those days

"What are you tossing about? You still don't sleep so late."

It was already 11:30 in the evening, Su Qingyi fell asleep and was awakened by the sound of slamming into sleepland from nowhere. Just as the eyelids were raised, they were stimulated by the light and closed back again. After a while, sleepy The energy is completely over.He realized that He Yuan hadn't slept yet, so he couldn't help nagging.

He Yuan was half sitting and half leaning on the head of the bed. Hearing this, he quickly stopped flipping through the book in his hands, and smiled apologetically: "Did I wake you up?"

"Why are you still not sleeping?"

"I'm not sleepy."

Su Qingyi didn't say any more, turned over and turned her back to He Yuan.He has always felt light. These years, as he grows older, it is not as good as staying up late when he was young. In addition to retiring and re-employing, sometimes there are too many classes during the day, and it takes a lot of energy to talk for hours. After returning home, he often starts to eyelid before ten o'clock. fight.He Yuan is the exact opposite of him. Since he took the position of chief engineer a few years ago, he rarely leaves the workshop, and always stays in the office to work.Every day after Su Qingyi fell asleep, he read books and flipped through newspapers.

"Alas..." Su Qingyi turned around a few more times, and finally urged impatiently, "Are you sleeping or not?"

The two have been together for most of their lives, and now they don't have as many scruples as they did when they were young. Sometimes it's inevitable that they don't pay attention to their tone of voice. He Yuan could hear the irritability in Su Qingyi's words, and was a little unhappy: "What's wrong? I Didn't even turn the book."

"I can't sleep with the light on like this."

"It's just you who have a lot to do." He Yuan turned off the desk lamp, but after thinking about it for a long time, he still didn't feel sleepy, and couldn't help but open his eyes again when he closed them. After staying up for a while, he simply got up and got out of bed.He closed the bedroom door, quietly hid on the sofa and continued to read half of the novel he had just read.

The next day was Sunday, and both of them were off work.Because Su Qingyi went to bed early, she naturally woke up early.It was the end of summer, and although it was only six o'clock when he opened his eyes, it was already dawn.The people next to him were soundly asleep.He stared at He Yuan for a few times, and thought to himself why this man is getting more and more like a young man as he gets older. He is the same way as Su Siyuan. He never sleeps at night and gets up in the morning. He used to open his eyes automatically every day before dawn. .

Su Qingyi got up lightly, washed up, and went out.

When He Yuan woke up, he habitually stretched out his hand to the side, but found nothing.While waking up and dozing off with his eyes closed, he called Su Qingyi, but no one answered.He yelled again, but still no one paid him any attention.He thought it was because Su Qingyi was cautiously upset about the sentence he said last night that "there are too many things", so he went out without calling him - the two of them have always gone out to buy vegetables together in the morning on rest days in recent years Take a walk, this is the first time Su Qingyi left him at home alone.

He Yuan got up and just finished washing his face, when he heard the door lock rang a few times, it was indeed Su Qingyi who came back with a basket of vegetables.

"Why don't you call me?"

Su Qingyi glanced at him, and said deliberately while changing shoes: "I don't care about that much."

He Yuanxin said that he really remembered, and smiled helplessly: "Are you sleepy yesterday or not? Take it to your heart when I talk nonsense."

Su Qingyi didn't answer, and walked to the kitchen with a basket.He Yuan quickly snatched it over: "Why don't you call me so heavy?"

"I can carry it." Su Qingyifei didn't accept this favor.

He Yuan didn't have the same knowledge as him, and when he took it into the kitchen to tidy up, he was happy again: "Can you buy me some breakfast?"

"Whoever said it to you is mine."

"When did you eat so much? It's enough for you to eat for a day."

Su Qingyi glanced at him and fell silent.

At the dinner table, He Yuan teased him: "When did you say you had a problem of inconsistency?"

These years, Su Siyuan was far away from home, and the two of them often joked about each other. Su Qingyi also summed up his experience. He didn't answer this question, and before he got up to clean up the dishes, he said: "You are almost sixty. , why this love of smug beauty can't be changed."

He Yuan swallowed the last mouthful of porridge, followed to the kitchen, pulled Su Qingyi aside, and consciously rushed to wash the dishes.

Su Qingyi looked at him from the side, but couldn't help laughing at the end: "If you want me to say that you move too little during the day, do more work so that you can sleep at night."

When He Yuan heard this, he felt that this was the case. After washing the dishes, he found a lot of work for himself. It was rare for him to take the initiative to clean up the house and mop the floor. After dinner, he took Su Qingyi out for a walk with him.I lay down at night, and sure enough, I got sleepy after a while.But before he had slept for half an hour, he felt someone pushing him around him again.

"...Huh?" He Yuan snorted.

What Su Qingyi said, He Yuan was confused and didn't hear clearly, so he replied casually: "I didn't turn on the light, and I didn't bother you."

Su Qingyi didn't speak, and sat up suddenly after a few minutes.

He Yuan heard that the movement was not normal, so he forced his eyelids up: "What's wrong?"

"...stomach upset."

He Yuan woke up all of a sudden, turned on the light quickly, and sure enough, he saw that Su Qingyi's expression was not right.

"Stomach pain?"

Su Qingyi shook her head: "It's not pain, it's just uncomfortable."

"Do you want to throw up?"

"good."

"Did you catch a cold from the wind at night?" He Yuan muttered, got out of bed and poured him a cup of hot water to cover him, then went to look for medicine, but after searching for a long time, there was no symptom, and when he came back, he saw Su Qingyi leaning on the bed with no energy at all. Head, distressed and anxious, "Can't you go to the hospital?"

