Lu Wangliu talks about

Hu Yigui ran to Lu Wangna, called his senior sister, came to his senses under her puzzled eyes, faltered and said nothing, and ran away like flying.

The branches turned yellow and white again. Lu Wang sat on the attic, staring at the bare willow tree in the yard, lost in thought.Last year, she was still sitting in the pavilion below, showing her heart to the one she loved.Now she not only lost her lover, but also a cripple.

There were too many changes, and she was overjoyed and sad in just one year, as if more than ten years had passed, but it was only one year.

Leaning against the window, Lu Wang saw the gate of the guest house being pushed open, and a man wearing an ivory-white cloak walked in.She hurriedly concealed the sadness in her eyes, and squeezed out a smile to make herself look more energetic.

Liu Qingxu went upstairs, and saw Lu Wang sitting on the low couch by the window in a daze with his chin resting on his hand, while the other hand kept knocking on the cup.She couldn't help laughing, walked over and said, "What are you thinking?"

Lu Wang looked over, with a smile in his eyes, "I'm wondering when the girl I'm dating will arrive."

Liu Qingxu sat down opposite her and saw that she was wrapped up like a ball, but her movements were unhindered: "Is it cold? If it's cold, don't be by the window."

"It's not very cold, and the scenery here is beautiful. Come, drink some wine to keep warm."

Liu Qingxu took a sip of her warm wine, "Last time I heard from my aunt that something happened to you, is there a big problem?"

Lu Wang smiled a little embarrassedly: "It's nothing serious. I accidentally fell off a horse on the way back last time and hurt my waist and legs. I have asked the doctor from Yaowanggu to see it. She said that as long as I take a good rest, I will go back to work in a few months." It's alive and kicking."

Liu Qingxu felt relieved, "That's good."

"The weather in Hangzhou is still so cold, why are you coming to Hangzhou at this time?"

Liu Qingxu thought about it for a while, "I forgot to tell you in the letter that I will not be leaving for a short time when I come to Hangzhou this time."

Lu Wang's eyes lit up, "You transferred?"

"Yes."

"That's fine too."

Originally, Liu Qingxu stayed in the capital, so ordinary, he can also be a servant in the future.But last year, Lu Yanran actually had the idea of ​​retiring. The Holy Majesty refused to allow her to leave on the grounds that she was still young and would not be accepted by the imperial court, so Lu Yanran simply took Liu Qingxu over.

"My aunt said that in this position, it is not enough for her, the Holy One and the people around me to know my ability. Wouldn't think twice about it."

"It's also thanks to Mrs. Liu willing to let go."

Liu Qingxu smiled: "When I wanted to come, my father was also hesitant. He thought I was in Beijing, and he and my brother could take care of me."

Lu Wang hurriedly put down the cup in his hand, "Have you been wronged since you came to Hangzhou?"

Liu Qingxu smiled at her nervous look, "It's not a grievance."

Lu Wang didn't seem to be relieved, and when she was about to speak, Liu Qingxu said again: "Compared to other people, I'm really much luckier, since I chose this path, I'm ready. "

Lu Wang was happy again, her tone was full of pride, "Not bad."

Liu Qingxu: "..."

Lu Wang reached out and found a booklet, and quickly changed the subject: "I have a book here, which was collected by the people below not long ago, and I give it to you."

Liu Qingxu took it over and took a look. It was a yellowed booklet with "Old Stories in Kuaiji" written on it.

She opened it under Lu Wang's expectant eyes, and looked at it seriously.

After turning a few pages, Liu Qingxu couldn't help becoming excited, "This, is it true?"

"I've finished reading it, but after Xie Daoyun settled in Kuaiji, the news became less and less, so it's hard to tell if it's true or not."

Liu Qingxu carefully put the book on the table, "Thank you, I like it very much."

Lu Wang was happy and somewhat proud, "Just like it."

"How do you know I like Xie Daoyun?"

Lu Wang shook his head, "It's thanks to someone's teasing."

When mentioning this, Liu Qingxu couldn't help but blushed, "I..."

"At that time, you asked me to help you organize the bookshelves. I saw the record books about her and her collection of works. The bookshelves are very tidy. I guess you should read them often."

