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Having been with He Cheng's parents for so many days, he still treats them with a tense instinct. It is impossible for anyone to regard himself and his boyfriend's parents as a family so quickly.

After eating and watching the Spring Festival Gala for a while, He Cheng felt bored, so he took Ji Chuanheng to the community square to watch the fireworks.

The strong and pungent smell of gunpowder smoke made He Cheng sneezed, and the two of them sat by the flower bed holding hands, watching a group of children playing in front of them.Ji Chuanheng tilted his head to look at He Cheng's face for a while, then turned back to look at the toes of his shoes, and then looked up at the gray sky and the gorgeous fireworks.He thought he really didn't know how to express, He Cheng had given him too much, and he was only now learning to respond, fearing that He Cheng would not be able to wait.

He Cheng remembered how Ji Chuanheng hugged him so hard that day, accompanied by such noisy fireworks more than two months ago.The love may penetrate into the bones in these details, only God knows how long he waited for Ji Chuanheng's words.

As much as he loved Ji Chuanheng, he was afraid of losing him.Every time he saw Ji Chuanheng frowning because of inconvenience or pain, he felt more afraid.How conceited He Cheng used to be, how restless he is now. The stubbornness that was about to chase people back at the beginning has long since been worn away by the same stubbornness that Ji Chuanheng has when dealing with work.

In the third quarter of the new year, Chuan Heng went back to the hospital for a reexamination to remove the plaster cast. After taking the film, the doctor looked at it carefully and was surprised at his recovery speed. In the end, he followed the familiar instructions and told him not to throw away the crutches in a hurry. Reluctantly, Ji Chuanheng pushed back into the wheelchair, and didn't listen to how Ji Chuanheng got angry.

The two had some unhappiness over this, and they didn't speak to each other when they got home.Seeing the two of them, Shu Lin felt that the atmosphere was not right, but it was difficult because she didn't know who to ask, so she could only sit in the living room and worry.

Ji Chuanheng was sulking by himself, packed some things and waited for He Cheng to send him home, then ran to the study to wait after packing, and took out a file from He Cheng's briefcase.So when He Cheng came in to call him, the two of them who had been holding back for a whole day finally had a quarrel, but it was not accurate to say that it was a quarrel, they were more like arguing, the pros and cons were at odds with each other, and they would not give in a single step.

18

"Chuan Heng, I have something to tell you."

He Cheng supported the desk, leaned over and took out the file in his hand and put it aside.

Ji Chuanheng nodded to signal him to continue.

"Can you quit your job at the firm? Go back to school and become a full-time teacher, and don't accept lawsuits in the future."

Ji Chuanheng frowned, sat up straight and waited for his next words.

"You want me to postpone the case until the next year. You just want to investigate with me? But I thought about it for many days, and I can't see any accidents with you. Don't you also like being a teacher? You just go back Preaching and teaching and cultivating better talents is not a complete departure from this profession."

"You said you wouldn't force me to give up my career."

Ji Chuanheng felt his own anger. He had rarely had such strong negative emotions in recent years. He Cheng had already grasped all his emotions invisibly.He Cheng actually wants to arrange his life choices, no one can use his own standards to measure for him, and then tell him what is better, he has the ability to judge.In any case, no matter how much he loves him, Ji Chuanheng doesn't feel that He Cheng has the right to kidnap him.

"Of course I didn't mean that..." He Cheng walked around to the other side of the desk and turned the swivel chair in front of him.His speed of speech was a little eager, and he was really deeply afraid of misunderstanding, "I just hope... I hope to reduce some dangers, I understand that you won't let yourself get into those troubles again, and the profession of lawyers doesn't happen to this kind of situation every time. thing. But I'm not sure, you understand?"

Ji Chuanheng didn't understand that they were honest enough with each other, everything He Cheng said was right, but he couldn't understand what He Cheng was worried about.

"Of course you can't control everything in the world. It's not that I don't have the ability to protect myself, just like your attitude towards me since I was discharged from the hospital. Your cautiousness will only make me more uncomfortable. He Cheng, your control The desire is too strong."

Only then did He Cheng understand, what Ji Chuanheng said was also true, but what they were discussing was not the same thing at all.

"You're right, I know I have a strong desire to control, but these are two different things, I don't just treat you as a slave..."

"Then do you also want to intervene in my work?" Ji Chuanheng's breathing became heavy, his adrenaline soared with every word He Cheng said, his heartbeat became more and more violent, and he wanted to burst out but couldn't find it exit.He didn't want to make trouble for both of them, he instinctively wanted to accommodate the other party, but he was unwilling to fully accept He Cheng's possessiveness.

