The princess is dying soon [Rebirth]
Chapter 47
For two generations, Rong Chengjin has always been the most noble person in the Quanrui Palace. The dirtiest place she has ever set foot on is probably the field where she and Lu Lanchen played together. After the rain, she stepped on the land full of feet of mud.
But now, she hides from all the family members who are still worrying about Rong Chengxuan and has no time to take care of other family members. She wears a very thick cloak and puts on the hood on the cloak that can cover most of her face. Under the guard, walked into a prison cell.
A dark, damp cell with a faint smell.
The jailer guarding outside was about to open the door for her when a few mice rushed out, frightening the delicate maids behind Rong Chengjin to keep screaming.
After all, Rong Chengxuan is a princess, and the treatment is relatively good. She is the only one in a cell. At this time, she is pale and curled up in a corner. She seems to have no regard for their actions. what a feeling.
With just one glance, Rong Chengjin almost shed tears. Rong Chengjin went to sit beside his younger sister, and let her head rest on his body.
Perhaps because of the warmth she hadn't felt for a long time, the sleeping woman's eyelashes trembled slightly, and she slowly woke up.
Realizing that she was leaning against someone, her head couldn't help but move, but she didn't leave. It seemed that she had been cold for too long, and she was still reluctant to part with the fluffy touch.
Her lips moved, and she asked softly, "Who are you?"
Rong Chengjin only called softly: "Ah Xuan..."
Rong Chengxuan's expression froze, and his tired eyes widened in an instant, "Sister..."
She seemed to gain strength suddenly, dragged her heavy body away from Rong Chengjin's side, and curled up in the corner again by herself.
Obviously, at this time, she didn't want to see anyone in Prince Rui's Mansion, especially Rong Chengjin.
Even if she knew that her sister was always so gentle and would not laugh at her, she still felt hurt.
Because, the man who is killing her now is exactly what her sister didn't want back then. She regarded him as her true love and the only one, but in the end, he abandoned her and went into the arms of another woman, leaving her alone... Such a miserable result, how ironic.
"Ah Xuan..." Rong Chengjin took a step towards her slowly, and called out again softly.
"You go..." Rong Chengxuan begged in a weak and hoarse voice, "Sister, I beg you, can you go away? Leave me alone, leave me alone."
Rong Chengjin knew that Rong Chengxuan didn't want to see her, but she still gently comforted her and said: "Ah Xuan, I just came here to tell you that it will be soon, you will be able to come out soon, believe in father and princess, and believe in I, we will definitely rescue you, don't be afraid, really."
Rong Chengxuan shook his head with a wry smile, and said: "No need, even if I go out like this, what can I do? Please, let me die here, let me die here with my child , I don't want to go back, I don't want to be the only stain on Ruiwang's mansion after being a transparent person in Ruiwang's mansion for more than ten years..."
Hearing the word taint, Rong Chengjin couldn't help but frowned, she said: "Don't say that, in Prince Rui's mansion, no one will regard you as a taint, I know you are very sad now, but, you You can't give up on yourself, you don't care about me, you have to think about Daddy, you are also a baby in Daddy's palm, he loves you very much, for you, he is willing to sacrifice everything."
Rong Chengxuan paused, but suddenly asked: "Sister, do all of this include you?"
Rong Chengjin didn't expect that she would ask such a question, his expression froze, and he was a little speechless.
As if feeling Rong Chengjin's daze, Rong Chengxuan said with his back to her: "But if it was for you, he would definitely sacrifice me, it's all the same, father, mother, they are all like this ..."
Rong Chengjin listened to her decadent words, as if she was not important to everyone, and couldn't help feeling a little angry.
"What do you think of yourself? You know it, it's absolutely impossible!"
However, Rong Chengxuan couldn't listen to her at all, she sighed again: "Sister, you go, I don't deserve your concern, I don't deserve..."
"Axuan..."
"Sister, I beg you, let's go..." Rong Chengxuan's tone was weak but firm.
Rong Chengjin had no choice but to leave, but she did not forget her other purpose of this trip. Although her father had sent someone here to watch over here, if there was any situation, she would immediately notify the palace, but she still left behind a The cook of the palace specially cooks Rong Chengxuan's favorite meals in the past. After all, Rong Chengjin always wants her sister to live a little better no matter what.
In two days, only two days later, news spread that Rong Chengxuan, who was eight months pregnant, had given birth prematurely.
Rong Chengjin's face turned pale, how could it be so fast!
She didn't even think about it, she didn't even change the clothes she went out, she asked Rou Xing to get the nearest cloak in the closet, and hurried over.
It was Lu Lanchen who was more thoughtful and told his servants to call for a doctor quickly, and told them to go forward and report immediately when the prince came back.
When Rong Chengjin finally arrived, her younger sister Rong Chengxuan was lying there, already breathing in less and exhaling more.
