how many boogie i used to like you

After Lin Ci lost his sight, he rarely went out, let alone in a place with so many people at the airport. He heard the chaotic sounds of people coming and going around him, but he couldn't distinguish anything. He felt panic and couldn't help crying out. Zhao Fengshi's hands were grabbed, and Zhao Fengshi's broad and warm hands wrapped him.

He froze for a moment, everything around him seemed to be silent, standing in the darkness, he seemed to see a little bit of light in front of him.

When the plane took off, Lin Ci's ears were a little ringing. He grabbed the armrest on the side, and suddenly a neck pillow was put on his neck. The soft memory foam supported his neck. He raised his head slightly, and heard Zhao Fengshi's voice, he said: "Shut up!" Rest your eyes for a while, and I will call you when it arrives."

Lin Ci leaned back, the roar in her ears seemed to be a little less, and her heart hanging in the air sank slowly.

Zhao Fengshi didn't let go of his hand, it was even tighter, he couldn't bear to let go.

He remembered that there was an opportunity to hold on to Lin Ci's hand tightly before.

It was the winter of the second year of high school, the dawn slowly dimmed quickly, and I was groggy all day long. It was only at night for self-study that I felt a little refreshed on the way back.

Huo Xiaoshu and Lin Ci went back together. They used to ride bicycles, but now that it was cold, they took the bus. Zhao Fengshi was always picked up by a driver, but for some reason, he asked the driver not to pick him up. up.

He couldn't even recognize the roads in this place, but he insisted on taking the bus with Lin Ci and the others. Lin Ci didn't want to see him, and when he saw him pushing over again, he sneered a few words. The strange thing was that Zhao Fengshi didn't refute this time. Just listening silently, looking at Lin Ci made him feel strange and creepy.

When they came out of school, there were a lot of snacks on the street stalls. Lin Ci was hungry at this point, and he didn't care about having a meal when he got home.

He walked a few steps quickly, went to the stall and bought some beef balls. He asked for curry-flavored soup. He took a bite of the meatballs, and the hot soup went into his mouth. He stomped on the spot with his mouth wide open, and ran to Huo Xiao Ask for water next to the book.

Huo Xiaoshu immediately unscrewed the water glass for him to drink, Lin Ci swallowed it in one gulp, and said inarticulately: "It's too hot..."

Zhao Fengshi's hand in the bag froze, and he let go of the water bottle in his hand.

He breathed a sigh of relief, walked to Lin Ci's side, and muttered "pig" in a mild manner, which happened to be heard by Lin Ci, and Lin Ci glared at him.

The sour smell in Zhao Fengshi's body was nowhere to be found, and he seemed to have eaten a whole yellow lemon in his mouth. He snorted heavily, Lin Ci went to push him, but was stopped by Huo Xiaoshu, "Stop making trouble, hurry up!" Let's eat, the car will come later."

Lin Ci kept a straight face and stopped talking. They walked to the station. He finished eating the meatballs and drank the curry soup. He stepped forward and poked his finger.

"What do you see me doing?"

"Who saw you?" Zhao Fengshi snorted coldly.

Lin Ci was furious, and kept poking him with his fingers. Huo Xiaoshu couldn't stand it anymore. Just about to speak, Zhao Fengshi grabbed Lin Ci's wrist. He actually held Lin Ci's hand tightly like this. He stared at Lin Ci with his head down, and said darkly, "If you move around again, I'll break your fingers off."

He spoke so harshly that Lin Ci was startled, she looked at him dully, her hands were curled up and she dared not move, she huddled in his palms, and said nothing.

Huo Xiaoshu was also taken aback, and hurried over to pull the person away, Zhao Fengshi pursed his lips, Lin Ci still looked stupid, Huo Xiaoshu hugged Lin Ci's shoulder to comfort him gently, frowned and looked at Zhao Fengshi, the other party had already turned his back then they went back.

Huo Xiaoshu raised his voice and asked, "Zhao Fengshi, are you not taking the car?"

Zhao Fengshi waved his hand at him, but did not answer.

He walked alone in the winter night, walked into the darkness, and walked slowly in the severe cold.

Why did he think about himself doing this?Why do you feel so bored and anxious when you see Lin Ci and Huo Xiaoshu together?

At that time, the reckless and arrogant young man didn't understand all this. He couldn't even see through his own heart. He just accumulated all the bad emotions together and pointed the source at Lin Ci.

On that winter night, after walking for an unknown amount of time, the chills accumulated all over his body. Zhao Fengshi threw away his bag when he returned home, went to the study and climbed up the bookshelf, and found the "Jane Eyre". I read the sentence that I read no less than ten times again.

"I couldn't control my eyes, and I couldn't help but want to look at him, just like a dry mouthed person who knows the water is poisonous but still wants to drink it."

He closed his eyes, and pictured the appearance of Lin Ci in front of his eyes, furious and vicious like a little lion, with his lips slightly opened, and said softly: "I didn't intend to love him, and I tried my best to pinch the bud of love, but when I When I saw him again, the love in my heart was revived."

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When the plane landed, Zhao Fengshi lightly shook Lin Ci to wake him up. The person who had just woken up showed a naive look, his eyes were wide open, and Zhao Fengshi helped him up. Lin Ci swayed and leaned on his shoulder. He slowed down. Half a beat and asked softly: "Is it there yet?"

