After the wizard wooed me, we had a drink (Xiang Xiao

Ning Yufei said that my brain is sick!

I jumped up and punched him down on the sofa, and angrily punched him on the back of the head again: "Now you're fucking out of your mind!"

I finally understood why Ning Yufei built up a mental barrier. He had already figured out that I would beat him up.

Ning Yufei was dizzy for a few seconds before sitting up again. Surprisingly, he didn't fight back. He just wiped the corner of his mouth that was bleeding from my beating, and smiled indifferently: "What should I do? I'm just saying that you are so angry. If you You know what Chen Xuan has done to you, do you want to kill him?"

I don't want to listen to this bastard's nonsense anymore, Chen Xuan is so kind to me, he is afraid of melting in his mouth, afraid of flying away in his hands, how could he harm me? !Ning Yufei is still as annoying as before, it must be because our love for husband and wife stimulated this single dog that he barks here.

I sat on the sofa panting heavily, and decided to slow down and leave.Ning Yufei continued: "You have to face the reality, Yang Yi. Everyone knows the truth, but they refuse to tell you. I knew the truth and was sent to a far away place after the incident. Now that I am back, You have the right to know everything."

"Say it again and I'll tear your mouth apart!"

"You can choose to leave, why not? You want to hear me too, right?"

Nonsense, I'm just tired and want to rest for a while.

"Yang Yi, after that injury, you have been away from everyone for the college physical examination every year. Do you think it is special treatment for the general's son? Actually, it is not, because the injury in your brain needs a more precise examination. There is no disease, but I peeked at the inspection report this year, and the result is very bad. You and my father, they must know, so they allowed Chen Xuan to come to see you, trying to use his wizard power to appease you, let your sentinel ability Degenerate more slowly."

Yesterday Chen Xuan asked me if I could get used to it if I became an ordinary person, if I could accept it if my abilities were getting weaker day by day, and this morning, my mental body suddenly disappeared...

Ning Yufei stood up and removed the mental barrier. He was probably about to leave, "To be honest, I don't quite understand what Chen Xuan did. Using marriage to make up for the mistakes he made back then? Let me tell you what it means to lose strength, and after you become weaker, he, the guide bound to you, will also lose its due value. Yang Yi, I don’t ask you to forgive me, you and I are born to stand on opposite sides, but Now I really sympathize with you, you will never be able to become a true hero like your father in your life."

You will never be able to become a real hero like your father in your life!

This sentence completely killed me.

I sat alone in the bar for a long time, thinking back to the days and nights of those years in the military academy, where I grew from a child who secretly cried in the dormitory because I missed my mother to a young man as tall as my father.How much hardship I have suffered and how much blood and sweat, as long as the goal is still ahead, I will be happy.Qi Ming and the others, do everyone in the academy know this secret?How ridiculous would it be if they all knew that I worked so hard?

And Chen Xuan, I thought I got the most beautiful love in the legend, but it turned out that my lover crushed my dream with his own hands.I shouldn't resent Chen Xuan, occasional mistakes during the exercise are allowed, and it is Ning Yufei who wants to trick me, not him.But does he really love me?Or are you just reluctantly staying with me to make up for me?

My heart is in a mess.

When Chen Xuan found me, I was still in a daze. He probably guessed what was going on when he looked at me in a daze. He held my hand and said, "Yang Yi, don't doubt my love for you. I'm willing to use my love now." Your life in exchange for yours. You can hate me, but don't give up, the result is not as bad as you think!"

"Who did you have a meeting with this afternoon?" I asked blankly.Without thinking about it, I must have reported my situation to the doctor or my parents. As a sentinel, I can't even summon my spiritual body. I am probably not far from retirement.

Chen Xuan stopped hiding from me: "I'll talk to General Yang Ling, and he will tell the best doctor in the empire about your situation, and they will come in the evening. Be obedient, Yang Yi, I will help you no matter what the price is, just ask you to believe it." I!"

"What do you believe in? Is love still important to me? With the blood of a sentinel flowing in my body, it is impossible for me to live only on love for the rest of my life. Chen Xuan, you have no idea what I value most."

How can a tree whose roots have been cut off live in an illusory castle in the air?

Soon the doctors came, and so did my father.They asked me to try to summon the spirit body, tested my various physical states and the strength of my mental barrier with professional equipment, and finally prescribed me a bunch of useless drugs.

