Energy conservation law

The crowd dispersed and the party was over.

On the way home, there was a sudden silence between the two of them.

"Did you see the girl next to us crying so hard just now?" Shen Yicheng tried to liven up the atmosphere between the two of them.

"Yes, got it."

"It's worse than crying after falling out of love."

"What about you, are you crying?" Yu Zhuoyi asked back.

"Me?" Shen Yicheng smiled, "How is it possible, I haven't reached that level yet."

In fact, there was a moment when I finished that sentence, but I held back because I was afraid that if you asked me why, I would not be able to help but tell you.

"is it?"

So how much do you like me? Will you cry if you separate?

"Nonsense, and I'm a man."

"Oh."

I don't know why Yu Zhuo became depressed as soon as he left the venue, no matter how much Shen Yicheng tried to get his attention, he always looked indifferent and unwilling to talk, which was completely opposite to the state just now.

Yu Zhuoyi had been waiting for him to tell him that he was going abroad, but the other party never even mentioned it that night.

The time for the provincial physics competition has been set long ago. In mid-June, there has been extra training for the past few days, so Yu Zhuoyi has not gone home and stayed at school. No more contact, both parties are very busy.Yu Zhuoyi is busy with competition training, so what about Shen Yicheng?Are you busy with going abroad?

On weekends, the teacher would lead the team to get acquainted with the environment first. The night before they left, they finally showed mercy and gave them a holiday, allowing them to have a good rest and pack their luggage.The boys have nothing to bring, just a few changes of clothes, and they can be tidied up in a few clicks.Finally, my brain can be free for a while, and I no longer revolve around the physics problems, but my eyes can't help but look at the screen of the mobile phone all the time, which is even more painful than writing papers.Whenever the signal light was flashing, the heart seemed to be grabbed and lifted up suddenly. When I opened it, it was not the news I wanted, and it was suddenly released again. This went back and forth, repeated countless times.

Later, Yu Zhuo thought selfishly, might it be because he didn't tell him that he wasn't going?

It was already past midnight, and he had to get up early to gather tomorrow morning, but he still didn't feel sleepy at all, lying on the bed, staring at the ceiling motionlessly with his eyes open.

Just when he was about to give up waiting, the phone vibrated.Just like a soldier hearing the order to assemble at night, Yu Zhuoyi got up and connected the phone without hesitation for a second.

A few seconds after the call was connected, neither party spoke.

After a while, the other party spoke first.

"have you slept?"

"No."

"Oh, what time does the train leave tomorrow morning?"

"08:30."

"It's early, you still not asleep?"

"Hmm." Waiting for your call.

"What a coincidence, I'm also on the plane tomorrow morning."

Yu Zhuoyi didn't expect it to be as he expected. What a coincidence, it was obviously intentional. Sometimes he really hates himself for knowing each other so well.

He paused, controlled his emotions so that his voice would not sound too trembling, and pretended to be surprised and said, "Really? Where are you going?"

"Didn't grandma tell you?"

"No."

In fact, I mentioned it on the phone.

"I decided to study abroad."

"Oh? I decided today to leave tomorrow?" Yu Zhuoyi's words sounded a bit weird.

"No."

"Then you tell me now?"

"I..." Shen Yicheng could also hear the obvious displeasure in his voice, but still pretended not to notice it, and laughed dryly, "I'm worried that you won't want to part with me. It's too embarrassing to cry at the airport."

Yu Zhuoyi immediately answered, without any intention of joking, "Then why did you say it again now, you can tell me when you arrive." His tone became cold.

"I……"

"I can't see you off anyway, I wish you a safe journey in advance."

"I……"

"Beep beep..."

The phone was hung up.

After Shen Yicheng kept holding the phone for a long time, he said in a daze, "I'm afraid I won't let you go."

Yu Zhuo buried his head in his knees, regretting the phone call he hung up because of impulsiveness just now, and angry at why the other party didn't come back.

When the sky was still bright, Yu Zhuoyi put on his clothes and turned over from the bed.

