Engage

"How can I be a good love partner when I look like this?"

After wiping Jiang Ran's tears, Qi Lian sat up slowly, and Jiang Ran shrank back, kneeling and sitting in front of her, they sat facing each other on the bed, in Jiang Ran's hiccups, Qi Lian whispered One sentence.

"I don't care." Jiang Ran replied very quickly.

Qi Lian: "I'm not just blind."

Jiang Ran: "I don't care about anything else!"

"But I care."

Qi Lian looked at Jiang Ran in front of him without focus, and repeated seriously: "I really care."

Jiang Ran forced a smile: "Then tell me."

"say what?"

"Isn't it just as simple as being blind? Then talk about other things that are not easy. Qi Lian, tell me, and see if I care."

Qi Lian turned his head: "There's nothing to say about those."

"Then I won't agree."

"Don't agree to what?"

"I don't promise you to reject me so vaguely."

Jiang Ran's words were also mixed with the sound of crying, and Qi Lian's mouth was bitter when he heard it.

"I'm mentally confused."

"I know."

"Then do you know what mental disorder means?"

"I'm not afraid of being hurt by you now."

"And what if I die?"

"What did you say?" Jiang Ran looked at her in astonishment, but Qi Lian lowered his head, most of his face was hidden in the shadows.

"I'm going to die. Not a natural old age, not a disease, but a mental violence. Soon."

Jiang Ran kept shaking her head: "No, mental riots are not so terrible! I, I checked the information." She kept repeating this sentence.

"Among the cases you found, are there any patients with double S grades?"

"Is there?" Qi Lian's question caused Jiang Ran to fall into confusion, did he?She can't remember.At that time, she was only looking for the consequences of mental violence and the treatment methods. There was a detailed explanation on Starnet. She clearly remembered that there is a solution to mental violence.

But what did Qi Lian mean by this sentence?

"You remember wrongly. There must be none." When talking about her own affairs, Qi Lian looked extremely calm, and she told Jiang Ran: "The stronger the mental power, the more serious the consequences of the mental power riot. Yes, it is more difficult to heal. It is like a glass of water and a piece of sea. Even if the water in the glass is turbulent, there will be no storm, but once the sea water churns."

Qi Lian didn't say any more.

Jiang Ran's lips turned white: "No, you are lying to me, Qi Lian, don't scare me."

"I didn't lie to you. Mental riots are very rare, and there is only one case in hundreds of thousands of people. If such a probability is placed in the already rare population of double S ranks, you can clearly see that double S ranks explode mentally." How low the likelihood of violent riots is. There are so few cases in this category, there are only a few recorded even in the royal family."

"In those records, they were not cured?" Jiang Ran already understood.

"Yeah. They haven't been cured. They couldn't escape the fate of mental breakdown in the end, and one of them even dragged a city to be buried with him. Guess, how many years did the most persevering one of them last?"

"I don't guess." Jiang Ran covered his ears.

"Yes—" Qi Lian continued on his own.

"Stop talking." Jiang Ran interrupted her emotionally.

"Ten years." Qi Lian said the answer softly.Her expression didn't look sad, maybe before Jiang Ran didn't know, she had used up all her sorrow, she was very calm when she talked about this matter now.

But Jiang Ran can't, Jiang Ran can't calm down at all.

"My mental violence started at the age of 15. It has been eight years now. It is only two years away from ten years. I don't know if I can last longer than that person."

Jiang Ran was drained of all his strength by her words, and fell limp on the bed.

"Maybe I'm leaving before our marriage is over. It's a secret, and I shouldn't have told you, but you won't, will you?"

During Qi Lian's "inquiry", Jiang Ran nodded with a dazed expression.

Qi Lian couldn't see her nodding, but she didn't seem to care much about the answer to this question. She felt that she had dropped the bomb and broke the red thread that was about to be tied, and she felt extremely painful for a moment.

But she doesn't regret it, she started looking for a marriage partner who has no feelings for her, and it's also in order not to create another sad thing when she is alive.She is a person who can't live for too long. She may die by herself, or she may be killed by the Zerg queen. How can she dare to let people pour emotion into her like this?

At this time, a slight voice came from the dark night: "I don't care."

Qi Lian tensed up all of a sudden.

"I don't care. Qi Lian, if that's the reason, I don't care." Jiang Ran's voice became clear, and she looked at Qi Lian firmly: "If you have no other reason, can you stay with me ?”

