side, it's pretty good, isn't it?

Not hearing Shu Yiwen's words, Bai Xinglan slowly raised her head, seeing that Shu Yiwen was also looking at her, she blinked, a little confused.

In fact, she didn't know why she asked these questions, as if she was trying to find a sense of security for herself.

Shu Yiwen asked her questions and she answered them truthfully.

With her status in Nancheng, no one would dare to marry her, but even if she wanted to marry, it was actually not difficult. She had the capital and she was also pretty. If she really let the word out, many young people would follow her.

but.

Looking at Shu Yiwen in front of him.

Bai Xinglan felt that her heart, which had been silent for many years, was burning fiercely because of her.

Since she is not in a hurry to find a boyfriend now, then she should work harder to become someone who can accompany her.

From the beginning to the end, Bai Xinglan's thinking has always been pure, but now there is a little bit of possessiveness.

She felt a little weird.

Shu Yiwen was still smiling, she didn't want to scare Bai Xinglan now, so she just said: "Then don't think about it, just live the life you have now."

She lowered her head to handle the ingredients, Bai Xinglan felt a little weak, leaning against the edge of the door, the thoughts in her mind were extremely complicated.

Then she found that her brain was not enough.

Sometimes it's really difficult to take that step, it's better to be with each other safe and sound like now.

Bai Xinglan made a decision in her heart, and finally began to care about the movements of Shu Yiwen's hands. She asked, "Sister, what are you going to do?"

She remembered that she had heard Shu Yiwen say that she was not very good at cooking.

Shu Yiwen took a deep breath. Every time she cooks, she feels as if she is about to go to war, "I'm going to make a pork liver and spinach soup with meatballs."

Bai Xinglan nodded, seeing that her hair was scattered when she was chopping vegetables, she took out a rubber band from her pocket, "Sister, stop for a while, I'll help you tie your hair."

She was afraid that Shu Yiwen's hair would block her view later, and the knife would be inaccurate if she accidentally slipped and cut her hand, it would be bad.

Shu Yiwen said "thank you", and then cut the vegetables and chopped the meat very well and refined.

Bai Xinglan went to get Shu Yiwen's thermos, which contained brown sugar ginger tea. She held it in her hand and watched Shu Yiwen cook while drinking.

After standing for a long time, she felt that her body seemed to be able to stretch slowly. Although her lower abdomen still felt a little painful, it was smooth.

Bai Xinglan looked at Shu Yiwen's profile, and for some reason, the more he looked at it, the more he liked it.

She is so nice.

The current Bai Xinglan is like a girl who is in a crush, she can instantly tell a hundred good things about her when facing the person she likes.

Well, I like it.

Bai Xinglan's lips curled up into a very innocent smile, even though the smile looked a little silly.

She wants to cherish every minute and every second the two of them spend together.

She would never allow what appeared in the dream to happen.