end of night

Shu Yiwen helped Bai Xinglan put away everything except her mobile phone, and Bai Xinglan was obviously very relieved and trusted in Shu Yiwen.

Bai Xinglan gave Shu Yiwen a card. Shu Yiwen didn't understand Bai Xinglan's meaning, but Bai Xinglan said that there must be a lot of troubles for Shu Yiwen in the future. Of course, it is impossible for Shu Yiwen to spend money, so give her a card. Brush from here.

Bai Xinglan felt that he hadn't explained what he meant clearly, and immediately added: "Just keep it first, it's not for you, it's just... I'll eat yours and use yours here, of course I have to pay living expenses .”

She looked a little cute when she was in a hurry to explain, Shu Yiwen nodded: "Okay, I see."

Bai Xinglan breathed a sigh of relief, she lowered her head and pressed her phone, only to find that the phone was out of battery.

Shu Yiwen turned her head to her bedside table and took out a charger for Bai Xinglan. After Bai Xinglan took it, she went to find a plug to charge her phone.

The sudden tacit understanding made Shu Yiwen a little uncomfortable, but Bai Xinglan was secretly happy in his heart.

Bai Xinglan has two mobile phones, but only one is used most often. The other two in the safe were given to her by Zhuang Yishen before. They seem to be very expensive, but Bai Xinglan is not used to them.

The phone that was smashed by the murderer was usually used by Bai Xinglan to play games, so they couldn't find anything, and the phone in the safe was only used by Bai Xinglan when he was really in contact.

She usually doesn't contact anyone at home, so she didn't expect that throwing her phone in the safe would be a relatively correct choice.

"Didn't you mention Ma San to me when I went out today? I told Captain Wang that he immediately asked someone to look for him. After I went to your house to get the things, he received the news that Ma San Disappeared two days ago."

Shu Yiwen changed into a set of home clothes, Bai Xinglan just learned how to use a kettle to boil water, filled Shu Yiwen's thermos, and then poured some into his own cup.

Bai Xinglan held up the cup to warm his hands, and after listening to it, he looked a little puzzled: "It just happened to be two days ago, how could it be such a coincidence."

Everything was at a dead end, and it was night soon, Bai Xinglan thought hard for a long time but he still had no clue.

Two hours later, Bai Xinglan's phone was fully charged. After turning it on, she saw a lot of missed calls. Neither connected.

"Why didn't you answer the phone..." Bai Xinglan was full of doubts.

After dinner in the evening, Bai Xinglan was flipping through her text messages one by one on the sofa, while Shu Yiwen was flipping through a novel by her side.

The nerves of the past two days have been too tense, and she also needs something to relax.

The light in the living room was on, blankets were covering Shu Yiwen and Bai Xinglan's legs, Bai Xinglan put the phone aside after reading the text message, and concentrated on thinking.

She just sent a text message to Cheng Juan, and she also called Cheng Juan in the afternoon. Cheng Juan is the female manager who named Bai Xinglan at the beginning. After talking with Zhuang Yishen, although Bai Xinglan lost contact with many of her former sisters , but Cheng Juan has a very wide network of contacts, and she eats very happily no matter where she can.

Cheng Juan is her benefactor, and Bai Xinglan is not an ungrateful master, she has helped Cheng Juan a lot.

It's just that Cheng Juan suddenly didn't answer the phone and didn't reply to the text message, which made her a little flustered.

"Sister, can you tell me your phone number, I want to save it."

After hearing what Bai Xinglan said, Shu Yiwen reported his phone number, picked up the phone, and saved Bai Xinglan's number.

When he got Shu Yiwen's phone before, Bai Xinglan secretly called him, but now that Shu Yiwen is by his side, it's better to switch numbers openly and aboveboard.

Shu Yiwen slept well that night, but Bai Xinglan found it difficult to fall asleep.

She thought of many things in her mind, and this thought reminded her of the scene when she first met Shu Yiwen that year.

Bai Xinglan had just arrived in Nancheng for half a month, and she actually sneaked out before, but she was arrested and returned later.

But that night, she will never forget it in her life.

She didn't know where she escaped from. It was a cold and windy winter, there was no rain, and the ground was very dry, but the dampness and coldness in the air made it tingling to breathe.

She ran barefoot on the road for a long time, and she didn't know where she ended up, because she was really not familiar with this place.

Bai Xinglan felt that her head was empty. After so long, she still had difficulty accepting this strange city and the unacceptable facts.

She was "sold" by her father.

5000 yuan.

There is a younger brother in the family who wants to support her, but she can also make money. She has crafts and a master who is willing to teach her. Why don't you give her more time? Is it just because she is a girl that she despises herself like this? ?

Bai Xinglan felt cold all over, and her heart was also cold.

She really wanted to die, what was the point of living.

Is it so unbearable to be sold like an animal?

A gust of cold wind blew, and Bai Xinglan lost the strength to continue walking on the street. The road seemed to be off the beaten path, and there was no one walking nearby.

