The Private Diary of a Movie Queen

Sheng Qian and Ning Hanyu were lying side by side like this, their hearts were pounding, and a blush appeared on their delicate faces. They didn't know the extent of "a little more girl" in Bai Mo's mouth. Ning Hanyu's face is no longer as sensual as it used to be, but now Ning Hanyu's face is thin and smooth, and there is even a little more old-fashioned flavor.

Feeling the touch of Sheng Qian's palm, Ning Hanyu bent the corner of his mouth, and his palm landed firmly on Sheng Qian's slender waist.Sheng Qian felt the movement of Ning Hanyu's hands, and her waist went numb slightly. Facing Ning Hanyu's slightly smug expression, Sheng Qian's face turned even redder, and she glared at her angrily.

Ning Hanyu, who was immersed in the coquettishness and embarrassment in that gaze, smiled smugly.Ning Hanyu, who doesn't smile much on weekdays, looks so pretty when he smiles, the photographer frantically clicked the shutter, and recorded the amorous glance they just had.

Part of the reason for inviting Ning Hanyu and Sheng Qian to come this time is to satisfy the personal taste of editor-in-chief Bai Da.In addition, the adaptation of famous novels, the joining of actresses from dramas, and the unveiling of the mystery of Sheng Qian, who is not small, have been hot these days. This is also the exclusive interview of "BING" magazine , the reason for shooting the cover.

Sheng Qian is not lacking in recognition, Ning Hanyu is not lacking in popularity, the combination of the two is strong, I have to say that Bai Mo's vision is still very sharp.

The question-and-answer session went relatively quickly. I asked a few relatively personal questions that did not involve privacy, and Sheng Qian answered them perfectly and interestingly. The reporter mainly asked questions about Sheng Qian, and only asked questions about the "White Elephant Effect". To Ning Hanyu.

"Well, I am a fan of "The White Elephant Effect". I have been reading it for a long time. This time I have the opportunity to meet the adaptation, and I really want to act in it." Yes... Queen Ning answered seriously, comparable to news Hookup, it's official.

The reporter's favorability for this beautiful and talented young writer has soared. Knowing that the two have been good friends for four years in college, they are not surprised why the actress will match a new face.Of course, he can't talk about these relationships on the table.

The reporter chatted with Sheng Qianduo for a while.After all, a writer is better at chatting than ordinary stars.

Bai Mo was very satisfied with the shooting effect this time. He got the photo at the first time, greeted Sheng Qian and Ning Hanyu, and rushed back to the office happily, holding the photo and silently excited.

All it needs is the post-processing of "BING" magazine. Ning Hanyu Shengqian is about to leave, but it's raining a lot.

Sheng Qian likes the rain very much, the misty rain, the pattering rain can make her feel at ease, and when she feels restless and uninspired in the study, she can listen to the raining sound.In a room filled with the sound of rain, she can stay for a long time.

Ning Hanyu saw Sheng Qian standing alone at the door of the building without going down the steps, so he winked, and after taking the umbrella, the assistant managers who surrounded him quickly faded away and disappeared.

"I send you?"

"No, the driver will pick you up soon." Sheng Qian turned her head, saw Ning Hanyu was about to open an umbrella, and stopped her.

"Then I'll stand with you for a while." Ning Hanyu stopped talking.

The high dome of the "BING" company covered the rain all over the sky, and the raindrops ticked down along the edge, forming a natural rain curtain, flowing down the stairs of more than ten floors.The two looked at Yu without speaking, being too close was not suitable for them now.To some extent, they are very similar, things that must be obtained are not in a hurry.

A car broke through the rain and stopped in the open space in front of it. The driver got out with an umbrella, saw Sheng Qian, and walked towards her quickly.

"I'm leaving, see you on set." Sheng Qian waved to her.

"Be careful of catching a cold."

When the car was about to turn a corner and the "BING" building could not be seen, Sheng Qian rolled down the window, looked back sideways, and found that Ning Hanyu was still standing under the rain curtain, looking in her direction.Sheng Qian immediately sat up straight to get on the window.

"Miss, today's filming seems to be very successful." The driver thought to himself.

There are still some days before entering the filming group. On this day, Sheng Qian, accompanied by Yang Biao, went back to his old home.

Sheng Qian was living with her parents at that time, and bought a garden house outside the suburbs of Kyoto. Now this place has been included in a new district of Kyoto and gradually developed.

Taking out the key that he hadn't taken out for a long time, Sheng Qianqing opened the door with familiarity, and a strong smell of dust came over his face.What catches the eye is the furniture covered by white cloth, the sofa, the coffee table, and the TV on the wall, each of which is very familiar.

