[Idol trainee] please pick me up

朴羽禛是被自家恋人揍醒的。

It wasn't until he woke up from the passive defense that he didn't understand what happened, and found that although his rabbit was beating him unilaterally—although it was inexplicable, he felt that the other party's emotions didn't look right.

Zhu Zhengting used [-]% of his strength, and Pu Yuzhen felt that there must be bruises on his body.

This is really domestic violence.

For the first time, the bruise on my body was not due to in-depth communication with my lover, but domestic violence. This is too miserable.Pu Yuzhen, who was grieved from it, made full use of his athletic potential and recent fitness results, turned over and grabbed his lover's wrist before the opponent's fist fell down, so as not to be hurt by the rabbit punch, and then leaned close to the opponent's face and shouted eagerly The other party's name.

Zhu Zhengting, who finally regained his sanity under such a call, collapsed in his arms, resting his head on his chest and breathing rapidly.

"It's okay, it's okay." Pu Yuzhen was also quite frightened by this, hugged the man's smooth hair, and kissed the top of his lover's hair.

这是做了什么梦半夜吓醒了要揍人啊，他家恋人不愧是暴力仙子。

"Aren't you hiding something from me?" However, Zhu Zhengting, who was still a little choked up and apparently a little emotionally out of control, pushed him away rarely. This rabbit who was originally attached to physical contact and loved to be hugged by kisses would take the initiative to reject his lover A hug, it is a miracle.

"What's the matter? I'll cook you some supper first and take it easy?" Pu Yuzhen didn't understand what he was referring to when asked suddenly, and was extremely worried, so he could only hope that his lover would calm down and the two of them I can speak slowly.

Zhu Zhengting didn't speak any more, just stared at him with sorrow and even hatred, his cold hands trembling lightly stroked Pu Yuzhen's neck, as if he might pinch him at any time.

But Pu Yuzhen didn't care about his dangerous behavior, he went up to kiss his lover on the lips, stood up, picked her up by the waist, and was about to go to the living room to cook supper.

It was meant to be worn on the shoulders like a sack, but met with fierce resistance on the way to its implementation.Annoyed, he kicked Pu Yuzhen a few times, and angrily rejected this dead straight man.

And although I hate being hugged by the princess, it's much better than holding hands on the shoulders.So Zhu Zhengting didn't struggle any more, nestled in Pu Yuzhen's arms obediently but took deep breaths to calm down his emotions, and let him hug him.

Pu Yuzhen completely treats her lover as a fragile item, not only must handle it with care and maintain it frequently, but also pay attention to the most vulnerable legs and waist at all times, wishing that he would not have to walk by himself, just hug him up.

Especially his Tutu is now restless, so he must not let himself out of his sight, even a moment of separation in the name of cooking supper can magnify his fear and doubts in such a quiet and dark night.

Just let him watch him turn on the warm yellow light on the kitchen bar, and cook two bowls of sweet-scented osmanthus wine glutinous rice balls.The fragrance of sweet-scented osmanthus and the clear aroma of wine evaporated by the water temperature. Under the comfort of such fragrance, Zhu Zhengting finally calmed down a little bit.

The lights are dim and the atmosphere is just right.

His slender fingers were stained with some of the sugar water at the bottom of the bowl, and they were stained with moist water. While looking at Pu Yuzhen and smiling, he rubbed his bare feet against the other's long legs in pajama pants under the bar.His eyes sparkled, and his fingertips slowly slid across the empty bowl in circles.

In his opinion, this is no longer a hint, but an explicit category.

The moonlight is so beautiful and the wind is warm.

and so……

"In a better mood?" However, Pu Yuzhen was unexpectedly happy, and wiped the soup spoon with a smile, thinking that this was some childish behavior, and whistled along with the sound of the soup bowl.

I don't know if this man is really Liu Xiahui, the reincarnated beauty can sit still with a beautiful woman by his side, or he is just pretending to be stupid and pretending to be innocent.

Although he usually looks grand and violent as an older brother, as a reserved oriental, he still can't express these thoughts outright, and this is obviously a relationship between a couple, but it seems that he forced his younger brother.

Feeling ashamed and angry, but thinking that since softness is not enough, come hard.Fu started from his heart and directly knelt on the stool and leaned over his upper body, his fingers pinched Pu Yuzhen's collar tightly, and with just a little more force, he could tear off the clothes that were in the way.

While Pu Yuzhen blushed and dodged his eyes, he tried to free his collar from Zhu Zhengting's grasp with one hand.

Unexpectedly, this action became the last straw that crushed Zhu Zhengting.Without warning, he raised his empty hand, and then slapped Pu Yuzhen hard, turning his face away, leaving a blush on his overly fair face——Zhu Zhengting Even if he was angry again before, he had never really hit him hard.

"asshole."

It was the first time he uttered such a heavy foul language, he gritted his teeth and his heart ached like piercing pain. He felt dizzy, dizzy, trembling with anger, his whole body was cold, and he couldn't stand steadily.

