go away!Don't attack me!

"Come on, don't interrupt mother, it doesn't matter if you don't understand some words, but you must remember them."

Yun Qi gave a low "um" and raised his head.

Chou Niang stretched out her hand to slowly wipe away the tears on his face, and only after a while did she begin to speak in a low voice.

She is not very old, but her voice is a bit old: "According to calculations, it was only six or seven years ago, but now that I think about it, it seems like it happened in my previous life...

"Mother knows, you never think that mother is ugly, but you don't know, mother is not ugly, not ugly at all...

"My mother was born in a farm family, and there are three younger sisters and a younger brother. The younger brother and the younger sister were born by the stepmother... Your grandfather is patriarchal, but the stepmother treats me...but it's okay. It's just that there are too many people in the family. When I was 14 years old, I encountered a famine and couldn't live on.

"At this time, an aunt from the same village as my stepmother came over and said that she could help me find a good family to be a girl. She would be sure to have enough food and clothing, not to be beaten and scolded, and to sell herself for a high price. My father agreed without much hesitation.

"I agreed to be a girl, but when I got to the place, I found out that she was not a fellow of the stepmother at all, and the stepmother...sold me to that shameful place.

"The old bustard said that although I look good, but I am too old, my body is stiff, my hands and feet are rough, my joints are thick, and I don't have much room for sex, let me go directly...

"That day, Mother was going to die, but who knew that she met..." She paused, and then said: "A...man."

She didn't want to say his name, but lowered her eyelids, and continued softly: "He told me not to be afraid, he redeemed me for me, and took me to his other courtyard. It is a big villa. Although It takes him a long time to go there himself, and it takes a long time for me to see him, but he treats me really well.

"He never smiled at others, but he smiled at me. He never ignored other women, but he never ignored me. He would even make a swing for me, accompany me to choose jewelry, draw flowers for me, teach me I can read...

"I've never been so happy, I've never been treated so well by anyone... I... I... can't help liking him.

"At that time, I was like a pheasant that was dyed and put on a branch, and it was ridiculous to think that I had really become a phoenix.

"I told him that I want to marry him, even if I can't be his wife, his concubine, his concubine, his girl...it's fine, as long as I can stay by his side, I can do anything.

"But he shook his head and said that to him, I was like his younger sister. He would pick a good husband for me, and said that he would prepare a dowry for me, and let me marry in a glorious manner...

"But I don't want to be his sister, I don't want to be a wishful gentleman, I don't want a dowry! I just want to marry him!

"He used to obey me in everything, but this one thing, no matter how much I begged him, it was useless, and he even stopped seeing me.

"At that time, I was like a madman. The more he rejected me, the more I missed him. That day I knew that he had returned to the villa, so I secretly ran to find him and saw him drinking alone until he was half drunk. I ...I just... secretly drugged him in his wine..."

"The next day, I was alone in the room, feeling ashamed, happy and afraid, thinking over and over again, when I saw him later, how would I beg him, how would I stay by his side... I just waited like that , Waiting, waiting... finally arrived - a bowl of medicine, and a sedan chair."

Tears welled up in Chou Niang's dry eye sockets: "He is really ruthless! So ruthless!"

Her thin fingers touched her face tremblingly: "He actually used a bowl of medicine to ruin my face and gave me to another man."

"My innocence, my appearance, everything I had as a woman was gone... At that time, I really, really hated it! I hated it so much!"

"Mother!" Yun Qi held her hand tightly: "Mother, stop talking, stop talking!"

Chou Niang shook her head, took a deep breath, and continued: "I thought that even if he was angry, he wouldn't be willing to do anything to me... But I never thought that a person who loves and spoils me so much would suddenly Become so ruthless... At first, you will not understand the feeling of suddenly falling from the clouds to the abyss. It's like falling from the Paradise to the [-]th floor of hell overnight... The whole world collapsed It's..."

Yun Qi smiled bitterly: Mother, I understand, how could I not understand.

"It's like the sky is collapsing. When I woke up the next day, I saw my so-called husband and my own ghostly face, and I went crazy... I kept crying, screaming, and crying every day. Suicide.

