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When Qin Huai's doctor friend came over, I was dozing off on the sofa with a slow-running game notebook spread out on my lap.

It's old, slow to respond, won't open large games, freezes a lot, and doesn't give me the best of my gaming life anymore.

Sometimes I am so angry that I slam the mouse, and more often I just drag the progress bar and watch movies bored. Movies are fast-forwarding life, and several years are passed in one day and one night.I want to have a big dream, and when I wake up, it's still the summer when I didn't meet Qin Huai.

"Did you really find him back? Admired!" He Zhou said in surprise.

"If I don't get him back, am I going to let him fend for himself?" Qin Huai said displeasedly. He took the game book that was dangling on my lap, and watched me slowly wake up.

"Good evening, have you finished your meal?" He asked me kindly.

Still sleepy, I squinted to watch their conversation.

"Tell me, what's the problem this time, you hurt him again?" He Zhou asked, "I'll have a date soon."

"Push it off," Qin Huai said nonchalantly, "It's a blind date again. With all due respect, it's better to fall in love freely."

"What's so good about free love?" He Zhou threw up the oranges in the fruit plate, "Do you want to torture each other like the two of you? Seriously, Qin Huai, you raised him too skinny."

"If he doesn't eat, what can I do?" Qin Huai complained, "I can't spend all my time on him." He turned his head and saw my eyes wide open, so he stopped talking.

I don't get angry when they talk about me like no one else, in fact, I'm completely unmoved.

Qin Huai pulled me into his arms and let me sit on his lap, "Come here and have a look at his wrist, drink porridge." He rolled up the cuff of my pajamas, exposing the red wrist, "Do you need some medicine? ?”

"Pfft—you guys still play S/M?" He Zhou suddenly coughed and said in shock, "I didn't know you still had this hobby! Would Jiang Lin be willing?"

"I didn't," Qin Huai replied, "I just couldn't control him to leave, I just restricted him from escaping at night."

"Seriously, if he really wants to run, you can't stop him during the day, why bother?" He Zhou muttered, and he came over to check my wrist, "Don't touch the water, just use some ordinary ointment, I'll give it to you before I leave." You write on paper."

"Then I will trouble you." Qin Huai said, "Stay here for dinner?" Qin Huai turned to me again, "Ah Lin, what do you want to eat?"

I keep my mouth shut.

"Jiang Lin?" Qin Huai emphasized.

He Zhou looked at my face, dark circles under my eyes, and my broken neck.

"Shh! Don't scare him," he said, "Is he suffering from severe insomnia, loss of appetite, physical decline, weight loss and other symptoms."

"Maybe." Qin Huai said irritably, "I know what you want to say, he's not sick."

He Zhou was angry: "Please, why did you call me here if you are not sick? It is not for treating that ridiculous wound. Although I am a surgeon, I don't know anything about other things. Stop abusing him and take him to the hospital as soon as possible." one look."

The word "hospital" made me very sensitive. I raised my head and stared at Hezhou.

"I didn't abuse him," Qin Huai retorted, "It's too late for me to please him, it's him who has a problem with me."

"Cough" He Zhou continued, "Don't lock him in the room all day, do you want him to jump off the stairs and then secretly regret it?" He reprimanded Qin Huai and then turned his head to me and softened his tone, "Last time Things really don't go right."

"Oh." I said to him.

Qin Huai squeezed my waist tightly.

We went to the hospital early the next morning. Everything was arranged by Liang Chen. We came very early. I don’t know what supernatural power Liang Chen showed. Turned into a puppet led by Qin Huai, there was no room for resistance.

I sat on the seat outside the clinic, looking indifferently at the closed door of the clinic, Qin Huai was there for a long time.

When Qin Huai came out, he looked a little sad. He closed his eyes and took a deep breath, then hugged me violently.I don't know what's going on with him, and I don't care about the situation.

The two big men hugged each other at the door of the consulting room, but they didn't get any spectators. Thinking about it, life and death are normal in the hospital. People will do some outrageous things when they are emotional. The same is true for Qin Huai. Bite my ear.

"I love you," he gasped, "I will never abandon you."

I pushed him away, we have known each other for seven years, and we have been together for four years, he has said countless sweet words and hurtful words to me, "I will take you seriously, neither of us will leave each other, you are so cute, Ah Lin look I, 'to' can only pretend to be pitiful, cry and prodigal, selfish and cunning, waste, useless garbage'... I once regarded him as my lover wishfully, but he never admitted that he loves me.For so many years, all I have asked for is a lover who treats me well, a warm and stable home, and now he comes to give his love, is he pitying me?

I pushed him away, covered my face, and stumbled away, I couldn't take it anymore, I really couldn't bear it.

"It's okay." Qin Huai grabbed me back and hugged me tightly: "Don't be sad, as long as you treat me well, I will be fine."

I just looked at him, tears filled my eyes, I sniffed, it's shameful, I'm crying more and more as I get older.

"Don't cry," Qin Huai said in a panic, "It's my fault, I shouldn't have treated you like that, can I apologize to you? Ah Lin! Can you say something?"

I confine my tears to my eyes.

He took my hand and led me out of the corridor, "What do you want to eat? I'll take you to eat."

The elevator quickly descended to the first floor, Qin Huai protected me from passing through the crowd in the lobby, and turned around and said in a low voice: "I remember you like to eat fish." Qin Huai said in a low voice, "I'll take you to eat grilled fish, okay? "

I watched the people coming and going.

"How about braised saury? Braised carp with garlic?"

He led me away, but I staggered forward and was firmly caught by him, "Are you dizzy?"

I shook my head, pointed to the flower bed next to the parking lot, and motioned for myself to go there.

Qin Huai sighed, and picked me up resignedly. I'm very light, weighing less than 55 kilograms, it's ridiculous to put it on a man.

I began to struggle, grabbing his back through the thin clothes, Qin Huai screamed in pain, he could only let me go.

There was something wonderful about his cry.

"Wait a minute," Qin Huai said to me, his phone rang, and he gathered around me, answering a very long call, a few words drifted into my ears, and then Qin Huai circled around the flower bed.

I was quiet and obedient, until Qin Huai hung up the phone half an hour later, I was still in place.

I looked at his serious face and suddenly felt a little funny.

"Qin Huai, come here." It was rare for me to take the initiative to speak.

Qin Huai seemed very honored. In an instant, he showed a silly smile, squatted down, and looked at me level: "What's the matter? Ah Lin, where are you going?"

I grabbed his hand and brought it gently to my mouth.Qin Huai seemed to think that I was going to kiss his hand, and he had an expectant smile on his face.

I touched his hand lightly, and then took a sip. Qin Huai's hand should still have his unique body odor, but recently I can't really smell it.I opened my mouth and bit down from his tiger's mouth. My teeth were sharp and my determination was strong, and I tasted the blood after a while.

What a sweet taste.

Qin Huai accepted it quietly and did not stop me. I raised my eyes and met his gaze.

Time passed very slowly, the world was silent, even the breeze disappeared.

I let go and licked the blood on my lips.

Qin Huai was still smiling, but his smile became unrecognizable, "Is it fun, Jiang Lin?"

"Well, I feel much better." I smiled.