Ten Miles of Spring Breeze Are Begonias

Xu Jie was sitting in the living room, and it was inevitable that he heard Shen Yuntang's words.

His heart, which had been warmed by Shen Yuntang just now, was suddenly emptied and icy cold.

The intimacy of these two days made him almost forget that Shen Yuntang was just forced to stay by his side.He still has Fu Yan in his heart, and he doesn't want to get away and go back to him all the time.

Thinking of this, he couldn't sit down anymore, got up and walked into the kitchen.

"Lu Liang, I don't think I only have two houses."

What Xu Jie said is correct, he has indeed bought a lot of property over the years.He has always had a unique vision in investment, as if he has learned without a teacher, and he can always look ahead and plan ahead.

Lu Liang felt that this talent might be derived from his family's talent. After all, except for his respected grandfather, the whole family was experienced in business.

Although Xu Jie is not short of money, the resources and contacts at hand are ready-made after all, so he will not let them go easily.

In the past two years, Lu Liang has been very busy just taking care of his large and small businesses.As long as there are no particularly important resources in the entertainment industry, he basically leaves them to Xia Ran to practice.

"Of course, but there are quite a lot of real estate under your name. When you bought it, it was for investment, and you never thought about living in it." Lu Liang thought for a while: "Leave it to me. Just say what you want. "

"There's no requirement, it's just the two of us living here anyway. Just be quiet, and it's fine to get in and out easily." Xu Jie almost didn't look at Shen Yuntang the whole time, he was a little afraid of seeing Shen Yuntang's resisting expression.

"Then why don't you stay in a hotel first, and I'll pick you up after packing up?"

"Don't be so troublesome, there's no need to accommodate me." Shen Yuntang still intervened in this topic: "My house is still rented."

"Retired." Xu Jie almost didn't even think about it, so he made the decision for Shen Yuntang.

"Can't……"

"Why not?" Xu Jie's voice couldn't help being too high, in fact, he had been suppressing the fire just now.

Why is Shen Yuntang so ignorant of good and evil, he is so humble.Even if there is no heating in Tangyuan, as long as Shen Yuntang is willing, Xu Jie can stay here with him, as long as he is happy.

But why is he always unhappy?

"Do you want to go back and live with Tang Sheng, or live with Fu Yan?" He finally said the words that he knew Shen Yuntang didn't want to hear.

Sure enough, when Shen Yuntang heard the two names uttered from his mouth, he immediately became angry.

"Xu Jie, I'm a big man, and now I'm like a mistress who was raised by you. I cook for you every day, clean up your food and drink, what else do you want? I just want to find a place to be quiet after you torture me every day. Stay alone for a while."

Shen Yuntang admitted that part of what he said was against his will, but people in life often speak freely in order to vent their anger.

Is he such a dirty person in Xu Jie's heart?Can any man live without him?

Shen Yuntang knew immediately that the situation was out of control, but he couldn't stop the brakes anymore.He couldn't take back those words, just like he couldn't let go of the hurt Xu Jie had done to him.

Then hate each other.

Stop trying to settle down and make up again.

No matter how difficult it is to reunite broken mirrors, as long as you have hatred for each other, you may be able to face this relationship easily and calmly.

After a long silence, Xu Jie finally said, "Do you think... do I bother you?"

"Yes." Shen Yuntang became cruel this time, and he wanted to end it in front of Lu Liang today.

Shen Yuntang felt that there was no fig leaf in his relationship, which was what Xu Jie had promised him early on.If you have to be honest with each other about your relationship, then everyone should speak up and share all their hatred.

"You have been in Paris for a month, and I feel very good. I feel that I live like a human being. But as soon as you come back, I feel like a dog tied up. In fact, after you left, I went to see Fu Yan , I met him several times. He is my boss, I was going to see him, and you can't stop him."

Such an emotionally intense accusation, Shen Yuntang himself didn't know what he said.Maybe it's because Lu Liang is here, he feels that he is extremely embarrassed, and he must use this kind of catharsis to balance the shame of the past.

Xu Jie gave him shame.

But Xu Jie never said a word, he just looked at him silently, his eyes were extremely complicated, as if mixed with grief and anger.

In the end, he just asked a simple question.

"Are you in bed yet?"