The maid tried to persuade her not to go in to see Rong Chengxuan, after all, this is not the time when a boudoir daughter should go in, but what is Rong Chengjin afraid of bumping into?How many years ago, it's not that she never gave birth, she knows how painful it is, and also knows how helpless it is...
When Rong Chengjin resolutely rushed in, a kitten-like cry suddenly sounded out. Hearing this sound, Rong Chengjin's footsteps couldn't help but stagnate, because she was lost in thought.
Is this... her sister's child...
Unlike her child, who was born a stillborn child, this child is actually very tough, even though the mother has suffered so much, even in such a terrible environment, she has survived well.
Rong Chengjin walked over in a daze. She looked at the mother-in-law's arms wrapped up in a ball, only showing a bloody head full of amniotic fluid, and looked at the little child with her eyes closed and her mouth wide open. Crying, but the crying was still so weak, she suddenly burst into tears.
While patting the child, the woman cautiously said to the princess in front of her, "It's a girl."
After finishing speaking, she paused, and the expression on her face suddenly became very embarrassed, "But Princess Le'an..."
Rong Chengjin frowned slightly, and was about to say something, but at this moment, a weak voice suddenly came from her ear: "Is it you... sister..."
With eyes slightly open, Rong Chengxuan lay there wearily, with blood still gurgling from under her body.
Rong Chengjin suddenly came back to her senses, she knelt down in front of Rong Chengxuan, smiled at the weak Rong Chengxuan, and said tremblingly: "Ah Xuan, do you know? It's a girl, it's a girl. A girl as pretty as you."
However, no joy could be seen on Rong Chengxuan's already numb face, she just turned her head bit by bit and looked at Rong Chengjin beside her.
Seeing Rong Chengjin crying, she was taken aback for a moment, and her expression, which was neither happy nor sad, suddenly began to change. Trembling, she raised her hand as hard as she could, and grasped Rong Cheng vainly. Jin's sleeve, and begged: "Sister, please give her a name."
Hearing such a request unexpectedly, Rong Chengjin was a little surprised, but seeing Rong Chengxuan now, she didn't want to ask any more questions, she didn't think for too long, and then said a name: "Jingyuan, just call her Zhao Jingyuan, okay?" good?"
This is not a name that Rong Chengjin came up with on the spur of the moment. It is the name she thought of for the child in her womb after careful consideration in her previous life. If it is a boy, it will be Zhiyuan, and if it is a girl, it will be Jingyuan.
But until the end, she failed to give this name to her child. Now that she has lived a new life, she has realized that her poor body is not suitable for bearing children at all, and she has also recognized her heart. It's not bad to give this name to my younger sister's daughter for the sake of my children.
However, Rong Chengxuan shook his head lightly, Rong Chengjin pursed his lips, thinking that she didn't like the name, and was about to think about it again, but Rong Chengxuan spoke again.
"Don't be surnamed Zhao... and don't let her be my surname..."
Having said that, Rong Chengxuan looked through Rong Chengjin's figure, and looked at the beautiful girl behind Rong Chengjin who also had a sad face, the beautiful girl she had been deeply jealous of.
It was probably because besides their sisters, she only knew Lu Lanchen's surname, so she closed her eyes and said, "I don't have the surname of the treasonous Zhao, nor the honorable Rong Cheng, so let her be named Su and call her Lu Lanchen." Su Jingyuan..."
Zhao is a symbol of shame, and Rong Cheng, who is the surname of the country, is a burden that has been on her for 18 years, so now, she just wants her daughter to be surnamed here. Be an ordinary person.
Don't follow Zhao Suiyang, and don't follow her Rong Chengxuan, just pretend that she is not their daughter, after all, being their daughter is not a good thing...
Thinking of this, she held Rong Chengjin's sleeve hand harder, "Sister, promise me, let her live, Yuan'er is just a child who doesn't know anything, let her live, even if it is the future She was thrown to the people, please let her live."
Rong Chengjin said: "Jingyuan will naturally live, and live with you!"
Rong Chengxuan suddenly smiled softly, and the laughter was full of sorrow, "As expected, you don't want to promise me."
Seeing her like this, Rong Chengjin's heart ached, and the expression on her face became more and more desolate. She gently stroked Rong Chengxuan's thin face, and said: "I promise you, I will swear to protect her and let her live. I promise you……"
At the end, Rong Chengjin was sobbing.
Rong Chengxuan finally showed a very clear and shallow smile sincerely: "I believe in you."
Rong Chengjin said with tearful brows: "Not only Jingyuan, you also have to live for me, the doctor will be here soon, you have to live for me too!"
Rong Chengxuan shook his head: "I know, I won't survive..."
"No nonsense." Rong Chengjin interrupted hastily.
"Sister, some things don't happen because you don't want to see them."
Rong Chengxuan looked at her and said, "It's like I never wanted to hate you, but in the end I hated you for many years."
Maybe it was because he knew that if he didn't say some things, he would not be able to say them in his life. Rong Chengxuan finally said all the things that had been buried in his heart for many years.
