pig like age

When a person is sick, he is vulnerable, and when he is vulnerable, he misses that person especially.When I think of her, I feel so sad that I can't stop the tears from bursting down.

too painful.

Mais understands me very well and allows me to vent my emotions alone without disturbing me.

It wasn't until night that I felt what I should have had a fever. My whole body was sore and weak, and my back was chilly. Even though I was wrapped in two quilts, I was still feeling cold all over my body.

Then Mais said to me: "Are you sad?"

I do not speak, looking at the ceiling.

"Shall I call the doctor for another injection?"

"Give me a hypnotic injection, I can't sleep."

Mais sighed greatly: "Ask what love is in the world, and teach life and death. Our fate..."

After she finished speaking, we both became silent until my phone rang.

I didn't bother to answer it, and Mais urged me later, so I barely raised my arms and saw that it was my mother who called.

"Little brat, why didn't you report your safety when you arrived in Shanghai?"

"Peace." After finishing speaking, I regretted it, because my voice was too hoarse, and I was afraid that I would reveal my secrets.

Sure enough, my mother noticed it: "What's wrong with the voice, where are you now?"

"Shanghai, mom is fine, just caught a cold and a little cold. I have already taken medicine."

In exchange for my mother's nagging, she said in the end, "You have to take good care of yourself, your mother, I don't have the energy to take care of you now."

"How's uncle?" I call Ji Shuyu's father uncle.

"It's not good, I'm still struggling. His current wife never came to the hospital to see him once. Yesterday, he asked the lawyer to send the divorce agreement."

"Did she know about his debts?"

"Why don't you know, his wife has planted a lot of eyeliners in the company. I'm really afraid that your sister will fall into their tricks in the future. But recently your classmate, that is, the female boss of your father, went to the town. It works."

I was surprised! "You mean Yao Ye?"

"That's right...but your sister doesn't seem to have a good look at her."

My heart came alive, and I wondered if Yao Ye moved so fast, had already obtained Qingyan's controlling stake, and took over her father's company by the way?

My mother talked to me about the situation over there, and I could feel that it was gloomy.I hung up the phone even worse.But maybe it's because the negative is the positive. The thinking and psychological state tend to recover, and they are not as muddled as before.Also started to feel hungry.

I ate some dinner brought by Zhou Qingyu, and listened to Zhou Qingyu's conversation with Mais.My thoughts were floating in the air again, and I somehow thought of the pair of shoes I planned to give Jian Nanyin.

When I thought about the possibility that those shoes would never be delivered to her again, I felt sad again.

Tears were rolling again, when my phone rang again.Both of them looked at me at the same time.

I picked it up under their gaze.

"Xiaochen, have you arrived in Shanghai yet?" Jian Nanyin's voice said.

I couldn't control it anymore, I couldn't hold back my voice, and the tears couldn't stop streaming down.

The two sighed at the same time.

"Here we are, seeing Mais in the hospital."

"Well, what happened to her?"

"A little bug. How are you doing?"

"Xiaojie insists on becoming a monk, and went through the adoption procedures of tadpoles today." After briefly speaking, she asked cautiously, "Xiaochen, how about we be the parents of tadpoles?"

"..."

I don’t know if you understand this kind of feeling... When you know that there is no future, or you are very hopeless about the future, when you hear these longings for the future, you will feel a great sadness, and your tears will not be controlled at all.

I endured it until my heart ached, so I said in a more normal tone: "Well, it's up to you."

But this idiot thought he had my guarantee, and said in a happy tone, "Okay. Then you can accompany your friend, and I'll go and tease the little tadpole. He went out with us on business today, and he was terrified. His eyes are wide open."

"Go."

After hanging up the phone, looking at the eyes of the two people above, he smiled wryly and said, "I know you have a lot of questions to ask, but I'm sorry I'm not in the mood to answer them. I'm going to sleep."

Dreams are full of goddesses.

It was still the fragments in the beginning.Back view, voice, smell, the way she dances, the way she plays the piano, the way she looks under the moon and the lamp, the way she says she likes me, the way she indulges me and cuddles me...

So many, so many, gathered into my happiness.

It is the happiness that I can't hold no matter how hard I try.

When I woke up, I started thinking about what I should do.Just thinking about it makes me shiver and feel cold all over my body. This is my defense mechanism. Whenever I think about our "future", my body will send out signals that it is not in good shape.

Keep your eyes open and stay up until dawn.

I stayed with Mais for the next few days.I didn't ask her why Xiao Gu didn't come to see her, and she didn't ask about me and the goddess.As if this was a tacit taboo we both didn't want to be mentioned.

The only thing that got better was that her head was fine.The bandage was removed, revealing a pretty pale face.

"Can you keep your voice down while eating?" Just at the right moment, he started to speak viciously and hypocritically.

"And why am I, a trauma patient, inserted in? You, a patient with a bad cold, aren't you afraid that I will be infected?"

"Okay, then I'll move out and replace with someone with broken arms and legs, who will whine in your ear every day." I said indifferently.

