pig like age

From that day on, my life was divided into two parts: one part is Normal Day, where I go to class, play basketball, and participate in club activities; the other part is Goddess Day, which is the day I go to find Goddess.I find that this kind of life is very interesting, and it makes me look forward to the arrival of tomorrow every day, and live a very fulfilling life every day.

The goddess will report to me when she will come back in the first two days, and then it is basically locked at [-] pm the next day.During this period, I discovered that the goddess is really not a god, even more delicate than ordinary people.

For example, she never eats out, and the residence is cleaned every day.At first I mistakenly thought she was very diligent.It was later learned that she took care of the hourly worker and the aunt who cooked.I sighed that she is not a student, she is simply a spoiled rich lady.

"I made money from investing myself." Although the tone was very flat, it was obviously still very unconvinced.

I just laughed, of course I could only laugh.People spend their own money as they want.But it also puts pressure on me.In my heart, I would unconsciously urge myself to work hard to make money, otherwise raising her as a beautiful girl in the future would be really stressful without any capital.

I will wait at the door early in the afternoon the next day, and usually buy something to eat.She will ask her aunt to cook an extra meal, and the three of them will have dinner together.Yes, that's right, Auntie will also eat with us.Of course I understand that you can't eat others for free, and you have to reciprocate the principle of courtesy.So I will buy some pastries for snacks, or some seasonal fresh products.

I am really not used to the food cooked by my aunt.It could also be that Shanghainese food is too much for my stomach.Beijing cuisine is more taste-oriented. As I said before, my cooking will be slightly bland and sweet.Because most of my cooking skills are learned from my teacher's wife, who is from Wuxi.But there is still a difference between the dishes made by auntie and Wuxi dishes. Not to mention the thick oil and red sauce, can you imagine that a large spoonful of sugar is also added to vegetarian stir-fried vegetables?I don't think the goddess loves to eat that much. She eats a little bit every time. In my mother's words, it's like eating cat food.

So I planned to let her quit her aunt and volunteer to cook for her.My cooking is quite delicious, and the taste of my dishes is relatively light, which is more in line with her taste. She told me that she likes light food.Of course, I still have a small selfishness, that is, eating for two is very important to me, and it is an important two-person world time.What's the matter with being an aunt all day long.

But the plan is back to the plan, I haven't decided to say it right away, I need to figure it out slowly.why?Because the goddess was puzzled by the fact that I came to cling to her the next day.Asked me twice: "Do you have nothing else to do?" or euphemistically said: "Are you not nervous about studying?"

My knife-shaved noodle plan was seen through by her clever brain and declared a failure. Of course, I can't use this reason again.So I pretended to be pitiful, saying that I am a northerner and I am not suitable for the current environment.It feels like there are a lot of places that exclude me and make it difficult for me to fit in.Fortunately, there is still her in Shanghai, and suddenly I feel like meeting an old acquaintance in a foreign land, and my heart is much warmer.Besides, distant relatives are not as good as close neighbors. We are neighbors upstairs and downstairs. If you ignore me, whoever will ignore me... Anyway, there are a lot of nonsense, she will believe it or not.

She has a more easy-going personality, so she stopped asking if it didn't work out twice, and let me toss.

I can't tell what's going on with her, I'm really thick-skinned.It may also be because she has a good temper when bullying her, and because she herself trusts me more.It's only been a week, and there are traces of me everywhere in this small second house.Of course I did it on purpose, lol.

There are my slippers at the door, the coasters I bought in the living room, the thermos I replaced in the kitchen, and a towel in the bathroom, and I almost left a proof of my existence in her bedroom.What's frustrating is that she has a severe obsession with the bedroom, and no one can enter it except her.

I infiltrate this space in such a way that even if I am not there, she will always think of me.Rounding off is missing.

After integrating into the life of the goddess, I realized that she is actually a very simple and self-disciplined person.When I get home, I put my clothes in the washing machine, cook tea and practice calligraphy, eat at some time, watch the news broadcast on time, and go downstairs for a walk after finishing.After a walk, take a shower, read a book, and sleep.Her life is too step-by-step, and she will be more repulsive when others interrupt her time.

