Xu Jie has always understood that Xia Ran will never be the second Shen Yuntang.Except for the tear mole at the corner of his eye, there is no trace of Shen Yuntang on his body.

He got up from Xia Ran drowsily, but his mind was full of the "senior brother" that Shen Yuntang talked about - Fu Yan.

He said that he was working as an assistant to Fu Yan.

He said he would do anything for him.

It turned out that he had been by Fu Yan's side all these years.

Xu Jie couldn't help but think of the first time Shen Yuntang kissed him on his own initiative, it was the night they parted.That kiss was very lingering, as if he really missed him.

But in fact, Shen Yuntang kissed him once, but that time he was forced.

He kissed him just to meet his good brother Fu Yan.

In that cramped bathroom seven years ago, Xu Jie kissed Shen Yuntang again and again.His kiss didn't have any reason at all. From discussing with the person being kissed, it was almost a one-sided fanatical show of love.

Sometimes in the morning, sometimes in the evening.

He still remembered that he couldn't wait to kiss him again the next morning after he confessed.

Shen Yuntang woke up earlier, just after he finished brushing his teeth, Xu Jie followed him in.

Shen Yuntang was somewhat cramped, he put down his toothbrush and was about to make room for Xu Jie, but Xu Jie stopped him as soon as he turned around.

Shen Yuntang turned his head when he heard the sound, Xu Jie stepped forward to hug his face, buried his head and planted a good morning kiss on his lips.

"Good morning." Xu Jie held that lovely face, and his own breathing became anxious.

Early mornings are always extraordinarily restless for a man with normal physiological functions, not to mention that his aphrodisiac still smells of peppermint, swaying back and forth under his eyelids.

"In America, kissing is just a way of saying hello." He started talking nonsense.

"That's a face-kiss gift." Shen Yuntang stared at him for a while, and explained what was on his mind: "But what's the matter with you kissing?"

Xu Jie couldn't help laughing, his little Haitang didn't slap him or push him away, but started to tangle with him on this kind of routine.

"Because I like you, I just want to kiss your mouth until it can no longer say no." Xu Jie's hand gently stroked the tear mole at the corner of Shen Yuntang's eye, and said with concentration: "Shen Yuntang Yuntang, do you hate me?"

Shen Yuntang frowned, and said for a while: "No, Xu Jie, I don't hate you, it's just you..."

Before he could finish speaking, he was interrupted by another kiss.

"Then allow me to kiss you." Xu Jie felt like a trafficker who abducted women and children, but at this moment, he really wanted to take Shen Yuntang home and hide him.

"I taught you how to kiss myself, what's your disadvantage?"

As soon as the words fell, he kissed Shen Yuntang's lips again.

"If you don't have to like women, please try to like me. I'm so pretty, it's not difficult to like me."

He was clearly belittle him, but what he said made the person who was belittled laugh.

"Let go of me first." Shen Yuntang looked a little dumbfounded, and gently pushed his chest: "I promise you, I will try."

"Really?"

"real."

Those memories are now inaccessible.

Shen Yuntang was at the bottom of Mosen's trainees at the same time at that time. He was not good at this at all, so he always held back the entire team.

He has no background, his appearance is attractive but not eye-catching, and his personality is a bit indifferent.

Except for Xu Jie, no one seemed to think him well.

So on the bright side, the two always keep a long distance.

Xu Jie looked at everyone in the team coldly, so naturally he had to treat Shen Yuntang equally.Even when he returned to the bathroom in the dormitory, he couldn't wait to hold her in his arms.

At that time, Xu Jie felt that he was quite divided, and according to his temperament, he would not care about the gossip in the team.But Shen Yuntang never accepted his love, he just silently endured Xu Jie's nonsense.

His situation in Mosen was already difficult, and Xu Jie always felt bad when he was pointed at behind his back.

Xu Jie doesn't care about wishful thinking and loves him.As long as Shen Yuntang is willing, he doesn't care about falling in love with him across the mountains and seas.

Shen Yuntang was not good at dancing at that time, and was always pulled out by the dance teacher to be criticized. After being criticized, he secretly worked hard in the practice room by himself.

From time to time, Xu Jie leaned against the door and looked at him from a distance. Once he couldn't stand it anymore, so he took Shen Yuntang back to the dormitory while no one was around.