She shut up and started to sulk.

I took the basin and put it on her desk: "Wash your face."

She looked at me coldly: "Xi Xiaochen, we are both fallen in the world, so let's not hurt each other. Do you think I don't know that this is the basin where you wash your feet?"

"I haven't given you my ass basin yet."

She gritted her teeth, and just about to quarrel with me, Zhou Qingyu also came in with a basin: "Okay, you two stop arguing, the lights are going to be turned off soon."

After Zhou Qingyu waited for Mais to wash her face, she hesitated to say: "Just now, she called me."

Mais became excited, his hands trembling slightly, grabbed her and said, "What did she say?"

"She said she would come to see you in two days. It's not convenient for her now."

"Did she be put under house arrest by her bastard father?!" She asked in a low voice angrily.

Zhou Qingyu shook her head: "I don't know. But her voice is very low, so her actions should be monitored."

She murmured: "I knew it... I knew it..." She clenched her fists and thumped the bed! "One day I will take her far away!"

Zhou Qingyu signaled me to come out with her.

"Xiaochen, you can persuade her. You and her have the strongest relationship. She also listens to you the most. I don't think the two of them can continue in this situation. Xiao Gu will not give up her father for her Do you know? Her father brought her up since she was a child, and it was not easy. It is said that she got into the underworld because she was seriously ill, and he was forced to go to Liangshan to raise money for his daughter."

"How do you know this?" I couldn't help asking.

"Xiao Gu said it when she called me, and it took a long time. I definitely can't tell her these things, look at her current appearance... Sigh." Zhou Qingyu sighed: "I mean what Xiao Gu said. I understand, she doesn't want to make her father sad, she means to abandon Mais. But I'm afraid if I tell Mais directly, she won't be able to accept it——Xiaochen, what's wrong with you? "

Zhou Qingyu supported me, I wobbled as if I was about to fall, and finally I leaned on her to stand still.

Sad, Mais

Will I be like her?

Is there anything more heart-wrenching than being abandoned by a loved one?I've been through it, so I know it better than anyone.That summer, I was abandoned by her once, and that feeling was like death.But then at least there was hope.

And now...

I dare not think about it.

I'm afraid that if I think about it, I won't be able to live.

I was shivering from the cold, which frightened Zhou Qingyu, and hurriedly helped me into the room again, and let me lie on the bed.

"I'm going to call the doctor."

"No need." I shook my head: "I'll just rest." I knew that the doctor didn't get any treatment either. It was a mental illness, not a physical one.

"Your goddess is calling you soon. Do you want her to come back to visit you?" Zhou Qingyu heard Jian Nanyin and I calling on time every day recently, thinking that we were fine.

In fact, everyone except me thought we were fine.Including Jian Nanyin herself.

She is smart, but also trusts me.As long as I remain calm, she will not suspect him.

I just don't know what to do...

Intellectually, I know that this proposition has no solution.Insisting on going her own way will only push her on a road full of thorns and make her make a dilemma in front of me and my family; emotionally, I still don't want to give up.Hope for a miracle to happen, maybe there will be a possibility of maneuvering.

But Mais's current ending, I'm afraid it's my own.Tell yourself to be abandoned through the mouth of others.

Xiao Gu's affection for his family will only get worse in Nanyin.

I hesitated, hesitated, frustrated, and full of fear for the future.That's why we try our best to keep the surface peaceful.

But his heart was riddled with holes, and he tried his best to support himself to perform this scene well.

The good thing now is that Jian Nanyin is not around.She also starts school later than me, and I still have time to be a turtle, not thinking about the future or anything.

The day when it's best to face reality never comes, but it's unlikely.

I waited to die in the hospital for a few days, and finally, I was sent back to school by Mais.

Several people in the dormitory came back, and everyone had a homecoming meal together.

The school will start soon, and students will return to school one after another.The school also organized an event, which can be regarded as the start of another round of campus life.

"Xiaochen, someone sent you flowers." The second child went out to fetch water and brought a bouquet of flowers into the dormitory.For a while, everyone was so excited that they ran over to watch.

"As expected of a big beauty, there are suitors sending flowers just after school!" The third child shouted!

"Maybe it's an old friend." After the incident last time, the second child talked more with me.

"Yes." The boss picked at the flower, "I didn't see the card. Where is the anonymous suitor."

The three of you talked to each other, but I couldn't bear to listen, "I'll go out and make a phone call." After speaking, he walked out with his flower head in his hand.

"Do you think she's become quieter since she came back?"

"Found it, low air pressure all day..."

I heard all their conversation, and after closing the door, I took a deep breath.Looking at the flower in my hand, I wanted to find a trash can and throw it away.

At this time the phone rang.

"Did you get the flowers?"

I opened my eyes wide: "The flowers you sent?"

"There are still people." After finishing talking over there, I saw a woman in white walking in front of me, with a light figure and a smile on her lips like ripples in a lake, passing through my heart layer by layer.

"Xiaochen." She smiled with affection in her eyes.