pig like age

I was woken up.After waking up, I was in a trance for a moment, why is the underworld so noisy?Is it true that even the underworld has a population, oh no, the population of ghosts exceeds the standard?Soon, I realized that something was wrong. There shouldn't be such a strong smell of disinfectant in the underworld.

He wanted to move, but his body was weak and limp, and he didn't even have the strength to open his mouth.He only tried his best to raise his eyelids slightly, and two figures gradually appeared in his sight.The ears were quite good, and quickly caught the voices of the two people.

"You're still a soldier, so rude to people."

"Why am I being rude, please speak clearly!"

"Which of the words you said just now seem to be respectful. I just accused you a few words. Could it be that the accusation is wrong?"

"I've already admitted my mistakes, why are you still relentless?"

"What's the use of admitting your mistakes to me? Now Xiaochen has been rescued. If she was discovered later, she would not be lying on a hospital bed, but in a coffin. You killed someone, you know!"

……

For a moment, I couldn't figure out how these two people who couldn't fight each other appeared in front of my hospital bed at the same time.What makes me even more puzzled is that I have made such thorough preparations and lived in the presidential suite with the best privacy and the least possibility of being disturbed by anyone; I also drink and put warm water to speed up the blood flow. Get rid of it quickly, so that you can go to the underworld to accompany the goddess.

Desperately, he did not die.

I hate the person who saved me, and let me go back to this purgatory on earth, and continue to accept the fact that I can't accept it at all.They don't know that this incident is more difficult for me to face than death.

I feel that my attachment to this world is no match for the white cloth covering her body...

Dead knots should be solved with a will to die, you will never be able to save a person with a will to die.

I said silently in my heart: I will not let you wait there for too long, I will catch up soon, waiting for me...

No matter how turbulent and trance the outside world is, all that remains in my heart is the peace of seeing death as home.I looked up and saw the hanging bottle, it was made of glass, maybe it can be used if smashed?Looking around again, I found that there was a bright light outside the window. I wonder if there is a guardrail... I was thinking wildly, when the two people stopped suddenly and looked at me together.

"Xiaochen!" Mais rushed over, tears in her eyes.I seldom see her cry, but now it seems that the pear blossoms are raining, and her eyes are full of hurt.

"Are you thirsty?" She cried tremblingly.

"Just now the doctor told her that she can't be given water for the time being when she wakes up," said Liao Fan beside her.

I closed my eyes, trying to fool me by pretending to be asleep, but I forgot that Mais is one of the people who understand me best in this world, so it's not that easy to fool me.I heard her saying to Liao Fan: "Why are you standing there, tell me!"

"What? She seems to have passed out again. Do you want to call the doctor?"

Mais jumped up and down anxiously, but said softly to me: "Xiaochen, don't think about stupid things anymore. The goddess is fine. You can't be fine either. Get yourself together and go see the goddess..."

I didn't open my eyes, and the white cloth spread in my mind, isolating life and death.Just thinking about it, my breathing became short of breath, my heart felt as if it was being burned by a knife, and I desperately resisted and resisted the flood of memories.

Mais grabbed my hand, sobbed and choked, and said to Liao Fan next to him, "Tell me, Jian Nanyin is fine, this fool doesn't believe what I said, tell her quickly!"

Liao Fan's voice could not help but tinged with panic and urgency: "Yes, Nan Nan is fine. She is fine. Why can't you think about it? Sigh..."

"Go on!" Mais said eagerly.

"Xiaochen, I really didn't expect you to be like this, really! I found out that you just don't hit the south wall and don't look back. I want to teach you a lesson and let you experience the feeling of regret. I originally I really hate you for dumping Nan Nan, and being so angry with you, so I forced Xiang Bei to act in a scene. It's all right now, let alone whether I can get your forgiveness, if Nan Nan knows, she must follow I must break up our relationship..." Liao Fan said in a voice full of remorse, even confession.

There was a bang in my head, my eyes widened, and I stared at him!I was so panicked that I didn't know what was wrong, I was afraid that this was just my dream, or a hallucination?Muttered: "What did you say? How would she know, isn't she dead?"

"Didn't you listen to him, he was messing with you, your goddess is not dead." Mais then explained.