"I hate you. As early as I can remember, I have hated you. The more my mother lets me let you go, the more I protect you, the more I hate you. Why even She is also biased..."
Rong Chengxuan's voice was sour and astringent.
For some reason, at such a moment, she suddenly misses her mother very much. Although she is beautiful, she is not particularly beautiful. When she smiles, she is faintly cunning and charming. Zhang has a rather shrewd face, but he has never been able to be a shrewd person.
Rong Chengxuan's mother was born in an honorable family, and she was a daughter of the uncle's mansion. Although she seemed to have a very noble status, in fact, she was a shabby household in many people's minds.
Because there is only one noble title in this uncle's mansion, they live in a luxurious mansion left by their ancestors, but there are very few servants, the family can't buy a few new clothes every year, and they live in a very tight financial situation.
Even, once the ladies and maids have nothing to do, they will get into the room to do embroidery work, and then entrust the servants to go out and sell the money to subsidize the family.
Only when Rong Chengxuan's mother got older and it was time to talk about marriage, did she put on some decency left by her ancestors, put on gorgeous new clothes, and was taken out by Rong Chengxuan's grandmother to socialize.
It was really a difficult time. With such a poor family, she stood next to a group of really pampered daughters and noble ladies. No matter how big-hearted her mother was, she would inevitably feel inferior in her heart, shrinking her hands and feet, and appearing petty.
She doesn't have amazing beauty, and the family is in such a situation, those princes and grandchildren's families naturally look down on this girl, and ordinary officials and eunuchs may be willing to marry, but Rong Chengxuan's maternal ancestors deliberately want to marry her. Relying on a beautiful daughter to make a fortune, how could she be willing to let her marry so cheaply.
As for those people who are concerned about the title of this family and have plenty of money, they are probably more willing to pay a large dowry to marry their daughter to the eldest son of the Duke's mansion, let their daughter be the future wife of the Earl's mansion, and let their own The grandson is the future heir of the uncle's mansion, but what is the use of a mere young lady of the uncle's mansion.
Therefore, an imperial decree issued by Rong Chengxuan's mother in the year just solved their family's urgent need. This girl who could only delay and delay because she couldn't find a suitable marriage was actually accused of being a sidekick to King Rui. concubine.
Her mother was simple and content, and the former princess who was not a few years older than her was also a gentle and kind person. The two girls got along very well. At that time, the only thing her mother always missed was her family.
Because of Princess Xian's tolerance, and because Princess Xian turned a blind eye to her mother's support for the family, her silly mother regarded Princess Xian as a benefactor and Rong Chengjin as her other daughter.
After the early death of the first princess, it was her mother's gentleness that held up an umbrella for Rong Chengjin, who lost her mother at a young age.
She knew that her mother didn't love her less than her elder sister, and her mother asked her to protect her elder sister, but because she was in good health, while her elder sister was not in good health, but she didn't want to, she just didn't want such eccentric and equal love, she She only wanted the only one, she only wanted a mother who belonged to her completely.
However, this wish was not realized until the death of her mother a few years ago...
The concubine passed away, and the side concubine who was born in the uncle's mansion also passed away a few years later. Naturally, it is impossible for the majestic palace to let the concubine take charge of the concubine and teach the two daughters. Had to marry Cui Shi half a year later.
Seeing the beaming palace up and down, looking at the glamorous bride, looking at the smiling Rong Chengjin, Rong Chengxuan, who was still a little girl at that time, suddenly felt worthless for her mother.
Mother's years of hard work can't exchange for father's nostalgia and pity, and mother's years of tenderness and love can't exchange for Rong Chengjin's momentary sadness at this moment. It's only been half a year, and they have become so happy. Only she, only She, who is not taken seriously, still misses her mother in her heart.
So she felt very hated at that time, she hated everyone in this family deeply.
But at that time, Rong Chengxuan was still thinking about what her mother had said to her before she was alive, and she was still relying on her elder sister from the bottom of her heart, wanting to take good care of her weak elder sister.
And she always knew in her heart that her elder sister actually cared about her only biological sister.
In this family, her father never cared much about her, and her elder brother preferred her younger sister, and she no longer had a mother, she only had Rong Chengjin, and she only had an older sister, so even if there was hatred, She also has to hold on to her sister who is willing to love her no matter what, and cannot let her leave.
But why?Why is there another Su Nongyan who snatched her sister under such circumstances?That girl who was more like Rong Chengjin's younger sister than she was at one time.
Her older sister's gentle and doting eyes, which are only for younger sisters, no longer belong to her alone. This woman who has loved many people in the first place, even the little bit of love she can give to her own sister, has been forcibly given to her. It broke into two halves.
All her life, she just wanted to be loved a little more. Is this really wrong?
But no one is willing to love her more, not even the cousin Suiyang who stole her heart, who will coax her patiently and try his best to make her happy, is not willing to love her, but just regards her as a good friend. A sister who is like a moon cousin.
