old city newcomer

Predicting some words ten thousand times in your mind is not as lethal as hearing them once with your own ears.

Gu Tong expected that Qi An would say this sooner or later, but he didn't expect that when he really heard this sentence, he would have such a big reaction.

Tears could not stop.

The body is shaking.

Almost lost my footing.

Fortunately, it was pitch black all around, and Qi An didn't look at him, so he was able to hold on to the wall for a while.

Gu Tong is not surprised that she feels so uncomfortable.

He has hardly suffered any grievances since he was a child, and his feelings are relatively single. He has never experienced fluctuations, and he can do whatever he wants.

Qi An was the first and only one.

For a moment, there was a voice in my mind, which was complaining.Blame yourself for doing so much, but only get this sentence.He really wanted to spread everything he had given in front of Qi An, and even wanted to break it up a little bit to show him how hard I worked and how hard I worked.

But soon this voice was suppressed by reason.

If the relationship between two people is really measured by these, the rest will only develop out of control, and even turn into countless hysterical quarrels.

Gu Tong didn't want to do this, he didn't want to lose control, he didn't want to make himself regret, he just wanted to be with Qi An properly.

He likes Qi An.

He also understood Qi An.

"Okay." Gu Tong nodded.

Qi An paused with his fingertips and glanced at him.

Gu Tong leaned against the wall, not speaking for so long was not because he was thinking, but because if he spoke immediately, his voice would be trembling and worry Qi An, and it sounds normal now.

"I agree with you breaking up with me, but I don't want to break up with you." Gu Tong gritted his teeth: "From now on, can I chase you?"

Qi An almost didn't laugh, the pain, suffering and warmth when he heard Gu Tong's words were all crushed in his heart, making him very at a loss, he could only reach out and rub his hair.

"Don't waste time on me." Qi An said softly, "Sooner or later, we will separate, while I can..."

He couldn't finish the sentence, and he found that he didn't have the strength to say it.

While I can still get out?Qi An thought about it, he really didn't have the confidence.

Gu Tong's breathing was a bit heavy, he patted his chest, and slowly stabilized his emotions.

The two stayed in the dark for a long time, until the lights in the dormitory were turned off, and Lu Chunze's phone call came to Qi An's cell phone.

"Let's go." Qi An stubbed out the cigarette butt, looked at Gu Tong, there was nothing unusual.

Gu Tong replied softly, her breath weakened, and she followed Qi An back to the dormitory.

As soon as he entered the dormitory, the lights were still on in the corridor, Gu Tong quickly zipped up his school uniform jacket to the top, and buried half of his face in it.

After Qi An finished washing, Gu Tong stood up from his bed, holding the dental cup Qi An gave him in his hand, and didn't bother to look at his face when he passed by, and hid in the toilet with his hands back Lock the door.

The sound of the door being locked was quite loud, and the two sleeping people on the opposite bed couldn't hear it, but Qi An could hear it clearly.

Gu Tong flipped down the toilet lid, sat down on it, first stared in a daze for a while, then stepped on the edge of the toilet with her feet, hugged her knees and lowered her head to bury her face, trying not to cry loudly.

Just cry this once.Gu Tong said to himself in his heart.

Cry to your heart's content, little color contact lenses.

His emotions include unwillingness, bewilderment, discomfort, and heartache.

Even when I am in my most tormented time, I can still separate some people who feel sorry for him and make him uncomfortable, and tell him rationally, don't let his out-of-control emotions affect their impression of each other. There are many things and words, and do it when you are angry. It's hard to get back even if you come out and say it.

Since he still likes this person and can still see him every day, although it may be a bit difficult to "touch" him every day, as long as there is still a chance, Gu Tong will not be discouraged.

After crying, Gu Tong wiped his face coolly, and Gu Tong looked at his hands full of snot and tears in disgust.

Standing up and looking in the mirror, the eyes were swollen like two walnuts, and the double eyelids were stretched out.

So ugly.Gu Tong closed his eyes.

He quickly bent down and turned on the faucet, patted cold water on his eyes, and blew his nose.

The sound is a bit loud.

I don't know if Qi An heard it.

Hearing what's wrong, I don't feel ashamed to cry when I'm broken in love.

Thinking of this, Gu Tong rubbed his face again.

I feel much happier.

After brushing his teeth, he put the tooth cup back into the cabinet, groped the wall in the dark and moved it back to the bed, stepped on Qi An's bed and kicked up.

Lying on the bed, the body and mind immediately relaxed, the feeling of fatigue quickly crawled out from the cracks in the bones, and the drowsiness followed.

Get some sleep and everything will be fine.

Gu Tong began to count sheep seriously.

When he opened his eyes, he was a little depressed.

The dormitory was full of light, and the person in the lower bunk opposite sat up scratching his stomach in a daze.

Didn't fall asleep all night.

His mind was very chaotic, every time when he was about to fall asleep, either Pan Yang got up to go to the bathroom, or Lu Chunze came down to drink water, and he couldn't count the sheep.

When I swayed and sat up, my head was a little dizzy, and I half-opened my eyes and took out a small mirror from under the pillow and put it in front of my face.

"Mom!"

Gu Tong covered his eyes, he wanted to ask for a day off.

Pan Yang stood up "teng", moved to his bedside and waited quietly.