This kind of detail made Liu Qingxu happy, "Yes."

Lu Wang continued: "I was very happy at the time, and I also liked Xie Daoyun."

Liu Qingxu said in surprise: "You also like Xie Daoyun?"

"That's right." Lu Wang sighed, "There is also a willow tree where I live, and I planted it myself. Because she said, 'If the catkins are blown by the wind', I want to see how the snow and catkins fly together. What a picture."

Liu Qingxu laughed.

Lu Wang also laughed with her, and continued, "That's right, when the snow falls, the willow trees will also be bald."

The two chatted and drank, and before they knew it, the city had already been lit up, against the gray-blue sky and the lively streets and alleys, they looked refreshed and refreshed.

Hu Yigui came over to light the lamps for them, looked at them curiously and ran away quickly.

Liu Qingxu was a little drunk, she leaned on the window sill and closed her eyes, so quiet that one would think she was asleep.

"Talking." Lu Wang called her softly.

"En." Liu Qingxu responded sullenly.

"Go and sleep inside, it's cold here."

Liu Qingxu opened his eyes and glanced at her, then smiled and closed them slowly.

Lu Wang's heart was soft and sore by her appearance. She looked down at her legs, and tears suddenly fell down.

The two stayed there quietly like this, and after an unknown amount of time, the bright full moon hung over the house, and Hu Yigui came over and said that a girl named Xiaozhu had come to find someone.

Thinking of Xiaozhu, Lu Wang couldn't help laughing, "Bring her here."

Hearing the sound of someone talking, Liu Qingxu also woke up, Lu Wang saw this and said: "The person just now was my junior sister."

Liu Qingxu looked down from the window, a girl in a black cloak trotted from the garden to the door, and came back after a while, followed by Xiao Zhu.

"Xiaozhu is here?"

"Yeah, she's still like this, and she won't worry if she can't see you."

Liu Qingxu glanced at her and said nothing.

Lu Wang lowered his head first.

Seeing Liu Qingxu put on his shoes on the bed, Lu Wang leaned forward, "Qingxu."

Liu Qingxu turned around: "What's wrong?"

"In the next few days, I plan to go to Dachen again. Some places are relatively remote. Sometimes I don't know how long I will stay there, and I may not be able to continue communicating. But don't worry, I will be fine, you... Take care of yourself too."

Liu Qingxu pursed her lips and smiled, "Okay, I will, and don't worry about me."

Liu Qingxu thought that since Lu Wang was going to walk through Dachen again, they would meet again sooner or later, just like at that time, when she passed by her place of work, she could still smile at each other and have a few drinks.

She never expected that they would never see each other again in 40 years after this farewell.

At the beginning, I could still hear some news about her, but since she became Pingzhang's political affairs, I couldn't hear anything about her.She is also getting busier and busier, and there is not much time left for herself in a day. Lu Wang finally disappeared from her life. Didn't really show up.

She has been so busy for more than 20 years, and she resigned from office with the current emperor on the grounds that she was ill.

On the day he left the capital, Xiaozhu hugged her and cried heartbreakingly.

Liu Qingxu patted her on the back, "Okay, if you still cry at such an old age, your granddaughter will laugh at you by then."

Not far away, behind a man with white hair and beard, there are three young men and three young women. Xiaozhu's two sons and a daughter have already married, and one of the men is holding a little girl. Get up and be happy.

"Miss, you must take good care of yourself! You want to travel, how can you not bring more people?" Xiaozhu said, tears streaming down again.

Liu Qingxu wiped away her tears patiently, "These are enough."

"Miss, why don't you leave, or you can take me with you. Although I am old and my movements are not as sharp as before, I can still take care of you."

Liu Qingxu couldn't help smiling, and said helplessly, "How big of a man is he to say something stupid. Xiaozhu, do you still remember Lu Wang?"

Xiaozhu was taken aback when he heard the name, "I remember."

"Xiaozhu, I became an official when I was less than 20 years old. It has been more than 40 years now. I have fulfilled my ambition, but I don't think it is perfect. My brother said that I am the pride of the Liu family, the people respect me, and your majesty affirms me. Believe in me... But as I get older, I am more and more eager for the things I abandoned before."

