Do not kill me

After asking them, I found out that I had a fever and lay in the hospital for a day and a night.

I looked at Mo Xichen, his complexion was very bad, and he lost a lot of weight.

"Mo Xichen, I have something to tell you alone."

Haoming and Muyao were driven back to class by Teacher Ge, and I asked Mo Xichen to stay with me after talking for a long time.

He sat on the edge of the bed and peeled an orange for me.

"miss her?"

Mo Xichen handed me the orange and wiped his hands with a paper: "Why do you ask such inexplicable questions?"

I held the orange and felt very sour, because of a normal reaction, my saliva was secreted.

"Don't eat?" Mo Xichen asked me.

"Don't eat it, you can eat it." I gave him the orange and touched my hands. The palms were not scratched or bleeding, but I still felt very painful.

He put the oranges on the cabinet and smiled: "It's too cold."

I pursed my lips: "Mo Xichen, did Mo Qianmo die a long time ago? Sick?"

Mo Xichen's expression froze on his face, and then he squeezed his fist: "What are you talking about, she is in good health, it was just an accident...an accident..."

He choked up after speaking, and then his eyes turned red.

"I dreamed of her."

Mo Xichen lowered his head.

"I saw that she lives in a paradise with you. Although it's all fake, she is very addicted to it."

"Xiang Huan, I, I really don't want to believe...Qianmo just left me like this..." Mo Xichen covered his face and spoke with a deep cry.

My eyes flickered, and I was suddenly a little lost. After a few seconds, I realized that Mo Qianmo was standing behind Mo Xichen.

She was pale and tears kept streaming.

"Hmm...cough cough!"

Mo Xichen covered his mouth and coughed a few times, retching.

I hurriedly got out of bed, but unexpectedly one hand was pricked by a needle, so I could only support myself halfway up, and rubbed his back with the other hand.

He vomited for a while, bent over and waved his hands to indicate that he was fine.

"Don't get excited, Qianmo looks uncomfortable."

"Hehe...she can't see it anymore. Can't see it...If I could have rushed to the hospital, Qianmo wouldn't leave with regret..."

I looked at Mo Qianmo, her whole body was shaking, she wanted to touch Mo Xichen, but she passed through.

"Mo Xichen...you, look back."

He froze for a while, then turned around slowly, and all he saw was the white hospital bed and the closed door.

I said, "You stand up, go forward, and stop to the left of the empty bed."

Mo Xichen did as I said, and when he got to Mo Qianmo's side, he looked back at me and smiled: "Can you see her?"

Mo Qianmo stared blankly at Mo Xichen's face, and I nodded: "She... is by your right hand."

Mo Xichen raised his hand cautiously, slowly raised it, stopped at his shoulder, and touched the air.

I could see his hand resting on Mo Qianmo's hair, every time he touched it, Mo Qianmo's body trembled more and more.

He loves Mo Qianmo so much that he can accurately remember where her height is to him.

"Qianmo, I...Did I, did I touch your hair?"

"Qianmo... sometimes you like to lean on my shoulder."

"Qianmo..."

A nurse opened the door, and what she saw was Mo Xichen stroking the air and crying to himself.

She paled with fright and looked at me.

I shook my head and let her go out first.

After closing the door, only half of Mo Qianmo's body was left, and I yelled, "Mo Xichen! Stay away from her!"

But Mo Xichen didn't seem to hear, and was doing the original thing dotingly.

Mo Qianmo's face was slowly rotting away. She covered her face with her hands and screamed, bleeding all over the floor...

I thought Mo Qianmo was going to hurt Mo Xichen, so I pulled out the needle abruptly, and ran over to pull Mo Xichen away: "Stay away from her!"

Mo Xichen pushed me away, and I fell directly to the ground. Mo Qianmo cried out loudly. Gradually, only the chest to the head remained, and everything below disappeared.

"Qianmo! Can you talk? I'm Mo Xichen... Come out and let me meet you!"

Mo Xichen rummaged around in the ward, crying until his voice became hoarse.

I stood up, and Mo Qianmo had completely disappeared.

"Xiang Huan, I'm leaving. Let Xichen have a good time, tell him not to forget me, and don't miss me too much. I accept my own death, and I will watch Xichen's happiness and pain everywhere, and I will Watch him."

"Please tell Xichen, I don't blame him. Also, I kiss him at the first ray of sunshine every morning, and I miss him when it rains..."

I watched Mo Qianmo turn into a little bit of fluorescent light floating around, and then flew out of the window.

Again, quiet down.

Mo Xichen knelt on the ground, lowered his head, sobbing slightly.

I went over and patted him on the back: "Qianmo has...gone."

"Will she come back? Xiang Huan, is Qianmo blaming me? She blames me for not going to see her for the last time... Wuwuwuqianmo, don't go..."

Mo Xichen cried uncontrollably, and finally lay down on the ground and laughed: "Qianmo...I, I saw you."

I remembered that Mo Xichen dropped out of school because he was stimulated, it couldn't be... this matter, right?

"Doctor! Doctor!" I ran out and yelled in the hallway, "Where's the doctor? You fucking come here quickly! Doctor..."

Finally, Mo Xichen was given a sedative injection, and he fell asleep peacefully on the hospital bed next to me.

I went through the discharge procedure by myself and asked the nurse to watch Mo Xichen more, and I will be back soon.

I went to school and found Mo Xichen's bag in the dormitory. I never knew what was in his backpack. When I opened it today, there was only a letter and a photo inside.

The photo is a group photo of Mo Xichen and Mo Qianmo, both of them are smiling brightly, how long has it been since I have seen Mo Xichen smile like this.

The letter hadn't been opened yet, so I looked at the cover, and it only said the addressee: Mo Xichen, time: October 2006, 10.

It's been a long time now, I opened the letter, and there was only a blank piece of paper inside, with many lines written on it.

I packed the letter back and took it to the hospital.

In the ward, Mo Xichen was still sleeping, I put the letter beside his pillow, and put the photo on it.

I left Teacher Ge's phone number to the hospital and told them to call Mo Xichen if anything happened.

I went back to school first, my mind was blank along the way, Mo Qianmo really left, what will Mo Xichen do in the future?

The content of that letter was very simple, it was written when Mo Qianmo was ill.

Xi Chen,

I should be gone by the time you read this letter.

My family is against our puppy love, your parents don't like me either, my family is poor, and I'm still a single-parent family.

Maybe I'm dead, and you won't come to see me for the last time.

I don't blame you and I don't hate you.

I am truly grateful that I have met someone as wonderful as you in my lifetime.

This disease is a nightmare that torments me.

I don't want to die, I don't want to leave this world, let alone leave you behind.

But I thought about it a lot, and I think death is not so terrible. What is really terrible is that after death, I will be a lonely soul, unable to love you, and unable to have a future with you.

You have to face it, remember to come to my funeral.

Signed: I love you, Qianmo.