Angry and desperate again, it turned out to be this feeling.

Even after living together, he had the cheek to ask to share the same bed on the first day, but he was just regarded as a simple kiss and hug.Every night, I would give him a massage and sleep with each other.So far, although this lover has been extremely gentle and considerate, he has no intention of going any further.

It's not how hungry and thirsty he is as an "old man", but because he is too careful and sensitive, so that such a seemingly connected, comfortable and beautiful love makes people feel unreal.

Longing for that person to take the initiative to be gentle with you, showing different expressions and emotions than usual, and saying things that you would not normally say, so that people can feel that his desire for himself is the same as his desire for him—this is love The proof of intention, not the catharsis of desire.

Especially when he got that kind of memory, after experiencing that kind of blazing love, hate and despair, looking back at what this man is doing now, it will be stained with a different color.

He was driven mad by his own doubts and jealousy.

Pu Yuzhen, who had been beaten and scolded before, just lowered his head and silently took away the bowls and chopsticks in front of him.

However, Zhu Zhengting held down his hand.

"Speak clearly." Otherwise, break up.

"Zhengting, stop making trouble."

Pu Yuzhen was not angry, but looked at him with a wry smile like a kid watching a mischief.

"I'm not young anymore, I'm tired and can't afford it."

Long-term pain is worse than short-term pain.

"Who do you want to leave this tenderness to, Cai Xukun? You guard your body like a jade for him? Who am I, his substitute?"

Now that you already have someone else in your heart, who are you showing your gentleness to?It's hilarious, it's disgusting.

"Why did you mention him suddenly... What kind of dream did you have, can you tell me slowly?" Pu Yuzhen was helpless, and finally covered his forehead.

Ah, I forgot, you don't know now.Let me rephrase that then - you let me live in such unreal tender sweet dreams and then suddenly popped those bubbles after I'd completely lost track of reality and told me the dream was awake and it was over ,you can go now.

Our ten-year relationship was unilaterally declared over by you.

In other words, you dumped me.

He knew the future and the true face of the man because of a dream.No, it should be said that it was not a dream, but a tangible memory. He also experienced a time jump.

What despair.

It is better to never have than to have it first and then to be taken away.

"If you think about it again, the ending will still be the same."

The mayfly shakes the tree, and the arm of the mantis acts as a cart.

Ten years of cooperation and investment are nothing compared to a blank check that will never be cashed.

I also have my own pride, since I know that such an ending will definitely come, then I reject such an ending.

"No, I don't think so."

However, Pu Yuzhen raised his head, with palm prints on his face, looking a bit embarrassed.

"I believe that the 'me' in another world would not be such an irresponsible man."

It is your pride not to lose your dignity because of love; it is also my pride to be a responsible and gentle man.

This is engraved in a person's bones and blood, and will not change due to the passage of time and the flow of world events.This is a person's self-esteem, the yardstick he sets for himself.

If one day crosses this line, even if it is a piece of jade, I don't want to let myself be depraved and disqualified in the world.

Pu Yuzhen looked at Zhu Zhengting tenderly but firmly, and held his hand that became slightly cold due to emotion across the bar.

"It must be a misunderstanding. Even if one day, I recall everything, Cai Xukun is really as important as life to me. Then even if all the blood in the body is released, and this heart is plucked out, it will be gone." Your own position will also vacate the position that belongs to you, no one can take it away—"

Now that I have become a lover, I have to give you my whole heart and be responsible to the end. No matter how painful I am, I have to gouge out the love that was implanted in the bone marrow before, and I can't share the love with others.

"However, before that, you have to give me a chance to clean up your heart, so that you won't be wronged to be crowded with others."

Pu Yuzhen had no choice but to point to the position of his heart.

So that "I" should be thinking to find someone to solve the problem first, and then come back and apologize.It's a pity that the two people who don't say everything, the two seemingly gentle and reserved people, have gone to a dead end leading to a cliff because of such paranoia and insistence on their respective principles.

"Can this kind of explanation calm you down?" Pu Yuzhen walked around, but he didn't let go of his hand.Gently rubbing, the warm and dry palms of his palms made Zhu Zhengting's numb and cold fingers slowly return to temperature.

Zhu Zhengting didn't speak, but was held in his arms.

Finally, after a long time, he finally grabbed his clothes and cried out.It wasn't a silent cry, but a cry that was terribly painful and desperately suppressed like a wounded little animal.

Let him hug himself tightly, cry until his clothes are wet with tears, hold this man's thin body and shake gently, kiss his translucent red ears over and over again, comforting him again and again.

"If it's not you, it won't work, and it won't work if you let it go, or you can change it."

Zhu Zhengting's throat was still a little tight, he coughed twice to clear his throat, sniffed and murmured softly as he hugged his lover's neck.

And Pu Yuzhen's heart was broken, he hugged his back with the other hand and supported his own rabbit's tight hips and legs, wishing to pet his own rabbit on the tip of his heart.

