sing you a love song, do you listen

The next scenario will probably be:

Xu Zhao knew Zheng Cheng's name, so he asked someone to investigate Zheng Cheng.Accidentally discovered what happened to Zheng Xixi back then.

***

"Why, dare not speak?" The phone in Xu Zhao's hand creaked, "Your sister, Zheng Xixi, went abroad in the second week after Xi Tian's accident. Her school is on the street where Xi Tian's car accident happened. Nearby... your sister went abroad, saying she was going to study abroad, but in fact she didn't take the IELTS or TOEFL test... The driver said that there was a girl there at the time, so she must have been."

There was a long silence on the other end of the phone.

Then chuckled.

"Sorry, I don't know what you're talking about. I still have patients here..." Zheng Cheng pushed his glasses and said with a gentle smile.

Xu Zhao couldn't describe his current mood, his hand holding the phone was shaking.

"If your sister hadn't left and called an ambulance, then his leg could still be saved."

"He has been recommended, and he will be able to study abroad soon..."

Xu Zhao's hands clenched into fists, and his eyes were secretly red again.

He couldn't control it.

When he thinks that Xi Tian's future has infinite possibilities, he feels uncomfortable and his heart twitches, as if the breath is stuck in his throat and he chokes up when he speaks.

Zheng Cheng opened his mouth, then slowly closed it.What's the use of saying this now, Xi Tian's legs can't come back.

His younger sister, the little girl who has been following behind him to hug since he was a child.How can it be affected by these things.

So, Zheng Cheng repeated again: "I don't know what you're talking about."

Zheng Cheng hung up the phone.

***

So Xu Zhao found Xi Tian and said to him, "You move here and live with me, and I will take care of you."

"..."

Xu Zhao said, "Zheng Cheng is not a good guy."

Xi Tian stared at him for a while, and then smiled mockingly: "You are?"

"..." Xu Zhao was speechless.

Xu Zhao excitedly told Xi Tian about Zheng Xixi.

Xi Tian was silent for a long time.

Then ask, "Have you said enough?"

"Can we go?"

So Xu Zhao left.

Xi Tian grabbed his collar and lowered his head in pain.

I don't want to know at all.Why do you still tell me.

That day, Zheng Cheng came to pick him up as usual.

All the way back home.

Xi Tian repeated Xu Zhao's words.

Then ask him, "Really?"

"...", Zheng Cheng looked away.

Xi Tian watched his actions and already knew all the answers.

He spread his palms with a cold expression: "Give me back the key to my house."

Zheng Cheng took a deep breath and held his wrist, "Xi Tian, ​​listen to me..."

"Give me back the key!"

Xi Tian almost screamed and said this sentence.

He was obviously sitting in a wheelchair, but he was so weak that he seemed about to fall to the ground.

Xi Tian's whole body was trembling.

The always clear eyes were covered with a hazy layer of water mist.

After knowing each other for so many years, this is the first time Zheng Cheng saw Xi Tian's expression.

His name is Zheng Cheng, but he is not sincere at all.

Xi Tian said, "I won't come here anymore."

"Speak to your sister."

"Saving her is the most regretful thing I have ever done in my life. There is no one."

Xi Tian turned around with the help of the wheelchair, then entered his room, and finally closed the door.

He leaned against the door, covered his face, and lay on his knees as if something had crushed his spine.

After a long time, an uncontrollable sob overflowed from the covered lips.

Things are so cold and cruel.

So do you want the truth of things, or false peace.

***

Xi Tian rejected Xu Zhao's kindness.

And the next time, when Xu Zhao came to find him, Doctor Song from a clinic told him that Xi Tian had resigned.

And left a letter to him.

Xu Zhao opened the letter in a daze.

There is only a short paragraph above.

"If you ever really liked me. Then I beg you, please don't disturb my life in any way."

***

Xu Zhao was very sad.

He felt that he might be wrong again, but he felt that he was right.

Until one day, Zheng Cheng suddenly called him.

Zheng Cheng asked: "Xi Tian is gone, did he go to your place?"

Xu Zhao was taken aback: "No, he didn't contact me."

"He's a disabled person," Zheng Cheng said in a daze. "He doesn't know anyone else. He doesn't even know Dr. Song who works with him. Where can he go alone?"

Xu Zhao yelled into the phone: "Didn't you say that you can take good care of him and not let me bother you? That's how you take good care of him?!"

"Trash stuff."

He slammed his mobile phone against the wall, but he didn't know whether he was scolding him or himself when he said this.

Zheng Cheng came to return the key.

His motive for taking care of Xi Tian is not pure, but he is really willing to take care of him. Taking care of Xi Tian is already his responsibility, it has nothing to do with love.

Therefore, he respects Xi Tian's choice.He also came to apologize to Xi Tian.

After knocking on the door for a long time, no one responded.

Zheng Cheng hesitated for a long time, and opened the door with a key.

The house was empty.

Zheng Cheng's heart skipped a beat, and he called Xi Tian.

Not connected.

At that moment, he suddenly panicked.

Zheng Chengneng turned around, went to the security room to check the surveillance, and found that Xi Tian left yesterday.And did not come back after going out.

He called the Public Security Bureau to report to the police, but was told that he had been missing for less than 48 hours, and there was no way to open a case for investigation.

That's why he called Xu Zhao.

In Zheng Cheng's view, Xu Zhao is a well-known singer, so he should be more capable than himself.

Two hours after Zheng Cheng called, Xu Zhao rushed over from the recording studio.

He was dusty and dusty, he hadn't had time to change his clothes, and his face was irritable.Like an enraged animal.

This was the second time he saw Zheng Cheng in reality.

The two looked at each other.I hate each other.

A fight won't make things better, so Xu Zhao resisted the urge to go up and punch Zheng Cheng directly.

Zheng Cheng pushed his glasses subconsciously, with an indifferent expression: "You asked me to stay away from Xi Tian before, but I refused."

"I'm a rehabilitation doctor and a Ph.D. in psychology from Nankai University."

"I'm not trying to rob you, I don't have any other ideas about Xi Tian..." Zheng Cheng handed over a cowhide notebook, "I'm not only his rehabilitation doctor, but also his psychologist. His psychological The state has not been very good, which is why I still dare not let him live alone."

"I persuaded him to go to work, and I also hoped that he could get in touch with the society more. He locked himself up."

"This is the diary I found on his desk. The first one is the 12th year high school diary. The diary inside has not been written since three years ago. Just read the first page."

Xu Zhao frowned and opened the diary.

I saw a few lines written on the first page.

The first line read: "When I'm 30, I want to be a doctor."

The handwriting is as sharp as a dragon, with a high spirit.This is Xi Tian's word in high school.

Then the latter wish was crossed out.Re-use more mature handwriting and add a line below.

"I hope I can still be with Xu Zhao."

This sentence has also been crossed out.

The last line of this passage reads, "I hope to find meaning in life."

This sentence was also crossed out.

When I turn 30, I hope to find meaning in life.

Then no then.

Did Xi Tian find it?

In the early hours of this morning, Xi Tian turned 30.

Zheng Cheng lowered his head, was silent for a while, and finally said softly: "I suspect...he wants to commit suicide."

Holding the notebook in Xu Zhao's hand, he stared at the sentence "I hope I can still be with Xu Zhao" that was crossed out by Xi Tian for a long time.

Suddenly burst into tears.

He didn't realize until now what he had missed.

It was the only key to open the door prepared for him in Xi Tian's indifferent and sharp inner world.

The author has something to say:

I should be able to finish writing tomorrow >_

Thank you everyone for not scolding me.It's just touching, very touching.