Glass [entertainment circle]

In the summer of his second year at university, Deng Yuantian’s second pure Chinese album was shortlisted for the Golden Pigeon Award for Best Album in Chinese, one of the most important music awards in China.

The awards ceremony was held at the Aussie Center in City A. There were big names gathered in the venue, and the faces were all the ones most familiar to the media. These people can be said to account for more than half of the entertainment industry.

Seeing that the host was Tang Zhiming, Deng Yuantian couldn't help laughing: "I remember him. He hosted the show we participated in when we debuted."

Cheng Nan glanced at it and nodded. In the past two years, Tang Zhiming has been doing well by relying on his skillful means. He can be regarded as getting rid of the label of variety show host. Now such an important ceremony is entrusted to him to preside over it.

He turned his head inadvertently, and his eyes collided with a person in the back row.

Looking at Cheng Nan across the seat and several people, Dang Jing's heart jumped violently, and a burst of joy welled up in his heart. He restrainedly nodded at Cheng Nan, and sat down low.

Cheng Nan quickly turned around without looking back.

Sitting in his seat, Dang Jing watched him raise his hand to tidy up the bowknot of Deng Yuantian's suit collar, with focused eyes, as if everything around him was not as important as what he was doing.

The joy of reunion suddenly disappeared, and his hands were clenched tightly, filling his heart with stabbing pain and heavy melancholy.

Dang Jing lowered his head, staring at his cuff buttons in a daze.

He remembered five years ago, when he first met Cheng Nan.

At that time, they were very young and entered Moonlight Entertainment almost at the same time.

Most of the people I met in the circle were very smooth. Compared with them, Cheng Nan seemed like an outlier.He hardly takes the initiative to communicate with people, no matter the status of the other party is high or low.After getting along for a long time, Dang Jing understood what kind of person Cheng Nan was, but gradually moved his heart.

He knew about his sexuality when he was in high school, so he didn't experience any psychological torture.Under his initiative, Cheng Nan also showed signs of responding with friendship.

But later, he did something that made the two of them unable to become friends.

Except for Cheng Nan, the few people who entered the company with Dang Jing have made their careers, and the reason is that they can let go of the word bottom line.

He also hesitated for a long time before he had to grit his teeth and accept the offer of an advertiser. Later, the female boss of Moonlight Entertainment approached him, and the target was Cheng Nan.

After hesitating for two days, he took Cheng Nan to that room. Later, the newly brewed friendship between the two was completely extinguished.

Later, he watched as Cheng Nan terminated his contract, left for Starfish Entertainment, participated in the "New Generation Boys" debut, the team disbanded, and came out as a closet until today.

In fact, he had seen something in that variety show, but Cheng Nan denied his relationship with Deng Yuantian after asking about it on the final night, he was still a little happy, but the two of them still came together later.

Now he is also famous and has many fans. He has talked about girlfriends and boyfriends without telling the public, but in the past few years, Dang Jing has always known that he has never let go of each other, but he also knows that there is no relationship between them. possible.

Tang Zhiming's voice brought back Dang Jing's thoughts. He straightened his body to meet the ubiquitous cameras.

There are four people nominated for the best album award this time, besides Deng Yuantian, Zhang Qisheng, Sun Shan, and Tang Yan.

Before announcing the results, Tang Zhiming first asked an artist who was not on the list: "Tan Ji, as the only girl among the finalists, is there anything you want to say?"

Tan Ji smiled with a delicate face: "I want to applaud him."

"Then I'll ask you another question." Tang Zhiming blinked, "Do you think Shanshan will be the final winner?"

Tan Ji said cleverly: "I just know that she is the most suitable winner in my heart."

Everyone chuckled, Tang Zhiming didn't delay, and quickly said: "Okay, then I will announce now—the winner of this year's Golden Pigeon Award for Best Album is——Deng Yuantian!"

The applause was like thunder, and Deng Yuantian stood up from his seat and went to the stage to accept the award.

When he held the trophy and delivered his acceptance speech, Tang Yan sat quietly below and watched him standing in the middle of the stage to speak.

Tang Yan predicted the result, but he was still inevitably disappointed, but the mask he wore was perfect, and he could only see sincerity.

The people on the stage made him feel familiar yet unfamiliar. They used to be teammates, but now they have become supporting roles in each other's lives.

He has a voice recorder in his pocket, which is a habit he developed very early.When he was a trainee, he was once framed by someone, and he couldn't explain it. He was bitten by a snake once, and he was afraid of well ropes for ten years. Since then, he has been used to doing things with a recording pen.

He couldn't help but think of what he said to Deng Yuantian. His current achievements are quite satisfactory, not as good as he imagined, but not too bad.

Last year, Yang Wenting chose to leave Wenhan, had a drink with him before leaving, and said something he had never dared to say before.

