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Chu Ling's father, Chu Kaike, was born in a so-called scholarly family, and his parents were both elementary and middle school teachers.During the Cultural Revolution, Chu Ling's grandparents suffered a lot, and after that they became more timid and fearful. They disciplined Chu Kaike very strictly and asked him to keep his duty.Chu Kaike failed the college entrance examination several times. It was not until the age of 26 that he was admitted to the Chinese Department of a certain university.At that time, Chu Ling’s grandfather was very worried about this. He always felt that learning Chinese and doing writing work would cause serious trouble if he didn’t pay attention. Since 1957, there are too many lessons in this area...

Chu Ling's mother, Yang, is quite beautiful. Her family is very close to the university where Chu Kaike is studying, but she is not a college student, but the daughter of a local farmer. "Conversion from agricultural to non-agricultural" is her long-term desire.

When Chu Kaike was in his senior year, by chance, he met Yang, who had just turned 18.When Yang saw Chu Kaike, it was as if he had grasped at straws.Immediately fell in love with him.Chu Kaike once felt that the cultural gap between the two sides was too great and lacked a common language.However, when Chu Kaike took her home under Yang's hard work, Chu Kaike's parents felt that Yang was a simple and honest person, not picky about food or clothing. The old man is also very filial, and he is a person who lives a good life... In this way, after graduating from university and being assigned to a publishing house, Chu Kaike married Yang.

Chu Ling's name was given by her mother, and Yang had only attended elementary school for five years, barely literacy.Since falling in love, she has learned a lot from Chu Kaike - she soon has a good appreciation and even creative ability for the pros and cons of words.Perhaps this also shows that she is not a person who accepts her fate and is content with being poor. She has a strong desire to change the status quo of her life.

But in Chu Kaike's eyes, Yang is a village girl who doesn't know anything. Even if she knows how to cook and does housework hard, living with her will be boring.Chu Kaike began to experiment with multiple sexual partners and multilateral relationships, which became known to everyone. Later, he was arrested during the crackdown and was sentenced to four years in prison for "hooliganism".It is said that the leader of the publishing house felt that this college student was a pity, and entrusted some favors, otherwise, he might be sentenced to ten or eight years.

Chu Ling said that at that time, she just started to remember things.In my impression, my mother often wears worn-out clothes and is busy from morning to night, and the neighbors in the neighborhood often look at me with strange eyes.On a New Year's Eve night when firecrackers were roaring, my mother and grandpa had a big fight and were slapped heavily by my grandpa. Then my mother took me out of the house and never came back again.My mother always said: When your father comes out, he will have everything he wants. After all, he is a college student.

"I was still in kindergarten at the time, and my mother taught me to write and recite Tang poems every day. When I was in primary school, I never learned Chinese pinyin. I passed more than 80 in the first exam, and when I got home, my mother beat me hard with a rolling pin. Hit, my mother cried and scolded me for not being up to date while beating me... But even so, I was still very attached to my mother. Once my mother had something to do and asked me to sleep at my grandma's house for one night. My mother gave me a beating. A few days later, my mother went to prison to visit my father and gave him some daily necessities. However, when I came back from prison, my mother went to find another man. The man gave my mother some money. Hold mom in your arms..."

I couldn't interrupt, so I could only quietly listen to Chu Ling continue to say:

"When my father was released from prison, I was already in the second grade of elementary school. After my father was released from prison, not only did he not make the family rich as my mother always said, and he had delicious food and drink every day. On the contrary, my father rarely When he went out, he was as dingy as a mouse in front of outsiders. His job in the publishing house had long since disappeared, and he could not find a new one. He stayed at home all day smoking and drinking. My mother also became very bad-tempered. , As long as my grades are slightly worse, my mother will be furious.

