give me a breeze

Chen Lang stared at the ceiling in the dark, surrounded by silence, except for the crackling sound of the old refrigerator turning, which made Chen Lang more and more upset.

When the hour hand pointed to two o'clock in the morning, there was finally the sound of closing the door from the next door, and Chen Lang's heart skipped a beat. He didn't know whether it was because the surrounding was too quiet and he was startled by the sound or something else. His heart seemed to be about to jump out of his chest.

Is that the person gone?Something must have happened between them.So... ambiguous hugs and intimate words, did Teacher Ji and that man get along like this before?

Chen Lang sat up from the bed, staring at the comic book that he had thrown on the ground, something was ready to come out in his heart.

I want to go to him.I wonder what happened.

Chen Lang thought so.

So he did.

The door of my sister's room was closed tightly, she should be asleep, Chen Lang gently opened the living room door and then closed it gently, not even alarming the voice-activated sensor lights in the corridor.

The night air was a bit cold, Chen Lang who was standing in the dark was suddenly blown by the cold wind and calmed down.What if Teacher Ji is already asleep? What if Teacher Ji is in a bad mood and doesn't want to see anyone?I'm just his neighbor, not even his student, so what's the point of going to see him in the middle of the night?

What is it?Chen Lang was a little discouraged, and turned his head to go home, but found that he did not bring the key.

"...Am I a fool!" Chen Lang scratched his head frantically.

I can't wake up my sister, she has to go to school tomorrow.Chen Lang comforted himself like this, then, he could only disturb Teacher Ji.

Chen Lang took a deep breath, turned his head and knocked on Ji Chenfeng's door.In the empty corridor, the knock on the door seemed ethereal and abrupt.

After five or six seconds of silence, Chen Lang mustered up the courage to knock on the door again.If Teacher Ji doesn't open the door again, I'll have to sleep in the corridor.Just as Chen Lang was thinking this way, the door opened.

Teacher Ji who just opened the door showed an impatient expression, and quickly changed into a surprised expression after seeing that it was Chen Lang standing at the door.

"Why are you here so late?"

"I..." How should I put it, Chen Lang was so embarrassed that he said he was worried that you wanted to come and have a look?Does it seem a little out of control to intervene in the affairs of adults like this, "I'm hungry... I put all the snacks at your house in the afternoon, and there is nothing to eat at home."

Ji Chenfeng was stunned for two seconds, and couldn't help laughing out loud: "Come in first, it's cold outside." He turned sideways to let Chen Lang enter the room, and closed the door carefully. "Doesn't your family eat as much as a small landlord? In the past, two ends were sent to me in three days, but now it's reduced to a day when I come to my house to look for food..." Ji Chenfeng couldn't help laughing while talking. He didn't notice Chen Lang's blushing face because of embarrassment.

"There are no small landlords..." Chen Lang muttered and retorted, but I gave you all my snacks.

"Hmm... Let me see, is egg noodles okay? Don't eat snacks, it's so late, can you eat something warm and easy to digest?"

"Hmm..." Chen Lang sat beside the coffee table in the living room. The warmth of the room made him gradually enter a comfortable state. Watching Ji Chenfeng skillfully fry eggs, boil water, and cook noodles in the kitchen, some emotions began to ferment quickly. .

It has only been half a year since Ji Chenfeng became his neighbor last June, and the two of them meet almost every day, sometimes by accident at school, and sometimes by Chen Lang's deliberate closeness.No, even the unintentional encounter at school is because Chen Lang has been looking for that person with his eyes.

why?Chen Lang also thought about this question carefully. What he thought was that Ji Chenfeng was a young teacher. Although he was an adult, he was very easy to talk to. When he was with him, there were always endless topics to talk about, and he would also Study hard for yourself.Chen Lang classifies Ji Chenfeng as Wangnianfriend, an adult who can help him on the road of growth.

But the scene in the afternoon made Chen Lang upset.Such hugs, such intimate names...

"So I've always wanted to be like this..." Chen Lang said in a low voice, and when he came back to his senses, he had already embraced Ji Chenfeng who brought the egg noodles to him.

"...What?" Ji Chenfeng tilted his head, and patted the boy's shoulder reassuringly. "Have you encountered any difficulties? I just said that you don't seem to be right."

But this pose is really a bit awkward. The 18-year-old Chen Lang loves sports. He is tall and strong. When he hugged Ji Chenfeng, he seemed to be surrounded by his whole body, looking very strong.

"It's nothing." Chen Lang let go of his hand silently, picked up the chopsticks and prepared to eat noodles.

Damn, what the hell is a man doing hypocritically?Chen Lang was suddenly upset.

"I came here because I was worried about you." Chen Lang said this while sucking on the noodles.