That night, Yang Wenting smiled at him with red eyes. There was self-deprecation and relief in the smile: "Actually, you knew it all along, right? Knowing that I like you, but we can't be together, so I pretended not to know."

Yes, he knew all along, but there couldn't be a chance between them.

Looking back on the many decisions he made in the past, Tang Yan can't say he regretted it, but every time he looked back at the things in his memory, the mountain of regret would be suppressed.

No regrets, but regrets, this is the answer he got after the passage of time.

He calmly analyzed himself, but he couldn't understand more clearly that he calculated people's hearts and weighed interests. This long road was destined to be lonely, and he was destined to walk alone.

After the awards ceremony, Deng Yuantian and Cheng Nan headed to a primeval forest early the next morning under the leadership of Matthew.

Matthew went to collect plant samples, and they followed to explore and explore nature.

They chose a relatively safe place in the forest, free of large predators.

It was originally planned to stay in the forest for three nights and return on the fourth day.

Two days ago, Deng Yuantian and Cheng Nan followed Matthew around the forest and saw many strange plants.They mentioned bacon and bacon, and other food, with mushrooms and wild fruits from the forest, and they ate very well.

At noon on the third day, Matthew suddenly received an emergency call from home and had to put down what he was doing and return.After discussing with the remaining two people, they still plan to stay here for another night. After all, this is a rare field experience.

In the afternoon, there were mottled tree shadows by the forest lake. Under the bright sunlight, Deng Yuantian watched two birds flying happily across the lake, chasing after each other, as if they were competing.

He was fascinated, he didn't pay attention to one of his feet, and his body slanted down. Cheng Nan raised his hand and grabbed his hand. As a result, the two of them fell together on the soft grass.

There is no hustle and bustle of the city in the quiet jungle, only the sound of water, birdsong, and the rustling of leaves in the wind.

Between the lines of sight, the atmosphere is filled with ambiguity.After the kiss, Deng Yuantian sensed Cheng Nan's reaction, took his hand that was about to retreat, and whispered something in his ear.

He was so bold that the blood in Cheng Nan's body kept rolling, and he couldn't hold back his thoughts.

A few minutes later, he took off the clothes on his body, spread them under Deng Yuantian's body, then leaned forward, and put his lips on the fair neck.

The two stopped until the lake was rippling, the shadows of the trees were whirling, and the setting sun was slanting.

Cheng Nan wiped the sweat off his forehead with his hands, and his voice was hoarse with satisfaction: "Is there anything uncomfortable?"

Deng Yuantian gasped and shook his head, his forehead hair was soaked in sweat, his lips were red, and his cheeks were still flushed, causing Cheng Nan to bow his head and kiss again.

When the first drop of rain fell on his body, Deng Yuantian hadn't reacted yet. After a few more drops, he came back to his senses and realized that it wasn't the dew in the forest. He poked his eyes out from Cheng Nan's shoulder and reminded: "It's raining!" gone."

Cheng Nan straightened up quickly, wrapped his body tightly with his clothes, hugged him horizontally and ran towards the tent. In the rain, Deng Yuantian realized the boldness of the two of them belatedly, and couldn't help but bury him in Cheng Nan. Nan smiled on his shoulder, but felt very happy and complete in his heart.

After entering the tent, the two of them cleaned up, put on their clothes, opened two cans of Coke and leaned together to watch the rain. It was very pleasant.

The rain stopped after an hour and there was a rainbow.

At night, they lie in the open space and look at the stars.

Deng Yuantian saw the text message from Cheng Siming and handed the phone to Cheng Nan.

Half a year ago, Cheng Nan was driving back after the concert. There was a traffic accident on that road, and the paparazzi reported that Cheng Nan was in a car accident. Unexpectedly, Cheng Siming believed it was true, and immediately took the initiative to contact him, but when he learned that it was a misunderstanding, he immediately became awkward again.

As time slowly moved forward, the things that Cheng Siming thought he would never let go of for the rest of his life gradually faded away, and the two began to communicate intermittently, sometimes just a question or a greeting, but the complete barrier was broken, and everything was improving direction of development.

Cheng Siming never mentioned the matter between the two of them, and Cheng Nan never said to go back to see him.After Deng Yuantian knew it, he also understood that some things cannot be forced, nor can they be rushed.

Maybe one day Cheng Siming can really let go, maybe he and Cheng Nan can re-establish a family relationship, or maybe not.The answers to many questions, only time can give.

No one can predict the future, but they will face and wait together.

The night sky in the forest was more pure. In the evening wind, Deng Yuantian hugged his guitar, Cheng Nan hugged him from behind, and the two played together.

The music is melodious, spreading into the woods, into the night wind, into deeper and farther places.

The author has something to say:

The extra episode is over, it's officially over.