he is not human

"You should know that the zombie virus is irreversible," said Chen Shishi. "You have been a zombie for so many years, and you have lived longer than me. Many things should be clearer than me. It is like a liquid egg. You have to cook it and turn it into a solid. It is a very simple matter. However, if you boil it and let it return to liquid, do you think it is possible? Even if you find the world's top scientists, you may not be able to do this, and now Xie Chengyao is the same reason."

Xiao Ran clenched his fists tightly, suppressing his emotions.

"Now I can only diagnose him and see what's going on. However, turning into a zombie is not the scariest thing. The scariest thing is that I'm afraid he won't be able to bear this energy and eventually become a bloodthirsty demon. No. After everyone becomes a zombie, they can be like you, drinking only blood plasma and not sucking human blood to maintain their lives." Chen Shishi said.

Xiao Ran looked at Xie Chengyao who was sleeping with a calm face. He couldn't imagine what it would be like for Xie Chengyao to become a bloodthirsty demon. The scene of Xie Chengyao's madness still survived in his mind.He couldn't let Xie Chengyao become like this.He remembered the first time he met Xie Chengyao. He was a young man full of vigor, but since he met himself, Xie Chengyao's life has become a mess. Without himself, Xie Chengyao would not have become a zombie.

"Actually, Er Shao Xie became a zombie, so you don't have to blame yourself." Chen Shishi said, he could see the deep self-blame in Xiao Ran's eyes.Kind people are always like this, always blame themselves when things go wrong, and the same is true for people with dark hearts, when things go wrong, they always blame the world.

"Second Young Master Xie's fate is always ups and downs. When I saw him for the first time, he was the only one whose fate I couldn't see. His life is constantly changing. It can even be said that It is in his hands, becoming a zombie is only one of his choices, moreover, there is always a thread between you and Xie Ershao, you will meet each other sooner or later, no matter the distance Thousands of years, or whatever, there are too many things that can bring you together, even if you didn't meet at the beginning, you will still meet each other later. Destiny is so magical, no one can escape." Chen Shi As soon as he said it, he looked at his palm prints while talking. "Actually, we exorcists are very strange. We can see through the fate of everyone, but we can't see through our own fate, and the fate of people around us. However, what can we do if we can see through it? We can only see through it, we are like toys in a box, in the sky, someone is watching us, we are just dolls being manipulated by others, and the person who manipulates us is fate." Chen Shixi said .

"I will find a way to fuse Xie Ershao's body with the medicine. What I can do is not to turn him back into a human, but to turn him into a zombie that won't go crazy. Because Xie Ershao also He can be regarded as an exorcist. His body has endured the power of my uncle. Now his body is in conflict with the exorcism power and the zombie virus. It would be a good thing if the energy generated by the conflict is just like this, and he kicked to death like this. , because he was afraid that his brain would be eroded by the zombie virus, and the two would conflict, and thus become a bloodthirsty demon, then at this time, it was also the time when I would personally kill him." Chen Shishi said.

Hearing that Chen Shishi mentioned that Xie Chengyao might be killed, Xiao Ran's heart trembled. He knew that this was the best result for Xie Chengyao, but when things really happened, would he be able to kill Xie Chengyao himself?

"Then I will trouble you." Xiao Ran said.

"Don't worry, he is my brother no matter what, I won't let this matter die, but I think you two are really interesting, you both care so much about each other, but you just pretend to be They don't seem to care at all, human beings are mostly duplicity, and I didn't expect that the ones who turned into zombies are the same, and they are timid." Chen Shixi said.

"When you are me, you will know why people like me dare neither love nor hate. What awaits us is only eternal life and boundless loneliness. We are with anyone There will be no good results together." Xiao Ran said.

"What if he's not human anymore? If he becomes a zombie like you, aren't you the same? Then I don't know, what are you still struggling with?" Chen Shixi said, he just can put Find a good thing in a bad thing.

