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"It's seven o'clock Beijing time..."

After the alarm clock rang once, it was pressed, followed by a dog barking "Wow, woof, woof".

Lin Ci opened her eyes, groped in the dark, put her hands on the side of the bed, and pulled back the quilt to get up.

The big light brown golden retriever heard the movement, grinned, wagged its tail and jumped onto his bed to lick Lin Ci's face.

"Enough...enough...haha, Luka don't move."

Lin Ci drooped his eyes, his eyelashes trembled, he embraced the big golden hair, spread out his palms and stroked it gently.

Luka backed away, jumped to the ground and yelled. Lin Ci paused, landed on both feet, found the source of the sound, and followed Luka to the outside.

The two-bedroom, one-living room plus kitchen and bathroom apartment was a bit empty for him to live alone. He lowered his head and groped along the wall with his fingers, skimming inch by inch, and finally stopped in the bathroom.

Turning on the faucet, leaning over and bowing his head, the palms of his closed hands accurately received the water, and sprinkled it on his face, it was slightly cool.

He took a deep breath, closed his eyes, his eyelashes were thick and curly, with drops of water hanging from them.

Reaching out and grabbing the towel hanging on the wall, he wiped off the water stains on his face. He opened his eyes, the long and thick eyelashes were half closed, leaving a small shadow under the eyelids. They were beautiful big double eyelids, but it was a pity , those eyes had no brilliance, as if covered by a layer of fog, gray.

After Lin Ci washed up, he followed Luka to the kitchen, took out the leftover porridge from the refrigerator last night, and heated it in a pot. He was still afraid, so he carefully unscrewed the gas stove, feeling the heat with his hands beside him, counting the seconds in his heart, and when it was a little slower, Luka had already screamed.

Lin Ci laughed, said "Got it", then turned off the ignition, picked up the small pot and walked out.

He put the small pot on the tea table outside, and put a few spoonfuls of dog food in Luka's food bowl, and one person and one dog ate breakfast.

The clock broadcast sounded on time, "It's eight o'clock Beijing time..."

After exactly an hour, Lin Ci raised the corners of her mouth.

This life has been going on for three years.

The car accident three years ago brought him multiple fractures all over his body and blindness after the blood in his skull squeezed the optic nerve. It is not impossible to recover, but if he wants to see the light again, he has to open the skull to remove the blood. Surgery The success rate was only 30.00%. Lin Ci didn't dare to try, so she chose the second way, the dark way.

In the beginning, it is true that he will not adapt, falling into a low ebb and falling into a trough, but there is no way, if he wants to live, he can only learn to adapt to life.

At eight o'clock in the morning, Lin Ci and Luka sat on the sofa in the living room and began to listen to the hourly news broadcast.

Half an hour later, he turned off the TV and started working.

Walking into the study room, gently pulling the chair away, and sat down securely. His slender fingers groped from left to right, and finally landed on the typewriter. The brown retro-style typewriter was tapped lightly. After a few pauses, the sound of the keys gradually became smoother. .

Because he was isolated at home, he began to try writing two years ago. Learning Braille is not easy. The long and difficult learning journey made him gradually forget the pain of blindness, learn to type, learn to read, and even have to relearn to walk. Groping forward in the dark, stepping out of the haze, and slowly entering the title page of a new life.

The creation of a new book is like exploring a new world for him. After the end of the previous world, he rested for more than two months.

The book received a good response, and even sold the film and television production. The producer contacted him several times and wanted to meet with him to discuss the specific production. Lin Ci declined several times, but after all, it was his own book. Willing to meet outsiders, he still agreed to have a dinner with the producer.

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On the afternoon of the second day, Lin Ci shook off his guide stick and walked outside. Luka squatted at the door and called out to him, and he closed the door with a smile.

Although the outside world allows guide dogs to board the bus, some bus drivers still refuse aloud. After several times of showing the working dog certificate to no avail, Lin Ci no longer insisted on taking Luka out.