Because of such a handsome and dazzling cousin Suiyang, it was the second time she deeply felt what jealousy is, but unfortunately, this time, no one could extinguish her hatred and jealousy.
So, slowly, she learned to fight for it, and used her own tricks to attract the attention of cousin Suiyang, and to arouse her elder sister's love for her. Zhao Wanyue who asked Rong Chengjin to be her sister-in-law became more and more uncomfortable, but she didn't care at all, and even more, she liked to see Zhao Wanyue unable to take off her mask, and instead she looked deflated.
She felt that she was mad with jealousy, and because of this jealousy, she finally fought hard to get everything that didn't belong to her.
But is she really happy?
Maybe, she was happy at first, but slowly, slowly, she began to feel extremely tired...
The eternal estrangement from her own sister, the high-ranking aunt, and the heart-stoppingly handsome husband who is still unwilling to love her.
Is all this really what she has always wanted?
Before she knew it, she suddenly began to wonder.
She didn't dare to think too much, she was afraid of getting a result that would make her collapse, but now, she had to think...
She felt that her whole life was really like a joke, fighting desperately, but in the end, she still didn't get what she wanted.
"Sister, tell me, are there some people who are destined to be redundant? In Prince Rui's Mansion, since you already have you, why do you have me? No one cares about me, no one has ever cared about me..."
Rong Chengjin held her hand tightly and said: "Who said that no one cares about you? Daddy loves you. He travels around for you every day and adds a lot of hair. The princess cares about you and is anxious for you every day. Ah Mei cares about you, such a playful and troubled girl, she hasn't laughed for a long time, and Wanyue also cares about you, she hopes that you will live forever, to annoy her..."
"And... and..." Rong Chengjin cried so hard that he could hardly speak, "And I care about you too, no matter what you have done, whether you hate me or not, I still care about you, And I envy you, you only say that everyone is partial, but you don't know how much I envied you in the past."
Hearing this, Rong Chengxuan, who never expected to hear the word envy from Rong Chengjin's mouth, was startled.
"I envy you that you can go wherever you want, just like that winter, you and other girls went out of the city gate and ran to the suburbs, cooking snow and tea in the open-air plum grove snow, reciting poems, you When I told it to me, I, who had never been out of the city gate, was so envious that I wished I could grow wings and fly over and plunge into your sisters. I also envy you that you can raise cats if you want, and you can raise dogs if you want Dog, I envy you that you never have to drink bitter medicine three times a day like me..."
Rong Chengxuan closed her eyes and listened quietly, her lips so white that they almost merged into her complexion were tightly pursed, making it impossible to see what she was thinking at this time.
"Ah Xuan, don't always think that way? Don't think that you are unimportant..."
Rong Chengxuan sighed for a long time, and said: "Impossible... The deep-rooted thoughts have long been impossible, and they have been changed because of a few words, but I am still happy to hear you say that, no matter it is true or not, Believe it or not, at least you really want to make me happy now..."
"I'm happy...I'm happy..."
Rong Chengxuan slowly closed his eyes.
"Axuan..."
As if sensing that her sister's breath was getting weaker, Rong Chengjin grabbed her arm, and the expression on her face became more and more frightened.
"Open your eyes for me, can you wait a little longer? Wait another quarter of an hour! Just wait a quarter of an hour!"
"Sister..." Rong Chengxuan called angrily.
"What are you going to say to me?" Rong Chengjin quickly put his head to the side, trying to listen carefully to her words.
"Yuaner... Yuaner..."
"You want to see Jingyuan again?"
Hearing her younger sister calling her daughter's name indistinctly, Rong Chengjin quickly turned around and said to the woman, "Hurry up and bring the child here! Bring her to her mother."
However, Rong Chengxuan didn't open her eyes, she just kept murmuring: "Yuan'er...Yuan'er..."
The voice became softer and softer, and at the end, it was hazy, and it was impossible to distinguish whether she was calling her daughter or calling herself.
"Axuan! Axuan! Listen to her cry! She doesn't want to leave you, do you hear that? Do you hear that?"
Accompanied by the crying of the child, Rong Chengjin leaned on Rong Chengxuan, who was breathing weakly, and pressed her face against Rong Chengxuan's pale and cold face, trembling uncontrollably.
Rong Chengxuan's eyebrows trembled slightly, as if he felt unbearable and distressed.
"Sister... I finally... don't have to hate anymore..."
Her voice was so soft that even a slightly rough breathing could cover it, Rong Chengjin was stunned for a moment.
"Axuan..."
Rong Chengjin murmured, and after a long time, she suddenly backed away like an electric shock and fell to the ground, while Rong Chengxuan in front of her was completely out of breath.
"Axuan...Axuan..."
She came back to her senses, and called her sister's name in panic, as if she wanted Rong Chengxuan to talk to her again, but she never got any response in this life.
Rong Chengxuan died, at such a beautiful age, in this dark and damp dungeon...
