low return

The wall is like a barrier, rigidly separating the two worlds.In the early years, Luo Xiao moved around in different bars, and Luo Ying also went to many places to experience them, but every time he saw the grand scene before midnight, he still couldn't help but sigh, the carnival feast, no matter what time it is, it is shocking, and the participation The author's permission forcibly tears the joy in front of the person.

The stage was dazzled, demons danced wildly in Di Qu, and the booth was undercurrent.Alcohol flows in every inch of air, is ignited by cigarette butts and kisses, people step on the flame heart, and sink into their own world.

But at this moment, Luo Ying and Zhou Zeyao were sitting side by side in a corner, indifferent to the madness around them.

Although it was Zhou Zeyao who talked about it, he was not in a hurry to speak.He slowly smoked the cigarette Luo Ying lit for him, and finally said after a while, "Are you going to leave just now?"

Luo Ying nodded.

"That doesn't seem to work," Zhou Zeyao said with a smile, but his face was expressionless, "You just lit a cigarette for me."

After saying this, he pressed the cigarette butt into the ashtray, and was silent for a moment. He didn't hear Luo Ying's answer, and asked again: "What should I do?"

Luo Ying was a little surprised, he didn't expect Zhou Zeyao to ask for an answer without giving up.When they used to get along as classmates, Zhou Zeyao would occasionally say something unpredictable, and he didn't care if he didn't get a response.But I don't know if alcohol has stimulated some hidden temperament. He doesn't seem to give up on this issue.

"What can I do, do what you want to do, and leave when you're done." Luo Ying spoke softly, but Zhou Zeyao could hear every word clearly.

He finally laughed out loud: "But I don't have a schedule today, let's postpone it later."

Luo Ying was calm and composed. Although he was not used to this kind of communication, but after staying in Yu Mingming's fox cave for a long time, he could hear such words calmly, and he could also say them calmly.

But thinking of this, he sighed again, thinking of Yu Mingming for the second time, this time it can't be counted.

"Do you still play the guitar?" Zhou Zeyao asked for a glass of fruit wine and took a sip.

Luo Ying shook his head, Zhou Zeyao didn't make a sound for a long time afterwards, Luo Ying thought he didn't see it, and added: "It's gone."

"That's a pity." Zhou Zeyao said.

What Luo Ying said was actually half-true and half-false. He had been studying with Luo Xiao until last year, but his guitar was in disrepair for a long time on the way to stop school and move things. half a year.It's a bit troublesome to describe, since the question is about the present, I simply say no.

After hearing Zhou Zeyao's five words, Luo Ying felt a strange sour feeling. He suddenly wanted to tell the whole story. This was the first time he had the urge to explain something.

But if I want to make it clear, I really have to say too much. In the end, what Luo Ying said was only a few short words: "Do you really like men?"

He must have been drunk by the monstrous alcohol.

"Yes." Zhou Zeyao replied without hesitation.

Luo Ying seemed to be in Infernal Affairs at this moment.What he saw with his own eyes back then is completely different from what he heard with his own ears now, and he couldn't ask. After all, Zhou Zeyao's deeds were just rumors, and he was the only one who went deep into the enemy's territory.

When he was thinking about whether to pry on the enemy's situation tactfully, he heard Zhou Zeyao say: "Occasionally, I really like it."

Case solved.

A man's mouth, a dirty ghost.

"Hey," Zhou Zeyao suddenly came over, because they were sitting very close together, Luo Ying could smell the smoke from the corner of his lips, "Can you hear the sound of the car?"

Luo Ying didn't know where he was playing, but he was very used to his unreasonable questions.

"No." Luo Ying said.

"Listen carefully, prick your ears to hear the voice just outside the door, ignore the EDM, ignore all the people next to you," he paused, "just imagine that sound."

"No." Luo Ying said.

"I can't hear it now," he said, "but I heard it just now. I always seem to be like this. The more noisy I am, the easier it is for me to hear the sound of cars. If I want to hear it, I can't hear it."

"How do you know it's the sound of a car?" Luo Ying asked him.

"I don't know either," he turned his head with innocent doubts in his eyes, "but I just know."

Luo Ying stared at him intently, he exuded drunkenness all over his body, but his expression was unusually sincere.Luo Ying's mouth was parched, and a small fire burned in his heart, burning his blood extremely hot.

At the same time, his long-term calm and willingness burned up.

At this moment, he finally realized what longing is.It seems that desire breaks away from the heavy shackles and reveals a ray of light.

"Let's guess, do you think there is really a car outside?" Zhou Zeyao said.

Luo Ying shook his head.

This bar is located in the center of this concave building. This area has been congested for a long time in the past, and has been criticized for several years. It finally decided to strictly manage it. Under normal circumstances, cars will not be allowed in. When Luo Ying took a taxi, it was just Stopped at the gate of the CBD and walked for a long time.