I thought that the pain that had faded in the past five years has not faded, as if the ground covered with snow will one day weeds grow again, denser and denser.

Leaving Yang Biao to look after him on the first floor, Sheng Qian went up to the third floor as if fleeing.

Pushing open the wooden door whose complicated lines were no longer clear, Sheng Qian's parents just bumped into it, causing Sheng Qian's eyes to ache.

In the photo, the faces of the two were calm, handsome and beautiful, smiling slightly at Sheng Qian.The censer in front of him was covered with a thick layer of ash, and the ashes inside were burnt out five years ago. Sheng Qian lit three pillars and inserted them into the stove, and the smoke was lingering.

She knelt down in front of the black and white photos of her parents, "Mom...Dad..." Curled up on the ground, a layer of dust rolled on the white sweater.Sheng Qian beat the ground with her right hand, and tears flowed down, wet her hair.

"...Why is it our house? Why is it our house?" Sheng Qian was choked by her own tears, coughed and gasped a few times. "...Why are you guys?"

"Woooooo..." Sheng Qian no longer had to hold back, and started crying wantonly.

When Sheng Qian finished her birthday and was in school, she received the news that Uncle Yang's parents were involved in a car accident in the evening and the rescue failed.She rushed to the hospital in a hurry, and her parents' bodies were already cold.Uncle Yang was worried that the creditors would make things difficult for Sheng Qian, and the Sheng family would be ruined. People he used to know were sneering at the good show. In order to comfort the elderly Sheng Qian's grandparents, Yang Biao hastily went through the formalities for Sheng Qian to go abroad.

Sheng Qian, who didn't close her eyes all day and night, went back to school to go through the departure procedures and left the dormitory. The junior girl saw her look haggard, stared at Sheng Qian and asked, and after a few words, Sheng Qian broke down in tears, hugging the junior girl in pain, she just needed a This is what Ning Hanyu, who asked her to rest for a while, came to see Sheng Qian unknowingly.

"I'm tired" was the last text message Sheng Qian received from Ning Hanyu's old number.Then Sheng Qian pulled out the phone card and threw it into the trash can to cross the ocean.It was long after meeting my grandparents in America that I reconnected with two good friends.

Now thinking about how they were not suitable to be together back then, Ning Hanyu's impulsiveness and Sheng Qian's stubbornness were enough to break through their relationship that had not gone through storms.

Sheng Qian went downstairs, washed up, and walked to her room on the second floor.There was an old yellow envelope stuffed in the hand of the door bar, covered with a layer of dust.After shaking a few times, he took out the paper inside, Sheng Qian was taken aback by the familiar font.

Trust

Dear you, in the past you were going to make fun of my title again, but now how I hope you can show up and scold me, or even hit me, is impossible.

After half a year, I finally believe that you really went to that country and will not come back.Every time I go back to the little house we lived together, I can't help but want to slap myself a few times.

When I saw you hugging that junior girl that day, I was startled by my anger. In fact, when you think about it carefully, it is impossible for you to like that junior girl.But I still don't want to talk to you.

It's because I was too tired and didn't manage our relationship. In the last days, I kept arguing with you.

The director said that I am not suitable for acting. He said that no one would watch what I acted. If you look behind the camera, you must also know how bad my acting is.I was rejected by many people, but I dare not tell you that I was inferior and irritable at the time.

At that time, we always quarreled, because I couldn't tell you, I didn't want you to worry. At that time, I thought that we would not be able to go on.

The family asked me to go back, I can't, I can't let go of my dreams, and I can't... let go of you, if I compromise on this, we really can't go on.

However, I didn't notice you at this time.

At that time, the smile you looked at me gradually disappeared, and you were as tired as me. Obviously, you were also very busy with work, and you had to take care of our lives when you came back.I didn't accompany you. Whatever you wanted to do at that time, you had to go alone.

They said you were the first to call me when your parents had an accident, but I hung up on you because I was auditioning.

Sorry, I hate me.

I shouldn't have quarreled with you unscrupulously.

I shouldn't transfer my troubles to you.

I shouldn't be trying to cure our relationship with your indifference.

At that time, you once made a mistake in my script, and I lost my temper with you. Thinking about it now, compared to after you left me, your little mistake at that time is nothing.

I saw a script the other day, saying that only stupid people will appreciate it after losing it. The director said, then everyone is a stupid person.

If I had walked up and pushed her away, what would it be like now?

Knowing that you were leaving, I rushed to the airport, but Zhang Meng called and told me that you had left the day before.

Only then did I understand how I could be so casual with the person I loved deeply.

I used to think that work and love were part of my life.

Now I understand that the work is a part, but you are the soul.

can you come back

Can you come back, please.