This girl whom she loved so much and hated so much, actually left her just like that...
She finally lost her sister completely...
Rong Chengjin felt that she was going crazy.
But now, she hides from all the family members who are still worrying about Rong Chengxuan and has no time to take care of other family members. She wears a very thick cloak and puts on the hood on the cloak that can cover most of her face. Under the guard, walked into a prison cell.
A dark, damp cell with a faint smell.
The jailer guarding outside was about to open the door for her when a few mice rushed out, frightening the delicate maids behind Rong Chengjin to keep screaming.
After all, Rong Chengxuan is a princess, and the treatment is relatively good. She is the only one in a cell. At this time, she is pale and curled up in a corner. She seems to have no regard for their actions. what a feeling.
With just one glance, Rong Chengjin almost shed tears. Rong Chengjin went to sit beside his younger sister, and let her head rest on his body.
Perhaps because of the warmth she hadn't felt for a long time, the sleeping woman's eyelashes trembled slightly, and she slowly woke up.
Realizing that she was leaning against someone, her head couldn't help but move, but she didn't leave. It seemed that she had been cold for too long, and she was still reluctant to part with the fluffy touch.
Her lips moved, and she asked softly, "Who are you?"
Rong Chengjin only called softly: "Ah Xuan..."
Rong Chengxuan's expression froze, and his tired eyes widened in an instant, "Sister..."
She seemed to gain strength suddenly, dragged her heavy body away from Rong Chengjin's side, and curled up in the corner again by herself.
Obviously, at this time, she didn't want to see anyone in Prince Rui's Mansion, especially Rong Chengjin.
Even if she knew that her sister was always so gentle and would not laugh at her, she still felt hurt.
Because, the man who is killing her now is exactly what her sister didn't want back then. She regarded him as her true love and the only one, but in the end, he abandoned her and went into the arms of another woman, leaving her alone... Such a miserable result, how ironic.
"Ah Xuan..." Rong Chengjin took a step towards her slowly, and called out again softly.
"You go..." Rong Chengxuan begged in a weak and hoarse voice, "Sister, I beg you, can you go away? Leave me alone, leave me alone."
Rong Chengjin knew that Rong Chengxuan didn't want to see her, but she still gently comforted her and said: "Ah Xuan, I just came here to tell you that it will be soon, you will be able to come out soon, believe in father and princess, and believe in I, we will definitely rescue you, don't be afraid, really."
Rong Chengxuan shook his head with a wry smile, and said: "No need, even if I go out like this, what can I do? Please, let me die here, let me die here with my child , I don't want to go back, I don't want to be the only stain on Ruiwang's mansion after being a transparent person in Ruiwang's mansion for more than ten years..."
Hearing the word taint, Rong Chengjin couldn't help but frowned, she said: "Don't say that, in Prince Rui's mansion, no one will regard you as a taint, I know you are very sad now, but, you You can't give up on yourself, you don't care about me, you have to think about Daddy, you are also a baby in Daddy's palm, he loves you very much, for you, he is willing to sacrifice everything."
Rong Chengxuan paused, but suddenly asked: "Sister, do all of this include you?"
Rong Chengjin didn't expect that she would ask such a question, his expression froze, and he was a little speechless.
As if feeling Rong Chengjin's daze, Rong Chengxuan said with his back to her: "But if it was for you, he would definitely sacrifice me, it's all the same, father, mother, they are all like this ..."
Rong Chengjin listened to her decadent words, as if she was not important to everyone, and couldn't help feeling a little angry.
"What do you think of yourself? You know it, it's absolutely impossible!"
However, Rong Chengxuan couldn't listen to her at all, she sighed again: "Sister, you go, I don't deserve your concern, I don't deserve..."
"Axuan..."
"Sister, I beg you, let's go..." Rong Chengxuan's tone was weak but firm.
Rong Chengjin had no choice but to leave, but she did not forget her other purpose of this trip. Although her father had sent someone here to watch over here, if there was any situation, she would immediately notify the palace, but she still left behind a The cook of the palace specially cooks Rong Chengxuan's favorite meals in the past. After all, Rong Chengjin always wants her sister to live a little better no matter what.
In two days, only two days later, news spread that Rong Chengxuan, who was eight months pregnant, had given birth prematurely.
Rong Chengjin's face turned pale, how could it be so fast!
She didn't even think about it, she didn't even change the clothes she went out, she asked Rou Xing to get the nearest cloak in the closet, and hurried over.
It was Lu Lanchen who was more thoughtful and told his servants to call for a doctor quickly, and told them to go forward and report immediately when the prince came back.
When Rong Chengjin finally arrived, her younger sister Rong Chengxuan was lying there, already breathing in less and exhaling more.
The maid tried to persuade her not to go in to see Rong Chengxuan, after all, this is not the time when a boudoir daughter should go in, but what is Rong Chengjin afraid of bumping into?How many years ago, it's not that she never gave birth, she knows how painful it is, and also knows how helpless it is...
