sing you a love song, do you listen

07

When the mobile phone was taken from the backstage by the staff, he actually refused.

Because Xi Tian doesn't like exposure.

Back then when he was just enrolled in university, his roommate gave his contact information to the girl in the outer court without his consent.

Xu Zhao couldn't help himself at the beginning, so he kissed him on the back of the head in public. Xi Tian didn't express his opinion at the time, but he broke up seriously in private.

Xu Zhao thought that Xi Tian was just playing around with him, but when he turned around and his contact information was blocked, he realized the seriousness of the problem.

In the past, Xu Zhao didn't understand. In the first 20 years, he lived a reckless and flamboyant life without thinking about the consequences; later on, he gradually understood Xi Tian's thoughts.

Xi Tian originally had nothing, and everything, except Xu Zhao, was grasped by him bit by bit, so he was afraid that even a little change would lead to irreparable doom.Behind Xu Zhao is a real estate father. There is no one behind him, so how dare he fall down so easily.

But now it's a studio.

There are still so many pairs of eyes in the audience, it is really impossible for him to play tricks.

I knew so.

I won't call Xi Tian this afternoon.

Xi Tian once mentioned something to him.It is said that the host of this show did charity work to support poor students. He received money and wrote a letter of thanks under the guidance of the staff.

Xu Zhao remembered this incident, so he made this phone call with Xi Tian.

Xu Zhao's facial expressions were well managed, even if his heart skipped a beat, he still seemed to be joking.

To be honest, there is no mention of this link in the script.

Xu Zhao felt a bit stuck in his heart, thinking that it's no wonder the ratings of your show are getting worse and worse...

Several cameras outside the arena were aimed at him, like machine guns one after another, waiting for the host to give an order, and then killed him in public.

Xu Zhao smiled, took out his phone, and at the urging of the host, opened the call log.

"The name is...Xi Tian, ​​it sounds like a man's name." The host exaggerated, "Who is it yours? Boyfriend?"

Xu Zhao kept smiling and replied without changing his face: "You are also my boyfriend."

There was light laughter from the audience.

The phone is turned on.There was a beeping sound from the phone.

The field manager responsible for controlling the LED screen changed the background to a countdown.

Soon, the call was connected.

"Hello, what can I do?" A man's voice came from the phone.

It was a very strange, male voice.

Xu Zhao almost couldn't control his expression at that moment.

Xi Tian's voice was too familiar to him.When I was in college, I thought about it during the day, cried at night, and dreamed of being conjoined twins with Xi Tian.Xi Tian was so cold as to die.It was only when Xu Zhao was on the phone with Xi Tian at night that Xu Zhao had the feeling that they were a couple.

Xu Zhao would tell him on the phone that his roommates and classmates would play the piano and sing for him.

Xi Tian will read poems to him.

English.Recite poetry and review English by the way.Xi Tian wants to study abroad.None of them who study medicine don't want to study abroad in developed countries.

It's a pity that Xu Zhao is like a semi-literate person, and he has just started dating, so he is too embarrassed to reveal it, so he has to pretend that he understands.

Later, he was forced to accept the promotion song of a foreign movie in China, and he wanted to sing a duet with an American female singer. After learning English for half a year, he finally understood what Xi Tian said at the beginning, but Xi Tian never I will read English poems to him.

When he recalled, three seconds had passed.

He called Xi Tian's number, but the person who answered the phone was not Xi Tian.

Is that the man that day?

Xu Zhao's mouth moved slightly, looking at the camera facing him, he said, "Hi, I'm Xi Tian's classmate. Excuse me, is Xi Tian there... are you?"

The person who answered the phone was Zheng Cheng.

Xi Tian is still sleeping.He sleeps poorly and has trouble falling asleep.Zheng Cheng was afraid that the phone ringing would wake him up, so he had no choice but to answer the phone.

Xi Tian rarely adds contacts to his mobile phone, and Zheng Cheng has never seen Xi Tian answer a call, and he was very surprised when he saw that it was called from a number with a note.

"Oh, hello, I'm Zheng Cheng. He fell asleep, can I ask him to call you when he wakes up?" Zheng Cheng said.

It turned out that his name was Zheng Cheng.

If it weren't for being in the studio now, he really wanted to ask who you are from Xi Tian.

But he dare not.What right does he have to ask?

The countdown on the screen has 30 seconds left.

Xu Zhao let out a deep breath in his heart.

Then, he opened his mouth.

He said: "If Should meet thee after long years. How should I greet thee—With silence and tears."

Xu Zhao read very slowly, with a very standard London accent, with ups and downs, and it really sounds better when he speaks than when he sings.

