Anecdotes of Tianyuan: The Long Night is Young

It has been two months since Zhao Xiyan returned to Beijing, and Emperor Shaoyuan's condition became more and more serious, and he couldn't get up many times.The government affairs of the DPRK and China are handled by the prince, and the king is assisted.Just when Emperor Shaoyuan was sick to the lingering sickbed, it was reported from Prince Zhuang's mansion that Prince Zhuang had died of illness in the mansion.Zhao Xiyan was a little surprised, this second elder brother didn't have much contact with him on weekdays, and his reputation was not good, but now he is in his prime, and he hasn't heard of any serious illness.Why did he suddenly die when his father was seriously ill?The dark guards came to report that the soldiers, horses and food in the capital had changed.Zhao Xiyan guessed that it was the prince who was about to make a move, and all his thoughts were on the battle of wits and courage with the prince.Prince Zhuang passed away, and Zhao Xiyan asked the Ministry of Rites to draw up a posthumous title, which was submitted to the crown prince for approval.The prince wished that all his brothers would die, he would sit on the throne without any effort, and he would be ready with a wave of his hand.Zhao Xiyan went to Prince Zhuang's mansion to express his condolences with the crown prince's will. The concubines in the mansion were all crying like weeping people.Prince Zhuang has no heirs, only six daughters, so the lineage of Prince Zhuang has been cut off, and life will be difficult in the future, no wonder these concubines are crying so sadly.

Zhao Xiyan originally wanted to hide the news of Emperor Shaoyuan's death from illness, but because Emperor Shaoyuan was also ill, he did not expect the crown prince to ask for the title of Princess Zhuang's eldest daughter in the name of pity for his brother.Even if Emperor Shaoyuan didn't like the second prince, he was his own son after all, how could he not feel sad when a white-haired man sent a black-haired man now.Emperor Shaoyuan spat out a mouthful of black blood on the sickbed, sighed for a long time, and his condition became more serious.Zhao Xiyan returned to Prince Zhuang's mansion after expressing his condolences. Xiangyun was already waiting outside the door.

"My lord! The princess is seriously ill, do you want to go and see her?"

"Don't go, just ask the imperial doctor to have a look, I'm tired."

When Zhao Xiyan first heard the news that Su Qingshu was seriously ill, his heart skipped a beat.A few days ago, I heard that she was ill. I thought it was a minor illness like a cold, but now she is seriously ill?Zhao Xiyan is no longer the boy who gave his heart as always no matter how the princess spoiled his sincerity.He learned from Yan Fengjun that if you pay, you must care about the reward.Since King Xiang has a heart for Goddess Wumeng, why do he bother to be the kind of person who tramples his self-esteem?To preserve her name and innocence is Zhao Xiyan's greatest tolerance.If he thinks about it, it's not impossible to divorce his wife, surrender his wife and kill his wife; but if a couple spends a night with each other for a hundred nights, and a couple of a hundred days is like the depths of the sea, how can he bear it?He couldn't admit that on the day of the palace banquet, Su Qingshu was wearing a princess gown, with gold hairpins and red lips, and he smiled brightly when he looked back. Good boy.It's a pity that things are people and people don't do everything, so I want to speak and cry first.

When Zhao Xiyan heard that Su Qingshu was seriously ill, it was a lie that he didn't feel any emotion, and it was also true that he didn't want to be contaminated by Su Qingshu.To this day, he still wants to see what is in Su Qingshu's heart, why he is kind to everyone, but is so cruel to him.She could abandon him for anyone, but she just threw a heart on the ground just because of her daughter's body, let it be covered with dust, and let it be trampled?When he was in Beibianguan, for more than three years, the letters he wrote to her could fill a drawer, and his thoughts spread and grew day and night, eroding his heart.He also looked forward to the evening and the morning, hoping that she could say a few words to him, and there was not a single piece of blank paper from the beginning to the end.Those letters are full of guilt and longing, full of blood and tears.He hung the sachet she gave him, and never left him for a day. After three years, the sachet no longer had any smell, and even the silk thread turned white, but he still didn't come.The herald who delivered the letter asked him, "My lord, is there anything I would like to give to the concubine?" He replied, "There is nothing long at the border, so I will give it to the concubine for the king."

He returned victorious, and searched for her figure around the city gate, but there was not even a half shadow.She was waiting for him at the gate of the mansion, he was really happy to see her, he really wanted to hug her and ask her how she was doing all these years, and whether the fox fur she sent was warm?He suppressed his longing, just wanted to help her up, but she pulled her hand away without emotion.He forgave her for calling him a monster, forgiving her for aborting a child with her own hands, and even forgiving her for never giving a single word, but he only waited for the news that she had an affair with someone else.After reading the letter, he still couldn't believe it, so he wanted to go to the kitchen to stew a bowl of her favorite red beans.If it wasn't for her brother, she wouldn't even want to see herself again.She was cut off from Chu Hengyuan, and he pretended not to see her.But in order to stay together with Chu Hengyuan, she personally brought blackened tremella lily to herself.

Thank you pretty girl, give me empty joy

There is no fate in this life, I will not disturb you in the next life

You went on the bridge, I went to the boat

There is no staggering, just strangers

Who can explain all Zhao Xiyan's sufferings, she was the one who provoked him first, but then it turned out to be all his fault.Zhao Xiyan repeatedly chewed on all the sweetness and bitterness that Su Qingshu had given to him over the years, it was a pity in the end.He has tasted all the bitterness, as long as Su Qingshu gives him a little sweetness, he can bear it.But Su Qingshu never gave it to him again, all of his problems were related to her.Even if it was all a misunderstanding, if you really love me and believe in me, how could it all be wrong.He also thought that everything was just a big dream, and when he woke up, it was still the bright spring day of that year.When the peach blossoms are in full bloom, the beautiful woman is newly married, and Jinse and Mingxiang respect each other as guests.Nowadays, in spring and autumn, the flowers of that year have long been scattered and turned into mud and dust, and time is gone forever.Just like a broken mirror is hard to reconcile, and water is hard to get back, he and her can't go back together.She woke up, but it was too late.It was late and all the warmth was gone, he had waited too long, he didn't want it anymore.Zhao Xiyan smiled bitterly, the past was in his heart, and he couldn't bear it or swallow it, which made him in a dilemma.

