The Private Diary of a Movie Queen

Zhiqing sat in the hotel all day without going anywhere.

She used her mobile phone to surf the Internet and read people's comments on "Never".

"For some reason, I thought of a song after reading it. Maybe no one thought of it. In my heart, as long as that person comes back to me, I don't need any dignity."

"The heroine has paid so much for the teacher, it's not worth it at all."

"It has always been very touching. Although it is a homosexual relationship, it can touch the depths of everyone's heart and make people feel better about them."

Zhiqing couldn't tell what it was like.

At nine o'clock in the evening, she bought a ticket to the nearest movie theater and put on a hat and mask.

Although no one knew her, Zhiqing was afraid that she would cry too much.

Zhiqing has been in the small town of her hometown all year round, and there are not many people in the cinema, because it is full of their memories. Zhiqing seldom goes to see it these years. Couples, not only that, she also saw a pair of girls holding hands, and everyone else seemed to be familiar with it.

The movie begins.

Zhiqing's feeling is very strange.

The picture of "Never" is very well made, almost reproducing their appearance back then.

There are not many fierce conflicts in the movie, but the whole movie is shrouded in a sense of sadness. In the second half of the movie, many people have red eyes.

The two quarreled more and more frequently.

After the quarrel, each cried.

Persecution by family members.

The student asked the teacher why he got married.

Wedding invitation.

The man left sadly.

At the end of the movie, the song of the famous singer was played.

"The day I skipped class for you/the day the flowers fell/that room in the classroom/the rainy day that disappeared/I really want to get wet again..."

Zhiqing burst into tears suddenly.

Start to play the scenes that did not appear in the main movie, commonly known as easter eggs.

Some people were watching the lecturer in the classroom outside the classroom, some people ran to the door of the classroom in the rain and pretended to wait for the students to leave together, some people mailed back their marriage certificates from the UK, and some people had already started preparing for their own wedding with others.

Zhiqing looked at the screen in disbelief, biting his palm tremblingly, not to let himself collapse completely.

So much she doesn't know.

in the study.

Ning Hanyu entered quietly, and sat gently beside Sheng Qian.

"What do you think?"

Sheng Qian was frowning at the moment, writing messily on the sketchbook with the pen in her hand: "I'm thinking about the ending of the past."

The story seems to be over, but how should she put pen to paper?

Back at the hotel, Zhiqing finally had the courage to click on the WeChat avatar frame.

Although she knew that Shen Yu rarely used WeChat.

Zhiqing sent an address, with words attached.

"I have been divorced and came here. My husband is gay, and the child is not our own. I have never forgotten you in these years. Can you let me come back to you?"

Zhiqing was ruthless and pressed the send button.

"I'll wait for you here. In three days, maybe I'll leave here to find a job. I hope you can come and see me."

Zhiqing quickly closed WeChat.

In the past, when they talked, they always turned around corners, and there was something in their words, and they wanted the other party to take the initiative, but they didn't want to reveal their inner secrets.

They always use various methods to disguise themselves.

And this time, Zhiqing begged her.

no respond.

For two days, there was no response.

Zhiqing sat in the cafe, looking at the sky outside.

The cafe waiter was a little curious about this customer, but although the customer stayed here, he didn't buy less coffee, so he couldn't ask any more questions.

Zhiqing didn't feel bored, the waiting was long, but she was willing to wait for her forever.

She was even a little scared, if Shen Yu still didn't come after three days, then she should leave.

I don't know what year and month we will meet next time.

Sheng Qian and Ning Hanyu went to watch a midnight show of "Never", and for some reason, Zhang Meng also came along.

Qin Qing, as Sheng Qian's assistant, was called by Sheng Qian for a reason.

It was approaching early morning, and there were still half of the people in the theater. Zhang Meng and Qin Qing were sitting together, and Ning Hanyu and Sheng Qian were sitting next to Zhang Meng.

"Never" will touch people who are watching it for the first time, such as Qin Qing, who kept crying in the second half of the film.

After all, Tan Qing was just a fresh graduate.

Zhang Meng kept handing her tissues, but didn't touch her in any way.

After the movie ended, it was already two o'clock in the morning.

Qin Qing and Sheng Qian were sitting in the back seat of the car, and Qin Qing was leaning on the seat, already asleep.

Zhang Meng sat in the co-pilot, a little depressed.

"What's the matter with you?" Ning Hanyu who was driving asked her.

"I feel uncomfortable."

Ning Hanyu laughed: "Are you still feeling uncomfortable?"

Zhang Meng looked at the receding tree outside the window: "I used to think that I liked Xiaoqin, and I just thought that she would accept me, even if it took a long time."

Hearing her suddenly serious tone, Ning Hanyu didn't say anything, just waiting for Zhang Meng to continue.

"Until today when I saw her cry, my heart ached. I...what am I? She is different from us, she can go her way, why should I hold her back?"

"In the future, I won't pester her anymore."

"I support her in whatever she wants to do, it's just me... I won't bully her anymore."

Tan Qing moved her body, but she didn't wake up, she changed her position and continued to fall asleep.

It's just that there are many water stains in the corners of the eyes, and no one can see clearly.

"Hi ma'am, we're closing."

The waiter woke up Jiqing who was already sleeping on her stomach.

"Really? Thanks."

Zhiqing straightened up from the table, 11:30 in the evening.

She waited and fell asleep.It's the third day.

Shen Yu didn't come.

Zhiqing packed her things numbly, as if she had accepted such an ending.

Her messy hair was not tidied up, her coat was just put on indiscriminately, and she went out with her bag casually.

Suddenly, he saw a woman standing by the car door under the streetlight not far away.

Zhiqing was stunned for two seconds, then suddenly let go of the bag and rushed over, hugging the woman's neck tightly.

"Xiao Yu, is that you... would you like to come see me?"

Shen Yu didn't speak, just took a deep breath.

Zhiqing didn't speak anymore, just hugged her tightly.

"Mr. Zhi, I just came to see you."

How many years has it been since I heard her called this?

In the past, when they were intimate with each other, Shen Yu might not be able to resist calling her that.

Zhiqing trembled.

"It doesn't matter, you can come... as long as you can come."

Shen Yu turned down all the activities today and hesitated all day before deciding to take a look at it at night.

She watched Zhiqing fall asleep through the glass outside, and the dim light shone on her, as if she saw the appearance of her that made her heart flutter at the beginning.

She wished she hadn't changed, so had she changed?

Zhiqing refused to let her go, and Shen Yu didn't move.

"I'm sorry, Xiaoyu..."

Yes, this is the apology.

Even though Zhiqing's own apology was very heavy these years, even though she always tortured herself repeatedly, she never gave Shen Yu a formal apology.

And in this apology, Shen Yu's forbearance and grievances over the years were erased a lot.

She raised her arm stuck in her coat, ready to push Zhiqing away.

Zhiqing hugged her even tighter, and Shen Yu's neck was wet with warmth.

She refused to let her go.

Shen Yu raised his head and blinked.

"Mr. Zhi, if you don't let me go, how can we get in the car and leave here?"

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