Do you think I like you or not

The next day, Gu Lin didn't show up.

Although it was expected, He Xuan's heart sank to the bottom of the sea when Gu Lin didn't come to the library or send him any messages after a whole day.

Maybe he doesn't want to see me.

He Xuan couldn't concentrate on the thesis all day, and he finally gave up when he was in a daze for the sixth time.

Opening WeChat, the chat history with Gu Lin still stopped at the one about going to the library the night before yesterday, and there was no new news after that.

He hesitated for a long time, and finally pretended to be nonchalant and sent a greeting.

"Are you feeling unwell?"

10 minutes, 10 minutes, half an hour, one hour, two hours...

An afternoon passed without any reply.

He Xuan watched the time displayed on the phone go by, and smiled helplessly.He felt that he might laugh uglier than cry.

In the end it was like this.

He deleted the message that never got a reply, and the chat history was re-terminated the night before.

It's like he never asked that question, just like Gu Lin didn't keep replying.

He Xuan clicked on the dialog box with Wen Ran again, hesitated for a moment, and then sent a sentence

"He already knew."

"??? What's going on?" Wen Ran still replied in seconds, and sometimes He Xuan wondered if she just stared at the phone without doing anything all day.

"You sent a message to me yesterday, and he saw it."

Wen Ran suddenly stopped replying, and it took a long time before he replied.

"Then...how did he react?"

Seeing this sentence, He Xuan's eyelashes trembled.

"He...he went back to the dormitory, and he didn't come here today. I asked him what's wrong and he didn't answer me. "

"He probably didn't react for a while, He Xuan, don't think too much, maybe he has something to do so he didn't see your message."

"Maybe."

He Xuan replied this sentence and closed the chat window.He thought it was just self-consolation.

Gu Lin's reaction yesterday has already explained everything.

He can't accept it.

He Xuan covered his face with his hands, he didn't shed tears, he just felt so regretful.

It would be great if I could hold back at the beginning, hold back not to think too much, hold back not to get close to him.

In this way, it won't be so uncomfortable now, right?

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Gu Lin felt that his brain might have been flooded yesterday, and he had to run to the window to blow air in the winter.I've been having headaches since last night.

When I woke up in the morning, my head was so painful that it was about to burst.Dizzy, he climbed out of bed and pulled out a thermometer from the drawer that he didn't know when he bought it, but after measuring it, he fell asleep again.When I woke up again, I looked at it and found that I had a fever.I had no choice but to send a message to my roommate in a dizzy state, please help me bring some medicine.

This man was shocked again when he received the news from Gu Lin. He didn't know whether he was shocked because Gu Lin had a fever for the first time in four years, or because Gu Lin would ask him to help him buy medicine.I was so frightened that I hurried to the pharmacy, bought several boxes of cold medicines, everything for reducing fever and anti-inflammation, and hurriedly sent them back to Gu Lin.

After coughing and taking the medicine, Gu Lin slowly lay back on the bed.

He remembered what happened yesterday.

Suddenly, I feel that it's good to be sick, at least... at least I don't need to see He Xuan for now.

When he first saw that sentence, Gu Lin was indeed shocked, but he didn't feel conflicted or disgusted.It should be said that he himself did not know what he was thinking.

The more Gu Lin thought about it, the more he felt a headache. He wondered if the medicine was gradually taking effect, and he slowly fell asleep.

In the dream, He Xuan smiled at him amidst the people coming and going in the playground.He heard He Xuan say, "I'm sorry, but I really, really like you."

He Xuan was still sitting in the library, staring at the computer screen in a daze.

The little penguin in the lower right corner flashes.

? ? ?Who will find him on QQ?

He clicked in, and it turned out to be Cheng Xi.Cheng Xi was his high school classmate, both of them were very extroverted, and they were both on the football team at the time, so the relationship has always been good.Cheng Xi is good-looking, sunny and cheerful, and his grades were not bad back then, and later he was admitted to a university in the north.When they first went to college, the two had been in contact with each other, but after they each had new friends in college, they gradually faded away.Now that He Xuan thinks of Cheng Xi, he also remembers his big white teeth when he laughed.