Of course I wouldn't be so stupid to bother her, as long as I firmly grasp the time to eat and take a walk with her.

If I don't accompany her for a walk, wouldn't she feel bored walking alone?This point puzzles me.One must know that she is in her prime of youth at this age, but cooking tea, practicing calligraphy, watching the news and walking all day is like the living habits of retired veteran cadres.I will have an illusion, as if I have seen through time and decades, she must be like this when she is old.But thinking about it this way is a bit romantic. At that time, she will still have me by her side.

Can you really turn your beauty into a bald head?

I looked at her sideways, under the dim streetlights, against the backdrop of her picturesque black-haired beauty, the feeling of icy purity and cleanliness came to my face, as if my mind and mind were cleansed.

I sighed faintly.

"Why are you sighing?" she asked.

I just think you are too good, and I feel that I am not good enough for you.I said in my heart.

"In a bad mood?" she asked again.

The mood of being lost for a while improved in an instant, at least now she still knows how to ask me twice with concern.Some time ago, I was playing a one-man show, and I knew that she must be annoying me in her heart, because I was annoyed by the way others didn't like me and forced myself in front of others, even I was annoying myself.

Everything is going in a good direction.The human heart is full of flesh, she will definitely feel that I like her, and then she will also like me. Although this wish is still far from being realized, I am optimistic by nature. As long as it is possible, I will fight for it. Never give up.

Taking a ten thousand step back... I looked at her and gave her a reason, and she would act like a real goddess, and said to her silently in my heart: If I can't be your girlfriend, I will be your most loyal friend .I want to cook for you, make tea, take good care of you, and save you from being tired and suffering, even if I am not the one who is destined to give you happiness.I will still do it without complaint.

There's no way, I don't know why, I just identified you.

That is, I have identified you...

The goddess went to other places to participate in the competition.After she left, this summer was a little colder than last winter.

I started to have nothing to do, so I thought of my friends.

Together, everyone is going to watch the fountain show in the park in the middle of the street.The little T mentioned above is called Shu Chang, and his family lives behind the park.When we arrived, we saw her coming with a large dog.

My legs were so weak that I almost sat on the ground!

Mais hurried forward to stop her: "There are so many people here, why did you bring such a big dog here?"

Shu Chang scratched her head: "The family is not here, so I have to take it out for a walk." She looked at me again: "Xiaochen is afraid of dogs?"

Mais blocked my sight and said to me: "If you are afraid, don't watch it. The more you look at it, the more afraid you become." Then she turned to Shu Chang and said, "The little dog is fine, I'm afraid of this kind of big dog. She was bitten by a dog when she was a child."

After hearing this, Zhou Qingyu stopped me and said, "Let's get out of here first." My legs were so frightened that my legs went limp, but thanks to sister Zhou's support, I managed to walk a few steps away from the beast.

In fact, I don't want to be a coward in this matter alone, it is really because the psychological shadow was too big when I was a child.I was in junior high school at that time, probably the second year of junior high school. It was the age of youth and enthusiasm, and I was easy to fight against injustice.That year was also early summer, and the cicadas had just climbed out of the ground on the tree, and their calls were still muffled.At that time, my family was still in the root of Huangcheng, living with my grandma, and passing by a moat every day after school.That day, I saw the two children being besieged by a big dog from a long distance away. At that time, I naturally drove the dog away without saying a word!Unexpectedly, the dog was very evil, seeing that I was not easy to mess with, he barked a few times, and soon called a few more dogs.

Several dogs besieged one of me, which shows how thrilling it was!

And there isn't even a handy guy nearby.I was taking off my shirts and twisting them into ropes and waving them to mingle with them.

The result was a horrific injury, with several holes in the buttocks bitten.There are still bite marks until now, which shows its depth.My mother took me to vaccinate against rabies for three months. I was worried about it and used serum.