I just chewed on Liao Fan's words just now in my heart, but I became ecstatic like being enlightened: "Really, you didn't lie to me?"

"I swear to the military emblem, I really didn't lie to you." Liao Fan stretched out two fingers and pestered his chest.

I just felt my heart beating wildly, my palms were hot, my heart was excited and ecstatic, and my eye sockets were burning and painful.But as soon as he saw Mais' worried expression, he gradually calmed down again.

"I clearly saw the doctor covering her with a white cloth."

"Hey, this..." Embarrassment appeared on Liao Fan's face: "I was very upset at being stalked by you. It was just a coincidence that I saw a patient who was unable to be rescued, so I had a plan , I want to scare you. Besides, what can you see outside, all the instruments are blocked. Did you see Nan Nan lying inside with your own eyes?"

Mais said coldly, "I'm so scared that I lost my soul, and you still want to ask if it's true? I said, little brother, have you never been in love?"

"how do you know?"

Mais: "..."

Liao Fan continued: "To be honest, I really didn't expect you to die for Nannan. You are too fragile psychologically. Your parents have worked so hard to raise you up so that they want you to live a good life. It's wonderful. If you let them know that you are looking for life and death for yourself, they will be so sad. Let alone your parents, Nannan knows, she has to get up from the hospital bed and knock your head..."

Hearing her on the hospital bed, my heart sank: "How is she?" I forced myself to sit up: "Is her illness better?"

"It doesn't matter, I can't die, don't worry."

"Can you..." I wanted to raise my body to see him, so Mais raised the bed so that I could look at Liao Fan's face: "To be more specific, what disease does she have and what's the situation now?" I Said anxiously.

"Can you worry about yourself first?" Mais said helplessly.I followed her gaze and found that my left wrist was wrapped in a thick layer of gauze.It doesn't matter if I don't look at it, but when I look at it, the pain is like a wave, one after another, I can't breathe.

I wanted to die just now, and the pain was ignored.Now that I have the opportunity to live, I will start to bear the suffering of the flesh again.But this is nothing compared to the torture in my heart.

Mais went to call the doctor, leaving Liao Fan to tell me slowly: "Nannan has acute pancreatitis. Do you know this disease? It hurts like hell. It's hard to imagine how she endured the huge pain at that time." I wrote to you, and then passed out because of the pain... But now I'm fine, passed the dangerous period, and moved to the general ward to recuperate."

It felt as if my heart was tightly blocked with lead and iron, and I was in so much pain that I covered my chest with my hands, and the tears couldn't stop flowing down.I didn't know that after I left that day, she would suffer such a great crime. If I had known earlier, I would not have left her even if I was killed.

At this moment, Mais called the doctor over. Seeing me like this, she was angry and anxious, and scolded Liao Fan, "What did you say to her? She just woke up, and her body is weak and her spirit is fragile. Can you understand me! Ah?"

Liao Fan scratched his head and said embarrassedly: "Yes, yes."

The doctor checked and said some precautions before going out.Soon a few more doctors and nurses who made rounds came to do ideological work for me.He said a lot about the hope of reviving life, how beautiful life is, and how undesirable it is to commit suicide.After finally looking forward to them all leaving, I couldn't hold back: "Liao Fan, I want to see her, is that okay?"

"No." Mais said coldly.

Liao Fan also said: "Your arm and face, don't bother her."

I thought so, so I asked Liao Fan again: "You just said that she wrote me a letter?"

The atmosphere froze immediately, and Liao Fan and Mais looked at each other with helplessness in their eyes.Liao Fan nodded: "You are indeed a lover. I believe you have not betrayed Nan Nan. But I can't give you the letter for the time being. You have to recuperate first, just like what this comrade said just now..."

"Who's gay?" Mais snorted, and soon became deflated again: "Okay, you continue."

Liao Fan glanced at her, and said to me warmly: "I'll give you the letter after you recuperate. Don't worry, it's here with me and can't escape."

I still don't give up, I just want to know what she wrote to me despite the great pain?

What's more, Liao Fan's statement can't help but make people suspicious.Has he already read the letter?You think the content will irritate me, so you won't show it to me now?But a word from Mais stopped my guessing, she said: "Stop patronizing your goddess, I'll see your mother come over in a while, how do you explain to her?"