Walking carefully alone, on a windless and rainless summer afternoon, he walked from the community to the station, turned his head to listen to the sounds around him, and when a car slowly stopped in front of him, the guide stick lightly tapped the ground, and he leaned out. Looking at the sky blankly, the driver was taken aback, and heard him ask: "Are you going to Lianhua Road?"

The driver nodded subconsciously, paused again, and then raised his voice: "Yes, yes, come up."

Lin Ci smiled, and the cane swept across the ground, and the standing passers-by stepped aside one after another. A young girl took his hand and said softly, "Sit here. I'm also on Lianhua Road. I'll call you when I get there."

Lin Ci was stunned for a moment, then said in a low voice, "Thank you."

There is a clubhouse on Lianhua Road. The producer asked him to meet here, saying that the male lead they had chosen was there and wanted him to see it.

Thinking of the word "look", Lin Ci couldn't help but feel a little funny, lowered her head, her half-closed eyelashes covered her dull eyes, her skin was cold and white, the tip of her nose was upturned, and her pale pink lips were pursed lightly, not smiling. It's time for a cool face.

The girl who offered her seat to him stared blankly at his face for a long while, until the station announcement sounded, she regained her senses in a trance, lightly touched the other's arm, and whispered, "It's the stop."

Lin Ci raised her head, her eyes unconsciously caught something in the air, and looked at her blankly, the girl's heart tightened, and she said repeatedly: "Let's go down."

When Lianhua Road came to a stop, Lin Ci asked, "Do you know where the Blue Whale Club should go?"

"I know this. It's only 200 meters away from here. I'll take you there." The girl smiled and gently grabbed Lin Ci's sleeve. Lin Ci paused and said solemnly, "Thank you."

After walking for about 5 minutes, he stopped. Lin Ci sighed in his heart that the location of this producer candidate was not bad, so close.

He said thank you several times to the girl who led the way, tapped the guide stick in his hand, tapped it lightly, and walked in slowly.

Huo Xiaoshu arrived early in the morning, and he waited hesitantly inside, looking out from time to time. The producer Zhang Xu was a little annoyed by his walking around, "Can you sit down? Don't keep moving move."

Huo Xiaoshu frowned. He came back from the door, his handsome face was full of irritability, and he grabbed his hair, "Lin Ci can't see, I'm afraid something will happen to him."

"You are so big, what can happen, when he comes, don't make a sound."

"I know." Huo Xiaoshu suppressed the dryness between his brows and replied dully.

Said that Cao Cao Cao Cao will be there, not long after, under the guidance of the waiter, Lin Ci came in from behind the half-closed door, walked to the door, with his hand on the door, Huo Xiaoshu held his breath.

Zhang Xu rushed to meet him, showing the surprise he should have when he saw Lin Ci for the first time. Lin Ci smiled at him and said to him, "I am Lin Ci."

His pen name is his real name, and there is no need to hide it.

Huo Xiaoshu listened to his voice, he stood aside, his legs were limp, his eyes flicked across Lin Ci's face inch by inch, and when he saw him walking towards him, he got up quickly, with a big movement, Lin Ci paused and asked, "Mr. Zhang, is anyone else here?"

Zhang Xu rolled his eyes at Huo Xiaoshu, and then said with a smile: "Yes, one of my assistants is ignorant."

Huo Xiaoshu took a breath, pinched his throat and said in a low voice, "Mr. Lin, hello."

Lin Ci gave a "hmm" and nodded slightly.

They sat down and began to talk about the script. Zhang Xu mentioned a few actors, all of whom he was looking for. Lin Ci nodded after listening, and said, "I like all these actors."

"There is another one, the leading actor." Zhang Xu looked at Huo Xiaoshu, he paused, and said, "We plan to invite Huo Xiaoshu to play the role. He is the new best actor, and his acting skills and fans are online, so he must..."

Before he finished speaking, he was interrupted by Lin Ci. Looking up, he saw that his face was pale and his lips were trembling. He said, "No."

"Ok?"

"Anyone can, except Huo Xiaoshu."