Shen Yuntang just let him drag him away, until he turned to a corner without a camera, he finally spoke softly behind him.

"Am I bad?"

Xu Jie stopped in his tracks, turned around and pulled him into his arms.

"You don't even know how good you are." He gently stroked Shen Yuntang's sweat-soaked hair: "It's all my fault."

He wasn't lying, it was indeed his fault.

If it wasn't for him falling in love with him at first sight, perhaps a person like Shen Yuntang would never have such a bad encounter.He will live an extremely ordinary life, even though that kind of ordinary is what Xu Jie yearns for infinitely because of his existence.

Xu Jie couldn't help thinking that the first time he met Shen Yuntang, it wasn't Mosen or Guqiao.

Shen Yuntang pushed him gently, looking at him with bright eyes.

"What's your fault?" He smiled innocently.

Xu Jie couldn't answer for a moment, he didn't know how to speak.

"Thank you, Xu Jie, but I still have to go back to practice." Shen Yuntang's voice was very gentle: "I want to ask for leave the day after tomorrow to go to my senior brother's performance competition. This may be the last time he will meet before going abroad. I promise him I won’t be absent. But the way I am now, the team will not ask me for leave.”

Xu Jie frowned: "That's all?"

Shen Yuntang nodded: "Yes, that's all."

"Kiss me once." Xu Jie leaned forward and put his face close to Shen Yuntang's lips: "Kiss me once, and I will help you."

Seeing that Shen Yuntang was unmoved, Xu Jie pretended to repent and got up and said, "It's not that I didn't give you a chance, Shen Yuntang. After passing this village, there is no..."

Before he finished speaking, the person in front of him put his arms around his neck and gave him a "boo" on the left side of his face.

Xu Jie was stunned, the feeling was too good.

So he still couldn't finish it, dragged her back into the bathroom and kissed him for several rounds before letting go.

Shen Yuntang cooperated surprisingly that day, Xu Jie looked at Shen Yuntang's red lips kissed by him, and couldn't help laughing: "In the future, if there is such a good thing, take care of me more, don't be polite to me."

"Xu Jie, I..."

"Ok?"

"I allowed you to kiss me, not because of this."

Xu Jie didn't think much about the deep meaning behind Shen Yuntang's words at the time, but he was really fascinated by his gentle gaze, and couldn't help but bowed his head and kissed him again.

Xu Jie has all gone out, and the fake is naturally invited.

That afternoon, Xu Jie and Shen Yuntang left Mosen one after the other, and finally met in Xu Jie's car.

"you……"

Shen Yuntang looked at Xu Jie wearing a mask and sunglasses in the rearview mirror, and couldn't help hesitating for a second.

"what happened?"

"It's nothing." Shen Yuntang quickly dispelled his strange thoughts: "Can you find a flower shop nearby, I want to buy a bunch of flowers."

"There's nothing you can't."

Fu Yan's piano performance was far more amazing than what Xu Du had imagined.

When he saw that tall and handsome man appearing in a neat suit, he suddenly realized that the brother Shen Yuntang was talking about was also a handsome guy.

Although that kind of handsomeness is nothing compared to Xu Jie's handsomeness, but it doesn't matter that Xu Jie is jealous.

He still remembered the night when he confessed his love to Shen Yuntang, he asked Shen Yuntang whether he liked men or women.

Shen Yuntang was silent for a long time, and answered him: "I don't know."

Xu Jie was delighted by this for a long time, but now he feels a little annoyed.

In this world, not only women have intuition, men also have intuition, and sometimes they are very accurate.Based on Xu Jie's understanding of Shen Yuntang for many days, Shen Yuntang just likes men, probably like Fu Yan.

Modesty gentleman, gentle and refined.

They are the people of the world.

Xu Jie didn't quite understand, but he read the approval from Shen Yuntang's flickering eyes in the dark.He stared intently at the elegant figure under the spotlight on the stage, immersed in the huge illusion created by the man's fingertips from beginning to end.

It was the first time for Xu Jie to see Shen Yuntang staring at a person with that kind of infinite yearning eyes, that kind of eyes were not obsessive obsession, nor secret promises, but pure admiration and reverence.

But even this look in the eyes made Xu Jie's heart ache.

Shen Yuntang has never looked at him with such eyes, and Xu Jie feels that the person he loves is like a cloud in the sky.His soul is so high, so high that Xu Jie can't reach it even if he tiptoes.

