deserved

My friends say I'm stupid.

I wanted to hit him when he said that, but he's one of the few friends I have.

Li Mu is a scumbag from the next major I met when I was a freshman.We had a deep revolutionary friendship: we stayed up late together to memorize questions, watched football games all night, and rushed to draft creative competitions.He is a humorous person, and he doesn't care much about my sexuality; my high school best friend Xiaohua and I once helped him formulate a plan book for pursuing court flowers: the process is so delicate and the plot twists and turns can almost be written into a book " Affectionate Schoolboy Falls in Love with Me".But what is infuriating is that the two revolutionary comrades in arms finally decided to abandon the illusory goddess and kicked me away.It took only a month for them to be together.With a happy ending, Li Mu abducted my best friend and joined the army of tragic long-distance relationships.

The two of them did not dislike me when they learned about my recent situation, which is not the case with many other people they met in school.

So I had to give up the urge to shut him up, and strained my face to watch the series of chattering lectures popping up on the phone screen.

I lost two waves of friends, the first when I came out and the second when I was identified as a pervert.

I don't know if it's their fault, but it's definitely my fault, because my life is such a failure.

But in the end none of that will matter.

I'm really stupid and never fooled myself.

I have been deliberately avoiding a question: what does Qin Huai think of me?