The princess is dying soon [Rebirth]

Lu Lanchen is not that kind of person who loves to cry. In her short life of less than [-] years, there are very few times when she breaks down and cries like this.

Today's embarrassment is only because Rong Chengjin's words made her unable to control her eyes freely.

In this small small gazebo, two women of similar age and good looks just sat face to face, nothing to say, only faint sobbing, echoing on the jasper-like lake.

In the end, seeing Lu Lanchen's struggling and sad tears, Rong Chengjin still didn't ask Lu Lanchen to accompany her to leave, just because Lu Lanchen looked sadder than her at this moment, she was finally sure, It's not that Lu Lanchen doesn't care about her, it's just that this girl still has resentment in her heart, and she doesn't know how to face the past.

She doesn't want to use her own grievances to force others. Since Lu Lanchen just said that she wants to stay in Yilan Xiaozhu to teach and teach art, she can simply follow Lu Lanchen. After all, if she wants to give up Doing everything to make up for Lu Lanchen should not try to suppress Lu Lanchen's wings so that she can't do what she wants.

However, she didn't intend to give up on Lu Lanchen, and she would not be entangled with Lu Lanchen anymore. She still wanted to work hard to get back together with Lu Lanchen, just as she said, as long as they were as good as they used to be, don't be like this anymore If she said a few more words, she would end up unhappy. She hoped that Lu Lanchen could let go of the burden in her heart and face her properly.

When she returned to the palace again, the chattering teenage yellow-haired girl had already left, leaving only a note thanking her.

Rong Chengjin breathed a sigh of relief immediately. Rong Chengshu, who was born in an embarrassing background, was never an ignorant girl, although she was occasionally capricious.

Therefore, no matter how wronged, sad, and collapsed, she loses her temper to the greatest extent, which is to deliver a message to the palace and not go home for a day. Now that her mood has calmed down, she left peacefully alone, just like before. Her fleeing in despair, her crying, actually never happened.

Rong Chengjin still doesn't quite understand why Rong Chengshu is so strange, but now, there are still too many things she doesn't understand, so she quickly put this question to the back of her mind.

After serving Rong Chengjin to freshen up, Rou Xing thought about everything before, and couldn't help but said: "Princess, why are you doing this, Miss Lu, she is really so important to you? It's just a happy girl That's all, the princess is not in good health, so I really shouldn't be so sad for her."

Although Rou Xing had no idea what Rong Chengjin and Lu Lanchen had talked about, Rong Chengjin's sadness was already written on his face.

It's a bit ridiculous to say that, as a little maid, Rou Xing, she doesn't feel sorry for herself as a slave and servant, but she always really loves her master who is like a younger sister.

Rong Chengjin looked at her, sighed and said: "Rou Xing, you really don't need to persuade me anymore, I know in my heart that this is inappropriate, I shouldn't be so selfish and willful, but I just can't do it, because she is Lu Lanchen , she is the thick girl I have cherished for so many years, do you understand, I have thought many times, if my life is destined to be short, then I only hope that when I die, there will be people by my side , can have a her."

That's right, how simple her wish in the past has always been. She just hoped that Lu Lanchen could be like her relatives and stay by her side until she died again.

Rou Xing's expression suddenly became a little sad.

She always said that the problem of death can never be corrected. At the beginning, Rou Xing and the others still had the leisure to pick it out, teach Rong Chengjin a lesson, let Rong Chengjin speak well, stop being so scary, But now, everyone has gotten used to it, and they don't even pick and choose, but in their hearts, they still don't like to hear it.

Rong Chengjin didn't want to be a selfish person, but her life was doomed to be short, and she didn't want to let herself have regrets for the rest of her life. She thought about the goal she vowed to achieve in this life, and she must get back together with Lu Lanchen, so she bit her Biting her lips, she asked again: "Sister Rou Xing, do you know where Miss Lu's pipa went? It was the one I gave you. I remember that she cherished it very much..."

Rou Xing suddenly felt a little speechless, at that time, she was not serving the Princess, so how could she know these things.

Seeing Rou Xing's puzzled expression, Rong Chengjin immediately calmed down a lot, she sighed and shook her head, and said, "Sorry, I started to get confused again, I always forget that you are by my side Three years, and three years ago... yes, I should ask Qin Hua, but what about Qin Hua..."

Where did Qin Hua go after the farewell three years ago...

Rong Chengjin is always unwilling to let herself think about these things, because all the girls who stayed by her side in the old days have all left her.

Rong Chengjin has never been a heartless person, and she is not indifferent to these girls, after all, it is also a friendship that they grew up with.

She doesn't like to think about it, but she doesn't want to be so overwhelmed by guilt that she can't live anymore, because everything is already a foregone conclusion, she can't blame Lei Ting's furious father at that time, his father just loves her too much, let alone To accuse Princess Yongjia of being playful, Princess Yongjia just told her the story of going to the Lantern Festival with Tai Jingyao. The only thing she can blame is herself, who at that time had a heart that wanted to fly but could never fly high...