He couldn't help but think of his grandfather's words. He asked him, are you worthy of others?

Xu Jie had a row of jealousy in his heart, but after Fu Yan finished playing, he still generously handed the champagne roses in his arms to Shen Yuntang's arms.

He chose the champagne rose. Shen Yuntang originally wanted to choose eustoma, but he rejected it because he thought it was not gorgeous enough.

But if he knew that Fu Yan was such a big threat, maybe he should really buy Shen Yuntang the eustoma he wanted.

He did it to himself, and could only watch his beloved walk towards another man with great joy holding a rose.

After the man took the flowers, he gave him a hug.

Xu Jie felt a little strange at the time, so he got up and followed quietly.

"Brother, congratulations." Shen Yuntang's eyes were full of praise beyond words.

Although Fu Yan was smiling, he didn't know why there was a trace of sadness between his brows.

"Yuntang, are you okay?" He asked solemnly.

"Okay." Shen Yuntang lied without thinking, and the smile on his face did not diminish.

Fu Yan frowned, and said softly, "I might be going abroad."

"I know." Shen Yuntang still smiled quietly.

"You can come with me."

Fu Yan's sudden words startled both Shen Yuntang and Xu Jie behind him.

"Even if you can't play the piano, you can change your major. You are still young, and your grades have always been good, so you can apply to a good school. You don't need to think about the cost. My father said that he is confident to help you apply for a full scholarship. .As for life..."

Fu Yan raised his eyebrows as if he had made great determination: "I can take care of you."

Shen Yuntang was silent, although it was only for a short moment, it made Xu Jie feel that a whole year had passed.

"Senior brother, I... can't leave." He raised his head and showed Fu Yan a warm and cruel smile.

"He has me to take care of."

The moment the two looked at each other, a cold voice suddenly broke the awkward silence.

"Senior brother, don't worry." Xu Jie came forward at some point, and hugged Shen Yuntang's shoulders domineeringly in front of Fu Yan.

He heard a gasp in his arms, and raised his eyes to meet Fu Yan's serious eyes.

"You... Take it easy." The man frowned at him, but his eyes finally fell on the hand that Xu Jie put on Shen Yuntang's left shoulder: "He has an injury on his shoulder."

hurt?

Xu Jie couldn't help being stunned.

"He knows, he has a measure." Seeing this, Shen Yuntang hurriedly smoothed things over.

"Brother, we have to go."

Coming out of the venue, Xu Jie kept a calm expression all the way.

"What's wrong?" Shen Yuntang was keenly aware of his strangeness.

"Fu Yan...he likes you?"

Shen Yuntang was so startled by his undisguised question that he couldn't answer for a moment, and after a while he couldn't help smiling: "I'm afraid I can't answer for him about this kind of thing."

"Then do you like him?" Xu Jie asked again.

Shen Yuntang thought for a while, nodded and said, "I liked it."

Xu Jie was like waking up from a dream: "Then you haven't dated before?"

"No." Shen Yuntang's eyes were very sincere.

Xu Jie breathed a sigh of relief, raised his hand and pulled him into his arms: "So, it's better for me. I'll confess to you as soon as I understand what I want."

Shen Yuntang was amused by him: "Well, you can always take the lead."

"Regardless of whether we can get together in the future, I don't want you to be suspicious back and forth between love and not love." Xu Jie lowered his head and knocked Shen Yuntang's forehead with his lips through the mask: "I don't want you to be too tired, I would like to be honest with you about the relationship.”

Shen Yuntang gently pushed him away, and said casually: "Then it's no wonder that you are so proud of your love affairs."

After finishing speaking, he left Xu Jie, turned around and left.

Xu Jie froze in place for a long time, and finally came to his senses.

"So you agreed to date me?" He hurriedly caught up with Shen Yuntang.

Shen Yuntang shook his head: "No."

"Then what do you mean?" Xu Jie couldn't help but frowned.

Shen Yuntang stopped in his tracks and looked back at him amidst the colorful neon lights.

"Xu Jie, if we are still together when it snows early this year, then you will be my first boyfriend."

Xu Jie looked at Shen Yuntang at that moment, and he suddenly remembered the grandfather's question under the crabapple tree that day.

He asked him: "You, are you worthy of being married?

— not worthy.

It was a long time before he could really answer the question.

——Grandpa, he is the best lover.

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