When Rong Chengjin resolutely rushed in, a kitten-like cry suddenly sounded out. Hearing this sound, Rong Chengjin's footsteps couldn't help but stagnate, because she was lost in thought.
Is this... her sister's child...
Unlike her child, who was born a stillborn child, this child is actually very tough, even though the mother has suffered so much, even in such a terrible environment, she has survived well.
Rong Chengjin walked over in a daze. She looked at the mother-in-law's arms wrapped up in a ball, only showing a bloody head full of amniotic fluid, and looked at the little child with her eyes closed and her mouth wide open. Crying, but the crying was still so weak, she suddenly burst into tears.
While patting the child, the woman cautiously said to the princess in front of her, "It's a girl."
After finishing speaking, she paused, and the expression on her face suddenly became very embarrassed, "But Princess Le'an..."
Rong Chengjin frowned slightly, and was about to say something, but at this moment, a weak voice suddenly came from her ear: "Is it you... sister..."
With eyes slightly open, Rong Chengxuan lay there wearily, with blood still gurgling from under her body.
Rong Chengjin suddenly came back to her senses, she knelt down in front of Rong Chengxuan, smiled at the weak Rong Chengxuan, and said tremblingly: "Ah Xuan, do you know? It's a girl, it's a girl. A girl as pretty as you."
However, no joy could be seen on Rong Chengxuan's already numb face, she just turned her head bit by bit and looked at Rong Chengjin beside her.
Seeing Rong Chengjin crying, she was taken aback for a moment, and her expression, which was neither happy nor sad, suddenly began to change. Trembling, she raised her hand as hard as she could, and grasped Rong Cheng vainly. Jin's sleeve, and begged: "Sister, please give her a name."
Hearing such a request unexpectedly, Rong Chengjin was a little surprised, but seeing Rong Chengxuan now, she didn't want to ask any more questions, she didn't think for too long, and then said a name: "Jingyuan, just call her Zhao Jingyuan, okay?" good?"
This is not a name that Rong Chengjin came up with on the spur of the moment. It is the name she thought of for the child in her womb after careful consideration in her previous life. If it is a boy, it will be Zhiyuan, and if it is a girl, it will be Jingyuan.
But until the end, she failed to give this name to her child. Now that she has lived a new life, she has realized that her poor body is not suitable for bearing children at all, and she has also recognized her heart. It's not bad to give this name to my younger sister's daughter for the sake of my children.
However, Rong Chengxuan shook his head lightly, Rong Chengjin pursed his lips, thinking that she didn't like the name, and was about to think about it again, but Rong Chengxuan spoke again.
"Don't be surnamed Zhao... and don't let her be my surname..."
Having said that, Rong Chengxuan looked through Rong Chengjin's figure, and looked at the beautiful girl behind Rong Chengjin who also had a sad face, the beautiful girl she had been deeply jealous of.
It was probably because besides their sisters, she only knew Lu Lanchen's surname, so she closed her eyes and said, "I don't have the surname of the treasonous Zhao, nor the honorable Rong Cheng, so let her be named Su and call her Lu Lanchen." Su Jingyuan..."
Zhao is a symbol of shame, and Rong Cheng, who is the surname of the country, is a burden that has been on her for 18 years, so now, she just wants her daughter to be surnamed here. Be an ordinary person.
Don't follow Zhao Suiyang, and don't follow her Rong Chengxuan, just pretend that she is not their daughter, after all, being their daughter is not a good thing...
Thinking of this, she held Rong Chengjin's sleeve hand harder, "Sister, promise me, let her live, Yuan'er is just a child who doesn't know anything, let her live, even if it is the future She was thrown to the people, please let her live."
Rong Chengjin said: "Jingyuan will naturally live, and live with you!"
Rong Chengxuan suddenly smiled softly, and the laughter was full of sorrow, "As expected, you don't want to promise me."
Seeing her like this, Rong Chengjin's heart ached, and the expression on her face became more and more desolate. She gently stroked Rong Chengxuan's thin face, and said: "I promise you, I will swear to protect her and let her live. I promise you……"
At the end, Rong Chengjin was sobbing.
Rong Chengxuan finally showed a very clear and shallow smile sincerely: "I believe in you."
Rong Chengjin said with tearful brows: "Not only Jingyuan, you also have to live for me, the doctor will be here soon, you have to live for me too!"
Rong Chengxuan shook his head: "I know, I won't survive..."
"No nonsense." Rong Chengjin interrupted hastily.
"Sister, some things don't happen because you don't want to see them."
Rong Chengxuan looked at her and said, "It's like I never wanted to hate you, but in the end I hated you for many years."
Maybe it was because he knew that if he didn't say some things, he would not be able to say them in his life. Rong Chengxuan finally said all the things that had been buried in his heart for many years.
"I hate you. As early as I can remember, I have hated you. The more my mother lets me let you go, the more I protect you, the more I hate you. Why even She is also biased..."