This situation obviously falls into the realm of Ji Chuanheng's incomprehension, how deeply this person loves him, just wants to possess him completely, wants to build a cage at home to lock him up for the rest of his life, but is also afraid that this restraint will destroy him .However, He Cheng couldn't help the desire to trap him, and couldn't help the pity born of love, so both sides couldn't be fulfilled, resulting in the current result of being indifferent.

He Cheng wished that he could disregard Ji Chuanheng's feelings, and not be afraid of ruining him, just treat him as his own slave, what the master wants to do to the slave, there is no room for the slave to refuse.A few years ago, He Cheng had indeed played this way without any scruples, but the opponent was not Ji Chuanheng at that time, and he is not playing games now.

"I didn't mean that..."

He Cheng also didn't understand, where did all the debating skills he learned go, why such a thing that can be explained directly can't be explained to his lover at all?

Ji Chuanheng took the crutch leaning on the bookcase and got up to leave. He knew that if he stayed any longer, he would have a real quarrel with this person. He didn't want to quarrel with He Cheng, and he didn't know how to face it, so he had to run away first, so He Cheng pulled His hand was also pulled away by him.

"Don't go away..."

"Do you really want me to kneel down?"

Before He Cheng could speak, Ji Chuanheng really put his knee down. His leg bones are healing well. It is not very difficult to bend to this degree, but there is still some pain that penetrates into his heart along with the movement.

He Cheng frowned, of course he knew how stubborn this person was, and he had seen the consequences of Ji Chuanheng's recklessness.In fact, when the two of them are alone, following Ji Chuanheng's wishes can make it easy to talk and discuss.In terms of stubbornness, the former He Cheng would not lose to him.

"I will not give up my career, even if you order me as the master, I will not accept it."

He Cheng sighed, knelt down and hugged him up by his armpits, now facing Ji Chuanheng, it would be wrong for him to say anything, so both of you should calm down.

"Don't be angry, I'll go outside to smoke a cigarette, and then think about how to explain it to you."

Ji Chuanheng opened his mouth, subconsciously wanting to say that he was not angry, but that was not the case.He Cheng didn't say anything more, he copied the cigarette case and lighter on the table and went out.

He Cheng didn't take his coat, it was too cold to go downstairs, he turned back and climbed up the stairs, sitting at the door of the house, with an unlit cigarette in his mouth, rubbing his hair in annoyance.He said this wrong at the beginning, saying that he wanted to give him some advice, why did he insist on arranging for Ji Chuanheng, and felt that he was so thoughtful that there was no room for negotiation.Or his whole idea is wrong, and it is reasonable for Ji Chuanheng to be angry. When did He Cheng think of others, it was the first time he thought of it like this.

Shu Lin didn't mean to eavesdrop on what others were saying, but He Cheng didn't close the door when he entered the house.She heard the general idea and found it tricky, but if a mother doesn't act at this time, she will lose the level of a person.

"Xiao Ji? Can I come in?" Shu Lin poured two cups of hot tea and knocked on the study door, Ji Chuanheng hurriedly stood up.

"Don't worry, come and sit here." Shu Lin put the cup on the tea table and helped him up, then turned around and took out a few old and thick photo albums from the bookcase. "Don't get angry with that idiot He Cheng, Auntie will tell you something funny."

So Shu Lin flipped through those photo albums to share with Ji Chuanheng those childhood memories that He Cheng didn’t even remember. He was still wetting the bed when he was six years old, and he learned to ride a bicycle for three days to go to school with his friends, but he fell off the first day he went out. Teeth, and watching horror thrillers with He Yueqing, who was too scared to sleep, such details that would make He Cheng angry from embarrassment.

The gossip he heard from He Cheng's own mother was much more detailed than Wang Chen's. Ji Chuanheng was still angry at first and had no interest, but after looking at those photos, he couldn't get angry anymore.It's always like this, admitting that I really care about the other party in my heart, I don't want to make troubles about other things.

Shu Lin's hand stopped on a page of photos, on which there was a family portrait and a group photo.The group photo is a middle-aged man in a suit and leather shoes, with three or four-year-old He Cheng on his shoulders.

"This is He Cheng's grandfather. He used to be a judge. I hope someone succeeds him. He taught He Cheng those laws since he was a child. He didn't like to listen to them when he was a child, so he was forced into him later. When he was in the college entrance examination, his grandfather had advanced stomach cancer. Ordered the whole family to keep it from him, and almost crushed He Cheng with an extremely heavy love." Shu Lin recalled the concealment and suffering of the whole family in those six months, no matter then or now, she and He Yueqing do not approve of this kind of education Way.

"After his grandfather left, He Cheng still filled out his law study volunteers, and he always resented that we didn't leave him more time with the elderly. When he was younger, he didn't see his grandmother in his hometown for the last time because of his studies. We followed the law of his grandfather. As his last wish, he sold the old house and bought the one he lives in now, for which he insisted on paying me