"What, my mother is coming?" The shock of this news was no less than that of an eight-magnitude earthquake!I said anxiously: "How did she know? Who told her!"

"I'm begging you. You cut your wrists. The pool was full of blood. Do you know how terrifying it was? How could we make decisions on our own when such a big thing happened? Of course, the first thing that comes to mind is to notify your family. "It is estimated that the scene at that time was indeed shocking, and Mais' voice trembled when he said it. "It's good for you. After waking up, I don't care about anything else. I just want to ask your goddess. People like you shouldn't have saved you at that time, separated you from your goddess, and made you not cherish yourself. !"

This time it was Liao Fan who spoke for me: "Since you're alive, don't keep talking about death. Xiaochen, this time it's all my fault. Auntie, I'll admit it for you."

"What does it mean to admit her mistake for her? Originally, you are the main person responsible for this matter!" Mais spoke venomously: "If it weren't for you, would she think that Jian Nanyin was dead and take the road of martyrdom?"

"Yes, it's my fault. I will admit my mistake to my aunt later, do a deep self-criticism, and beg for your forgiveness. All the consequences will be borne by me alone. Xiaochen, you said what you want me to do, As long as I can, I can promise you." Liao Fan's words were sincere, and Mais temporarily calmed down, but he still nitpicked: "You still have an accomplice, and he is also at fault."

"He..." Liao Fan looked at me, and said sincerely with a look of inquiry: "I didn't tell him about Xiaochen. That kid Xiangbei still has feelings for Xiaochen, and he is young and energetic. I'm afraid to tell him that if he can't control himself, I will disclose it to Nannan. Of course, if you think he needs to admit his mistakes, I can call him right now. "

"Don't!" I became excited: "Don't let Nanyin know." I panicked, whether my mother or the goddess knew about this, it would be a huge shock.To give up my life, how sad and desperate would it be for those who love me?Think about it differently, if it were me, I would be heartbroken to death.

Knowing that my mother was coming, I was really anxious and worried all night, chatting with Mais when I couldn't sleep.

"I can't tell you about our bad relationship." Mais poked his head out from the bed next to me, and looked around: "The furnishings of this hospital are exactly the same as the one I lived in before. , I was lying in your position, and you were beside me on the bed. When I had a crush on you, you had a crush on it;

When she said that, I also thought it was funny, but I couldn't laugh.When I think of the offensive of my mother's suffering that I am about to face, I feel uneasy.

We chatted for half a night, which probably allowed me to sort out what happened.

It turned out that Liao Fan tricked me into ICU-3, but he lay in ambush around the corner, waiting to see me make a fool of myself.But according to him, in order to fulfill the mission of the goddess, he acted as a messenger and planned to deliver the letter to me.Unexpectedly, I left without saying a word.

At that time, he also secretly scolded me for being cold-blooded and heartless. Of course, this is what he recalled when we talked about the past later.

Liao Fan picked up my mobile phone, and someone called, and that person was Mais. Liao Fan told about the goddess' illness, Mais was more careful, and asked where I was, Liao Fan said that he watched me go , do not know where to go. Mais said it was wrong, the goddess was sick, and she was not by her side to stay together, but she chose to leave, there must be a fraud!Under the questioning of the scheming girl Mais, the simple brother Bing couldn't hold back her sharp tongue and tricked everything.

Mais shouted: Is this silly boy going to do stupid things? !So I asked Liao Fan to follow me closely, saying that she would be there soon.

Liao Fan later recalled: "You were not walking fast, I quickly caught up. I even rushed over to pat you on the shoulder and talk to you. You ignored me, like a wooden man. Later, when I didn't pay attention, I caught up with you. You were lost. I finally found you and found you in the hotel. At that time, I thought, maybe, it’s not good. "

After Liao Fan followed me to the hotel, he met Mais who came over.When I asked at the front desk, the person at the front desk was very impressed with me, so I called the phone in my room, but no one answered, so everyone discussed and decided to make a quick decision, took the hotel spare key to open the door——

Needless to say what happened after the door was opened.

"It's thanks to your good sister. If she doesn't understand your behavior very well, the middle link will delay time, and you may not be saved." Liao Fan sighed: "Now I understand why Nan Nan likes you , your friends value you so much."

"Why?" I asked.

