Return 100 days before death

Everyman.

Lu Youqi looked at his ice-blue pupils, and asked tentatively, "Then let me tell you the truth, I've been holding back this question for a long time, did we know each other before?"

patient first

"I know." Shen Qian didn't continue to be awkward, and said directly, "People like me, unless there is something important, usually don't get so close to people they don't know."

Lu Youqi nodded, thinking it must be so: "That's why I was taken back to the bar by you on the first night back, right?"

"Yes." Shen Qian replied, "But it's not just because of knowing you."

Lu Youqi: "Is there any other reason?"

"..."

This time, Shen Qian was silent for a longer time than before. He looked up into Lu Youqi's eyes, and his eyes suddenly narrowed, as if he was thinking about how to answer.Fifty squatted by the sofa and looked back and forth, seemingly unaware of the frozen atmosphere, wandered between the two of them and sniffed, decisively abandoned Lu Youqi, ran to Shen Qian's lap and squatted, and put his chin on the Sleeping with eyes closed on his hands.

"It's because of you, just you, not because I just met you, but because I have been looking for you and want to receive you as soon as possible."

"puff--!"

Lu Youqi paused when he drank water, and almost spit it out. He suspected that this guy was possessed by something unclean.

Now that things have happened, Shen Qian doesn't pay attention to whether there is anything unreasonable in what he said. He holds the cat's fleshy paw in his hand, and fixes his eyes on Lu Youqi's face: "I was at your house that day. When I saw you downstairs, I felt very scared, because you came back with you, in addition to your soul, and your split personality-that is, the darkness. I kept running to you, but But it feels like the distance between us is getting farther and farther, and in the end, I can only look at your back."

Lu Youqi felt a little awkward.

"I was calling your name all the time, trying to grasp the last remaining hope." Shen Qian said, "I was very scared when I saw those dirty things approaching you, and that was my first time. Feeling helpless once, but fortunately, you looked back at me."

This is the pose.

Shen Qian looked at Lu Youqi's expression looking at him, and thought to himself: This is the gesture of turning around.

That is a very clear eye, it is not stained by any dirty things, and even makes people afraid to look directly, it is too bright, if you are not careful, he will catch a lot of your own embarrassment, and then Deep in the mud.

Because light often needs darkness to set off.

"I'm sorry." Lu Youqi smiled, "I don't know if I have incomplete memories of the past, but I don't remember you. Thank you very much for taking care of me who is still alive recently. To be honest, I am It’s easy to kill yourself if you live a sloppy life, but it’s already a miracle that you can survive until now.”

Shen Qian: "Are you always this pessimistic?"

Lu Youqi shrugged, neither affirming nor denying.

"Let's stop this topic. Let's talk about something else. You remind me of one thing after spending these days with you." Lu Youqi said, "According to my usual life and rest, I am either in the hospital or in the hospital. School, but if I have to talk about it, most of them are hospitals, because I don’t study locally, my parents are too far away, and I don’t have any friends. When I was in the hospital, except for the TV, I could only talk to the old lady in the next bed. Chatting, their family members will often come to visit, you also know, older people like to talk about social events when they get together, and during those few days, there was a problem that caught my attention."

Shen Qian didn't interrupt, just sat beside him and listened quietly.

"I don't know if you have any idea about terminal illness. It is an incurable disease. This thing is no different from a death notice. Apart from swallowing up most people's family property for half their lives, it will also torture people unbearably. Adult-like. It can be said that there are no talents, and the hard work is not thankful." Lu Youqi pointed to his head, "There is a saying that many of these patients actually scare themselves to death and give up hope of life in the later stage of treatment. .”

"But you can't not go for treatment, you have to put yourself in the face of pungent disinfectant and haggard faces all day long, dim lights and white walls, they will sway in front of you and never stop , needles are ruthlessly inserted under the skin, cold liquid comes and goes, relatives say some useless comforting words, thinking that this will make you feel better, but you know better than anyone, you know death, you know the end , to know exactly what it means to leave forever."

"This road, wrapped in blades and thorns, is the only one, and it leads to death from which no one can redeem."