Obviously it was her, unwilling to be reconciled to being protected at home all the time, and insisted on taking people out to play at night. In the extremely cold water, all these are her fault in the final analysis, but no one has ever really blamed her, just because she is the princess, just because she fell into the ice cave, Because she was on the verge of death.

Obviously it's her willfulness that hurt people, but she is always unwilling to understand this point. In the past, she used her illness to make herself forget everything and evade the truth, but now she always makes herself ignore it and only focus on herself The one you care about the most in your heart, so that your conscience will not be so disturbed.

Maybe, all the things she did before her new life were her retribution in order to protect herself, forget everything, and continue to live happily. She herself died with hatred in her early twenties, unwilling to be restrained deeply. The girl she cares most about in this life is also Being oppressed, he will never stand up.

She tried hard to recall everyone's blurred faces in the past, Qin Hua, Bi Ya, Bi Xian...their smiles seemed to be still in front of her eyes...

She actually remembers everything, she remembers everything in the past, and she was once an arty person.

In winter, she would stand at the door of the room, wrapped three layers inside and outside three layers, holding a hand stove, and watching sister Qin Hua command the little girl to collect the snow on the plum branches for her.

Also in summer, we would take boats and shuttle across the lake, and then, a group of girls would smile and hold small jade bottles to pick the dewdrops from the lotus leaves on the lake.

And these are naturally used to make tea. As for the difference between the snow dew water and the well water, she has never drank it, but she will still tell everyone with a smile that the snow water is clear. The dew is sweet, and there is a faint fragrance of plum or lotus.

As for the meaning of doing these things, you and the boudoir have read a few more books, and you think that the talented little girl can talk about the meaning. At that time, everyone had a good time, and that was enough.

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Recalling these trivial past events, Rong Chengjin's heart was also sour and astringent.

Rou Xing watched her face become paler, and after thinking for a while, she finally mustered up the courage to say: "Princess, actually... I know where Qin Hua's house is, maybe I can go there for you another day Ask her. You don’t know. Back then, if I didn’t speak the official language well enough, I would have served you in front of me long ago. But this is really bullying. It's so easy, after one or two years of study, I still can't speak properly, how can I compare with them who were born in Beijing..."

When the princess was still young, she was always taken care of by the wet nurse and the big maids. When she wanted a personal maid of the same age, how many suitable little girls were watching closely. After all, there are many maids around the princess. It's comfortable, the prince values ​​it, the monthly money is high, and there are new clothes and jewelry every year, and the county master is also kind, often with a wave of his hand, he will give all the clothes and jewelry that he doesn't like to the servants, anyway, she herself I don't intend to wear it, and it's useless to keep it.

Just like Rou Xing is wearing a set of hairpins inlaid with red tourmalines, earrings, and bracelets. They are all in pairs, very rich and dignified, and they are not worn by the princess. Given it to her, even though Rou Xing is only a maid, relying on her master, she has really saved quite a lot of gold and silver treasures.

Back then, because Rou Xing spoke poorly in official language, the nuns were afraid that she would bring the princess's accent to her when she was with the princess, so they didn't pick her. After practicing Mandarin for a long time, she couldn't even hear the slightest accent. Later, thanks to her not giving up on herself, she finally stood out at the age of 16, relying on her cleverness and ability, and played the piano that I took home. The painting class will get what I want from now on.

Rong Chengjin was stunned for a moment, and said in disbelief, "Qin Hua's home?"

Seeing that the Princess didn't pay attention to her complaints behind her, Rou Xing couldn't help but twitched her lips, but she still nodded and said, "Yes, sister Qin Hua and I lived in the same house many years ago, and she and I They were about the same age, and we had a good relationship at that time, we talked about everything, of course we knew where her home was."

Rong Chengjin nodded, but began to think in his mind again.

She raised her smoldering eyebrows and said, "If you want to visit, you should prepare a gift. You... bring more silk and satin cloth when you go, and cut new clothes for the elders and younger siblings of the qin painters. Also, in season Bring some fruit, and this candied pastry..."

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In fact, Qin Hua's family got rid of their slavery many years ago and set up their own household. Only Qin Hua used to work as a maid in the palace. Now, relying on the savings they saved in the past, the family is living well. It's still decent, and Qin Hua's elder brother is a good student, and he just passed the scholar exam a few years ago, so he probably has a lot of promise in the future.

Rou Xing brought a few people, and was led into the house by Cuicui, a little girl hired by the Qin painter. Qin Hua's mother, Qin Shi, saw that the princess sent the eldest girl by her side, and brought all kinds of rewards. As soon as his knees softened, he almost knelt down.

Although Rou Xing was always called stupid by Rong Chengjin, she wasn't really that stupid, at least, she knew a little about the world, so she dragged Qin's family and started talking about the past.

