Do not kill me

After returning home, I thought a lot about the past, and felt that everything was complete, with no missing memories.

Parents were very tired and fell asleep early.

I look at the ceiling and my mind is very messy.

Thinking back from the first year of high school, I successfully got the admission letter and started my high school journey.

I met Haoming in a very unexpected event, and became inseparable brothers with him.

Mo Xichen didn't have a very close relationship with me before, at least not as close as it is now.

I know that Mo Xichen's family is very good. He had a girlfriend before, and they broke up after talking for more than a month.

When I returned to the first year of high school, Mo Xichen had been single for half a month.

In my impression, the girl is very quiet, with a watery appearance, which can be described as "coming out of the mud without staining", which is very suitable for the girl's appearance.

But I seldom saw her with Mo Xichen together, and I can't remember what happened afterwards. I knew very well that there were not only me and Haoming in the dormitory, but I didn't expect that the other roommates were actually Mo Xichen and Li Muyao.

Li Muyao seems to have never appeared in my memory, as if he appeared out of thin air.

Liu Haoming was very kind to me, because his parents divorced, and his stepmother had a bad relationship with him, so Haoming transferred his warmth to me, and he regarded me as a relative.

I never thought that a good name would leave me...

Looking back on time for the second time, it feels very different from the first time.For example, Li Muyao who appeared out of thin air, psychiatrist Xu Yuansheng, Chang Chang from Xiaoshulin, the girl at the door of the classroom, Liu Long's brother... These are all things that I have never had in my memory.

And Amu, who is he?

This period is the peak period of study, I will not mess around, I only made a girlfriend once in the second year of high school, we usually go for a walk in the playground at night, kiss for a while, then I send her back to the dormitory, and then I also Go back to the dormitory by yourself.

The sneakiness was amazing and I loved the days when I was kissing my girlfriend behind my back.

She would look at me blushing, her eyes watery, and her body would lean against my arms softly, as if it would turn into a pool of spring water...

When I think back, I even forgot what that girlfriend looked like.

What's the name... I can't remember, I just remember it was a junior in high school.

She would call me Xiang Huanhuan in a sweet voice, and then separate Huanhuan and call me Xiang Youyou...

I turned over and thought about it carefully.

Haoming is also the same as before, but he has become more mature, and he is not so open to me when he talks. I always feel that he has something to hide from me, just like he is looking for a partner for me, and he will not tell him the reason.

It seems that Mo Xichen dropped out of high school in the second year of high school. I don't know the specific situation. I heard from Teacher Ge that Mo Xichen got sick because of some kind of stimulation.

I haven't seen Mo Xichen again after a few years, I don't know if he is doing well.

And Ye Qinghe, this girl is very cheerful and lively, with a sweet appearance.She is very smart. I heard from Haoming that her father is from the police station and is the captain of a small team with a high rate of solving crimes.

Suddenly I got in touch with Officer Ye who spoke to me that day, could it be...he is Qinghe's father?

Then Police Officer Ye also knew Hao Ming, no wonder he was surprised to see Hao Ming's body, and he was quite kind to me.

I rarely get involved with these two people, only occasionally eating and chatting together.

Once when the three of us went out for dinner, Qinghe seemed to be very interested in me, so he asked a few more questions.

"Little Huanhuan, have you ever been in love?"

Haoming and I knew Qinghe's straightforwardness very well, so he said with a smile: "We talked about it in the second year of high school, but we broke up because of academic reasons."

Qinghe bit his chopsticks and said "oh", then asked again: "Then your partner is a man or a woman?"

I froze for a moment, thinking she was joking: "Of course it's a woman, otherwise it's still a man?"

Unexpectedly, Haoming put down the bowl and chopsticks, and gave Qinghe a hard look: "No random questions!"

Qinghe was stunned, I don't know why Haoming is like this, the atmosphere has changed now.

Because of this matter, Qinghe and Haoming had a quarrel, and I couldn't intervene, thinking that this trivial matter is nothing, why do they care so much?

Back at school they fought a cold war for two days.I was very depressed and went to the back garden.

"Liu Haoming, do you have me in your heart? I'm more important than Xiang Huan?!"

"Qinghe...can you not compare yourself with Xiang Huan?"

I heard the conversation between the two, and felt that the focus was on me.

"Good name..." Qinghe cried.

Hao Ming was silent, and said after a long time: "Xiang Huan is special, he is my relative."

Qinghe looked at him in disbelief: "I am also your relative, we can get married in the future..."

"No. Qinghe, you are different from Xiang Huan. He has been with me for many years. During my hardest and most difficult days, he is the only one in my world."

"Liu Haoming, you can't do this... I love you, don't you love me? Don't you think this is cruel? Before Xiang Huan was with you, I can be with you in the future!"

Hao Ming hugged Qing He: "Please don't make things difficult for me, you and Xiang Huan are both my blood and bones, it's hard for me to choose."

Qinghe didn't speak, I could only hear her crying.

After a long time, Qinghe suddenly said: "You protect him, you will regret it sooner or later."

Haoming hugged Qinghe tightly, as if she wanted to rub her into her body: "You can't do anything wrong to me."

I left quietly, they were hiding something from me...

Thinking about it harder, is it my problem that Hao Ming will break up with Qing He?

What exactly did I do and why do people around me know, and I am like someone who was thrown out of the sky by them, living in the clouds.

After a few days, I simply let myself relax.

Seeing yourself in the mirror is like looking at someone else.

When I came to school, I was stared at by countless pairs of eyes. When I walked from the classroom door to my seat, those eyes were glued to my body, which was very uncomfortable.

Li Muyao rushed ahead of Haoming and grabbed my hand: "What's wrong with you?"

I pulled my hand out, and his expression became very unnatural: "It's okay, I can't come out of my dream."

Haoming took out the book for me, and said with concern: "Don't think too much, just go out with me for a walk after class."

I pursed my lips: "No need, I want to be alone."

They looked at each other and were silent.

Mo Xichen didn't speak, just looked at my face.

I asked him, "Is there something on my face?"

Mo Xichen shook his head: "You're thinner, and your chin is pointed. You must not be able to eat. I secretly brought a lot of snacks. Let's chat while eating later."

I nodded and laughed: "Okay!"

Mo Xichen will drop out of school soon, and I will spend more time with him, but there is another reason, that is, Mo Xichen didn't hide anything from me, and I will feel very relaxed when he is with him.

Hao Ming didn't understand why I was doing this, she lowered her head with a disappointed expression.

Although Li Muyao has never appeared in my memory before, I always feel that he is very ethereal and unreal.

I like Li Muyao because of the unknown feeling in my heart.

I didn't dare to look at him, so I had to look down at the book, but I didn't know what I had learned.

I noticed something that hasn't changed since I turned back time, and that was Mo Xichen.

That Xiaobai incident was an accident because of me, and only Mo Xichen's actions can be grasped by me, so he is definitely the key for me to find out the truth.