Shen Yuntang was slightly startled, for a moment he felt that the two of them were so ridiculous.They are all attached to things that are not worth being attached to, and things that should not be taken seriously.

"That's all you have on your mind."

Xu Jie's gaze slowly shifted to the ring on Shen Yuntang's hand, and his mind was full of images of Shen Yuntang wearing this ring and whispering tenderly to Fu Yan.

He really couldn't accept it, he didn't want the ring anymore.

Shen Yuntang... He doesn't want it either.

"Lu Liang, let's go." After he finished speaking, he turned around and walked out without looking at Shen Yuntang again.

Lu Liang gave Shen Yuntang a deep look at the end, and followed out without saying a word.

Why do you want to do this?

There are already so many undesired things in the world, why should the undesired ones be allowed to go away like this.

Xu Jie didn't look back until he sat in the car.

He was afraid that he would not be able to control himself, he was afraid that if he looked at Shen Yuntang again, even with one glance, he would not be able to hold back the urge to strangle him to death in his arms.

But he didn't want to hurt him anymore.

Even if they get along reluctantly every day, even if the person Shen Yuntang loves has always been Fu Yan.

He couldn't hurt him anymore either.

Facing Shen Yuntang, he was like a fool who pulled a girl's braid.He pushed him farther and farther in this way, and in the end he himself followed forever.

Lu Liang was looking at Xu Jie's expression from the rearview mirror all the way, but the man leaned on the back seat with his eyes closed all the way without saying a word, neither happiness nor anger could be seen.

"As far as I know, he has been reclusive since you left." Now it's not seven years ago, Lu Liang feels that there are some things that need to be said: "As for Fu Yan, he also left the country two days after you left, and they don't have time to see so Multi-faceted."

So what, it doesn't make sense anymore.

Shen Yuntang would not love him, on the contrary, he clearly expressed his hatred to him.

Xu Jie really wanted to cover him with his heart, but Shen Yuntang's words were like Ling Chi, and his heart was gouged out.

He still remembers that when he was a child, a friend fostered a full-term kitten in his home.The kitten was just as big as a slap, lying softly in its own den and falling asleep.

Xu Jie's dog was overjoyed to see the kitten, wagging its tail and circling around the kitten happily and restlessly.It might also have been petted by a kitten, looking at Xu Jie from time to time and making soft moans of eager desire.

But even though he likes it so much, he just circles around it and keeps his eyes fixed on it.

So impatient, yet afraid to get close.

Xu Jie felt that he was like that when he looked at Shen Yuntang.

He just looked at him eagerly, Shen Yuntang had been asleep, and he seemed never to wake up and look at him.

"Xu Jie..." Lu Liang's voice recalled Xu Jie's thoughts: "Did you hear what I said?"

Xu Jie slowly opened his eyes, and responded casually: "What did you say?"

"I think Shen Yuntang loves you."

Xu Jie was slightly stunned, feeling as if his heart had jumped into the sky in an instant and then fell into the abyss.

"Why do you think for him?"

As soon as the words fell, Lu Liang had already flashed double flashes and pulled over to stop.

"Who is Shen Yuntang? Do you think you can blackmail Tang Sheng just because you take him? If he didn't love you, would he be more willing to stay by your side?"

Xu Jie couldn't understand a word of Lu Liang's words.But as long as he has a topic with the word "Shen Yuntang", it is enough to revive his emotions.

He frowned and looked at Lu Liang, hesitantly said: "What do you mean?"

"Do you know anything about his family?"

Now that I've said it, let's just say it all.

Lu Liang really couldn't see these two people hurting each other in front of him again, which made him feel that it was all the evil he did back then.

"His mother was made into a vegetative state by his stepfather and lay on the hospital bed. It was Shen Yuntang who asked the doctor to pull out the ventilator. Shen Yuntang must have never told you about this."

The feeling of a thunderbolt from the blue sky and five thunders hitting the top is probably nothing more than that.

Xu Jie's mind was like a thunderbolt exploding on the ground, and it was blank for an instant, and there was nothing.

It took a long time before he regained consciousness after Lu Liang's words.

"His mother also plays the piano. She is beautiful and strong. Shen Yuntang may think that she is too painful and has no dignity. He wanted to help her out, so he sent her away with his own hands."

"When did it happen?" Xu Jie felt that his voice was trembling, and even he couldn't control it.