"The last time, when I committed suicide by jumping into the river, my husband chased me and pulled me away. He fell by himself during the entanglement...

"I was confused and at a loss. The people of the Yun family were afraid that I was a person who went out of the villa, so they didn't dare to do anything to me, so they sent me back.

"It was only when I arrived at the villa that I realized that I was pregnant, and then I gradually became sober and realized how ridiculous and sinful I was! Now, all I can do is give birth to the child, raise it well, and inherit his cloud. The incense of the family, atone for his sins.

"Qi'er, you have to remember, your father, his name is Yun Han Shan, the cold Han, the mountain of Dashan...

"When I woke up, I found that all the people who knew me and met me in the villa before had disappeared. Now the servants only know that I am Chou Niang, a girl who was married off by the villa, and my husband died because of an accident. , was sent back to the villa.

"I thought it would be fine, when the baby is born, I will take him away and live a good life.

"But one day, when I went for a walk in the back garden, I saw that man walking with a woman with a big belly. The most frightening thing was that that woman... looked exactly like me before!

"I fled back to my room and found out the portrait he had painted for me before. Only then did I realize that what he painted in his painting was never me, and what he hurt was never me...

"It turned out that he was nice to me only because I had the same face as that woman. It turned out that he had been looking through me and looking at other people. He didn't feel my shame until I did something shameless. I don't deserve to have such a face, and I don't deserve to stand beside him, so I was disfigured and sent away from afar..."

Yun Qi opened his mouth, but didn't speak.

He had been with that person for 13 years in his previous life, no matter how much he complained to him, he would not belittle him against his will.That person, proud and calm, how could he do such a stupid thing to deceive himself because of a similar face?

It's just that at this moment, he naturally wouldn't say much, and just quietly listened to Chou Niang's continuation.

"I passed out at that time, and gave birth to you at night. You were born two months prematurely, and you were born thin and small, and you almost couldn't stand... Fortunately, the best doctor was hired in the villa, so we saved our mother and daughter life."

"About ten days later, the woman's stomach also started to move. That day, I heard screams all night, and the next day there were two more rumors in the villa. Some said that she had given birth to a son and went to , and some said it was one dead body and two lives... I don't know which of these two rumors is true, I only know that that man came over that night and carried you away for an hour before sending you back.

"But no matter what, the woman who looks exactly like me is gone after all. The man was depressed for a long time, and then one day, you burst into tears because you couldn't get enough milk, and he suddenly came in Yes, take you from me.

"Afterwards, he came over often, made toys for you, bathed you, dressed you, changed diapers for you, carried you out to bask in the sun, sang songs to lull you to sleep... he was even better than me and my nanny. But also carefully.

"But the better he treats you, the more worried my mother is. You look alike to my mother, and you also resemble that woman. My mother is really worried. He also regards you as a substitute for that woman.

"Later, mother discovered that he had made a birthmark on your lower back, a drop-shaped pink birthmark, which looked exactly like the one you were born with, and it couldn't be wiped off... But you were born by mother, My mother knows every inch of your body clearly. The tricks and feet he does can't fool me!

"The most important thing is that that woman also has the same birthmark on her body!

"That man, he actually wanted to make you exactly like his beloved woman!"

Even at this moment, Yun Qi couldn't help reaching out and touching his lower back: This birthmark was actually made?

He didn't quite believe Ugly Niang's guess, the person in his memory would never be so shallow and crazy, but why did he make such a birthmark for him?

Chou Niang's voice continued, but it was much calmer and weaker: "Mother's life is ruined, but how can Mother look at you, and end up in the same end as Mother? How can she look at you? Become a substitute for another woman?

"So, on the day that woman was Qiqi, I hugged you and escaped.

"After more than half a year, he found us, but he didn't take you away for some reason, but he named you Yunqi."

Chou Niang smiled wryly, and said, "Did you know? That woman's name is Yun Xi. Yun Xi, Yun Qi, Yun Xi, Yun Qi... Even the names are so similar..."

Chou Niang smiled wryly, coughed lightly, her voice was weak.

She has been talking for so long, and the last bit of strength in her life has been gradually exhausted.