Rong Chengxuan's voice was sour and astringent.
For some reason, at such a moment, she suddenly misses her mother very much. Although she is beautiful, she is not particularly beautiful. When she smiles, she is faintly cunning and charming. Zhang has a rather shrewd face, but he has never been able to be a shrewd person.
Rong Chengxuan's mother was born in an honorable family, and she was a daughter of the uncle's mansion. Although she seemed to have a very noble status, in fact, she was a shabby household in many people's minds.
Because there is only one noble title in this uncle's mansion, they live in a luxurious mansion left by their ancestors, but there are very few servants, the family can't buy a few new clothes every year, and they live in a very tight financial situation.
Even, once the ladies and maids have nothing to do, they will get into the room to do embroidery work, and then entrust the servants to go out and sell the money to subsidize the family.
Only when Rong Chengxuan's mother got older and it was time to talk about marriage, did she put on some decency left by her ancestors, put on gorgeous new clothes, and was taken out by Rong Chengxuan's grandmother to socialize.
It was really a difficult time. With such a poor family, she stood next to a group of really pampered daughters and noble ladies. No matter how big-hearted her mother was, she would inevitably feel inferior in her heart, shrinking her hands and feet, and appearing petty.
She doesn't have amazing beauty, and the family is in such a situation, those princes and grandchildren's families naturally look down on this girl, and ordinary officials and eunuchs may be willing to marry, but Rong Chengxuan's maternal ancestors deliberately want to marry her. Relying on a beautiful daughter to make a fortune, how could she be willing to let her marry so cheaply.
As for those people who are concerned about the title of this family and have plenty of money, they are probably more willing to pay a large dowry to marry their daughter to the eldest son of the Duke's mansion, let their daughter be the future wife of the Earl's mansion, and let their own The grandson is the future heir of the uncle's mansion, but what is the use of a mere young lady of the uncle's mansion.
Therefore, an imperial decree issued by Rong Chengxuan's mother in the year just solved their family's urgent need. This girl who could only delay and delay because she couldn't find a suitable marriage was actually accused of being a sidekick to King Rui. concubine.
Her mother was simple and content, and the former princess who was not a few years older than her was also a gentle and kind person. The two girls got along very well. At that time, the only thing her mother always missed was her family.
Because of Princess Xian's tolerance, and because Princess Xian turned a blind eye to her mother's support for the family, her silly mother regarded Princess Xian as a benefactor and Rong Chengjin as her other daughter.
After the early death of the first princess, it was her mother's gentleness that held up an umbrella for Rong Chengjin, who lost her mother at a young age.
She knew that her mother didn't love her less than her elder sister, and her mother asked her to protect her elder sister, but because she was in good health, while her elder sister was not in good health, but she didn't want to, she just didn't want such eccentric and equal love, she She only wanted the only one, she only wanted a mother who belonged to her completely.
However, this wish was not realized until the death of her mother a few years ago...
The concubine passed away, and the side concubine who was born in the uncle's mansion also passed away a few years later. Naturally, it is impossible for the majestic palace to let the concubine take charge of the concubine and teach the two daughters. Had to marry Cui Shi half a year later.
Seeing the beaming palace up and down, looking at the glamorous bride, looking at the smiling Rong Chengjin, Rong Chengxuan, who was still a little girl at that time, suddenly felt worthless for her mother.
Mother's years of hard work can't exchange for father's nostalgia and pity, and mother's years of tenderness and love can't exchange for Rong Chengjin's momentary sadness at this moment. It's only been half a year, and they have become so happy. Only she, only She, who is not taken seriously, still misses her mother in her heart.
So she felt very hated at that time, she hated everyone in this family deeply.
But at that time, Rong Chengxuan was still thinking about what her mother had said to her before she was alive, and she was still relying on her elder sister from the bottom of her heart, wanting to take good care of her weak elder sister.
And she always knew in her heart that her elder sister actually cared about her only biological sister.
In this family, her father never cared much about her, and her elder brother preferred her younger sister, and she no longer had a mother, she only had Rong Chengjin, and she only had an older sister, so even if there was hatred, She also has to hold on to her sister who is willing to love her no matter what, and cannot let her leave.
But why?Why is there another Su Nongyan who snatched her sister under such circumstances?That girl who was more like Rong Chengjin's younger sister than she was at one time.
Her older sister's gentle and doting eyes, which are only for younger sisters, no longer belong to her alone. This woman who has loved many people in the first place, even the little bit of love she can give to her own sister, has been forcibly given to her. It broke into two halves.
All her life, she just wanted to be loved a little more. Is this really wrong?
But no one is willing to love her more, not even the cousin Suiyang who stole her heart, who will coax her patiently and try his best to make her happy, is not willing to love her, but just regards her as a good friend. A sister who is like a moon cousin.
Because of such a handsome and dazzling cousin Suiyang, it was the second time she deeply felt what jealousy is, but unfortunately, this time, no one could extinguish her hatred and jealousy.