"Miss……"

"I used to be a grass and tree, unable to keep the wind. Now I want to be a fallen leaf without roots, able to follow the wind. Xiaozhu, I want to see what the world she is infatuated with looks like."

"Aren't you looking for her? Let's go to Mr. Lu and ask..."

"I won't look for it anymore. For so many years, I have already looked away from us. I just feel sorry for myself." After Liu Qingxu finished speaking, she glanced at Xiaozhu's husband.

Xiaozhu's husband understood, stepped forward to comfort him and said, "Okay, if you keep crying like this, when will Miss leave. She will come back."

"Miss, you are tired from playing, remember to come back to me."

Liu Qingxu got on the horse and waved to her: "Okay."

The next year, when Liu Qingxu arrived in Fang County, he accidentally met Hu Yigui who was drinking tea in a teahouse. Hu Yigui was wearing a green shirt and was sitting in a corner of the shop, with a table for each person and a long sword on the table.In these years, she has traveled the rivers and lakes alone, and it is rare to have an opponent among her peers in swordsmanship. She is not a layman, and Liu Qingxu has heard of it.

Liu Qingxu thought about it, and then walked over there.

Hu Yigui instinctively felt that someone was approaching him, and glanced sharply over there. When he saw the person who was surprised, he quickly got up and clasped his fists and said, "Mr. Liu."

The two exchanged pleasantries for a while, Liu Qingxu hesitated and said, "Your senior sister, are you okay now?"

Hu Yigui smiled: "She's pretty good, now she's living in a deep mountain and old forest that I don't even know about, and she's learning cooking skills and organs with Senior Sister Wei, regardless of worldly affairs."

"That's good." Liu Qingxu seemed relieved, "Can you tell me something about her over the years?"

Hu Yigui paused, then said, "Of course."

Lu Wang said goodbye to Liu Qingxu back then, and went back to the mountain to raise her for a few years. After Hu Yigui improved in martial arts, he took her around.They had been to remote villages, and Lu Wang lived there for a year or two, teaching free lessons to the children there.Later, he went to the south of the Yangtze River to be an unqualified fisherman, selling the fish he caught every day. Life was very difficult, and Hu Yigui had to work as a boatman every day to subsidize his family.Wei Wei occasionally runs over, but she is already the owner of Weijiazhuang, so she can't be as free as before, and she has to go back after staying for a few days.They also set up a small stall in the market, near the Lu family's Zhenbao Pavilion, which is the largest jewelry pawn shop in the city. Who would have thought that this smiling young woman sitting behind the stall selling peach carvings was The second young lady of the Lu family who has become more and more low-key in recent years?Later, Lu Wang's health became worse and worse. After You Yuxi visited once, she went back to Qu County to accompany Mrs. Lu and Lu Yanran, Lu Yu and Lu Yanran, who were living there for the elderly, for more than a month, and brought Hu Yigui back to Fangtang Mountain.

Fangtang Mountain is very deserted. Since the old man Jinyin passed away three years ago, there are only two of them left on this mountain.Knowing about Lu Wang's situation, Wei Wei pushed all the affairs to his younger brother, came back to quarrel with Lu Wang, researched new organs and gadgets, and the days were quite pleasant.

In order to make it easier to see Lu Wang's situation, Lu Yanran and his wife also moved to Fangtang Mountain. As a result, Lu Yu quit and moved here together.

After Lu Wang came back, Fangtangshan became lively again.

Hu Yigui only told her about their stall in the market, "Later, Senior Sister Wei took Senior Sister away, saying that she was running around and it was inconvenient to find someone. It happened that Senior Sister was also tired from walking, so she went back to the mountains and forests."

Liu Qingxu listened very seriously, "This day is really interesting."

"Yeah, during the time I ran around with my senior sister, although it was hard at times, I was really happy in retrospect."

"Thank you." Liu Qingxu looked at the sky outside, "We need to find a place to settle down first, so we won't bother you any more now, so let's take our leave first."

Hu Yigui hurriedly got up and saw him off, "Don't disturb, you're welcome, sir, please go ahead."

Watching Liu Qingxu go away, Hu Yigui bought a jar of wine in a restaurant and rode out of the city.