This is the poem that Xi Tian once read to him.

Byron's "The Spring Gone".

Xi Tian actually read him many poems, but at this moment, on stage, he could only think of this one.

If we meet again, after many years, how will I congratulate you.

With tears, with silence.

In fact, he missed the first few lines of the poem more.

"Insilence Igrieve, Thatthy heart could forget."*

The countdown jumped to 0 at this moment, Xu Zhao silently hung up the phone.

Xi Tian may see it on TV, or may never see it.

Even Xu Zhao himself didn't know whether he should expect Xi Tian to see it or not.

***

Xi Tian was woken up, the first time the phone rang, he woke up.

He has always slept very lightly. During the days when he was discharged from the hospital with a disabled leg, he couldn't sleep well, and he couldn't eat well. He suffered from headaches all day long, and felt sick when he ate. More and more psychotropic drugs were prescribed, but there was no sign of improvement. nothing.

This is heart disease.

There is no cure for the medicine stone, so he can only survive by himself.

Fortunately, these problems are much better now.It's not that I looked away, but I just looked down.

He woke up but didn't want to answer the phone.He knew that the caller was Xu Zhao, and Xu Zhao had been calling him a lot lately, just like when he was in college, but he didn't want to answer.

In the end, Zheng Cheng walked in from the door and picked it up for him.

Xi Tian opened his eyes at this moment.

Zheng Cheng was stunned for a moment, and was about to hand over the phone, but Xi Tian shook his head at him.

His lips parted, and he said two words silently.

[External release].

Zheng Cheng still didn't know why until he hung up the phone.

He returned the phone to Xi Tian, ​​and then asked: "He speaks so strangely...is he really a classmate?"

Xi Tian was wearing pajamas, and the exposed wrist was white and slender, as if it would break if it was lightly folded.

He kept staring at the phone screen without answering.

The atmosphere was a little awkward.

To be honest, Zheng Cheng felt that Xi Tian's temper was a bit strange.

He doesn't like to talk to people very much, no matter how nice he is, he will look at him coldly, and he will not take the initiative or refuse, as if he is watching a joke.

Many times Zheng Cheng wondered if Xi Tian knew about that incident back then.But it doesn't look like it.

He has been taking care of Xi Tian for four or five years. It stands to reason that his heart like a stone should be warmed up, but Xi Tian is still lukewarm, always separated from him by a layer.Zheng Cheng even had a premonition that even in another ten or twenty years, Xi Tian would still have this attitude.

If it weren't for thinking about paying off Zheng Xixi's debts, Zheng Cheng would have been unable to continue working.

Zheng Cheng took the initiative to speak and broke the silence: "What do you want to eat tonight? I'll make it for you."

Xi Tian raised his head, and the pitch-black eyeballs that almost took up more than half of his eyes were staring at him.

"Not a classmate." He said.

Zheng Cheng was stunned for a moment before realizing what Xi Tian meant.

"Oh, then who is he?"

"My love." Xi Tian's tone was flat as if he was talking about today's weather, "In the past."

Xi Tian seldom tells others about his past.

Because it doesn't make sense.

He raised his hand and pointed to a row of records on the bookshelf.

With pale and bloodless lips opening and closing, Xi Tian said without a trace of emotion: "Throw these away for me."

Zheng Cheng turned his head and took a look.

Some doubts about the meaning of Xi Tian's words.

There is a stack of music albums on the bookshelf.The front cover is a piece of the sea, the boy is holding the guitar and lowering his head, startling the seagulls.There are four white artistic words on the top.

[Sitian Mudi].

At the beginning Xu Zhao was not very famous, so the album was easy to buy.It was hard to find after that.

There are a few albums that Zheng Cheng entrusted the scalpers to line up for autographs.It took a lot of effort to waste it, and it cost a lot of money.

It is a price that even his salary is distressed.

"You don't like him very much..." Zheng Cheng's voice stopped abruptly, and he suddenly remembered the name he glanced at on the phone just now.

Xu Zhao.

Beloved.

Xi Tian has heard all the songs in the first album.

before the album was released.

On the roof of the dormitory building.

Meadow in the school grove.

in the home where they later lived together.

Xu Zhao played the guitar and sang love songs to him with a smile.

He said: "One day, I want everyone to hear the song I wrote for you."

"We will grow old in the future, but these songs will not."

"Until we die, there will be people singing about my love with you."

The author has something to say:

"Insilence Igrieve, Thatthy heart could forget."

Translation: I can't get rid of the secret shackles of sorrow, but your heart has abandoned the old love.

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Someone asked about the WB name.

……

I'm ashamed to say.

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