Pu Yuzhen kissed his temples and the side of his ear carefully, while soothing him gently.

But his lover didn't like him anymore, he slapped him directly, and said bitterly: "You only know what you want to hear, and in the end, you don't want to throw it away like garbage."

You said these words before, but in the end I was the only one who believed it like a fool.

"Is it okay if you don't get angry?" Pu Yuzhen grabbed the rabbit's claw with one hand and put it to his mouth to kiss, and put his arm around the person and gently rubbed his waist.

The numbness and warmth in the waist began to spread to the back, pelvis and even the thighs. This is naturally because Pu Yuzhen went to Chinese medicine rehabilitation science for a few hands earlier, so the massage technique is much better than ordinary people, so he kneaded Very comfortable.It was such little details and insignificant warmth that pried open the hardest crack in his heart. He knew that he could not refuse this man no matter his body or mind.

however--

"No." Saying so, she lay on the man's shoulder.He bit him hard, and after biting, he puffed up his cheeks reluctantly.

"Are you trying to kill me?" Pu Yuzhen exhaled and chuckled in his ear, causing the person in his arms to tremble slightly.You're bored, don't fight with your ears all the time!Another slap.

"That's right." His Tutu gritted his teeth angrily when he heard this.

Sure enough, he is a ruthless man, okay, that's what you think of me.

"The way you kill me is to make me cute to death?" His young man wrapped his tightly clenched palms with his hands, opened his fists patiently, and leaned over to touch his nose lightly.

What Zhu Zhengting likes at a young age, you see, he is so cute again, right?

Unexpectedly, his younger brother, who has always been a steel straight man and always makes him angry with all kinds of tricks, has learned to talk about love.In addition to being horrified, I felt sweet in my heart, and even a little shy.In order to cover up his compromise and shyness, he kicked Pu Yuzhen dissatisfiedly.

"Your domestic violence, I have to be careful not to break it." Pu Yuzhen raised his eyebrows, but just like every time, he allowed himself to be beaten without any resistance.

"Carry me back." The rabbit who was tired and finally got the answer he wanted gave him a light kick and ordered.

"Yes, mylord." Park Yuzhen kissed him solemnly, squatted down in front of him without hesitation and set up a posture, waiting for someone to jump on his back.

"Walk slowly." He leaned his head on his lover's body and asked, holding the young man's shoulders that were much wider and thicker than when he was a teenager.

Just like his teenager carrying him for the first time, being carried by him will fill the whole person with a sense of happiness and security.

But such words must never be said to him.

"It's like Zhu Bajie is carrying his daughter-in-law." He teased, and Pu Yuzhen, who was carrying him on his back, just bumped him twice, just laughed, neither rebuttal nor angry.

He closed his eyes, and the moment his frightened and tense mind completely relaxed, sleepiness hit him.

Not afraid to fall into disturbing dreams again, because this person is always there.

The author has something to say:

I don’t remember where I saw the seductive method of wiping the edge of the bowl here. If you have any impressions, please remind me.

"The moonlight is so beautiful tonight" is Natsume Soseki's translation of English "Iloveyou" into Japanese, and "The wind is also warm" is the translation of Zhihu's high-voted "Iloveyou, too."

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Plot analysis:

According to the theory of Steins;Gate, most people have the ability to retain memory after the world line changes, but the ability is different.

Here Zhengzheng got the memory of the blackening line

(But because the time jump of the blackening line happened before Mr. Park was poisoned, the memory that Zhengzheng got was only before this time. He only knew that Mr. Park betrayed him, but he didn’t know that he finally solved the misunderstanding together up)

Just because I felt that although Mr. Park has always been gentle to me, he has never had any desires. The understanding of the body is that Mr. Park is too straight to get his hints or out of care for himself (after all, he is straight and the waist is not good. Good, and I am very tired from work, so it is not suitable for strenuous exercise)

But after discovering that the other party had Bai Yueguang who was excellent in all aspects, he began to think more, and even came up with a set of reasonable excuses, that is, Mr. Park unconsciously regarded himself as Bai Yueguang's projection and stand-in, so You can be gentle with him but you can't act out of line with him

He tried to seduce and rape one last time. In fact, Mr. Park was just simply shy, but he was mistaken for really not interested in him, and then the anger that had been accumulated for a long time finally broke out, and the showdown was over.

So the following is Mr. Park's explanation after listening to his narration. This explanation is accepted, so he continues to be a happy couple.

Husband and wife sometimes quarrel

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Today's second watch, I don't want to abuse the rabbit, so I have to abuse Mr. Park with the rabbit

I roughly explained the problem of the blackening line clearly, and explained the misunderstanding between the two people. I don’t know if everyone is satisfied or not.

Still no car (cover face) because everyone is generally young...

On the other hand, I can't even write kisses right now... I feel like driving will overturn, if I want to read it, I will send the meat to the space to mess with it...