Although it is already summer, the weather is still a little bit cold when I wake up in the morning because of the fog.

At about seven o'clock, a familiar black car drove out of the gate of the community.

"Trouble, follow that car."

The morning fog gradually dissipated, and the distance to the airport continued to shorten.

The car stopped at the entrance, and there were quite a few people catching the morning shift, and the queue had already reached the gate.

"Do you want to get off here?" the driver asked.

"Please wait a moment."

"Okay, not too long."

"Ah."

The car door opened, Shen Yicheng got out of the car, Liu Xin and Shen Hailin also got out of the car one after another.

He was wearing a black tracksuit and a white baseball cap. He was thin and slender, and only a rough outline could be seen from a distance.A large black suitcase and matching duffel bag were pulled from the trunk.Liu Xin tidied up his collar, the husband and wife were probably exhorting something, Shen Yicheng nodded from time to time, and the last farewell was two hugs.The two of them were sent here and did not go in again. When the figure of the person slowly disappeared from sight, Liu Xin finally couldn't help crying, covering his face and leaning on his husband's shoulder.

Yu Zhuoyi got out of the car before he entered, luckily there were enough people.

He followed him all the way.Ticket collection, baggage check, security check.Every time I complete a step, my heart sinks a little bit. The security check line is neither long nor short, one after another.

The expression on Shen Yicheng's face was very calm and indifferent, he didn't even pick up his phone to look at it, as if he could leave without any worries.

When it was his turn to go through the security check, he turned his head and looked behind his eyes, a figure flashed by, his eyes lit up, and when he blinked again, the person was gone.

hallucinations.

Until the moment when the plane took off, Shen Yicheng didn't have any sense of reality, he just felt in a trance, everything seemed to be programmed, he followed the flow of people to finish one by one, then waited and boarded the plane.The plane climbed up to the sky little by little, and the high-rise buildings in the city became very small. When he looked out of the window, he thought, Yu Zhuoyi was in a corner below. If he looked up, he wondered if he could see himself.Later, he realized that he was no longer in the city for the train at 08:30.

Yu Zhuoyi kept his head up until the plane disappeared into the sky.

The mobile phone has been vibrating intermittently since a long time ago, and the vibration is so strong that my thighs are almost numb.

"Hey."

"Zhuo Yi, where are you???" The teacher's anxious voice came from the phone.

"I'm in the hospital with acute gastroenteritis." This was an excuse I thought up last night, and Yu Zhuoyi's voice sounded exhausted.

hoarse.

"Ah?! Is it serious? Which hospital are you in, and who are you with?"

"It's okay, you can go back soon."

"Is anyone with you?"

"Yes..." Yu Zhuoyi's voice sounded like he was about to cry.

It was there just now, and it's not there now.

Yu Zhuoyi is his most promising student, but now such a situation suddenly appeared, the teacher can't say anything, he can only comfort him, "You should rest well, if you can, take the train tonight, if you really can't... Then wait for the next opportunity, the most important thing is to keep your body healthy, and there are opportunities at any time."

Yu Zhuoyi bit his lips tightly, "Yes."

"The signal on the train is not good, so keep in touch at any time."

"Ah."

A week later, he received a courier. Inside the courier was a photo framed in a photo frame. It was the photo that Yu Zhuoyi wanted to destroy the most.

About five or six years old, two little boys were sitting on the floor, the little Yu Zhuo held Shen Yicheng in his arms and pressed a kiss on his cheek, Shen Yicheng was still holding a toy in his hand, with a confused expression.After growing up, Shen Yicheng always used this photo to threaten him to do various things for him, and always said that Yu Zhuoyi must have harbored ill intentions towards him since he was a child.Later, when he grew up, he didn't say the word "wrongful", and this photo seemed to be forgotten.

Now it seems that there is no.

There was a note in the delivery that said, "Late birthday present."

idiot.

Yu Zhuoyi later found out that Shen Yicheng had changed his phone number on the day he left, and it was his grandma who told him and gave him a new contact method.It's just that Yu Zhuo never used it once.