Xia Shuning had just returned to Changxia Garden from Qingbo Garden, when she saw Zhao Xiyan standing in the room with her hands folded, her face full of misery.Seeing him like this, Xia Shuning knew that he must be remembering the past and feeling uncomfortable.But Xia Shuning also knew that the princess couldn't wait any longer, and now she was only a short breath away before she could die.No matter what the princess is like in the past, after all, it is a human life, and the doctor's parents only hope that she can survive.Xia Shuning walked up behind Zhao Xiyan and hugged him.Zhao Xiyan smelled the familiar fragrance approaching him, turned around and hugged Xia Shuning in his arms.

"Where did you go today? Why did you come back so late?"

"I went to Qingbo Garden, sister Wangfei..."

"What's up with her?"

"Msister, you should go and see her. The concubine's sister has become ill from depression, and there is no cure for it."

"Even you can't heal?"

"If it's other illnesses, it can be cured. She is suffering from a heart disease. Even if Hua Tuo is alive, she will be powerless to recover."

"You know that Hua Tuo can't do anything about rebirth, so what's the use of me going? Could it be that I'm stronger than Hua Tuo?"

"Sister Wangfei has a heart disease, and you are the heart medicine."

"How could I be her heart medicine?" Zhao Xiyan almost always smiled sadly, bitterly, and helplessly.

"Msister! Forget about the past, go and see her. Maybe she won't be depressed anymore, and her condition will improve."

"I really hope you are jealous like those ignorant little wives, and tie me up so that you don't let me go to other people's rooms. You are too sensible to push me into other people's rooms all day long."

"I'm not that kind of magnanimous person, but I'm a doctor, and a doctor's parents can't watch the patient die. You should know my heart, and I know your heart. You can't bear it, can you?"

"The only one who knows me is really Ning'er."

"Master, Ning'er knows that your heart and eyes are full of me and Mu Ning. No matter what the concubine sister has done, she is the concubine you are marrying, and she is also the one you have loved deeply. She was pregnant with your child. I am very happy." I don't want you to go to her room. But she is seriously ill now, so I can only let go of my stinginess temporarily. You go and see her, even if you can't recover, you have to make her regret it all. Okay? "

"Okay, I'll go. You wait for me to come back."

"I'll wait for you to come back."

Zhao Xiyan couldn't bring up a smile, and neither could Xia Shuning.It wasn't that Xia Shuning was jealous, but that Zhao Xiyan was going to tear open the wounds that had scabbed so hard to appease Su Qingshu bloody.It is said that the princess is suffering from waiting, but who can understand that Prince Duan is suffering physically and mentally.From the beginning to the end, except for his daughter, Zhao Xiyan never lied to Su Qingshu or hurt her.However, Su Qingshu only saw his daughter's body, and completely rejected his sincerity.When Zhao Xiyan decided to return to Beijing, he didn't know how to face Su Qingshu.Obviously he has suffered a lot, but he looks like a person who has harmed others.Xia Shuning saw everything in her eyes, how could she not hate or complain.But she has also waited like this, and she understands that feeling better than anyone else.

He tried to forget the way to Qingbo Garden, but he remembered it more and more clearly.Zhao Xiyan adjusted his breathing all the way, until today he didn't know how to face Su Qingshu.He didn't want all the indifference, but besides indifference, he couldn't find a better way to face her.I can't go back to the tenderness of the past, and I can't speak bad words to each other, so I can only hang out.Zhao Xiyan hadn't entered Qingbo Garden for more than four years, and the servants of Qingbo Garden couldn't believe their eyes that the prince actually came.The girls rushed to tell Ying Er, Ying Er almost cried, knelt beside Su Qingshu's bed, tightly holding Su Qingshu's withered and pale hand.

"Miss, wake up, the prince is here, really here."

"My lord... my lord... my lord won't come." Su Qingshu's other hand tightly grasped the cloak of the lord on the day of the palace banquet.

"No, the prince is really here. Miss, Yinger didn't lie to you, it's true."

Zhao Xiyan saw this scene from outside the door, and all the maids in the garden knelt down to welcome him.Zhao Xiyan knew that she was something he could no longer be contaminated with, and seeing her like this still made his heart ache.The sweet-scented osmanthus fragrance on Zhao Xiyan's body was different from ordinary sweet-scented osmanthus. Su Qingshu smelled it, and looked straight behind the screen.But at this moment, only the shadow was seen through the screen, and Zhao Xiyan's legs were stuck behind the screen as if filled with lead, unable to walk.As soon as Zhao Xiyan entered the door, he could smell the strong smell of medicine in this room, and also saw that the furnishings in this room were the same as before.He was outside the screen and didn't go in for a long time.Su Qingshu struggled to get up, Ying Er was afraid that she would fall, so she hurriedly helped her up and was half lying down.Su Qingshu stared at the shadow behind the screen, as if he wanted to stare through the screen.She knew that she made a wrong step, every step was wrong, so wrong that she couldn't forgive herself, but she was still greedy for the warmth of the past.

The author has something to say:

thanks pretty lady

Give me empty joy

when i first heard this

A whole tragedy has come to mind

The years are very quiet

just can't love

regret regret regret

So don't meet too amazing people when you are young

I will miss it forever