I don't speak or resist, and I do what I'm asked to do.Chen Xuan followed me worriedly, yes, he had never seen such a decadent and lifeless Yang Yi.

My father may understand my pain better. He is also a sentry.He ordered me to go into the room and have a good talk with him. We, father and son, each occupy a corner. Now I don’t have the courage to get too close to my father. My son who has made no achievements may become the only stain in his glorious life.

"Yang Yi, you shouldn't blame Chen Xuan! After you were seriously injured, he was the one who carried you into the ambulance. He took care of you for a few days after you were in a coma. For the next four years, he has been silently caring for you. It was I who did not allow him to come to the academy to meet you. My son, Yang Ling, can graduate from the military academy as the strongest sentinel in such a state, which is enough to make my father proud of you!"

So what, am I working so hard just to become the strongest sentinel in the academy, is my goal in life limited to this?From now on, will I rely on this to comfort myself for the rest of my life?

"Not everyone in this world can do what they want to do most. Some people dream of becoming a painter, but they become politicians and company employees. There are a lot of examples like this. You don't have to be too obsessed with one goal."

How can it be the same? If the person who dreams of becoming a painter works as hard as I do, he will definitely be a successful painter instead of a politician!

General Yang Ling also found that I didn't listen to his persuasion at all, so he turned on his bracelet and projected a photo on the wall. It was a photo of a high-spirited young man who looked very similar to me.

"Have you ever wondered why your father is already so old when you just turned 17? He is your own brother. He was [-] years old when he left."

I have to admit that I was greatly shocked. No one has ever mentioned that I have a real brother!I always thought that my parents were too busy to give birth to me when they were middle-aged. It turned out that I was the second child in the family.

"His name is Yang Yu. He is an excellent sentinel just like you. He has a very cheerful personality and has made many friends. One of the things my father regrets most in this life is that he promised him to join the war when he was 17 years old. No matter how powerful he is, he is just a useless person." Graduated students sacrificed themselves to save their comrades who were seriously injured. Yang Yi, when you replayed the scene before he left four years ago, do you know how much your father’s heart hurt? I would rather you were all selfish and only cared about yourself Child of life!"

My tears poured down my face.My father, who is as majestic as a mountain and rarely reveals his personal emotions, also shed tears of regret in front of me. How did he survive the pain of losing his son?And with what mood did you send me, who was so similar to my brother, to the military academy?

I have always thought that my father was very cold to me, maybe he just didn't dare to know too much about me.Whenever I was injured in training, he would think of the scene of my brother dying on the battlefield, right?I feel so guilty that I never really understood my father's love for me.

"Yang Yi, it's good for a man to have lofty ideals, but for my father, living a good life and living a happy life is what makes him most proud. You and Chen Xuan, I don't want to persuade you. I also hated him, but he has done a lot, making me believe that he is someone you can entrust to your life. It is your choice not to forgive him, but my father only hopes that you will not choose a path that makes things difficult for yourself.”

Before leaving, General Yang Ling handed me a badge with the name and serial number of my brother Yang Yu engraved on it, which was the school badge he wore when he was studying in the academy.He also sent me a video of my brother before he was alive, and asked me to keep it so that my mother would not find out. She would be sad when she saw it.I understand my father's intentions, he wants me to live a good life, and take my brother's share.

I didn't go back to our honeymoon suite to stay at night, not to be angry with Chen Xuan, I just need some time to digest these misfortunes and negative emotions.I asked the waiter to open a remote room for me, and hid in it watching my brother's video, crying and laughing all night.

His shining life is as short as a shooting star. I think, if my brother looks at me in heaven, he must hope that I will be strong and brave to face the bad luck. Also, I hope that I will take good care of my parents and stop letting them fuck their children too much. Heart.

The next morning I untied all my knots and went to see Chen Xuan, but the room was empty when I opened the door.I searched every corner of the resort, not only Chen Xuan, but even Ning Yufei disappeared out of thin air.Chen Xuan even deliberately cut off the empathy with me, because he didn't want me to find him.

I spent the whole morning alone in a daze, and the extravagant vacation paradise turned into a boring cage.After lunch, I couldn't bear it anymore and called my father, telling him that Chen Xuan and Ning Yufei were gone, and asking him to use the military to help me find someone.

Soon there was news, my father said that that lunatic Chen Xuan believed Ning Yufei's nonsense, and the two of them stole a military aircraft to catch the ghost mother in Cyphilia Bay to treat me.

Chen Xuan was really crazy, so crazy that he couldn't die.