Since then, when I saw a big dog, I couldn't walk, and my legs were weak from fright.It was a particularly immediate physiological reaction that I had absolutely no control over.Seeing a psychiatrist for this doesn't seem worth it.Besides, the national dog raising regulations became more and more perfect later, and the housing conditions changed from hutong courtyard houses to high-rise buildings. Families with such big dogs became fewer and fewer. In addition, the injured part was a bit obscure, so I seldom mentioned it to people. Mais is one of them.

Thanks to Mais this time, Shu Chang and her big dog were sent away smoothly.

When she came back, Mais said, "I suggest you go see a psychiatrist."

"Yes." Senior sister Zhou said worriedly, "If I don't help you, you won't be able to stand up. What if we meet again in the future and there is no one around?"

"That's not the case. All the pet dogs are raised now. Regardless of their size, they are as docile as lambs." Mais said seriously, "I'm worried that someone will take advantage of your weakness and do something bad. , it will be troublesome then."

Me: "..." I found that something is wrong with Mais recently, why does it always seem like a conspiracy theory?

Lu Wushuang came late, looked at me sitting on the garden chair, and two people standing next to me with worried faces, and asked in a daze, "What's wrong, Xiaochen looks like this, is she feeling unwell?"

Just as Sister Zhou was about to open her mouth, Mais snorted first, "Didn't you see it just now?"

"What did I see?" Lu Wushuang asked innocently.

"You were behind the fountain just now, and I saw you."

"I got a call."

"Do you need to use your eyes to answer the phone?"

"Hey, why do you speak so aggressively?"

"I'm just curious. You clearly glanced over here just now, and you saw Xiaochen's reaction. Isn't it superfluous to ask now?"

Lu Wushuang still wanted to argue, so I yelled: "Stop—" My heart was not at peace, but when the two of them quarreled, my heart became even more chaotic: "Don't say a few words, you are all friends. This matter only Blame myself for being timid, and when I have a rest, let's go to the fountain show."

At this time, Senior Sister Zhou bought me a bottle of mineral water, and persuaded: "This can also cause a quarrel, Xiaochen is not feeling well, I will take her back to school in a while, let's get together next time."

Mais asked worriedly, "Are you still feeling unwell?"

Psychological problems seem to be difficult to cure. To be honest, my legs are still weak and my forehead is constantly sweating.

"Forget it, let's get together next time." Mais said.

The party was nothing but an unhappy breakup. Although Mais and Lu Wushuang only had a few quarrels, I knew in my heart that this small group would have Mais without Lu Wushuang from now on, and without Lu Wushuang there would be no Mais.I don't know what Lu Wushuang thinks of Mais, but Mais has a deep prejudice against Lu Wushuang.No matter how hard they get together, there will definitely be endless quarrels.

As the core of the group, who should I protect?It's a question, of course it's Mais. She played with me since I was a child, she has a vicious mouth and a kind heart, and she is righteous to her friends.But Lu Wushuang... I can't see through her more and more.

Since Lu Wushuang said that he wanted to pursue the goddess, he has been silent, but what happened afterwards is beyond my imagination!She actually made a move secretly, and her move was not to fight for it openly, but to suppress the rival in love!

As Mais said, it’s not that whoever I think is good, that person is good. I’m so naive, too taken for granted, and too idealized.

I think I have been mixed in the society, and I feel that I have seen the scenery through.As everyone knows, friends are not friends after two people pat on the shoulder, but need the test of time.A friendship without sharing weal and woe is like an apple that has not been exposed to wind and sun, it is difficult to ripen, and it is difficult to see whether the inside is good or bad.

Being betrayed by a friend is also a hurdle that must be passed on the only way to grow up.Facing the hurdles in life, no matter how hard it is, I can grit my teeth and get through it.But what I can't accept is that this checkpoint stands between me and the goddess.

Because of her——Lu Wushuang, I almost lost my goddess, which makes me never forgive her!