"It's here, I'll pull you down."

Zhao Fengshi easily grabbed Lin Ci, and Lin Ci was held by him, with his fingers hidden in Zhao Fengshi's palm.

After getting off the plane and walking out slowly with the crowd, Zhao Fengshi pulled him, Lin Ci seemed to feel something, his finger moved slightly, hooked Zhao Fengshi's little finger, and he asked, "Is it raining?"

"Some light rain."

Zhao Fengshi's voice was right next to his ears, and there seemed to be a little rain in the darkness, beating softly on the glass surface. He stood still and raised his head, the curvature of his jaw was raised. Zhao Fengshi looked at him and heard him say: "Zhao Fengshi , what does this rain look like?"

The picture in his heart was like a thermos bottle filled with hot water, he opened the lid, poured the water little by little, and flowed through the extremely cold ventricle. Looking at the light rain, he said softly: "The raindrops are very dense, the sky is a bit cloudy, and the leaves are not moving, so there should be no wind. In summer, the rain will not be too cold, but when it is pouring down, look at it carefully. It’s really like the tip of a needle.”

Lin Ci smiled and said nothing, Zhao Fengshi licked his lower lip, and asked again: "How about it, it's okay to describe it metaphorically."

"It's very vivid, I can feel it without looking."

"Actually, if you want to know what Xiaoyu is like, you should go out and experience it."

Zhao Fengshi said so, and he pulled Lin Ci to walk quickly, took the luggage and left the airport hall, he wrapped Lin Ci's arms, and the two of them walked together in the drizzle.

He raised his head, water drops fell on his face, a few drops landed in his eyes, he blinked a few times, water drops overflowed his eye sockets and fell down the tip of his eyes.

Zhao Fengshi took his hand, palm up, letting the rain pour on his palm, and asked him, "How does it feel?"

"It's cool." Lin Ci pursed her lips, Zhao Fengshi hugged him from behind, the back of Lin Ci's head rested against his collarbone, Zhao Fengshi lowered his head and saw his eyelashes trembling, and then tears rolled down and joined together It seems to be bigger than this rain.

Lin Ci said, "Zhao Fengshi, I feel bad."

He has seen the light before, he has also laughed wantonly, he has fun running in the sun, if it is in ancient times, he can be said to be a young man in fresh clothes and angry horse, seeing all the flowers in Chang'an in one day.

What a bright future waiting for him, but now it's gone.

He was so uncomfortable, complaining day and night, counting on the 30.00% success rate of the operation as a little bit of hope, but hope is just the fantasy and wish in his heart, and it is a possibility that should never be tried .

Because he was afraid, really afraid, afraid of failure, and it would be okay to die, but he was afraid that if he survived, he would become disabled.

When he arrived at the hotel, Zhao Fengshi sent Lin Ci into the room. He took Lin Ci around the room first, and explained everything to him clearly. Lin Ci was held by him, and he listened to him. Said: "This is the entrance. There is a row of cabinets and a shoe rack next to it when you enter. Be careful not to touch it."

Lin Ci let out a "hmm" and took a few steps forward. His hand was placed on the wall and he touched the TV cabinet.

"Here is a square table with a TV hanging on the wall. The table is quite big with a computer on it. Walking this way is a small sofa and coffee table. Be careful."

They made a small circle and stepped on the carpet. Zhao Fengshi led him to the balcony and opened the sliding glass door.

"There is a balcony in this room. This is a glass door. Don't open it yourself. I will lock it for you."

After returning to the room, he walked around in the bathroom again, and after putting away all the toiletries, Zhao Fengshi walked out clutching Lin Ci's hand, sat on the sofa and let go of his hand.

For some reason, Lin Ci felt a little uncomfortable. He turned his head and face to the window, as if he was watching or listening. He asked Zhao Fengshi, "Is it raining heavily outside?"

As soon as he finished speaking, with the sudden sound of rain, there was a sudden thunder, and Lin Ci shivered.

Zhao Fengshi heard him say, "It was the same heavy rain that day."

He stood in front of the door, looking at everything in that gap, the light and shadow were dim, the thunder outside the window, the sky was split by a ray of light, and his heart was split.

The rain didn't stop, he opened the door and looked at the men and women intertwined with cigarettes inside, panic flashed across Huo Xiaoshu's face, he kept backing away, with his back against the wall, then It was so cold that he was going crazy.

Huo Xiaoshu ran towards him, he rushed out the door and wanted to leave, he ran into the heavy rain.

The rain drenched his whole body, and his heart became icy cold from the inside out.

"I've never been like that before. I feel nauseous. There seems to be a lot of garbage in my stomach, but I can't spit it out. I can only run and run. It rained so much that day. I can't see it. Clear the way, then..."

Zhao Fengshi didn't let him continue, and hugged him tightly, as if he had used all his strength to rub him into his flesh and blood.

Lin Ci started to cry, he never knew how to cry before, he was so sunny and full of energy, it seemed that the sorrows of life had nothing to do with him, but now it was raining all the time in his heart.

Since that day, the rain has continued like needlepoints.