There was a voice in Qi Lian's heart clamoring to agree to her, but Qi Lian just smiled bitterly: "Why are you doing this?"

"Didn't you say I'm a stupid girl? Just think I'm stupid."

Qi Lian didn't speak.Looking at her delicate features, Jiang Ran felt another pain in his heart.

How could such a good person have only two years to live?

"You really don't care? You don't care about falling in love with a disabled person like me, or a short-lived ghost like me? You know, if you withdraw when you don't have a deep relationship now, you won't have it when I die. How sad."

Look, this person is always so gentle, even knowing that he is going to die, he is thinking about whether his lover will be sad.

Jiang Ran leaned forward and hugged Qi Lian gently: "No, I care."

Qi Lian showed a sad expression.

"I care about you. I care about your illness. I care about your saying that you can only live for two years. I care about this to death." Jiang Ran said word by word while lying on her shoulder.

Qi Lian was completely stunned.

Jiang Ran lowered his head and bit her shoulder. The bite was so hard that it seemed as if blood oozed out.

Qi Lian grunted in pain, and Jiang Ran let her go.

"Do you think you are filming a Korean drama?"

"what?"

"What is terminally ill so you have to leave your girlfriend, what is doomed to die so you have to die in a place where you can't see it? It was a rotten meme as early as 800 years ago, okay?"

She scolded unceremoniously, but Jiang Ran was still furious, and bit Qi Lian's neck again, tears were still hanging from the corners of her eyes, she was so fierce when she lost her temper like this.

Qi Lian flinched.

"Also, I'm skeptical about your way of saying that you are doomed to fail. You also said that cases are very rare, and there are only a few cases in total. I don't think it can be used as a criterion at all."

After biting Qi Lian twice, she seemed to draw strength from her, and the girl's voice regained its vitality. When she fiercely analyzed with Qi Lian, Qi Lian's heart seemed to be filled with something.

"Thank you for being so smart, why do you like to dig into the horns when it comes to your own affairs? All clinical experiments need a lot of data to prove it. The data you got is obviously so little, so why do you just confirm it? Anyway, I don’t believe it, and I don’t allow you to believe it anymore. You look so normal now, you can eat and talk, your brain is so good, and it’s so easy to give me tutoring. Why do you think you won’t live for two years? ?”

As Jiang Ran spoke, he regained his confidence, and his teeth itch again.

"It seems normal now, but when I have a mental violence—"

Before Qi Lian finished speaking, Jiang Ran covered her mouth, not allowing her to speak any more.

"Anyway, treat yourself when you are sick. When you are here complaining about yourself, hurting your spring and autumn, you might as well take a few more medicines to make yourself worthy of yourself. Haven't you been ill for a long time? They all say that I can help you, maybe it is true Can it?"

Jiang Ran sat on Qi Lian's lap, looked up at her, there was actually a bit of anxiety hidden in his eyes, no, it was a lot of anxiety.

But her words were firm, as if full of hope.

Qi Lian was comforted by that hope, thinking for a moment, is it really possible?

She has actually said similar words to many people, including many authoritative doctors, including her mother and the queen of the empire, but she has never believed it. Compared with those words that are obviously comforting, she is more Believe in your case.

When she was in college, she majored in biomedicine, and no one believed in the data more than her, especially when her symptoms and the records in the medical records became more and more consistent.

But tonight, Jiang Ran made her want to try to be a little stupid for the first time, clumsily believing that there is a possibility beyond that data.

"So, do you want to agree?"

Jiang Ran asked stubbornly.

Qi Lian knew what she was asking.

"His Royal Highness in the royal family, especially the crown prince, has never been pursued before."

"what?"

"They all pursue people first."

"Forehead"

"So, I can't lose face."

The corner of Jiang Ran's mouth twitched slightly: "Is this your new reason for rejection?"

"No." Qi Lian gently touched her face: "Let's start over."

Jiang Ran suddenly understood, she rubbed Qi Lian's palm, and looked at her expectantly.

Qi Lian coughed lightly and looked very serious: "This fierce lady who likes to bite, are you willing to be my girlfriend?"

Jiang Ran snorted softly: "I'll give you a minute to reorganize your speech."

She is really cute.The smile in Qi Lian's eyes was about to overflow: "Okay. Then—this lovely, charming, and excellent cooking lady, would you like to be my girlfriend?"