The princess is dying soon [Rebirth]

Time is like flowing water, which dyes the temples white and vicissitudes of people's hearts.

The Zhai family, who is forty years old, is no longer the gentle and beautiful appearance when she first married. After being imprisoned for such a day, she looks a lot haggard and a lot older.

Her situation is no longer what it used to be. Back then, Yu Ziyan needed to rely on her family. Even if she blatantly murdered other people's lives, he could bear it. Now, Yu Ziyan has been promoted step by step and has become a second-rank official. She His mother's family, the Fufeng Zhai family, has long been in decline, and has become less and less popular in the court...

When her good son Yu Limu presented the evidence one by one, Yu Ziyan saw that the son raised by her knew everything, and made it clear that he hated her deeply, and vowed to seek justice for his mother. Su Qinyan, whom I loved all those years, would not care about her at all...

But Mrs. Zhai knew that she still couldn't die. After all, she was his wife, Yu Ziyan Mingmei, who was marrying back. Moreover, this skinny camel was bigger than a horse. Even now, all the major families have begun to decline, including her Fufeng Zhai family. However, the century-old foundation of this aristocratic family is still there, and there is still a possibility of revival, so that she will not be trampled to the end. What's more, she has devoted herself to taking care of the housework for him for more than [-] years, and the man she has her eyes on is still far away. No fickleness so far!

But, looking at the Buddhas and Bodhisattvas enshrined in the hall, she thought to herself that she might have to spend the rest of her life eating fast and chanting in the hall...

The Buddhist hall is quiet, and once this person calms down, he can't help but think about something.

And Mrs. Zhai was thinking about Su Qinyan at this time. She recalled Su Qinyan's aloof appearance that she hated the most in her memory, and then she thought about Su Qinyan who was half or half like her. The beautiful little daughter suddenly laughed softly, while laughing at herself for going around for 20 years, but in the end, she still only ended up with one disastrous defeat, while laughing at Su Qinyan's fate, her daughter was obviously reincarnated as a child of the Yu family , but in the end, she still ended up with her poor mother...

She smiled and laughed, and gradually, she laughed harder and harder, and finally almost reached the point of exhaustion. Finally, she tried her best to fall to the ground, and the vision in front of her eyes gradually became blurred. She trembled slightly. He touched his face, but his hands were cold and sticky.

At this moment, with a "squeak", the door of the Buddhist hall was opened, and a burst of dazzling sunlight hit her, making her a little bit unable to open her eyes.

"Who is it?" She asked calmly.

After all, she is the daughter of a big family and has been the matriarch of the Yu family for so many years. Even if she is down to this point, she doesn't want to be seen in her distress.

"Mother, it's me, Mu'er." Yu Limu looked at her lightly and said.

"Mu'er?" She was a little dazed, "Unexpectedly, now, you are still willing to call me mother."

"My son is not the kind of wolf-hearted person. My son also remembers the kindness his mother treated him in the past." Yu Limu said.

Hearing this, Zhai immediately became angry, "Since you know! Then why did you pay back! Why did you pay back!"

She sat up, but when she saw the indifferent expression on Yu Limu's face, she suddenly became discouraged and did not ask her question.

Even if she never raised Yu Limu for a day, Su Qinyan will always be Yu Limu's biological mother. No matter how good she treats Yu Limu, the blood relationship between Yu Limu and Su Qinyan will never be severed by her of.

And she caused their mother, child, brother and sister to be separated for nearly [-] years, Yu Limu was unwilling to let her go, making such a choice, where did she come from to blame him, in fact, she deserved it.

Yu Limu walked to her side step by step, and said softly: "Mother, after a day of calming down, I found that I don't actually hate you as much as I thought in my heart. For so many years, I was just afraid of you. Because, I always feel that in front of me, your heart under your gentle appearance is actually so cold, my son has never seen your true feelings, never seen..."

He paused for a long time before he spoke again: "Mother, I came here this time just to see you again, and then, by the way, I would like to ask you, my biological mother, whom I have never had the chance to meet in this life, who is she?" What kind of person? I don't want to ask my sister this question, because I really don't want to make her sad anymore, and I don't even want to ask my father. You know, when I was young and ignorant, I asked However, he would only get angry and walk away. I thought it was my mother who had committed a crime, so I dared not ask again. No more ambiguity."

The sound of his mother made Zhai almost want to run away for a moment.

She lowered her head, sneered suddenly, and said, "You actually came to me to ask your biological mother?"

"Yes, my biological mother." He said.

"Qin Yan..."

Zhai's thoughts went back to the past, and her voice suddenly became much softer, "She and I can be regarded as old acquaintances, she——was the kind of woman I admired and loved the most, she was the Wuling Su family. The most outstanding girl, even if you say a word about De Rongyan, she is perfect. It is not an exaggeration. In terms of appearance, your sister is very similar to her. You know, in terms of talent, she is also good at playing piano, chess, calligraphy and painting. Come to think of it. , even among the noble ladies in the capital, there are few who can beat her, and her temperament is also extremely gentle and indifferent, neither frightened nor irritable, neither anxious nor angry, never conflicting with others..."

Speaking of this, she paused, and when she spoke again, her voice was already a little rough, "So, I, who loved her so much at that time, never thought that when we meet again many years later, I will be so happy." I hate her so much, especially her limp temper, maybe it's because the feeling of throwing a punch with all my strength, but hitting a ball of cotton in the end is really hateful...so hateful... "

Speaking of this, she suddenly raised her head and glanced at Yu Limu, "Mu'er, do you understand this feeling?"

Yu Limu didn't nod or shake his head.

But Zhai didn't need this answer either.