Gu Tong put down her hands and stared at her toes in a daze, when Pan Yang, who was waiting at the side, howled suddenly: "Damn it, who the hell beat you up like this?"

Lu Chunze could tell at a glance whether the swollen eyes were from beating or crying, and dragged him by the collar to the toilet: "Brush your teeth and wash your face."

Just as Pan Yang wanted to speak, Lu Chunze immediately added: "Shut up."

He retracted his neck timidly, and squeezed the toothpaste obediently.

Gu Tong lay back on the bed, staring at the ceiling.

Now he can't take care of the sadness of losing his love, and he can't bear to suffer a serious damage to his appearance.

So he thought for a while, got up and looked towards the toilet door: "Chunze, I won't go to the cafeteria to eat, help me get two pieces of peach cakes, I'll go straight to the classroom after I wash up."

Lu Chunze was a little surprised when he heard Gu Tong's calm tone, and nodded hurriedly.

"Meet" Xiao Bohan on the way to the classroom.

With his schoolbag on his back, he bumped Gu Tong's shoulder and said with a smile, "You've changed a lot every day."

Gu Tong washed her hair, and used a hair dryer to blow down the curtain of her head, just enough to cover half of her eyes.

It can cover a little bit.

"What happened?" Xiao Bohan asked worriedly.

Gu Tong pulled the zipper pull with his right hand, pulled up the clothes with all his might, the collar that stood up tightly covered his chin and mouth, and said in a muffled voice, "Qi An broke up with me."

Xiao Bohan was a little surprised, but after all, he expected it, but he didn't expect it to come so soon: "Oh, then... are you okay?"

"Not good." Gu Tong sighed: "But I didn't break up with him, I have to find a way to get him back."

Xiao Bohan laughed when he heard this: "Don't annoy others."

Gu Tong was taken aback for a moment, then stopped suddenly.

He really planned to stick to Qi An all day long.

Not only do you have to keep dangling in front of his eyes, but you also have to pay attention to his movements and whereabouts, wherever you go, and stare at him.

Like dog skin plaster.

This immature thought was awakened by Xiao Bohan's words.

How hard I work, how hard I work.

This is what Gu Tong has been muttering all night.

He found that he was insomnia for nothing, and what he had planned all night was rejected by himself before it was implemented.

Do you value your own contribution, or Qi An?

Does he care more about his contribution, or Qi An's feelings more.

He woke up almost instantly.

Sometimes growth doesn't happen overnight.

But driven by our overly persistent things, certain emotions have been accumulated for a long time, and they will all burst out in an instant.

Only children who have always had candied dates in their mouths are unwilling to grow up.

Qi An matured earlier than his peers, while Gu Tong has always lived in a honeypot.

This is the distance that exists between them.

It is impossible for Qi An to hide in the jar with him, he can only follow Qi An's footsteps.

"What are you thinking?" Xiao Bohan's voice interrupted his train of thought.

"It's nothing." Gu Tong came back to his senses and smiled at him: "Thank you."

"Huh?" Xiao Bohan put an arm casually on his shoulder: "Thank you?"

Gu Tong was dangling by his body: "I want to understand something."

The two entered the class with their own concerns.

In the first class, Gu Tong missed the whole class.

He didn't read a single word in the Chinese textbook spread out on the table, and his two red walnut eyes almost caught Teacher Qi's attention.

During the break, Pan Yang was discussing the sports meeting with the female squad leader.

Gu Tong listened and recalled all the events of last year, every detail was still fresh in his memory.

But when the female squad leader called him, she seemed to want to follow the routine of letting Qi An participate in the sports meeting last year. Before Gu Tong had time to explain, she was pulled aside by Lu Chunze and whispered what she was talking about.

They chatted and looked at him while nodding.

Puppy love is not good at this point.

I have to rack my brains on how to tactfully tell people who know about it.

After speaking, you have to listen to the same comfort from the other party.

No, when the female squad leader walked towards Gu Tong, she was the one who looked as if she was broken in love, but fortunately she was dragged back by Lu Chunze.

The most troublesome thing is that if it is closed, you have to explain it to the insider again.

It's like playing house.

Gu Tong sighed and lay down on the table, feeling a little sleepy now.

What's the next class, don't care, let's get some sleep first.

When I woke up, I had an extra coat on.

A familiar smell rushed into his nose, and his mood, which had been calmed down, fluctuated again.

Gu Tong wiped her face, scratched her hair, put on a school uniform jacket two sizes larger than herself, buried her nose in her sleeve and took a deep breath.

Why.What's wrong.

He glanced down.

During lunch, Gu Tong returned the coat to Qi An, and said "thank you" awkwardly.

Then I took a dumpling from the bowl, rubbed it with the vinegar and soy sauce on Pan Yang's plate, and after eating six of them, I couldn't eat any more.

None of the four spoke, and Gu Tong was the first to leave.

He didn't go back to the dormitory, he planned to go back to the classroom to make up for the class that he missed in the morning with his lunch break.

He is not the only one in the classroom, there is also the female monitor.

They sat in the same row, and the female squad leader was not surprised to see him, but just smiled and waved to him.

"Tell you about classical Chinese? Teacher Qi will check the homework tomorrow." She said.

Gu Tong's eyes lit up, he grabbed the textbook from the table, after thinking about it, he picked up Qi An's, pulled the chair over, and sat down next to the female monitor.

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