After hearing Chen Shishi's words, Xiao Ran fell silent.He can't make any promises now, becoming a zombie is not a good thing, if possible, Xiao Ran would rather Xie Chengyao die like this, if there is an afterlife, Xiao Ran is willing to pay back in the next life, if people like him will have an afterlife .He doesn't want Xie Chengyao to become a zombie like this, he doesn't want his own tragedy to be staged on Xie Chengyao again, he doesn't want this, the pain he has suffered, he doesn't want anyone to go through it again, especially that person is Xie Chengyao's when.A person like Xie Chengyao is worthy of all the beauty in this world, but he will not be included in that beauty.

"Don't worry, you can think about this answer slowly. Anyway, you two will have plenty of time in the future. Xie Ershao is a passionate person. Maybe he is willing to become a zombie for you. Before he drinks the potion, He must have thought through all the possibilities. He is not an idiot, he knows what he wants." Chen Shishi said.

"Maybe, becoming a zombie is something he thought of, but what happens after becoming a zombie? Becoming a zombie is not the end, but a long and painful process. I shouldn't be the only one in his life. His friends and relatives, after becoming zombies, changed all their habits when they were humans. From then on, people are not humans, ghosts are not ghosts, and they walk outside the six realms of sentient beings. No matter where they are, no one belongs to them. My own residence." Xiao Ran said.

"Actually, all things are not as bad as you imagined. Human life has an end, but do you think that human beings will always be the masters of the earth? Impossible, human beings are not from the earth in the first place." Human beings will not always be the masters of the earth. Even if life is full of variables, it is because life is always full of variables that it looks so special and cute." Chen Shiyi said: "Xie Er Shaochang Becoming a zombie is a variable in itself, and he still turned into a purple-eyed zombie that shouldn't have existed, breaking the existing species of zombies. Now, no one knows how strong the energy of Xie Ershao's body is. Not sure."

"Well, you don't have to think so much, just take good care of him. I'll check now to see if there is any way to make the medicine in his body blend with him perfectly." Chen Shixi said.

"Thank you." Xiao Ran said.

After Chen Shixi left, Xiao Ran looked at the sleeping Xie Chengyao, and he took Xie Chengyao's hand, which was completely cold at this time.Originally, Xiao Ran's hands were cold, and he couldn't feel the warmth that he should have, but Xie Chengyao's hands were colder than his. He didn't know what kind of struggle Xie Chengyao was doing in his body at this moment.Chen Shishi said that if Xie Chengyao turned into a bloodthirsty demon, he would be the first to kill Xie Chengyao.

If it was Xiao Ran, he would also help Chen Shiyi and kill Xie Chengyao. He believed that Xie Chengyao would not be willing to become such a bloodthirsty demon and live in such a way. After that, he would plead with Chen Shishi himself Kill himself, let him leave with Xie Chengyao, disappearing beyond the six realms of sentient beings.Perhaps their lives will disappear from now on, and there will be no reincarnation, but this is the best result for them. Death, for Xiao Ran, is a kind of relief. He has lived for too long , I am too tired to live.

In his life, if he could meet a confidant like Xie Chengyao, he would die without regret.

Perhaps, there is a deeper relationship between him and Xie Chengyao than a confidant, but it doesn't seem to matter what it is.After hundreds of years of life, I feel that he has lived for so many years just to meet Xie Chengyao at this moment. This is a kind of fate, just like what Chen Shiyi said, no matter what happens, they will always meet each other The same, they are a fate that neither side can escape.

Xiao Ran gently caressed Xie Chengyao's face with his hand, he remembered that night, he asked Xie Chengyao if he liked him, he left without giving Xie Chengyao a direct answer, but at this moment, Xiao Ran regretted it Well, maybe at that time, he shouldn't leave without saying goodbye, maybe, at that time, he should give Xie Chengyao an answer, but what should he give Xie Chengyao?He himself does not know.Even now, facing Xie Chengyao's contribution, what can he do.

He tightly held the hand of Xie Chengyao who was sleeping, feeling a little dazed in his mind, as if in a long time, Xie Chengyao had held his hand so tightly and looked at him quietly.

Xie Chengyao's sleeping appearance is extremely peaceful. He used to always look at him with smiling eyes, but after getting to know him, the smile in Xie Chengyao's eyes became less and less. If it wasn't for knowing him, Xie Chengyao's Life should be good. The most famous Xie Ershao in the imperial capital lived the most free and easy life, which should be the envy of everyone.

