Bad intentions

God is strange.They not only use our evil to punish us, but also use our inner beauty, kindness, compassion, and love to destroy us.

—Oscar Wilde

"Stephen, I'm leaving again in a few days." Yu Chen'an said, "Maybe I will return to the UK even less in the future. The visa I applied for this time is very long."

He put a bouquet of flowers in front of the grave. If Huo Jintang hadn't mentioned it, Yu Chen'an really wouldn't have bought flowers. Stephen doesn't like flowers, he has hay fever allergies, hates romance, hates lyricism, if he sees Yu Chenan coming over with such a big bouquet of flowers, he will only laugh at Yu Chenan's sissy.

Stephen has always been like this.When he fished Yu Chen'an out of the water, he began to hate Chen'an: "Can't you play football, can't you keep fit, can't you practice boxing? Beat them until their noses are bruised and their faces are swollen. Who cares?" Dare to call you faggot."

But Yu Chen'an couldn't do it. Not everyone in the world has the extremely vigorous energy like Stephen. They not only have to help in their parents' Chinese restaurant, but also study, and they also have to participate in rich club activities and get the highest award. scholarship. Stephen always said: "Make others look down on you."

The way his parents came here was not glorious, and it took a lot of twists and turns to really settle down, but they were still not very rich, so Stephen tried his best to be the best, not letting Yu Chenan call him by his Chinese name, saying that it was written on his certificate It's Stephen.When they went out together in middle school, Stephen pointed to a house and said, "I'm going to live there in the future."

Yu Chen'an didn't look at the road at all, he was biting ice cream, and stopped when he heard Stephen's words: "Huh? That house is very expensive, right?"

"That's No. [-] Downing Street." Stephen said, "You idiot, you didn't listen to me at all."

Then Stephen would take Yu Chenan to the House of Commons to listen to the debate, and he also threw away half of Yu Chenan's ice cream.Amidst the fierce quarrel between the congressmen, Yu Chen'an was still drowsy, and suddenly heard Stephen asking him what he wanted to do in the future.

Yu Chen'an was in a daze, as if to say: "I want to do things that make me happy."

Stephen sneered and left him alone. It took him a while to hear Stephen say beside him: "Only a guy like you would say that. If I had your conditions, I would definitely be able to make better use of them."

People always have shortcomings that they are not willing to be reconciled to. Stephen wants to be looked down upon and not to be looked down upon.And Yu Chen'an...

When he became completely alone in England, Yu Chen'an realized that he was not reconciled, or that he had hatred, and the hatred was because he wanted to love.

He ends up getting more love than he imagined.

"You always want me to come back and kill those who bullied me in a flash, and you will be more angry than my mother when you find out that the school I applied to is not good." Yu Chen'an stood a little tired, "This is unrealistic, and it's not a TV series. You Have you seen "The Temptation of Going Home"? You must not have seen it. The heroine in it is like this. She was betrayed by her husband and suppressed by supporting roles, and then she came back to take revenge in a different way. Every time I want to go all out and become stronger , but I haven’t seen you for two or three years, so I may not have improved much.”

"I met a man in China. At first I thought he was very similar to you. He was smart and kind, and a bit stubborn. I thought I shouldn't lie to him and wanted to be friends with him." Yu Chenan hesitated, "But in the end I didn’t become a friend, but became a boyfriend. If you don’t mess around, I can take you to see him. You used to worry that I would be cheated, but now I won’t. He... Forget it, he He always lied to me."

Lie to Huo Jintang, Huo Jintang is right, people are not black and white, and Yu Chenan has lied to Huo Jintang more than once, not telling the truth completely.

The last time Stephen and Yu Chenan quarreled was because Stephen found out that Yu Chenan did not apply to the school they had discussed before.

"I made up so many lessons for you for nothing, and even helped you choose a school! Your A-level results are obviously not bad," Stephen was very angry, "What kind of crappy school are you applying for!"

Yu Chen'an tried to explain to Stephen that his mother was sick, and it was too late when he found out, so he could only be treated conservatively, and he needed to live closer.

Stephen became even angrier: "You gave up for her? You really have a problem with your brain, right? Yu Chen'an, did Yu Manting take care of you since she was a child, and now she needs you to take care of her. She used to only treat you as a drag You bottle, I think you hinder her from remarrying!"

Of course Yu Chen'an knew, but he was such a person, procrastinating and indecisive, no wonder Stephen was so angry that he left directly.

Yu Chen'an tried to keep in touch, but Stephen didn't drag him down, but became indifferent. He said he was very busy, had a lot of things to do, was rushing for papers, and there were too many talented people in the university, so he needed to stay focused better to be able to not lagging behind.Yu Chen'an didn't pay much attention to it either, his mother was always having problems at that time, he was incapable of fighting, and later, he heard the news of Stephen's death.

"I want to do things that make me happy," Yu Chen'an said, "I hope you will live like this next time. You have taught me so many things. I seem to have only learned to drink. When you die, when your mother dies, And when I was separated from Huo Jintang, I always had to drink a lot of wine every day to fall asleep, but I won't anymore, I want to live longer."

"Also, if someone calls faggot around me again next time, I will definitely tell them, fuckoff like you taught me." Yu Chen'an remembered another thing he learned, "Thank you, Stephen. "

Yu Chen'an left the cemetery, and he did not visit Yu Manting again.

In 24 hours, he was about to leave, boarded the flight back to China, and Huo Jintang was waiting for him in another world.That dream is too big. In this world, no one can always do what he likes, but luckily, he has someone who makes him happy.

After coming back, he had to put on sunglasses and a mask again, and when he walked through the VIP passage, there were fans guarding the exit to take pictures. Yu Chenan looked around, but there was no Huo Jintang.Of course not, Huo Jintang is not stupid, he came here to make publicity, Yu Chenan also knew it, but couldn't help but want to look for it.

Huo Jintang was at home, it seemed that he came back early and waited for a while.Seeing Yu Chenan push the door and come in, sitting on the sofa and waving at Yu Chenan, Yu Chenan ran over, Huo Jintang pinched Yu Chenan's ribs: "People get fat when they rest, why are you thinner? Looking up at the starry sky is so unpalatable?"

Huo Jintang's pride in food is purely a tribute to Buddha. For example, now he relies on takeaway to fill the scene, so that foreign friends from afar can taste it, and feel the profoundness of Chinese cuisine.

Yu Chen'an said, "Isn't this stinky tofu?"

Huo Jintang said, "That's right, otherwise, what kind of feast do you want?"

Yu Chen'an had already started to eat, and the taste was quite good. Huo Jintang sat beside him and tasted a few mouthfuls.He wants to eat something else now, but he knows better that he can't do it for the time being. As expected, Yu Chenan immediately went to get a toothbrush after eating, still two.

"This is the color of a couple." Yu Chenan said while holding two identical toothbrushes.

"It's just buy one get one free." Huo Jintang said, but still took it, and Yu Chenan even squeezed the toothpaste on it, "You don't have to worry about getting confused in the future."

"No," Yu Chen'an said, "You put yours here, mine over there, and... it doesn't matter if you get confused."

Of course Huo Jintang didn't matter.

After the long kiss, Huo Jintang said: "There will be an event in Zhao Jia's bar in a few days, I will take you to meet him."

His tone of voice was a bit strange, as if he wanted to introduce Yu Chenan to a stranger, but Zhao Jia, Yu Chenan had obviously met many times.

"Okay." Yu Chen'an just said, if there is anything, you will know in due time.