When talking about this, Lu Youqi paused, turned his head to look at Shen Qian, and Shen Qian was also looking at him at this moment.

He didn't say a word—it's just that the living will never know the existence of the god of death, let alone the meaning of the existence of the god of death.

Maybe it was because he stared at it for too long, Lu Youqi suddenly felt a little embarrassed, he turned his head back to face the water glass, the remaining half glass of honey water in it had already calmed down, but suddenly jumped a bit at this moment.

Shen Qian: "What does this have to do with me?"

Lu Youqi: "Listen to the story first, don't be impatient."

"In the early stage of treatment, these patients are actually no different from ordinary patients. They are interspersed in various wards, using ineffective treatments, and will not be gradually transferred until their condition worsens. They have no money and give up treatment. Just go home, rich fools just hang around, choose to call professionals in the intensive care unit, and then delay death."

Shen Qian asked, "A professional?"

"Those are specially selected doctors and nurses. They contact and record these patients every day. Because of the nature of their work for many years, they are used to seeing people's birth, old age, sickness and death, so they will not waste any more emotion to persuade and lament. It is to devote oneself wholeheartedly to the special research of the disease, so there will be higher efficiency."

It was a scary place, in a dark corner of the hospital, with the doors closed, and no one within 100 meters could show a real smile.

"But there is one thing that is very strange. One afternoon, a doctor suddenly ran out. He looked panicked, and he was controlled by the security guards with brute force, and he was brought back to the office—— The monitoring is normal and there is no accident, but this incident just happened so absurdly."

"Then the next day, all the patients' conditions improved rapidly, and within three days, they were all discharged and returned to normal social life."

Hearing these words made people feel cold, and Shen Qian didn't know what the reason was, but he patted Lu Youqi on the back, and said with a little contempt: "Don't worry, this is probably not a hot pot for dead ghosts, they don't have such a thing." ability, and it is even less likely to affect people who are still alive."

Lu Youqi slapped his salty hands away: "This is not over yet. Afterwards, all the nurses and doctors who were associated with these patients died strangely one after another. Panic immediately swept through the entire hospital, and the dean immediately gave these professional The personnel took a long vacation, and then the police stepped in to protect them, allowing them to travel or stay at home peacefully, canceling all social activities... Unfortunately, the deaths continued, and the ways of dying became more and more unexpected. "

"In comparison, the doctor who lost his mind is already a good end."

Speaking of this, Lu Youqi breathed a sigh of relief: "At that time, I just listened to it as a supernatural story. The police would not publicly disclose this information, and I didn't want to go deep into it. It was all spread in private, not to mention Knowing how much it has been erroneously added, polished and modified, which ones are credible and which ones are not, I didn't ask too much about the fate of those nurses, and I don't know if anyone survived."

"now what?"

"Now it feels a bit real. After all, I have experienced so many incredible things. I guess I will remember them in my next life. It's not an ordinary life anymore, right Boss Death?"

Lu Youqi: "What you just said reminded me of this incident. We souls are those patients. You are a doctor. You keep sending us back to life, but what will your result be? Is it good or not? "

Shen Qian was not very moved when he heard this urban legend, even Lu Youqi's last incredible words didn't make him frown, he just rubbed Fifty's stomach and asked, "You think too much, I don't If you're incompetent, you won't be so impatient."

"...Why do you speak so badly? Will you die if you are more tactful?"

Shen Qian raised his eyebrows and smiled.

"There are some things that you shouldn't think about, so don't think too much. If you have time to think about these things, it's better to clean up your house, don't make it messy like a doghouse, and then suffocate to death in it." Shen Qian said, "By the way, can I take him to the bar? It happens that the store manager is short of a playmate."

Fifty has already completely attached himself to him, wanting to leave his own taste on Shen Qian, looking like the water splashed by a married daughter, meowing in a soft voice, desperately trying to please him.

Lu Youqi saw that his sitting posture was very relaxed, he sank into the sofa with his legs crossed, raised his head slightly back, the tense look just now seemed to be just an illusion, at this moment, only four words floated in his head to describe this person a cat:

shameless!

When bringing fifty home, Lu Youqi used up a whole box of dried fish and some canned cat food, plus various