She didn't wait for Yu Limu to speak, and continued on her own: "Actually, I sympathized with her very much at one time. The most noble girl of the Su family in Wuling is reduced to playing music for others. How desolate, if Others fell in love with her, and brought her out desperately, I might be happy for her, but why, that person is my husband! She is so sought after, more popular than me Husband's status is also valuable, but why, she just agreed to leave with my husband!"

"You don't understand... how much I love your father, and how much I hate your father, so in the end, I want to destroy your father so much... I have never been unable to be a good wife, nor am I not allowed to He welcomes all the beauties home. After all, how can there be a cat in this world that doesn't steal? I just, I just don't allow him to touch his true feelings. I just can't see the way he and Su Qinyan look at each other, as if They are husband and wife, and I am just a joke..."

Her voice became hoarse.

"Mu'er, do you think your father was really worthy of me back then? Yes, he did have a bright future, and he did give me glory in the end, but if I didn't really like him, he would have been a mere little boy." The official's son will never marry the girl of the head of the Zhai family. I was stupid and naive back then, and I fell in love with his handsome appearance, and believed his nonsense when he proposed marriage. However, no matter how much I did, It will never compare to Su Qinyan's turning back in the Buddhist temple..."

"So, you decided to kill my mother?" Yu Limu asked tremblingly.

"That's right." Zhai admitted without even thinking about it, "I know I can do it smarter, because it is far easier to kill someone who believes in me than to kill anyone else, but I prefer No, I just want to kill her blatantly, I want to take revenge on your father, let him hate me in his heart, but he can't do anything about me, and I also want to raise you well, let you grow up, let you appreciate me Alright, let me be the only mother in your heart for this life..."

As Zhai talked, she became her own confidant. 20 years later, she needed to confide. She hated Su Qinyan, who took her love away, but even more hated Su Qinyan, who she had truly loved for so many years. Husband, hated to the extreme, but also loved to the extreme, so she was once crazy to the extreme.

She smiled wryly, and said: "Unfortunately, all of this turned out to be a change like your sister, and in the end, I didn't even deceive myself about such a false mother-child relationship, let alone you."

Seemingly close, but actually unfamiliar, this is the result of Zhai's hard work for nearly 20 years, really funny.

Yu Limu looked at her embarrassed and glaring wry smile, and couldn't help feeling a bit of bitterness in his heart.

He hesitated for a moment, but still couldn't help asking a question that had been lingering in his mind since the beginning: "Mother, up to now, I just want to ask you, all these years,—— have you ever There was a moment when you really wanted to treat me well?"

He stepped forward and gently held Zhai's hand.

But Zhai's hand was still as cold as snow, without any warmth, as he remembered.

Zhai looked at her son who was close at hand, and suddenly chuckled, that ironic gaze seemed to want to pierce him, she held him back with her skinny hands, and then let go Come.

"Silly boy……"

It's just because the Yu family really needs a son, and as the head mother of the Yu family, she also needs a son.She hated Su Qinyan so much, looking at the child born to Su Qinyan and her husband every day, how could she not feel hatred after a long time?

How can there be so much sincerity in this world...

Yu Limu didn't seem to be surprised by this conclusion. With a calm expression, he slowly took out a handkerchief from his arms, then bent down, and gently wiped Zhai's face full of wet tears, making her look uncomfortable. No more embarrassment.

"Mother……"

Yu Limu thought to himself, this is probably the last time he called her like this in this life.

"You, cherish yourself."

After speaking, he straightened up, and after giving her a complicated look at the end, he turned around and left without hesitation, his steps were steady and firm, but it seemed so heavy. This was probably the last time they saw each other. From now on, He really has nothing to do with his aunt, the Zhai family...

He originally thought that he had no real feelings for his mother, as if she had always used him, but in the end, when he really wanted to abandon the woman who brought him up, his But there was still a bit of sourness in my heart.

——It happened.

At the moment when he was about to close the door of the Buddhist hall, he seemed to hear a very light word.

But it seems that all this is actually just an illusion.

Seeing that the light she had just obtained turned into darkness again like this, Zhai, who had been standing upright all this time, suddenly collapsed.

Zhai lay powerless in the dim Buddhist hall, looking at the same dim roof.

In a trance, she seemed to see the Su family girl who was only in her teens that year, her favorite sister Qin Yan, who saw her from a distance, and hurried over, smiling and shouting "Sister Zhai"...

"After all, I ended up in such a field, Qin Yan, would you be happy to see me in such a mess?"

"Qin Yan, I also know that I was sorry for you and Zhai Shuyu was sorry for Su Qinyan. However, I have never regretted all this in the past, and I will never regret it in the future..."

"I will only continue to live in such pain with resentment, jealousy, and guilt towards you..."

"Qin Yan, what do you think?"

……

As she said this, no one saw her. In the darkness, her eyes overflowed with light, and a few lines of tears had already fallen silently.

Coming out of the dimly sealed Buddhist hall, Yu Limu looked up at the scorching sun, but felt cold all over his body.

He also didn't realize until today that after he thought he killed his mother, the cruel and ruthless Zhai was not actually living a happy life. On the contrary, she was in pain, more painful than everyone else in the family. As long as she sees his face every time, she will think of the name Su Qinyan once, and she will suffer in her heart...

However, he still couldn't understand his mother Qinyan, such a delicate person, she wouldn't be so stupid that she fell into such a situation and didn't know who was harming her. However, after being rescued with difficulty, she She never thought of taking revenge, never thought that there was still a him in the Yu family who would miss her mother, but quietly and submissively became Orion's wife, and lived together in the mountain village with her little sister who was supposed to be a daughter. After a hard life, he has to endure all kinds of gossip from the neighbors around him.

What is the reason for all this?He was really puzzled.

It's a pity that his mother has long since died, so this question is probably destined to be unsolvable in this life.