So, slowly, she learned to fight for it, and used her own tricks to attract the attention of cousin Suiyang, and to arouse her elder sister's love for her. Zhao Wanyue who asked Rong Chengjin to be her sister-in-law became more and more uncomfortable, but she didn't care at all, and even more, she liked to see Zhao Wanyue unable to take off her mask, and instead she looked deflated.
She felt that she was mad with jealousy, and because of this jealousy, she finally fought hard to get everything that didn't belong to her.
But is she really happy?
Maybe, she was happy at first, but slowly, slowly, she began to feel extremely tired...
The eternal estrangement from her own sister, the high-ranking aunt, and the heart-stoppingly handsome husband who is still unwilling to love her.
Is all this really what she has always wanted?
Before she knew it, she suddenly began to wonder.
She didn't dare to think too much, she was afraid of getting a result that would make her collapse, but now, she had to think...
She felt that her whole life was really like a joke, fighting desperately, but in the end, she still didn't get what she wanted.
"Sister, tell me, are there some people who are destined to be redundant? In Prince Rui's Mansion, since you already have you, why do you have me? No one cares about me, no one has ever cared about me..."
Rong Chengjin held her hand tightly and said: "Who said that no one cares about you? Daddy loves you. He travels around for you every day and adds a lot of hair. The princess cares about you and is anxious for you every day. Ah Mei cares about you, such a playful and troubled girl, she hasn't laughed for a long time, and Wanyue also cares about you, she hopes that you will live forever, to annoy her..."
"And... and..." Rong Chengjin cried so hard that he could hardly speak, "And I care about you too, no matter what you have done, whether you hate me or not, I still care about you, And I envy you, you only say that everyone is partial, but you don't know how much I envied you in the past."
Hearing this, Rong Chengxuan, who never expected to hear the word envy from Rong Chengjin's mouth, was startled.
"I envy you that you can go wherever you want, just like that winter, you and other girls went out of the city gate and ran to the suburbs, cooking snow and tea in the open-air plum grove snow, reciting poems, you When I told it to me, I, who had never been out of the city gate, was so envious that I wished I could grow wings and fly over and plunge into your sisters. I also envy you that you can raise cats if you want, and you can raise dogs if you want Dog, I envy you that you never have to drink bitter medicine three times a day like me..."
Rong Chengxuan closed her eyes and listened quietly, her lips so white that they almost merged into her complexion were tightly pursed, making it impossible to see what she was thinking at this time.
"Ah Xuan, don't always think that way? Don't think that you are unimportant..."
Rong Chengxuan sighed for a long time, and said: "Impossible... The deep-rooted thoughts have long been impossible, and they have been changed because of a few words, but I am still happy to hear you say that, no matter it is true or not, Believe it or not, at least you really want to make me happy now..."
"I'm happy...I'm happy..."
Rong Chengxuan slowly closed his eyes.
"Axuan..."
As if sensing that her sister's breath was getting weaker, Rong Chengjin grabbed her arm, and the expression on her face became more and more frightened.
"Open your eyes for me, can you wait a little longer? Wait another quarter of an hour! Just wait a quarter of an hour!"
"Sister..." Rong Chengxuan called angrily.
"What are you going to say to me?" Rong Chengjin quickly put his head to the side, trying to listen carefully to her words.
"Yuaner... Yuaner..."
"You want to see Jingyuan again?"
Hearing her younger sister calling her daughter's name indistinctly, Rong Chengjin quickly turned around and said to the woman, "Hurry up and bring the child here! Bring her to her mother."
However, Rong Chengxuan didn't open her eyes, she just kept murmuring: "Yuan'er...Yuan'er..."
The voice became softer and softer, and at the end, it was hazy, and it was impossible to distinguish whether she was calling her daughter or calling herself.
"Axuan! Axuan! Listen to her cry! She doesn't want to leave you, do you hear that? Do you hear that?"
Accompanied by the crying of the child, Rong Chengjin leaned on Rong Chengxuan, who was breathing weakly, and pressed her face against Rong Chengxuan's pale and cold face, trembling uncontrollably.
Rong Chengxuan's eyebrows trembled slightly, as if he felt unbearable and distressed.
"Sister... I finally... don't have to hate anymore..."
Her voice was so soft that even a slightly rough breathing could cover it, Rong Chengjin was stunned for a moment.
"Axuan..."
Rong Chengjin murmured, and after a long time, she suddenly backed away like an electric shock and fell to the ground, while Rong Chengxuan in front of her was completely out of breath.
"Axuan...Axuan..."
She came back to her senses, and called her sister's name in panic, as if she wanted Rong Chengxuan to talk to her again, but she never got any response in this life.
Rong Chengxuan died, at such a beautiful age, in this dark and damp dungeon...
This girl whom she loved so much and hated so much, actually left her just like that...
She finally lost her sister completely...
Rong Chengjin felt that she was going crazy.
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