Bai Xinglan sat under the street lamp, the warm yellow street lamp enveloped her whole body, and she curled up in the cold wind.

The despair in her heart expanded, Bai Xinglan shed a tear, the tears slid down her cheeks to her lips, salty, Bai Xinglan suddenly burped.

Cold, hungry and sleepy, that night was the most embarrassing and most embarrassing time in Bai Xinglan's life.

Bai Xinglan bowed his body and hugged his legs, wondering if it would be a little warmer.

At this time, she heard the sound of high heels, walking towards her.

The sound of high heels stopped suddenly, as if someone had sat down beside her.

Bai Xinglan turned her head to look, it was a very beautiful woman, she was not wearing heavy makeup, she had lipstick on her mouth, but she wiped it off by herself.

Her face was full of tears, her nose was red, and she was holding a transparent plastic bag full of a large bag of roasted sweet potatoes.

Bai Xinglan's stomach growled, she salivated as she looked at the roasted sweet potatoes.

The woman next to her suddenly wiped away tears, looked at Bai Xinglan next to her with blurred eyes, and asked her, "Want to eat? I'll give you two."

Bai Xinglan nodded repeatedly. To her, the elder sister next to her was like an angel descending from the earth.

Bai Xinglan also remembered the mole on her right cheek for a long time.

The woman gave the roasted sweet potato to Bai Xinglan, and after Bai Xinglan took it, he started to eat it with a huff, but he didn't hear clearly what the woman was saying next to him.

"These sweet potatoes were just passed by when I saw an old man selling sweet potatoes at such a late hour. Seeing his pity, I bought them all. It's such a cold day, so people should go home early."

Shu Yiwen didn't look at the girl next to her who was eating vigorously, she took a deep breath, trying to let the cold air calm the pain in her heart.

But still to no avail.

Is it this feeling that nothing is more sad than death?

The girl she rescued committed suicide by jumping off a building, and her boyfriend who had been with her for three years told her that she wanted to break up. Shu Yiwen suddenly didn't know what the meaning of her survival was.

"Yesterday I just saw an article saying that self-righteous kindness is more terrifying than evil. I'm not actually kind. It's all my own choice, but my boyfriend doesn't like my choice. You know he broke up with me. What a ridiculous reason, he asked me why I cared so much about Xiao Tang, and then asked me if I was a lesbian?"

Shu Yiwen looked up at the sky, sneered, and let out a breath of white air.

She continued: "I wish I was really a lesbian. I was blind at first, and that man chased me for half a year and let him succeed. The longer the time passed, the more I disliked me. Wrong, if you don’t like it, you don’t like it, why do you still find such a far-fetched reason..."

Shu Yiwen lowered her head and cried tears streaming down her face. She was sad about the girl's death, and sad that her ex-boyfriend didn't understand her.

"What's so good about a man? Being an uncle at home and being a grandson outside, he has no ability. In the end, blame me for not being able to help him?"

The more I think about it, the more sad I become, and the only way to vent my grievances is through tears.

At this time, Bai Xinglan had already eaten a sweet potato by the side. She was only focused on eating the sweet potato just now, and didn't care what the woman next to her said.

There was still some trivial matter on the side of her mouth, she suddenly showed a silly smile, and said to the woman next to her, "Thank you, sister."

Bai Xinglan's smile suddenly faded when she turned her head to the side, and she found that the woman beside her was also crying.

Will such a kind sister have sad things?

Bai Xinglan was about to say something to comfort her, but saw the woman wipe away her tears and said in a choked voice, "It's okay."

Then she didn't even look at Bai Xinglan, she stood up and ran away.

There was still a sweet potato in Bai Xinglan's hand. She was about to peel it and return it to this elder sister. The temperature of the sweet potato was in her palm, and she suddenly didn't know whether to cry or laugh.

His eyes were filled with tears, but his mouth was turned upwards.

Living is so simple, something that can be solved by a sweet potato, why do you want to be so complicated.

Existence is meaning.

She stopped fighting.

After being arrested, Cheng Juan slapped Bai Xinglan twice across the face.

She had a hard life in the following days, but she became a lot better. After all, Cheng Juan took pity on her, took her by her side to socialize and socialize, and taught her a lot. The softness in Bai Xinglan's heart seemed to have disappeared after that night.

She worked hard to learn knowledge and worked for Cheng Juan. Many people knew that Cheng Juan had a very pure and wonderful person by her side. She was Cheng Juan's treasure at the bottom of the box.

Cheng Juan was also very pleasantly surprised by Bai Xinglan's change, and appreciated her even more. The day Zhuang Yishen came to the bar, Cheng Juan asked her to accompany her for a drink.

She also took a chance.

Bai Xinglan didn't say that she learned a lot the night she ran away.

She began to understand that one must have power, money, and power in order not to be trampled underfoot.

She still thinks of the kind sister who gave her sweet potatoes that night, and she has never forgotten her for the past four years.

It was her who gave Bai Xinglan the courage to live.