Yun Qi sat on the head of the bed, stretched out his hand to caress her chest, gently comforted her, and bowed his head in silence.

Chou Niang was out of breath for a while, before she forced herself to speak again: "Later, I took you and moved here. But I know that he didn't let go, he has been watching you in the dark...

"Do you still remember that when you were three years old, there was a merchant who purchased medicinal materials and spent more than 30 taels of silver to buy the manuscript for you to practice calligraphy... If it wasn't someone sent by him, who would be so stupid?

"Also, the master of the private school has never been willing to charge your tuition...

"The doctor who treated me refused to charge not only the consultation fee, but also the medicine fee...

"There is also Dahei, who brings back prey almost every day, and sometimes there are even roe deer and small wild boars...

"There are also neighbors around, they are all so kind to us, they come here every day to take care of my mother, as long as there are any good things, they will bring them..."

Yunqi was silent.

The reason why the businessman bought his manuscript for 30 taels of silver was because the manuscript contained some folk prescriptions from Mo's previous life.He also simply made it old, and lied to the businessman that it was his family's secret recipe, and the businessman racked his brains to "cheat" the things from him, and then left the village as if he had fled, never coming back again.

The reason why the husband does not charge tuition fees and the reason why the doctor does not charge consultation fees is because he has already paid in advance.

Dahei brought back more and more prey because he set traps on the mountain and took Dahei to collect the nets every day.

The neighbors took good care of them, not only because of his mellow nature, but also because he has been teaching their children to read, teach their children to know herbs, take their children to pick mushrooms, pick honeysuckle, pick wild chrysanthemums, pick wolfberries, dig Licorice and weaving willow baskets to make money.

Yun Qi didn't expect that Chou Niang usually doesn't say anything, it's not that he didn't notice something unusual, but he thought of something else, he opened his mouth, but he didn't say anything after all.

Every time Chou Niang said a word, it became extremely difficult, but she still struggled to continue, but her voice became lower and lower, almost inaudible: "Mother also thought about taking you far away. Yes, but, mother...it's really useless, without him taking care of you in secret, we can't survive at all, let alone provide you with education...but, mother, how can you not study..."

"Come on, don't hate him, you don't have the right to hate him, he has never done anything wrong to you..." Chou Niang's voice was low and intermittent, like a dream: "Actually, mother is not qualified either. Those who hate him...you can't hate him just because he treats you well...you can't hate him because he no longer treats you well...No one is born with...be kind to you obligation……

"It's true that he ruined my mother's appearance and married her to someone else, but without him, what kind of life would my mother be living in the brothel...Even if my mother did something shameless, but he still found it for her. I got a good husband... It's just a pity... It's a pity...

"If there is a next life, I will definitely, definitely be with him, well, well...live a lifetime..."

She gradually closed her eyes with a peaceful expression, Yun Qi bit her lips tightly to prevent herself from crying, but saw that the ugly girl who had closed her eyes suddenly opened her eyes wide again, and struggle appeared on her originally peaceful face He said in a hissed voice, "I... have sinned so much in the first place, and death is not a pity... But, what's wrong with me... What's wrong..."

Her eyes had lost their luster, but she still refused to close them, and two lines of muddy tears flowed down slowly: "Damn it, it's still so small... so small..."

Yun Qi finally couldn't help choking up his sobs, and slowly leaned down, leaning his head gently on Chou Niang's chest, hugging her thin body, snuggling into her arms, and murmured: "Mother, Qier It will be good, it will be good...the title on the gold list...marry a wife and have children...full of children and grandchildren...live a long life..."

Tears fell like rain.

A dreamy smile appeared on Chou Niang's face, and she wrapped her arms around her child in a strenuous but satisfied way, just like every day and night when she was coaxing him to sleep, she gently and softly patted his baby. Thin and thin back:

"Bright bugs fly and fly, Daddy tells me to catch turtles;

The tortoise has no long legs, my father told me to catch sparrows;

Sparrows don't have long hairs, so my father told me to pick peaches;

The peaches haven't bloomed yet, so my father told me to eat fat cakes..."

The author has something to say: Let me say something in advance, the master does not play doubles.What Chou Niang said is only part of the "truth" seen from her own perspective.