Qin Shi is also familiar with Rou Xing. Seeing that the little girl who was with her daughter back then has grown into a slim and graceful big girl, she looks so beautiful, her gestures, her demeanor are not like a maid at all, and she is also moved in her heart Thousands.

The two talked and sat down together.

After peeling an orange for Mrs. Qin with a smile, Rou Xing explained the purpose of her visit: "By the way, Auntie, how is Sister Qin Hua?"

Qin took her orange, ate a piece, and said, "Qin Hua? Did the Princess ask about her?"

Rou Xing nodded embarrassingly: "Yes, the princess has always blamed herself for what happened back then."

The Qin family immediately frowned, "This... the princess is going to kill our old Zhang family? If Qin Hua knows that the princess is blaming herself like this, she will definitely have trouble sleeping and eating!"

Qin sighed, patted Rou Xing's hand again and said: "Girl Rou Xing, after you go back, you must persuade the princess well, it's not her fault, Qin Hua has been thinking about it all these years. Holding the body of the princess, I have always felt guilty that I did not stop the princess back then."

Rou Xing nodded, and asked again: "Then, where is Sister Qinhua now? I am serving the Princess next to me, and I have never had a chance to go out for a walk. I haven't seen her for several years, and I am very worried about it." .”

Qin said: "Qin Hua, she got married last year, and she married her brother's classmate and good friend. Qin Hua's father and I also watched for a long time, knowing that this guy is really good-natured, and he really likes Qin Hua , I agreed to marry my precious daughter to him, otherwise, I really want to keep Qin Hua for a while."

married...

After hearing these three words, Rou Xing was stunned. She seemed to be completely unable to hear the gossip behind Qin, and couldn't come back to her senses for a long time. Qin Hua, is she already married? However, she After thinking about it, I think it's right. Qin Hua turned 19 last year, and it's time to get married. Qin Hua is not like her. There is a princess who can't live without her.

The Qin family looked at her as if something was wrong, and asked cautiously: "What's the matter? Is the princess looking for Qin Hua?"

Rou Xing hesitated for a moment, and said: "Aunt, you also know that the princess had an accident and became seriously ill that year, because of this, the prince left no one around her, and changed them all. At that time, I came to serve the princess..."

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"The princess just wants to know where the pipa she sent someone to make at the beginning went. She wants to ask the people who were by her side in the past. After thinking about it, I thought of coming here to find sister Qinhua ask..."

"lute?"

Qin was stunned for a while, then seemed to think of something, and said: "Don't tell me, I really have a pipa in my house, and it was given to Qin Hua by the Princess' wet nurse, and then Qin Hua will be put away Even if you ask her, she won’t tell, it’s been broken long ago, and she didn’t take it away when she got married, and kept it in the room to collect ashes.”

She stood up and said, "Since it was the Princess who asked, I'll find out. I think Qin Hua shouldn't mind."

Rou Xing waited for about a quarter of an hour, and Qin came out with such a big guy in her arms. After all, this is an old thing that has not been touched for a long time. Liao Chen, as soon as he got close, Rou Xing sneezed several times.

Although Rou Xing is only a maid, she is much more noble than ordinary young ladies. She follows the Princess's side without touching her fingers, but she is extremely delicate. When she sees this old and worn-out It was a dusty pipa, and her whole face was wrinkled, so she quickly called the little girl behind her to take it, the little girl was naturally very unwilling, but she dared not disobey Rou Xing's order, so she had to take it with a sad face.

Rou Xing never imagined that she could actually get this thing after making such a trip by herself. She didn't know what else this broken pipa could be used for, but because the Princess Lu Lanchen was out of her mind all day long, she was used to it and didn't want to care about it anymore. up.

After thanking Mrs. Qin well, she took Mrs. Qin back and handed her a small carved sandalwood box with some awkwardness.

"Well, I remember that sister Qin Hua said in the past that she likes this white mutton fat jade the most, but this good white mutton fat jade is really precious, and it is too rare for us maids. She rewarded me with such a pair of bracelets, and I thought that Sister Qin Hua would like them, so I brought them here, as a wedding gift for Sister Qin Hua."

Having said that, it is impossible for Rou Xing not to be heartbroken. Rou Xing has been by the Princess's side all these years, and she has not lacked any jewelry, but this gentle and beautiful jade is really rare. This pair of bracelets, she I have always been reluctant to wear it, but now I am cruel and give it to someone else.

Before she got married, Qin Shi was also the servant girl in front of the former princess. After serving in the palace for so many years, she naturally knew that this item was extremely valuable, so she was willing to accept it, so she only asked Rou Xing to keep it.

However, Rou Xing was determined, and after stuffing the exquisite small box into Qin's hands, she left.

Lehe came over, but she didn't see Qin Hua, Rou Xing felt a little bit disappointed, after all, she was a good sister who used to eat and live together, but now she knew that she was doing well, so she felt relieved, anyway, It's someone who won't have a chance to see each other again, what to do if she wants to do so much, she should hurry back to the palace and report to the princess.