"At that time, I also started to be angry with my mother. Although my father stayed at home all day, smelled of smoke and rancidity and didn't like to take a bath, sometimes he would buy me something to eat and play with. But once, I When I saw a mannequin calendar on the street, I asked my dad if I could buy it for me, but my dad scolded me sternly, and my dad said, "Be careful and catch you as a hooligan." During that time, my dad always said that popular songs were Hooligan songs, the world is in chaos, and he said after drinking: "Why is the crime of hooliganism canceled after I was arrested?Hooligans should be caught and dealt with, and sooner or later they will have to settle accounts. "I didn't understand what it meant at the time, but I always thought that what my father said was wrong. But even so, I still think that my father treated me better than my mother.

"Once, I told my father about the kiss between my mother and a strange man. My father was taken aback for a moment, and then asked me to tell him all the details carefully. He also gave me 50 yuan and asked me to give it to him at night I told my mother exactly what I said, 'Confront her and see what else she can say'!

"When my mother came home that night, she had a quarrel with my father, and even started a fight. My father couldn't beat my mother, and my mother pointed at her nose and scolded, 'Even if I get out of prison, I'm still a powerless person. Trash snacks', 'useless, not a man'. Dad called me over and asked me to repeat everything I said to him during the day to my mother here.

"At that time, I also felt that my mother had gone too far, and I wanted to vent my anger on my father. So, I told all about my mother and that man. I don't remember very clearly some places, so I followed my father's train of thought. Adding oil and vinegar. My mother cried and sat on the floor, calling me 'heartless' and 'I gave birth to you for nothing'. My father rushed up and slapped my mother. Since then, the word 'divorce' has become more and more common. It was often said from my mother's mouth. It didn't take long for my grandparents to get seriously ill...

"During that time, my academic performance was up and down. I often ran outside without doing my homework. When I was about to take the exam, I used my cleverness to make a surprise attack. My mother became more and more disappointed with me, and even my father didn't like me. It used to be so good. During the winter vacation, the atmosphere at home became more and more wrong. At noon on the New Year’s Eve, my mother refused to cook, saying that she would get a divorce before the Spring Festival anyway. You, and your favorite wasp son, get out of here!' I had just had my hair cut, undressed, and ready to take a shower at the stall at the door.

"When I heard my mother say that I don't want me anymore, I was shocked. I cried with a cry of 'wow--' and rushed to my parents naked. I saw my mother holding a fruit knife with the tip pointed at my own. Wrist, shouted: 'Whoever does not let me divorce, I will die in front of him!'

"At that time, I rushed into my mother's arms desperately. After all, I have been very attached to my mother since I was a child. My mother cried too. She wanted me to study hard in the future. I must be promising and never let others look down on me. Otherwise, I will die in this life. It's all over. But she wants me to be with my father. My mother said to me: "I can't delay my life's happiness because of you. I will be 29 soon. Chu Ling, you should know something." I suddenly cried louder. At that time, my father rushed up and wanted to take the knife from my mother's hand... My mother screamed sharply, and slashed my chest, showing that she and I have never been friends, and even wanted to kill me.

"Mum didn't hit hard, it's true. Dad tore a rag from his old clothes and wrapped my wound tightly... In the middle of the night, I had a high fever and the wound was inflamed and infected. Mom and Dad took a taxi to take me to the hospital, and outside the emergency room, they were still gnashing their teeth and arguing quietly..."

Chuling and I cuddled together, I cried, and he cried too.

"Chu Ling, with me here, I will make you happy forever, trust me." We hugged each other and rolled on the bed.When I put Chu Ling under my body, I felt an unprecedented excitement.I took off all the undergarments, naked, and kissed Chu Ling while whispering softly: "Chu Ling, I love you!"

Chu Ling also took off her shorts, together with her white socks. "Shao Yuan, I love you, I have loved you a long time ago! From now on, you can do whatever you want to my body." He wiped away his tears, looked at me with a sunny smile, "Even if you put me I don’t care if it hurts, I’m very strong——At the beginning, when the doctor stitched up my chest, I didn’t cry aloud!——You just come here!”