The calendar was turned page by page, and the summer of the next year came, and Yu Zhuoyi officially graduated from high school.

Draw a full stop.

On his birthday, he received a courier from the other side of the ocean. It was a very beautiful pen. You could tell it was expensive just by the luster and workmanship. The note inside the box said happy graduation.

There was the other party's address on the courier, and he could have followed that address to find Shen Yicheng or send something, but he never did so.

In the later years, apart from Shen Yicheng, they would send birthday gifts every year, even when they were in college or working.But each other tacitly chose not to contact each other.

Yu Zhuoyi University chose a school in the north. No one thought that he would choose a police academy. Even he himself was surprised when he thought about it later.

Sure enough, until the last moment, no one will know what kind of path they will take in the future.

How long is a person's life?Some people's life is only a few hours, some people's life is more than ten years, some people's life is more than 100 years, [-] years... the longest is more than [-] years.

In fact, no one can tell how long it is. Only when death really comes, can we really know how long our life is and how long we can stay in the world.

The moment the bullet passed through his chest, he didn't really feel anything. When his body started to fall, Yu Zhuoyi quickly flashed many images in his mind, the old house, grandparents, school... and more were Shen Yicheng.Gradually, it became difficult to breathe, and I could only use my mouth to cooperate with the breathing. The sound of gunshots was still echoing in my ears, and the shouts of comrades-in-arms, the voice became more and more blurred, and finally, I couldn't hear anything.When I closed my eyes, I heard the voice of Shen Yicheng calling his name from the depths of my memory. The last frame before I completely lost consciousness was an 18-year-old boy wearing a yellow sportswear, waiting in the banyan tree with a bright smile Down.

Yellow, really, is too conspicuous.

Tears from the corners of his eyes slid down and disappeared on the ground.

The original life is 26 years.

Since Shen Yicheng went abroad at the age of 18, he has been staying abroad. During this period, he has returned to China a few times, but not for a long time. Maybe it is because of different holidays or Yu Zhuoyi deliberately avoided him, and the time of returning home is always at the wrong time.

At that time, he thought that the future was still very long. He thought that as long as he was separated for a long time, one day he would completely forget that feeling, so that one day he would be able to stand by Yu Zhuoyi's side in an open and honest manner, instead of being pregnant with Yu Zhuoyi. With those dirty thoughts, unwilling to admit that he is his brother.

But later it turned out to be wrong. Even though I met many men and women of different nationalities and skin colors abroad, and I was occasionally moved, no one could live in my heart like that boy.

When he received the call, it was still late at night in foreign countries. He had just returned from socializing outside and was exhausted. He thought he had heard it wrong, but the noise and constant crying on the phone told him over and over again that he did not Misunderstood.

He sat on the sofa for a whole night. When the sunlight from the window penetrated the glass and filled the living room, he staggered up and hurriedly searched for a change of clothes in the closet, muttering to himself , "I must have heard it wrong, it must be, I must have drunk too much last night, and I had hallucinations, that's right, that's it, I have to take a shower quickly, John will pick me up later, I am nine o'clock in the morning There's a meeting, yes, that's right." The whole wardrobe was messed up and I couldn't find the clothes I wanted, making the floor messy, a small box fell from the upper shelf of the wardrobe, hit the floor, the box fell apart, A silk scarf fell out.It was the silk scarf that he and Yu Zhuoyi went to the ancient town to buy back then. He tied their hands together with Yu Zhuoyi, saying that he was afraid that he would get lost.In fact, what Yu Zhuoyi didn't know was that it was just an excuse that he couldn't help but want to hold his hand because the scenery was so beautiful that night.

Those scenes accompany him through countless sleepless nights in foreign countries, like a book that he can never get tired of reading, and it is a book of memories that belongs to him alone.But now, someone told him that the other protagonist of the story has disappeared. Thinking of this, Shen Yicheng couldn't bear to sit on the floor any longer, and all the emotions that had been forcibly suppressed surged up like a beast released from a cage.

All the sadness was overdrawn that day.

