just because you are addicted

In the morning, Shen Yijun slowly opened his eyes, his body was no longer so uncomfortable, his whole body was sticky, but his nose was a little stuffy and his throat was a little dry.

I glanced at it, why am I in the hospital? I was about to get up when I found a familiar figure lying on the bedside. I almost thought it was my illusion. I stared at it for a few seconds. Suddenly, the longing and grievances of the past few days rushed In his mind, Shen Yijun didn't know how he got here in the days without Han Yi.

People only know how to cherish it when they lose it, and only then do they know how precious what they have.Only then did Shen Yijun realize that Han Yi was too kind to him, and that he accepted his favor as a matter of course. Han Yi was meticulous in every aspect of life, and the arrangements were clear, so that during the few days when he left Han Yi, Shen Yijun didn't care about him. Know how to live.Staring blankly at Han Yi's childlike sleeping face with no distractions, his heart was beating uncontrollably, and the hot infatuation in his eyes was undisguised.His hand unconsciously touched Han Yi's face, but before he touched it, Han Yi moved, and Shen Yijun quickly pulled his hand back as if he was electrocuted, pretending to be nonchalant.

Han Yi opened his eyes and found that Shen Yijun had already woken up, but he was just looking out of the window.

"You're awake." Han Yi rubbed his eyes and spoke to Shen Yijun.

Only then did Shen Yijun take back the gaze that had been deliberately looking out the window just now, looked at his hands, and did not look at Han Yi, and said in a lukewarm tone, "Why are you here?"

Han Yi reached out to touch Shen Yijun's forehead, wanting to see if the fever had subsided, but was stopped by Shen Yijun with his hand, Han Yi was stunned for a moment, then withdrew his hand embarrassingly.

"You had a fever yesterday. I passed by and met Uncle Zhou carrying you on his back, and then handed you over to me, and I will take you to the hospital," Han Yi explained lightly.

"Thank you".

Han Yi never thought that one day he would hear these three words from Shen Yijun's mouth, but he felt so uncomfortable in his heart, with a polite tone, deliberately pulling away.

"Junzi..." Han Yi wanted to say something, but was interrupted calmly by Shen Yijun.

"after".

"You still call me by my full name."

Han Yi was silent, didn't speak, and looked at Shen Yijun fixedly, thinking of Shen Yijun who cried and called his name when he was sick yesterday, and said that Shen Yijun was thinking about himself, but now he deliberately kept a distance from him, and he was angry and distressed.

"Drink the porridge while it's hot." Shen Yijun didn't answer, but picked up the bowl of porridge by the table, as if to feed it.

"Han Yi" Shen Yijun hurriedly stopped him.

Remind Han Yi, "Don't forget, we don't have any relationship now."

"I know" replied three words lightly.

Pretending not to see Shen Yijun's resisting hand, he took a spoonful and stretched it towards Shen Yijun's mouth.

"Han Yi" Shen Yijun was angry.

Han Yi slowly stretched out his hand, and looked at the angry Shen Yijun.

"I said I have nothing to do with you, don't you understand?"

"You clearly hate me in your heart, and you clearly love me in your heart, why do you still want to leave me?" Han Yi stared into Shen Yijun's eyes and said word by word.

Shen Yijun didn't dare to look into Han Yi's eyes, and said weakly, "I don't like you".

"You don't like me. You hugged me tightly yesterday and didn't let go. You didn't like me. You kept calling my name. You didn't like me. You said you missed me, and you couldn't bear me." Han Yi stared straight at Shen Yijun's cheek, with a tone A rogue.

Shen Yijun was in poor health yesterday, and he didn't remember how he came to the hospital, let alone what he said.

"you're lying".

"Whether it's a lie or not, you know better than anyone else in your heart." Han Yi smiled and looked at Shen Yijun with a relaxed look.

Han Yi put the porridge on the table, leaned against the table, crossed his hands in front of his chest, and just quietly looked at Shen Yijun who was sitting on the hospital bed, and Shen Yijun was staring at a spot on the quilt.

"Han Yi, let's separate, it's good for us."

"impossible".

"Han Yi, can you be more mature?" Sometimes Shen Yijun really has nothing to do with such a Han Yi.

Han Yi stared at Shen Yijun, as if he wanted to see something from his expression.

"Let's just be friends." Shen Yijun said these words in pain.

"I, Han Yi, never treat the people I love as friends or brothers."

"Then be a stranger and pretend not to know each other in the future."

"Shen Yijun..." Han Yi endured it for so long, and finally became angry.

Han Yi strode over, staring at Shen Yijun with bloodshot eyes, and tightly wrapped his hands around Shen Yijun's shoulders.

"Being a friend is easy for you to say. You tell me how to be a friend when you fall in love with someone at first sight. How do you tell me to be a stranger when you want to be tied by your side and love someone?" Han Yi roared.

Shen Yijun looked at the excited figure, his shoulders were trembling, and his fiery eyes were fixed on him, the fortress he had finally built in his heart was slowly disintegrating.

"Junzi, what's the matter, let's face it together. I, Han Yi, am really not afraid of anything, and I can do anything, but I can't accept you leaving me." Han Yi hugged Shen Yijun, his painfully choked voice stimulated Shen Yijun's eardrums.

Just as he was about to hug Han Yi with his backhand, Han Tian's voice suddenly flashed in his mind,

"If you have anything to do with Han Yi again, I'll let your mother know, let him know what a wonderful son he has, and let him know what he got in exchange for the rest of his life...".

Shen Yijun pushed Han Yi away, and he said mechanically, "Let's go."

"You are really so ruthless, you are so heartless" Han Yi looked at Shen Yijun closely, he said so much from the bottom of his heart, but he was still indifferent.

Shen Yijun remained silent with a cold face.

After being silent for a while, Han Yi sighed, his tone had calmed down, and he said to Shen Yijun in a lukewarm manner, "Okay, I will help you."

After finishing speaking, he walked out without looking back. As Han Yi's footsteps slowly disappeared in his ears, Shen Yijun's heart seemed to be taken away. Isn't this what he wanted? Shen Yijun smiled helplessly, Especially contrary to one's will.