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Yan Xiao didn't expect that he would fail the last professional exam.

"Fuck! I can't! This old man Xu is too fucking cruel, don't you rush back now? Why should he do this!" Zhao Qifei wailed in front of the computer, "Brother Xiao, what should I do?"

Yan Xiao's face was serious, he leaned against the table with his arms crossed, and didn't speak for a long time.

When he came back this time, he took two professional courses, searched for information and wrote papers at the same time, and spent most of his time writing novels every day, wishing he could have 48 hours a day.The test scores were not bad, but the old man Xu gave him a zero in his usual scores, and immediately pulled down the overall score.

After the semester starts, there is still a chance to make up the exam. If you can pass the make-up exam, then everyone will be happy. If you still fail the course, you will have to retake it, which will affect your graduation.

"Brother Xiao, I think you have to find old man Xu and a counselor." Zhao Qifei said, "This old man Xu is a stubborn old man. Several seniors and sisters in the previous sessions were delayed in graduation because of him. It's not because of your exam. A pass is because he doesn’t give you the usual grades. Then take the exam next time, even if you get full marks in the exam, and he gives you a duck’s egg in the usual grades, won’t you still fail?”

Yan Xiao picked up the mobile phone that was left on the table and walked outside the dormitory.

"Where are you going?" Zhao Qifei shouted.

"Go back." Yan Xiao said, "There is no bed for me here."

It was already very cold on campus, and there were students dragging their suitcases to go home everywhere.

Yan Xiao put his hands in the pockets of his leather jacket, feeling very depressed.

He has been so busy these days that he hasn't had much contact with Zhaofan.And Zhaofan didn't even make a phone call with him.

He suspected that the note had backfired.

He left in a hurry. He knew that Zhaofan didn't know how to cook, and he was often hungry at night. He couldn't think of a better way, so he made a lot of dumplings and bought food such as milk and bread. He wrote down everything in detail on paper. I thought it was very hard, but afterwards I felt that it seemed to have gone too far.

What normal friend would do that?

This is clearly the way lovers get along.

It was he who overstepped.

Zhaofan didn't call, and didn't even tip much on "Bee Gui", maybe it was because of this abrupt note.

He wanted to explain, but there was no way to explain this matter. Zhao Fan could block him back by saying "you still don't regard me as a brother".Moreover, the two are now on different sides, and some feelings are difficult to convey on the phone.

You can't fly back suddenly, that's even more weird.

He took out a cigarette and lit it, squinting his eyes in the white smoke.

In any case, the failure of the subject was his own responsibility. If he hadn't missed half a semester of classes, it would be impossible for old man Xu to give him zero marks.He didn't take it seriously, so he could only find a way to make up for it.

Zhao Qifei said that he is not the only one who usually gets zero grades, and most of them have gone out for internships this semester, and there are many absentees, all of whom failed their courses.

After he finished smoking, he walked towards the direction of the academy.

After a quarter of an hour, he came out with a paper bag full of documents in his hand.

Old man Xu said, if you want to pass, you can, but you must get 90 points in the make-up exam, and you can choose the questions from the materials in your pocket.

He was angry, and when he met a classmate who went to old man Xu to intercede, the other party also brought the materials and yelled to report to the college leaders.

He didn't bother to meddle.In fact, whether he can graduate or not, he is the most indifferent among all the students who fail the course. Others must get a degree certificate, but he just strives to get a degree certificate.

At night, after much deliberation, he still called Zhaofan.

If Zhaofan didn't worry about the note, he would immediately book a plane ticket and go back without this degree certificate.If on the contrary, he will continue to suffer here, preparing for exams, writing papers, and coding, leaving some leeway for each other.

But the phone has been disconnected.

The report hall of the Municipal Bureau was full of seats, all excellent special police and criminal police sent by various sub-bureaus.

Zhaofan sat in the back seat with a dignified expression and listened very intently.

The mobilization meeting lasted from afternoon to night. The leaders of the provincial and municipal bureaus and the backbone of the anti-narcotics spoke one by one, calling on everyone, especially young people who had just entered the police force, to actively sign up and join the soon-to-be-established anti-narcotics brigade.

Zhaofan is eager to try.

Six months ago, the Shancheng police circle expanded the special police team. At that time, he also became a trainee policeman from a police academy student.At that time, there were rumors that Shancheng was going to make a big move.

A backbone anti-narcotics came to power with a long scar on his face.Zhaofan stared at the scar, and listened to him talk about Shancheng's anti-drug situation in recent years, and talk about the critical moments in the anti-drug work in the past.

Hearing blood surging.

Yu Ke whispered: "Brother Fan, do you want to go?"

"You're not going?"

"I...I want to go, the anti-narcotics police, how awesome. But, you know, the anti-narcotics police sacrificed a lot, and I'm the only one in my family. I don't feel very at ease. "

Zhaofan smiled, "It's okay, other types of police are just as good."

The mobilization meeting lasted until ten o'clock in the evening. After boarding the bus back to the branch with Yu Ke and others, Zhao Fan turned on the phone and saw several missed calls.

All from Yan Xiao.

He frowned, and his fingers tightened involuntarily.

The bus had already started, and it was inconvenient to talk on the phone, so he had to put his phone away and look at the night outside the window.

I've been too busy recently, and I've been having troubles in my heart, so I haven't been in touch with Yan Xiao.A few days ago, I really wanted to eat Yan Xiao's Chaoshou. The information was edited, but I insisted on not sending it out.