Shen Yicheng would never have imagined that when he saw Yu Zhuoyi again after so many years, it would be in that cold and dark place.

Yu Zhuoyi lay quietly on the bed, motionless, very obedient, not at all like his sleeping habits.The eyebrows and eyes are familiar, the people are familiar, but the place is wrong, and the temperature is even wrong.

Shen Yicheng felt that his tears in this life were probably owed to Yu Zhuoyi in his previous life, and he would take them away all at once in this life.

Yu Zhuoyi's request for the funeral in his will stated that he would request a sea burial in case of sudden misfortune.

The weather was fine that day, the sky was blue and the sea was blue.Except for the bad people, everything else is fine.

Shen Yicheng followed the program numbly, with no expression on his face, and never shed a single tear, until his eyes finally turned red when he saw the ashes sprinkled on the sea level.

This incident was a big blow to the two old people who brought him up, especially grandma, so after the funeral, Liu Xin took them back to his home in order to avoid seeing things and thinking about others, fearing that their emotions would be overwhelmed. .Shen Yicheng went back to the old house by himself.

He was lying on the bed in Yu Zhuo's room, looking at the ceiling without focus.

The wind blows, the curtains are not tied and shake slightly, the Lego on the window sill is already covered with dust, but it is always there.

He tilted his head and said to the other side, "Yu Zhuoyi, let's go to school together tomorrow morning."

The other party said, "Okay."

"Remember to wait for me after school."

"it is good."

"Want to watch a movie this weekend?"

"it is good."

"Are you okay together?"

This time, no one answered.

It's a bit embarrassing, but Shen Yicheng has always been thick-skinned, so he didn't care, and said viciously, "If you don't think about it, I will give you a few more days to think about it, but you have to hurry up, after all, my market is so good and patient." Not enough either."

There was no response for a long time.

"Did you hear Yu Zhuoyi, I said I like you, I really like you very much..."

Still no response.

Shen Yicheng turned over and buried his face on the pillow, like a child who went to a beloved toy, hiccupping while crying, tears soon soaked half of the pillow surface.The sun began to sink, and the last light in the room disappeared and became dark.

When the mood gradually calmed down, Shen Yicheng reached out and turned on the lamp on the bedside table. He sat up slowly, and took a box on the table, which was given to him by Yu Zhuoyi's comrade-in-arms, saying that he had to open it by himself. .

The box was not big, and when I opened it, I found a dried camellia flower and a mobile phone inside.Camellia.

When Florentino sent the first letter to Fermina, he wanted to give her the camellia inserted in the buttonhole, but Fermina refused, because it was the flower of love.

Shen Yicheng laughed out loud, and still didn't admit that he had something wrong with me, the tears that had just been suppressed flooded his eyes again.

Picking up the mobile phone, it is an old-fashioned style. The battery in the mobile phone is less than half. There is no password, nothing, and only 58 phone messages.

Shen Yicheng tried to use this mobile phone to call himself, and found that it was the number he had used before. It was the phone number that Yu Zhuoyi's moral education director and class teacher had called before to complain. It was the phone number he abandoned after he went abroad.

Each message lasted more than ten seconds, but there was no sound at all. Shen Yicheng listened to each message patiently, and even went back to listen again, afraid that he didn't listen carefully or the other party's voice was too low for him to hear.

The last message was left by Yu Zhuoyi the night before his accident.

This time the messages were longer than the previous ones, lasting more than 30 seconds, and Shen Yicheng's fingers trembled for a long time before making up his mind.

The front was also blank, and it was only in the last few seconds that Yu Zhuoyi's voice appeared, saying, "I'm about to go on a mission."

After a pause for a few seconds.

He yelled, "Brother..."

The law of conservation of energy, a term in physics.Energy can neither be created nor disappear out of thin air, it can only be transferred from one object to another, and the forms of energy can also be converted into each other.

The thing of liking you doesn't happen out of thin air, and I can't make it disappear out of thin air, so I thought about it, and finally I thought, if love cannot exist, then if it is transformed into family affection, can we be together forever?