"Then let's make a bet," Zhou Zeyao stood up, "Would you like to bet?"

Luo Ying also stood up and followed him outside.

On the road, I met a person who greeted Zhou Zeyao, and called Yao Shao in a joking tone, but his eyes fell directly on Luo Ying.Zhou Zeyao reached out and pushed his head: "Don't look at my brother Ying."

He didn't pause after speaking, and continued to walk outside.Luo Ying walked behind him, looking at his back involuntarily, feeling that he was walking in a swamp, sinking step by step.

At the door, Zhou Zeyao stopped, turned around and smiled at him contentedly.

A delivery truck was parked at the door.

But Luo Ying has no time to look at the car at this time, nor their bet, he only cares about Zhou Zeyao.He looks so pretty when he smiles like this, Luo Ying sighed in his heart.

"I saw the person bringing in the wine just now," Zhou Zeyao leaned over his upper body and said to him, "You are so easy to deceive."

Luo Ying didn't make a sound.

"I won, so let me choose the postponed date." Zhou Zeyao patted him on the shoulder and walked back.

Luo Ying didn't look back, he looked at the freight car, and a short car whistle sounded in his mind.

Luo Ying's days after that day were as usual, the same leisurely, the only difference was that he turned on the notification switch of WeChat, although Zhou Zeyao didn't look for him.Luo Ying felt that his behavior was a bit stupid. Speaking of it, he didn't know how much Zhou Zeyao drank that day. Maybe he didn't remember what he said at all. His few voices were just his unique drunkenness. .

It's unusual for him to be drunk, Luo Ying thought, like a cunning and cute elementary school student.

But Luo Ying was different. At that moment, the fire in his heart was real, and he remembered it clearly.But he didn't panic because of this desire, he didn't want to control it, he wanted to let the fire burn.

It's okay to have a little inappropriate desire, he comforted himself, but it's just that every time he hears the real sound of a car, he always pays attention subconsciously.

When the days go too fast, it becomes chaotic. Luo Ying sometimes feels that every day is repeated, and he can't tell which day is which.Until a few days before Christmas, there were only three things that stood out to him.

The first thing he got was a call from the school telling him that the suspension period was approaching.Although Luo Ying told his grandma that he was still thinking about going back to school, he knew in his heart that he would definitely go back.

His original decision was decisive and stubborn, even Luo Xiao thought he wanted to give up school and enter the society directly, but in fact he simply wanted to rest for a while.At that time, he was irritable and confused, because of grandma's affairs, but also because of school affairs.

Before Luo Ying entered the university, he had imagined that he might encounter difficulties because he was out of place. He expected that he would be ignored and ridiculed because of his silence and being out of gregariousness, but the actual situation was quite different. brought a lot of attention.His classmates are very considerate for him in everything, and people from the psychological center often ask him for interviews, trying to downplay the pain of his family and make him more cheerful.Luo Ying originally thought that this was just a way for them to seek novelty, but this kind of concern did not diminish with time, and even intensified when her grandma started to feel ill.

Luo Ying couldn't stand such caring eyes.

He didn't feel sorry for himself, but everyone seemed to think he had to.

Being pitiful is not enough. A person who is in the position of being pitiful, no matter how much care he can get inside and out, but when he has desires and desires that are not within the scope of pity, he will eventually be denounced as greedy and transgressing the rules.

The second thing is that Luo Ying finally saw Yu Mingming who he didn't miss at all, but always thought of for no reason.When Luo Ying found Yu Mingming, he was bargaining with the classmate who did his makeup.

"Sister," Yu Mingming tried his best to roll his eyeballs up, and greeted Luo Ying's arrival with huge white eyes, "That's enough, I'll just play a tree stump, don't bother me."

"It's the tree stumps that need to be tossed, and they have to be used as the background. The more flashy you are, the more righteous and awe-inspiring the protagonist will appear." The makeup artist said to himself.

"Forget about the rest," Yu Mingming said, "Don't make your blush so red, the audience will get into the show."

"Nope," said the makeup artist, contentedly stuffing the brush into the barrel, "they'll think the glow of the tissue warms you."

"You think too much." Yu Mingming was a little desperate, "They only think that the air conditioner on the stage is turned on too high."

Yu Mingming did not lie, the theater's air conditioner was indeed turned on very high, and Luo Ying's forehead was dripping with sweat.What they acted was the life and death of a family whose wives and children wandered around in the revolutionary period. There were many lengthy sad dialogues interspersed in the middle. In addition, Yu Mingming's scenes were really not many. Luo Ying was sleepy after watching it at the beginning. No, I tried hard not to close my eyes.

Yu Mingming should be the quietest when he is on stage.Although he looks like a monkey, he plays the role of a gentle investigator, asking the protagonist with concern: "I heard that a family member passed away?"

It's the same as when he called his teammates "Parents are still alive?" in the game with concern.