"Squad leader, I'm traveling in C city these days, do you have time to meet me?" He Xuan was always the monitor of the class in high school, and Cheng Xi liked to call him that at the time, now that he is about to graduate from university, this The name hasn't changed yet.

He Xuan was stunned. Is city C a famous tourist city in the country? Why do one or two like to visit city C?

But on the other hand, it is also very good for He Xuan to meet friends whom he has not seen for a long time.

At least...you don't have to think about Gu Lin all the time.

So He Xuan replied: "Of course I'm free, why don't I take you to visit our school by the way?"

"I can't wish for it. By the way, monitor, your birthday is only a few days away, right? How about I celebrate it for you before that time?"

?Know all this?

Cheng Xi seemed to have guessed his confusion, and explained: "Didn't that QQ remind you of your friend's birthday, saying that your birthday is going to be in two days?"

He Xuan smiled: "Don't bother, I don't care much about these myself."

Cheng Xi didn't insist anymore: "Okay, then I will come to your school and contact you when the time comes."

After finishing the conversation, He Xuan let out a long sigh.

We still have to live a good life.

It turns out that a drug bought by an enthusiastic roommate really works.Gu Lin slept for a whole day, broke out in sweat, and became more awake.

Just a little hungry, no, very hungry.

Gu Lin picked up his phone, ordered a takeaway, and ordered some porridge and snacks.When I saw the message He Xuan sent in the afternoon, I hesitated for a moment, but still replied.

"it's better now."

The takeaway arrived half an hour later.Gu Lin drank the porridge and felt a little bored, so he opened the novel he hadn't finished.There isn't much left, maybe I can finish it tonight.

After dinner, Gu Lin took a shower, then lay on the bed and continued to read.After a while, several roommates also came back, and the man who bought him medicine asked him how he was doing now.

"Much better, thanks for the medicine."

After Gu Lin finished speaking, he turned his eyes back to the book again, and didn't notice the eye contact of several roommates. If he could understand, it was probably such a conversation:

-Damn it, Gu Lin really changed his sex recently?

- Yes, yes, although he is not too talkative now, he is obviously much more cheerful!

- Hey, do you think he is reading novels?

- Damn, he's actually reading a novel!

I don't know how long it took, but in the end, everyone finished playing the game and went to bed. Gu Lin finally finished watching it in the early morning of the next day.He lay on the bed with his arms pillowed on his head and thought for a long time, finally he took out his phone and sent a message to Gu Yang.

"When Qin Zike got shot, why did he want to see that ghost so much?"

Unexpectedly, in the middle of the night, Gu Yang didn't sleep, so he replied immediately.

"Brother, right?! You're actually reading my novel! Oh no...do you know what I'm writing? I'm writing Danmei..."

Gu Lin was stunned.

Tanmei?What danmei?

Gu Yang sent another message: "It's just two men dating..."

Gu Lin was a little helpless: "Why did you think of writing this?"

Gu Yang didn't reply right away, it just kept showing "typing". After a while, Gu Yang sent a very long message, or a story.

"When I first entered high school, there was a boy in our class who was very good-looking, the kind of good-looking girl. And he had good grades, so he was very popular with girls. Even the school belle at that time had a good impression of him. But he didn’t accept anyone. Later, there were rumors that he was gay, that’s right, he was gay. He didn’t refute it, so things got worse and worse. Although everyone didn’t say it directly, they obviously regarded him as a different kind. Later He seemed to be depressed. In the end, his parents had no choice but to transfer him. I felt very sad at the time. Is the life of a high school student too boring? Why do people focus on a person's sexual orientation and talk about it? Whether you like the same sex or the opposite sex, isn't the heart of liking someone the same?"

Gu Yang finally seemed to remember what Gu Lin asked him for, so he replied again.

"Qin Zike wanted to see a ghost on the verge of death because he liked him."

Gu Lin stared at the phone for a long time, feeling as if he understood something, but he didn't know what it was.He only knows one thing.

Now, he really wants to see He Xuan.