Su Qingyi looked at him weakly, and felt a little guilty in her heart.

"Wait a minute, I'll go downstairs."

There was no bus in the middle of the night, thanks to the fact that the youngest son of Liu Er, the same factory, lived in the next building. In the past two years, because the original unit was not profitable, he went to Haihai to rent it out.He Yuan hurriedly changed his clothes and shoes and ran downstairs.Zhou Songmin had always been at odds with Da Liu'er when he was young, but he didn't expect that after retirement, the two old men lived close to each other, and after drinking a few drinks, they would laugh away at each other.When He Yuan went to knock on the door, he caught up with him who was still awake, so he followed him without saying a word when he heard about it.

The hospital only had an emergency department at night, and the doctor couldn't determine the cause of the disease after a simple inspection. He just put water on it to relieve it, and everything will not be known until the gastroscope examination is completed tomorrow morning.

He Yuan accompanied Su Qingyi for infusion.After so many years, this was the first time Su Qingyi entered the hospital.Although he doesn't look very strong, he looks like a scholar, but he has always been in good health. When he came out suddenly, both of them felt a little flustered.In particular, he had a stomach ailment this time. Although no one mentioned it, both of them thought of Su's father's illness at the same time.Su's father passed away because of stomach cancer, and it was about Su Qingyi's current age when he passed away.

"Is it better?" He Yuan asked Su Qingyi as calmly as possible.

"It's much better." Su Qingyi also smiled back at him.

But after speaking, both of them looked at each other, as if they wanted to find something reassuring in each other's eyes.

He Yuan looked at him for a while, the more he watched, the more uncertain he became, and he didn't care whether there was anyone else in the infusion room, so he directly grabbed Su Qingyi's free hand and squeezed it into his own.Su Qingyi has no intention of earning at all, and I don't know if it is too uncomfortable and has no strength to earn, or because he is as disturbed as he is, so he doesn't want to earn.

Rationally, He Yuan knew that he shouldn't think wildly in such an uncertain situation, but he couldn't control himself.His thoughts unconsciously jumped to the time when An Yunsu passed away more than ten years ago.At that time, Su Qingyi had a limited number of visits to the hospital because of the heavy school classes, but He Yuan went to the hospital every day in those few days. It can be said that he saw everything in the last few days when An Yunsu and Xing Jiheng got along.

That was the first time he clearly began to consider the age difference between himself and Su Qingyi.It's not a big deal to be six years old, but as you get older, this gap will only become more obvious.He Yuan thought at the time that even if they both had the honor to die, then he should also walk behind Su Qingyi.If it is a year or so away, he is not unacceptable.But if there is any accident and he is left alone for many years, he really doesn't know if he can hold on.But if one day he left first and left Su Qingyi alone, he would be even more worried.

This is the ending that every couple of lovers will eventually face, and no one can escape-no matter how long they have been in love, or how inseparable they are, they still cannot escape.

At that time, because of the circumstances of the people around him, He Yuan passively thought about this question that was quite distant to the two of them at the time, but now, this question seems to be no longer far away all of a sudden.

He really felt scared.

"Hands are numb." Su Qingyi suddenly laughed.

It was only then that He Yuan realized that he was holding his hand too tightly, so he quickly relaxed, and looked up to see if the liquid in the medicine bottle was about to run out.

"It's time to change the medicine. I'll call the doctor. Wait for me for a while."

After He Yuan left, Su Qingyi stared at the medicine bottle that was about to bottom out, and sighed softly.In fact, he was also afraid.

There are some things that Su Qingyi has never said to He Yuan, but he knows better than anyone else that the few times he experienced the most panic and fear in his life were all related to He Yuan.Each time it was because he realized that he might never see He Yuan again - the first time was when he learned that he was going to be a father; the second time was when the Cultural Revolution was fighting; the third time was now .

To put it a bit heartless, to Su Qingyi, no one from his parents, siblings or even his son made him feel this way.If one day he will never see any of them again, he will be sad, he will be extremely sad, but he will not be afraid.Only He Yuan was different.Whether he left first or He Yuan left first, he couldn't stand it.

The two stayed up until dawn under such unspeakable emotions, and Su Qingyi suffered for a long time, and finally finished the examination.While waiting for the results, He Yuan sat side by side with him in the waiting room, neither of them spoke, and turned their heads to look at each other from time to time.It wasn't until the doctor called Su Qingyi's name that He Yuan hurried over to get the result.

False alarm.Su Qingyi only had a stomach ulcer, but the doctor said that the stomach disease does have genetic factors, and she still needs to take care of it in the future.

Both of them breathed a sigh of relief and took a bunch of medicines home.He Yuan would like to follow the doctor's advice and cook light and digestible food for Su Qingyi.Su Qingyi sat on the sofa alone for a while, then couldn't sit still, got up and went to the kitchen.

"What are you doing here? Take a rest now."

"Can't you even see?"

"Are you refreshed again?"

Su Qingyi didn't answer, but gave He Yuan a smile.

He Yuan turned down the heat cooking the porridge, turned around and walked to Su Qingyi's side, put his arms around his shoulders as he did when he was young, and said with a bit of fear in his voice: "You have to be well, don't leave Myself."

Su Qingyi raised her hand and patted He Yuan's hand on her shoulder, imitating his occasional joking tone and smiled: "Also, I still have to bicker with you for many years."

——This year, one of them is 58 years old and the other is 64 years old. Indeed, there are still many years to go.

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