The wine jar hit the stone tablet with a soft sound, Hu Yigui took a sip of wine, and then slowly said to the tombstone in front of him: "Senior sister, you must not know who I met today. I met Mr. Liu, and she brought a few It is estimated that she will stay here for a while when she comes here alone, but don't worry, she will definitely not come here."

"She also took the initiative to ask me about you. I didn't expect that, Senior Sister, she still remembers you. Are you happy?"

Hu Yigui guessed that she must be happy.

It was winter when Lu Wang left.

Although it was cold, she liked to sit under the willow tree by the pond in the backyard, looking at the hazy mountains in the distance.Later, she took a brazier and burned some letters every day. Hu Yigui didn't know whose letters those were, but seeing Lu Wang's expression, he didn't dare to speak.

Wei Wei wished he could put all the clothes on the mountain on her body, so that she could stay in the house with round and round mobility.

Lu Wang still insisted on coming here today.At this time, she can even clearly feel the passing of her life, and her body is drying up, but she is not afraid at all, she has already arranged everything.

These days, she took out every letter she had ever exchanged with Liu Qingxu, reread it carefully, and then burned it reluctantly.How long has this been going on?

Lu Wang counted in a daze, but he still couldn't count after several times, so he had to give up.Afterwards, she traveled to many places and met many people. When she thought she had forgotten about it, but after she knew that her time was short, the memory of this person suddenly came alive again.

Lu Wang felt a little tired, she frowned to try to wake herself up, but her eyelids were very heavy, it must be because she didn't get enough rest last night, she thought, she had to rest early today.She struggled to press a button on the armrest of the chair, and suddenly seemed to see Liu Qingxu appearing not far from her.Lu Wang stopped her hand, and she shouted in surprise: "Talking."

Liu Qingxu smiled and nodded, but did not approach.

Lu Wang touched his leg, "Why didn't you come over? Are you complaining that I didn't tell you the truth? It's okay, I don't think it's a big problem."

Liu Qingxu showed a pensive look.

Seeing this, Lu Wang continued, with a flustered voice: "Yes, besides this, there is one more thing I'm hiding from you. Aunt You said that my time is running out...Talking about it, the most unwilling thing in my life, It’s just that we had a beginning, but we didn’t end up well. This unwillingness has tormented me for a long time and made me very unhappy. I was angry, but I didn’t regret it, and even wanted to start with you in the next life.”

After she finished speaking, she felt embarrassed, "Do you think I am bad? Don't worry, I will not force you, I will treat you very well, the best in the world, you are so smart, you will definitely choose me Bar?"

She murmured for a while, getting more tired.

In a trance, Liu Qingxu walked towards her. She was dressed in court clothes, graceful and elegant, and her pace was neither fast nor slow. Drop a kiss.

Lu Wang curled his lips into a smile at the moment she kissed her, and closed his eyes at the same time, two lines of clear tears fell from the corners of his closed eyes, buried by the snow.

"Senior sister, let's go back today."

Hu Yigui approached again: "Senior Sister?"

"Senior Sister!" Hu Yigui stepped forward to feel Lu Wang's pulse with trembling hands, his legs softened and he fell to his knees in the snow.

She yelled at Wei Wei and ran back like crazy, and after a few steps, she came back to pick up Lu Wang and ran.

In the first few days, Wei Wei came to Lu Wang's grave with a jar of wine, and sat there for a whole day. Hu Yigui stayed not far away, afraid that something would happen to her. She saw this character in the eyes of the world with her own eyes. Steady and bold, the owner of Wei Zhuang was sobbing when he was drunk, his forehead was pressed against the cold tombstone, and he said that there is no confidant in the world like Lu Wang.

Wei Wei was drunk, and pulled her to talk about many things intermittently, only then did she know that her senior sister had a relationship with Liu Qingxu, and she had been with Lu Wang all these years, but she had never heard her mention it.

Wei Wei said that both Lu Wang and Liu Qingxu let go of each other, but neither of them let go of themselves.

She said that there is no unchanging affection in the world, it's just the torment of unobtainable obsession.

Hu Yigui listened quietly, and carried her back when she fell asleep.

Recalling the past, Hu Yigui felt uncomfortable, she said goodbye to Lu Wang, and rode down the mountain to Weijiazhuang.

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