He pretended to love him, but he knew nothing of the suffering he had suffered.

"Before I met you."

Lu Liang turned around and looked at him meaningfully: "Xu Jie, why do you think such a Shen Yuntang is willing to endure your torture? Just for a Tang Sheng? For his bleak stardom that can be seen at a glance? "

Xu Jie knew that Shen Yuntang was stubborn, but he didn't know that he was so stubborn.

In his memory, he has always been clean and beautiful on the train, with poetic eyebrows and painting eyes.

Like a flower that is not red, like ice that is not frozen.

How did Xu Jie know that he hadn't even seen the tip of the iceberg, and that there was such a deep pain hidden under the calm face of the one he loved.

"And that Tang Sheng you covet, what do you think is his relationship with Shen Yuntang?"

Let's talk, the matter is already like this, let him know what should be known.

"Tang Sheng is his stepfather's child, a bloodless brother. Shen Yuntang has raised him for seven years regardless of previous suspicions."

This is something Shen Yuntang can do.

Xu Jie was not surprised, but the dull pain in his chest almost overwhelmed his last rationality,

He wants to go back now, he wants to rub Shen Yuntang into his arms and kiss him over and over again.

"What else do you know about him?"

"Ask him yourself." Lu Liang said in a high-spirited way: "Xu Jie, in fact, you have never believed that Shen Yuntang left you because he took my money, right. You just use this as an excuse to hate him, Otherwise, you won’t even be able to convince yourself!”

"Then tell me why you fell to the ground?" Xu Jie couldn't help it anymore: "For so many years, Lu Liang, you have never told me this problem directly!"

"Because you dare not ask!" Lu Liang turned around and looked at him: "When Shen Yuntang refused my compensation, he said that he can leave you for your own good, but he can't take my money, and he can't let you down." Feelings for him. As for you, your confidence in him can be said to be broken in one blow. You have no confidence in Shen Yuntang, you have never had any confidence in his love for you, and it is still the same today!"

Xu Jie didn't speak, because Lu Liang was almost killed by one blow.

"He left Mosen because you were stabbed to the higher-ups for chasing him. He came to Mosen because you liked him, and he was kicked out because you liked him. He really has nothing to do to you, Xu Jie , don't treat him like that again."

Lu Liang sighed and restarted the car: "Go back and find him?"

"No."

Lu Liang looked back in astonishment, and saw that the person behind him closed his eyes in pain and leaned heavily back on his seat.

"I can't go back."

When he was most difficult, I was no longer by his side.

Now, there is no place for me by his side.

After Xu Jie left, Shen Yuntang sat on the floor leaning on the cupboard alone, the soup in the pot was still bubbling, but he turned a deaf ear to it.

In the end, he still said those nasty things to him, and Xu Jie's silence and determination when he left had already brought everything to a decent end for them.

In the end, only Shen Yuntang himself was disrespectful, and he actually started to miss him.

Think of the little temper he played with him in the supermarket, think of the kiss he hugged me in the bathroom, and the ridiculous questions he asked him.

Thinking about how they have each other, the scenes are getting closer, and the frames are vivid.

But the dream always wakes up, rational as the snow that doesn't know when outside the house, finally covering up all the traces of the heartbeat.

He sat until the sun was setting, and then he got up awkwardly.

He turned off the fire and dumped all the contents of the pot into the trash can.

After a brief cleaning, he left the key on the table and exited Xu Jie's Tang Garden, which is considered to be his memory.

He drove all the way back to the house he rented. After driving [-] to [-] kilometers away from Tangyuan, he realized that the ring that Xu Jie put on was still shining softly on his finger holding the steering wheel.

Shen Yuntang was slightly taken aback, and hurriedly pulled over the car and stopped.

He tried his best to pick off the ring again, almost heard the "clank" of the knuckles coming off the joints, but the ring held him tightly without moving.

With soapy water and olive oil, there is always a way to get it off.

But the ring had been on his finger for a month, and he had many chances to take it off, but he wore it for so long with peace of mind.

People are subconscious, sometimes it is such a terrible thing.

Thinking of this, Shen Yuntang felt that he could no longer restrain himself, and burst into tears.

The last time I cried like this was at my mother's bedside.

Accompanied by a doctor, he took off his mother's breathing mask with his own hands.

At that time, he felt that he had nothing left.

But now, he still has nothing.