"Because, be stupid... stupid people have stupid blessings."

I:"……"

I remember that the day was sunny, and at three quarters past noon, I finally ushered in my mother's storm, oh, and my father.

I was still thinking about asking, "Didn't you tell my sister?"

"You still have the face to mention your sister!" My mother slapped me round and was about to slap me, but my father stopped him: "The child has just woken up, so don't use force to educate him."

My mother cried out with a "wow": "Education, if I know how to educate, can she not risk her life like this..."

My father is strong and strong, and he sighs and sighs a lot on weekdays, but this is the first time that tears popped out of his eyes.Not to mention how uncomfortable I feel, making my dear ones so sad, I wish I could not get up on my knees to make amends, and let them beat me and scold me, as long as I can calm down.

The three of them cried so much that my dad calmed down first and asked, "Who? Which bastard of the family broke my daughter's heart?"

Mais called my mother at the time, seeing that the fire could not be covered with paper, she told the truth that I committed suicide.After my mother finally calmed down, I asked her why?She ambiguously said it was because of feelings.When I heard this, I knew that it was not simply a matter of how I got their understanding.

After my dad finished speaking, I almost instinctively resisted the name: "She is not a bastard."

"You still speak good things for him, you!" My mother raised her hand, and held back halfway through her hand, clenched her fist and said, "Say, who is it? I'll go to him to settle the score!"

I don't want to lie to them, and I don't want them to settle accounts with her.I was anxious last night not only because I didn't know how to face them, but more importantly, I didn't know how to make them face the fact that I like women.

Yes, I want to come out.

After dying once, I found that I was detached from many things that I was afraid to face before.The love for her has been rooted in the heart and spread in the blood.This is something that cannot be changed. Since it cannot be changed, we can only know how to cherish and enjoy every moment with her.

Now, nothing can stop me from loving her.My mother can't, and neither can her father; even, I can't do it myself, and neither can she.I have no hesitation in chasing after him to the Underworld. Am I still afraid of these difficulties in reality?

Yes, I've been thinking about it all night and all morning, and it can be said to be well thought out.Today, I am determined to come out.

I struggled to get up, and knelt at their feet with a "plop": "Dad, Mom, I'm sorry, my daughter is not filial. I fell in love with someone so much that I could die for her. She is not a bastard, she is... "I was just about to say that she was a woman, when I heard footsteps coming from the door...

Liao Fan was holding a lunch box of wontons. At first glance, he was stunned.

If you're confused, just be confused, don't be confused, he is fine, put down the wonton, also "plop", and knelt down next to me.

"Uncle, Auntie, don't blame Xiaochen, it's all my fault. I'm the culprit. She's not in good health yet, so if you get angry, take it on me..."

My parents stared at him, looked at him carefully, and exchanged glances with each other.

That look made my scalp explode.It is clear that there is blame, but there is also relief.

"You young people, just learned how to talk about love, you are looking for life and death, and you will have to experience the storms and waves of life in the future, how can you be so impulsive! Especially you, Xiaochen, just let me know if you have any misunderstandings, why would you want to go? Looking for death?"

"Maybe it's just a misunderstanding. It's okay to seek death." My father still refuses to believe that his daughter will seek death. It is said that he has been nagging my mother along the way, saying that there must be a misunderstanding.

"They both knelt in front of you and confessed, don't you believe it?" My mother raised her eyes and said fiercely to my father.

"I don't believe it. My daughter has a straightforward temper. She has been careless since she was a child. She doesn't have much on her mind. How could she suddenly be overwhelmed? This kid must be really bad and bullying my daughter!"

"I think he's okay."

"Where can I go?"

"It looks okay."

……

I gave Liao Fan a hard look!He looked at the two-person cross talk between my parents and was already dumbfounded.

I simply turned my heart around and said: "Mom and Dad, he has nothing to do with me. The person I love is not him, but the person I love is his best friend, a girl. Her name is Jian Nanyin. Mom, she just lives in our building That little fairy above." I think I said it so clearly that there should be no more misunderstandings.

Finally, I said: "I, Xi Xiaochen, must have her in my life."

Shi Potian's shocking words directly stunned the three of them.Especially my mother, her eyes were wide open, she looked shocked at me, and there were things I couldn't understand.