"Yeah." Ji Chenfeng smiled, didn't say anything else, stood up, walked to the window, opened it a crack, and lit a cigarette casually.

"I've never seen you smoking before." Looking at Ji Chenfeng's skillful movements, Chen Lang suddenly felt that the person in front of him was very strange.

"After all, you have to set a good example in front of minors. But let's pretend you didn't see it today, don't imitate me." Ji Chenfeng slowly exhaled a puff of smoke, put his hand on his side, and tugged at the corner of his mouth , "That person is my lover in college."

This shouldn't be a topic of communication with students, but the sudden appearance of old lovers, and the teenager who appeared at the door in the middle of the winter night, made Ji Chenfeng a little indulgent and ignored him.

Chen Lang ate the noodles quietly, listening to the other party talk about how he met and fell in love with that person in an overly flat tone, and how the other party was so tender to him, and then left suddenly without any news.

A bowl of hot noodles met the bottom of the bowl, a cigarette that was only smoked in one puff burned to the end, and Ji Chenfeng's story also came to an end.

There was only silence in the room.

"Do you still like him?" Chen Lang stared at the business card left by the man next to the bowl, "Will you go find him?"

Go to that city more than 1000 kilometers away from here and be with him.

"What nonsense are you talking about. It's all over." Ji Chenfeng smiled, but there was still a strain in his smile that couldn't be concealed. "I'm your teacher now, how could I run away without my students, it's too irresponsible."

Chen Lang didn't speak.After a while, he stood up and walked to Ji Chenfeng's side.

"Ji Chenfeng." This was the first time Chen Lang called his name, not Teacher Ji, but Ji Chenfeng. "Then, if you want to, consider what I like."

When Chen Lang called out his name, Ji Chenfeng already felt that something was wrong.And what the other party said next, "Do you want to consider my liking" surprised him even more.

When exactly?How could this child have such thoughts?Ji Chenfeng thinks that there should be no outliers in his daily behavior. If it is a little girl who blindly worships him, he can understand it a little bit, but a male student who is about to grow up——

"I don't seem to have put wine in the egg noodles." Ji Chenfeng smiled, trying to cover up this matter as a joke. "Looks like it's too late, you're already sleepy and talking in your sleep—"

"I'm not sleepy, I'm awake." The egg noodles must have given him courage, Chen Lang thought so, and reached out to grab Ji Chenfeng's wrist. "From the day I met you, I've wanted to get close to you on purpose every day. I wanted to meet you at school, and I wanted to get close to you when I got home. Even..."

"When I do English questions, I can't help but laugh when I think of you." Chen Lang stared seriously at Ji Chenfeng's eyes, "When I saw that person hugging you, I even wondered why I couldn't hug you like that looking at you."

I wanted to hug you like that, Chen Lang took a step forward, almost touching Ji Chenfeng's body, "Tell me, don't you like it?"

Loved you since the first time I met you.How can I be so stupid, I have never found out.

Ji Chenfeng was very embarrassed.

The identity of the other party is very special.Students, minors, just these two items, as an adult, I should simply reject this matter.But he has no such experience, and he is afraid that he will not be able to handle it properly and it will hurt him.

"Are you sure you really like it?" Ji Chenfeng took a step back, broke away from the opponent's hand, pinched a cigarette, and looked at him with his arms folded. "It's not enough to like someone."

"Then what else do you need?" Chen Lang asked.

"The real liking is to achieve a better self for the other party." Ji Chenfeng smiled slightly, his eyes softened. "I won't deny your feelings, but I won't consider your liking either. When you grow into a good enough adult, and then seriously think about your own feelings, I believe you will find something different."

You will find that you just have an ignorant yearning for me now, and you are curious about new things. You may not really like me.Ji Chenfeng thought this way, when you really grow up, you will understand what can be pursued and what can be obtained.

However, he did not intend to say these words directly at this time.The most important thing is to let the other party calm down and give him a goal that should be the most important at this stage without hurting his self-esteem.

"Study hard and get into a good university. Let me pay enough attention to your feelings." Ji Chenfeng patted the other person on the shoulder. "It's too late, when the young man grows up, go back to sleep quickly."

Too cunning... Chen Lang was a little depressed, but his mood was much lighter. He neither agreed nor refused.Chen Lang smiled, but this is very good.

Seeing Chen Lang's smile, Ji Chenfeng felt a little helpless. It seemed that this matter could not be ended so easily.

"I didn't bring the key with me when I went out." Chen Lang took two steps towards the door before he came back to his senses.

"..." Ji Chenfeng raised his forehead, what do children nowadays think about all day long. "There is a made bed next door, go to sleep by yourself."

Say goodnight to each other, go to sleep separately, one person will continue to have old dreams all night, and one person will sleep peacefully all night.