You rely too much on Yan Xiao, what are you doing sending this kind of message, do you want him to come back and do it for you - reason reminds him in his mind, this is wrong, stop!

There is a red light ahead, and the bus stops outside the zebra crossing.On the opposite street, there happened to be an adult goods store.

He stared at the bright signboard, and his Adam's apple inadvertently slipped.

He hadn't finished watching the movie that day, but later he forced himself to finish watching it. The only reaction in his body was nausea, nothing else.

When he couldn't sleep at night, he asked himself over and over again, if dependence means liking, and the affection Yan Xiao wants from him, then in the future, will he do that kind of thing with Yan Xiao?

He couldn't take it, couldn't take it at all.

But he is also a man, and he knows what men want.If you choose to be with Yan Xiao but cannot satisfy each other, then this relationship is distorted, deformed, and selfish.

The only way is to stop in time.

But the paradox is that he is more reluctant to part with Yan Xiao than before.

Because of these sudden troubles, he lost his mind several times while working.

He rarely felt lost, but this time he was stuck in a fog, unable to find the north.

When he was taking an elective course in psychology in the police academy, he heard that people usually choose to escape when they are confused. He couldn't empathize with it, but now he gradually understands it, and even rejoices that Yan Xiao is not in Shancheng now.

When he learned that the city bureau was going to form an anti-narcotics brigade, he decided to join without much thought. First, he had ambitions in this area, and second, once he became an anti-narcotics policeman, he would be separated from Yan Xiao for a long time.

Maybe it's just a hothead now, after a period of time apart, those messy thoughts will disappear, and Yan Xiao's feelings for him should also gradually fade away.

This is a good thing for both of them.

When the bus arrived at the branch office, Yu Ke shouted, "Brother Fan, where are you going to sleep today?"

Zhaofan regained consciousness, thought for a while, "I'm going home."

In the "Happy Homeland" on winter nights, every house is lit up, and the community is also decorated with lights and festoons, which already has the atmosphere of the New Year.Zhaofan walked to the side of the flower corridor, and then called Yan Xiao back.

"Zhaofan." Yan Xiao quickly picked it up, "Are you busy just now?"

"Well, the phone is turned off for the meeting." Zhao Fan pretended to be relaxed, "Haven't you slept yet? I've called several times in a row, what's the matter?"

Yan Xiao paused, "There is bad news."

Zhaofan was surprised, "What's wrong?"

"I hung the door."

"How did you do it?"

Yan Xiao briefly narrated what had happened, and Zhao Fan suddenly blamed himself after hearing this, "It's all my fault."

Yan Xiao was taken aback, "It has nothing to do with you, it's me who missed class."

"If you don't come to Shancheng, why would you miss class?" Zhaofan sighed, frowning.

It was only then that Yan Xiao realized the reason why he should not have failed.

Zhaofan's heart was already in turmoil, but now he was even more irritable, and asked, "Is there any way to remedy it?"

Yes, stay in school to prepare for the re-examination, but Yan Xiao didn't say that for the time being, only vaguely said: "There are quite a few people who fail the exam, it depends on the college's opinion."

He vaguely heard that something was wrong with Zhaofan, but he couldn't guess the reason.

After a long silence, Zhaofan said, "I also have something to tell you."

"what's up?"

"Shancheng is forming an anti-drug brigade, and I plan to sign up."

Yan Xiao's heart suddenly picked up, "Anti-drug brigade?"

"Yes." Zhao Fan said: "With my strength, I will definitely be selected in the end."

Yan Xiao's nails were embedded in his palm, "What about after being selected?"

"Maybe there will be missions all the time, concentrated training." Zhao Fan paused for two seconds, "You also know that the anti-narcotics police are very special, and they have to cut off contact with relatives and friends when necessary."

Yan Xiao's voice began to tremble, "Anti-drug police are the most dangerous type of police."

Zhaofan took a breath, "I know."

"You..." Yan Xiao asked, "Do you have to go?"

Zhaofan heard the reluctance in Yan Xiao's tone, and he hesitated for a moment.

Neither of them continued to speak, they were in a stalemate, waiting for the other to speak.

"Yeah." Zhaofan closed his eyes, as if he didn't look at anything, and the emotions such as guilt and discomfort would subside, "I've already decided."

Yan Xiao let out a long sigh.

Zhaofan felt nervous and smiled deliberately, "Don't worry, I'm very good, if you don't believe me, you can ask Brother Ce. If someone as good as me doesn't want to be an anti-drug police officer, why not let someone who is not as good as me go? Don't worry, don't worry, Nothing will happen to me."

Yan Xiao was speechless.

Zhao Fan was a little nervous, and wanted to comfort Yan Xiao, but couldn't think of words, "Besides, it's actually a good thing for me to become an anti-narcotics policeman."

"Good thing?"

"Yeah, maybe we've all figured it out after such a short period of time?"

There was a buzzing sound in Yan Xiao's head, and he felt severe pain in his chest, "Do you want to leave me to become an anti-narcotics police officer? Are you making fun of your own life?"

Zhaofan woke up like a dream, and finally realized that he had said something he shouldn't have said.

"You think I'm pestering you, don't you? You want to get rid of me, don't you?" Yan Xiao's voice was hoarse, his eyes were sore, "You want to use this method to make me give up, don't you?"

"I……"

Yan Xiao smiled bitterly, pressing his fingers tightly on his eye sockets, "I understand."