Huo Xiaoshu pursed his lips, his natural smiling lips were tightly pressed, he looked at Zhang Xu, Zhang Xu sighed, and asked, "Why?"

Lin Ci was silent, and after a few slow breaths, he said, "There is no reason, I just don't like him, this person."

Huo Xiaoshu, who was at the side, gritted his teeth, couldn't bear it anymore, stood up abruptly, and looked down at Lin Ci.

If Lin Ci felt something, she raised her head, and her empty eyes met Huo Xiaoshu's sharp eyes. Huo Xiaoshu was startled, as if stabbed, and looked away, and then listened to Lin Ci's voice, "From the moment I came in. I knew it was you, Huo Xiaoshu, are you so interesting?"

"Yes, Lin Ci, I just want to act in your novel, what's wrong? Can't I?"

"No."

"why?"

"Because I don't want to have anything to do with you anymore."

Lin Ci was expressionless, and her beautiful face was covered with a layer of frost. When Huo Xiaoshu heard his voice, he was distant and cold. It's over. Don't try to get close to me again, it's useless, and I won't forgive you."

Three years ago, after five years of debut, Huo Xiaoshu, who finally became popular overnight because of a movie, won the first Best Supporting Actor Award in his life. After that, his scandal with the actress Jiang Yue in the movie became more and more intense.

Lin Ci, who is Huo Xiaoshu's behind-the-scenes boyfriend, sees these news every day, but he doesn't believe it at all, because he knows that he is the one who accompanied Huo Xiaoshu through this rough road, and he was the one who accompanied Huo Xiaoshu He came to his current position because he had known Huo Xiaoshu since high school.

After so many years, they had already changed from lovers to relatives, so he didn't believe that Huo Xiaoshu would deceive himself.

But the world is unpredictable. It only took a week from the scandal broke out to seeing it with my own eyes. The business trip that was temporarily turned back, the lady’s boots I saw when I opened the door, the fragmentary sound I heard when I walked in, and the entanglement I saw with my own eyes when I opened the door. Body.

In just a second, he slammed the door shut and ran into the toilet, his stomach rolling and vomiting out.

Huo Xiaoshu came to chase him in his pants, he cried and pushed him away, asking why over and over again, but he said it was what you saw.

My heart is completely cold.

The embarrassing face and lipstick-stained neck made him sick.

Leaving the apartment as if fleeing, wanting to escape from this world, this inch of bad land, but at the intersection, collided with an oncoming car, fell to the ground, and then the gloomy life began.

The blind stick hit the ground helplessly, Lin Ci pushed away the person beside him who was trying to hold him back, he yelled at him, yelled at him, cried at him, he said: "Please, let me go. "

Huo Xiaoshu looked at him dumbly, and after a few seconds, he said: "I just want to make your life better, sell the film and television rights, let me play the leading role, and you can get more money."

"I'm not you, I don't need that much money."

The blind stick in his hand swung forward, piercing the air, a sharp wind belt passed by, Huo Xiaoshu pushed back, he looked at Lin Ci in front of him, at a loss, panted a few times, wanted to up, but suddenly stopped.

Lin Ci couldn't hear his movements, panting, she clenched her blind stick tightly, the tip of the stick touched the ground, her eyes were sore, she leaned on the wall with her fingers, and groped to leave this place little by little.

There are so many twists and turns in the clubhouse. When he came here, he was led by the waiter, but now he is alone. He walked around the wall for a long time, but he still couldn't find the exit.

The palm rested on a door, and with a light touch, it was pushed away. Lin Ci was taken aback, and then heard a scolding, his heart tightened, and he said repeatedly: "I'm sorry, I went to the wrong room."

Then he turned around, the blind stick hit the ground in a mess, walked a few steps, hit something, staggered a few times, and when he was about to fall, his arm was suddenly supported, his body was gently hugged and straightened, Lin Ci opened his eyes wide , but nothing can be seen in the eyes.

In the darkness, he heard a familiar voice, "Lin Ci?"

Lin Ci raised her head, doubts flashed on her face, the man who supported him looked at the empty eyes, and slowly narrowed them.