After the performance, Yu Mingming didn't go to the dinner party, but took Luo Ying to the back door of the school to eat skewers.Luo Ying tactfully asked him if he wanted to remove his makeup first, but he didn't care: "After drinking two glasses of wine, the effect is the same, it doesn't matter whether you remove it or not."

During the meal, Yu Mingming kept telling him the shitty things about this period of time, scolding people with great interest, while Luo Ying was listening, he was afraid that his saliva would splash on the meat skewers, and couldn't help interjecting. He said, "Aren't you going to have dinner with them?"

"No," Yu Mingming shook his head, "I still have to spend two days after Christmas and New Year's Eve. Everyone is going to be bald."

He suddenly remembered something, staring at Luo Ying: "That's right, Christmas is coming again."

Luo Ying knew that he was talking about the scarf back then, so he took a bunch of mutton and cut his neck expressionlessly.

Yu Mingming smiled: "Didn't you see it in the trash can? Maybe someone still keeps it."

"Stay here to wipe the table?" Luo Ying said.

Yu Mingming let out a sigh: "Can his family save enough to wipe the table with your scarf?"

Luo Ying ignored him.

Yu Mingming returned to the previous topic: "You don't understand, dealing with that group of people is really exhausting, brain-intensive and resource-intensive. The people in the play are not as diverse as they are. The students have to toast for a meal, and it's also a waste of time." There are two red envelope envoys missing."

"Really, the more you deal with people, the more you like dogs. It's not for nothing. I've figured it out. Now I try not to show up on occasions that are not necessary. I'd better stay by myself," He continued to say, "except with you."

Luo Ying choked on his words, and paused while eating the crispy bones.

"After all, I am your father." Yu Mingming looked at him affectionately and said.

Although he scolded all night, Yu Mingming and his classmates celebrated Christmas early in a few days.He also posted a video on Moments, in which he sang the song that became famous in the top ten finals, with the lyrics "Time flies, but the singing is still the same".When Luo Ying came across this item, he was experiencing the third event that impressed him most, Luo Xiao's wedding.

The person who married him was not the woman who said Luo Ying's name was nice, but the person who said this sentence sat at the same table as Luo Ying and sat next to Luo Ying.

Luo Ying was a little surprised by this scene, but the person involved didn't seem to care at all. When the bride and groom came to toast, Luo Xiao put her arms around Luo Ying, and the bride even had a friendly chat with the ex-girlfriend.

"Some time ago, those bastards talked about holding a bachelor party for me. In fact, they just wanted to play after being bored for a long time. One or two heartless ones made my stomach hurt. Thanks to our little Luo who loves me, they will give me a gift at night. Here comes the medicine." Luo Xiao patted Luo Ying on the shoulder and said.

Luo Ying remembered what happened that night, and said with a little embarrassment: "It's close to home, so it's okay."

The bride laughed at him: "You lied to me before that Luo Ying was your younger brother. I would not have been fooled by you if I had met him sooner. With your appearance, how could you have such a good-looking younger brother?"

When the couple arrived at the next table, the ex-girlfriend said to Luo Ying: "Luo Xiao lied to me before, saying that you were his younger brother and that your name was Luo Ying. I never thought that this trick could be played a second time. A lot of old people like this kind of joke."

Luo Ying didn't know how to answer her, so he choked out a sentence: "I only found out about you some time ago."

The ex-girlfriend smiled when she heard this, and didn't care at all: "The two of us have ended long ago, but it's peaceful. The bride met in my shop when he returned my things."

Luo Ying was a little surprised, didn't think about what to say, just stared at her blankly.

"It's a little hard to understand. It's okay. People are different. Luo Xiao and I, including his bride, are the kind of people who don't remember things. You saw that we were in love at the beginning, but after we broke up, there was really nothing to tangle with. Yes, if it’s not suitable, it’s not suitable, just find the right one. When I accepted his invitation, many friends came to ask me, but I really didn’t feel bad, just pass it, I have nothing to worry about.” She said.

People are different.

When Luo Ying returned home, these words kept popping up in his mind.

People are really different, and talented people really can do it with ease.Luo Ying envied such a person from the bottom of his heart, his life was so long, and he would not waste extra time fighting against the past.No matter how sincere the feelings are, no matter how much the time spent together has settled in their hearts, they can all pour out when it is time to end.

He can't do it by himself, Luo Ying knew very well a long time ago, for him, no matter how slight emotion, as long as it gets in, it will be deposited in it for a long time and condense into frost.

Otherwise, I won't sink for so long because of a relationship that has no beginning and no end.

When thinking of this, Luo Ying's WeChat notification sounded suddenly.

An avatar he knew by heart jumped out, and Zhou Zeyao asked him—Brother Ying, can you drive?

Luo Ying was a little surprised that he would send such a sentence, and after thinking about it, he replied—there is a certificate, but not very much.

Zhou Zeyao replied almost instantly—a paid substitute driver, Brother Ying helped out at the last place.