sing you a love song, do you listen

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Xi Tian is a medical student.

According to Xu Zhao's thinking, after the two broke up, Xi Tian would probably continue to study for a doctorate under that Professor Zheng, and might even go abroad for further studies.Then at the age of nearly thirty, he became the attending doctor, and in a few years, he was awarded the title of a professor and associate professor... and finally became a respected senior in the medical field... Maybe he will be famous in the annals of history for conquering some disease and shine through the ages.

not here.

A small pharmacy that is open 24 hours.

Xu Zhao put on a mask and put on Assistant Song's coat.He put on a thick felt hat and covered his whole body tightly.Nowhere can you see the shadow of a popular star.

He walked to the door of Chaoyang Clinic, and then stood where he was.

Probably because Dai Lin disturbed her just now, Xi Tian didn't continue to sleep.Instead, he stared at the screen of his mobile phone, not knowing what he was looking at.

Just a profile.

Xu Zhao just knew that that person was Xi Tian.

Many years ago, when he was a poor and white rock youth, when he woke up every morning, what he saw most was Xi Tian's profile.He was so familiar with that face, every time he dreamed back at midnight, he always saw such a face.

At that moment, Xu Zhao really wanted to rush over desperately.

Asking what's wrong with you, why are you here, where have you been all these years, what happened to your leg, how are you?

But he stood by the gate, as if he was stuck by the soft new snow under his feet, his eyes were wide open, greedy and nostalgic, but he couldn't move a step.

He dare not.

The people in the small clinic moved their heads slightly as if they felt something.

Xu Zhao woke up like a dream, before Xi Tian raised his head, he jumped aside and hid.

"Boom-thump-thump-"

Xu Zhao's heart was beating like thunder here.

After Xu Zhao's mind went blank for a moment, many unrealistic fantasies popped up.

Will he come out and see?If he saw me, would I fucking say "Long time no see" or "Hello"?

However, he waited for a minute or two, and nothing happened except the wind around him.

When Xu Zhao poked his head over again, Xi Tian was lying on the counter and closed his eyes.His exposed hand was pale and frightening, like a general teacher who had been soaked in formalin in the morgue.

After staring blankly for a long time, Xu Zhao returned to the car like a guilty conscience.

Dai Lin asked him, "What's the matter with you? Is it the man you know?"

Xu Zhao nodded stiffly, then reacted with a jolt, and hurriedly dug three feet to find the phone.

He has very little contact with his classmates in college, and his roommate Wei Zheng was one of them.

At three o'clock in the morning, he sent Wei Zheng a WeChat message.

Xu Zhao: I want to ask you something, do you have any news about Xi Tian?

Xu Zhao: Why is he in a wheelchair?How has he been these past few years?do you know?Don't know, can you ask me?

After finishing speaking, he turned five hundred.

In the middle of the night, of course no one would respond.

The car restarts.Xu Zhao leaned his head on the back of the chair, frowning, thinking about whether the heater in the small clinic was warm enough, and why the blanket on Xi Tian was so thin.

When Xu Zhao was in high school, he always murmured why Xi Tian was wearing such thin clothes, and he didn't know if he was cold or not.

Xi Tian was his high school classmate.

At that time, Xu Zhao played music with a group of friends in his music classroom all day long. In the eyes of others, he was synonymous with ignorance.

Xi Tian is different.

Every time Xu Zhao passed by the honor roll hanging on the floor when the class bell rang, he could see Xi Tian's name hanging at the top of the list.Without exception.

Xu Zhao seldom came to class, and everyone in the class was not called by their full names, but Xi Tian was the exception.

Because he is good-looking, Xu Zhao admires Shaoai.

This little white face has the good looks of his dream lover, but he can frown once within two or three sentences of talking to him, and he hasn't smiled twice since the beginning of school, which is really hard to love.

When Xu Zhao was 17 years old with his arms around the hot girl who was protruding from the front and back, he never thought that he would be entangled with Xi Tian until he was 24 years old.

Now he's a week away from turning thirty.And one week after another, it was the sixth anniversary of breaking up with Xi Tian.

Six years ago, he said this to Xi Tian.

——"Please leave me alone, who do you think you are?"

——"You are very annoying, don't you understand human language?"

——"Your mother raised you so much, just to spoil me? Are you cheap?"

"Go away."

A wine bottle was thrown in the past, and there was a loud "boom".

The rest of the wine in the bottle poured Xi Tian's head, slowly dripping down his thin chin.

Xi Tian's eyes were calm, he wiped the water from his face, looked at him, raised one corner of his mouth, and said only one sentence: "Trash."

This was the last sentence he left for Xu Zhao.

Xi Tian silently packed up the wine bottles he drank all over the floor, threw away the takeaway box on the coffee table, cooked a pot of millet porridge for him in the kitchen, and put the birthday cake that had passed the time on the dining table.

Xi Tian left, and then there was no more news.

Xu Zhao regretted it the next day.

His soul was torn in two, and the half said let him go, so everyone is better, isn't that what you want.

The remaining half sneered and said, "You trash."

It's not a waste thing.

Father Aocheng gambled [-] million in debt, and the relatives and friends who usually called brothers and sisters asked for money scattered, so he was desperate and jumped off the roof of the contracted construction site. Peaceful.

He has been a wealthy young master for 22 years, and he thinks very highly of himself. He has been ignorant for more than 20 years, and he was suddenly punched by this life.

He used to think that money could not buy happiness, but later he found that there is indeed a lot of unhappiness without money.

The album he prepared to release at his own expense could not be released, and the bars that invited him to sing were afraid of the creditors, so they terminated the contract one after another.

Members of the same band find another high branch.

Xu Zhaodu watched coldly, the bustle died down, but fortunately Xi Tian was still there.

At that time, Xu Zhao was crazily obsessed with alcohol and sex, he wanted to do it regardless of the time and occasion, pulling Xi Tian, ​​he didn't know how to strike, but he didn't know whether he was grabbing quicksand or driftwood when he was drowning.

These days are endured.

Xi Tian hugged his shoulders, wiped away his tears, and comforted him over and over again, he said: "It's okay, I'm here, everything will get better in the future. It's okay."

"I'll be with you."

Xi Tian doesn't like to talk about love, and his personality is also very cold.However, when he said this, his expression was gentle, almost gentle.

Xu Zhao thought that Xi Tian would definitely leave too.

Later he really left and was made by himself.

Looking back now, what a fucking idiot I was when I was devastated.

Xu Zhao was sent home by the driver, tossing and turning on the bed, his stomach was so uncomfortable that he couldn't fall asleep for a long time.

So I simply got up and dug out the sky blue LAVAME guitar from the cabinet.

The guitar was bought ten years ago and has been taken care of very well.Xu Zhao has owned many guitars, some of which are more expensive than this one, or have a much better sound.But it will always be his favorite guitar.

Because Xi Tian bought it for him.It was his 20th birthday present.

Even though he was not short of guitars, Xi Tian still worked part-time for a month for this gift.

The strings were plucked slightly, and the familiar prelude sounded.

Everything was silent here, so only Xu Zhao's voice was left.

The gentle male voice poured out, like a spark that suddenly lit up in the dark night.

"I look at myself innocently, appearing in stories without me."

"Waiting, your response. And a reason why you're here..."

I understand I can't afford it.

So I turned around and walked towards the mountains and the sea. *

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*The lyrics are adapted from the song "Mountain and Sea" (original singer/lyricist: Caodong No Party)

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