Xiao Ran knew that sooner or later he would harm Xie Chengyao, so the only thing he could do was stay away from Xie Chengyao.

Seeing Xie Chengyao slumped on the bed so lifelessly, Xiao Ran's guilt became even heavier.

Xie Chengyao was so affectionate that he devoted his whole life to loving him.

Xiao Ran felt that he was not worthy of Xie Chengyao's passionate love.

After Chen Shiyi returned to his room, he began to look up ancient books. As the saying goes, when the books are used up, he hates less. Chen Shixi's ability to exorcise demons is very strong, but when he was studying, he was always lazy and didn't care about his master. Some of the theoretical knowledge I have said is always not listened to carefully, and many things are forgotten, and now I can only look up the books.

Li Feng walked in, and he came to Chen Shishi silently, and served Chen Shishi a bowl of porridge.The tired Chen Shixi smelled the aroma of the bowl of fragrant porridge in front of him. He closed the book, looked at Li Feng and smiled.

"Compared with late-night wine, I prefer the porridge in the early morning, especially the porridge made for me by Lifeng's children in the early morning." Chen Shixi said with a smile.

He put down the book in his hand, came to the front of the porridge, and sniffed it. Sure enough, only the food cooked by Li Feng had this taste. It was so delicious. He felt that all the things he ate before meeting Li Feng were just It's okay, it seems that the cooking skills that Li Feng's children have cultivated in these years are really the greatest happiness for themselves.

"Li Feng, what would I do without you!" Chen Shiyi said bitterly, he looked at Li Feng and said, "Now I have everything, if you can give me a smile, then I should How nice."

Li Feng gave Chen Shiyi a cold look, snorted, and ignored him.He sat next to Chen Shiyi and picked up the book Chen Shiyi had just read.The pages of the book have turned yellow and are a bit worn out, but the book is still in good condition. It can be seen that the owner of the book cherishes it very much.Li Feng flipped through the book, and the words in the book were all uncommon and difficult to understand. He is a college student in the history department and has studied some ancient prose, but now he looks at the book in front of him as if he is reading a book from heaven, which is very troublesome. .

He glanced at Chen Shishi, who was eating porridge contentedly like a child.Li Feng always felt that Chen Shishi's mental age was younger than him. Although he lived with Chen Shishi during this time, in fact he was the one who took care of Chen Shishi.

"Are you so nice to everyone?" Li Feng asked.

"I am very kind to you." Chen Shixi said casually while eating porridge.

Hearing what Chen Shishi said, a smile appeared on Li Fengxiang's aloof face, even though he knew that Chen Shishi's words were more of a joke.Chen Shishi is like this. On the surface, he is foolish and doesn't care about anything, but he cares more about others than anyone else. It's like he has nothing to do with him. It's just because of his master's last words. He has been taking care of him until now, just like Xie Chengyao, obviously he has no real relationship with Xie Chengyao, at most he is a junior in name, but it is such a simple relationship, so I rushed to help Xie Chengyao tonight, And now that Xie Chengyao is unconscious, he is still looking for a way to help Xie Chengyao.

"Take a break, and I'll help you find it." Li Feng said, although these words are unintelligible, but he can't understand them at all. He can write down all the pages related to zombies and show them to Chen Shiyi. up.

"No need, you've worked hard tonight, go back and rest, you have to go to school tomorrow, you can't let people say that I have been entrapping the flowers of the motherland." Chen Shixi quickly ate up all the porridge in the bowl. "After eating this porridge, I feel refreshed." Chen Shishi said.

At the end, Chen Shiyi took a look at Li Feng, and said earnestly: "By the way, you have sealed the power of the wolf demon in your body, you should use this power sparingly, or one day, you will be backlashed, and you may die. Your body is controlled by the wolf demon."

"I have my own measure." Li Feng said.He doesn't need Chen Shiyi to be by his side all the time like taking care of a child. Also, why Wang Ershi and Xiaojicha can help him every time, but he can't do anything by himself. He didn't want to be like this, he didn't want to be the most useless person in the bar all the time, he wanted to be strong enough to protect Chen Shishi.

Li Feng took a look at Chen Shishi, who had already begun to seriously read the books, and had no choice but to leave.