Declare war on depression, against day and night

Like Bie Ming, Hao Enxuan is also a novelist who has worked hard to code and serialized his own ideas and painstaking efforts on the Internet.

Although few people read the works of the two of them, for Bie Ming, just constructing the world in his heart and writing down the stories between people in it can satisfy him.The matter of coding used to be a means of survival, but now it is a dream that Bie Ming wants to fulfill from the bottom of his heart, and it is also a small means he uses to record the stories with Mao Shishi.

As long as it's not those random writings, and some brainless articles bought by some presidents and given to their beloved wives, most of the novelists, regardless of their writing style or popularity, still sincerely treat what happens in the novels. The plot is full of love and treats the characters in the novel.

Every novel is a child of them.Even every flesh and blood character in the novel is a child they care about and love.

From scratch, from rough to delicate, from momentary to eternal, from understatement to unforgettable.

Every character in Bie Ming's novels more or less bears his shadow, no matter in character, temper, or decision-making in the face of a matter.

Zhuang Zhou dreamed of a butterfly, but he didn't know if the butterfly was me or I was a butterfly.

Novelists who really like to write novels, rather than just paying attention to manuscript fees and fame, will probably have such moments when they can't distinguish between the inside and the outside.It is said that when writing a novel, the most important thing is to create characters with distinctive personalities and flesh and blood, rather than stereotyped "classic" templates.Novelists cannot impose their own emotions on the characters. The characters in each novel are already completely independent of the novelist from the moment they are created.

It's like having a baby.

The father and the mother are pregnant with an October fetus, and their children are completely dependent on the hotbed provided by the mother at this time.But when it is born, it is an individual completely independent of the will of its parents.It stands to reason that all the choices in the next life have to be handed over to the children, allowing them to think and weigh themselves, and have nothing to do with the will of the parents.

But for a novelist like Bie Ming, the characters he chooses in the story will bring his own thoughts.

It can be said that when Bie Ming made a decision, he hardly experienced the life experience, situation and personality of the characters in the novel. The choices made by the characters in his works were all his own choices.If Bie Ming became a father, he must be a very stubborn father, and he must be a completely unreasonable father in the eyes of children.

Should it be good or bad?

Perhaps this is one of the reasons why no one wants to read Bie Ming's novels.

Every novelist has his own idiosyncrasies when it comes to writing novels.

Isn't there a saying?If you haven't experienced someone else's life, don't judge his lifestyle at will, and so on.

Brainless essays, CEO essays, farming essays, brain-hole essays, fantasy essays, scheming essays, etc., original essays, pure love essays, fanfiction essays, romance essays, etc., as long as someone is willing to read it, no matter it is Holding the idea of ​​just making a smile, or wanting to appreciate it seriously, as long as someone wants to read this novel, then it has the value of existence.

It is the value of existence, not entirely the value of literature.

Hao Enxuan started writing novels in a certain class in junior high school.Because I don't like the subject of physics, when I listen to the teacher, I don't understand it like I'm listening to a bible, so I just took out the exercise book and started to paint and draw on it.But Hao Enxuan's painting skills are really not flattering. When drawing a big round face of a physics teacher, he can draw it as a polygon without a symmetry axis.

He wrote down the "nicknames" that his classmates gave to the physics teacher, pretended to listen carefully to the class, and observed the "bald donkey" teacher standing on the podium, drooling all over the place, and then wrote down all his personality traits, catchphrases, etc., and finally Imagine what kind of embarrassing things would happen to the "Vald Donkey" teacher if he lived in the Jurassic era.

In this way, Hao Enxuan started his novel writing career.

Hao Enxuan likes to write unrealistic things, such as cultivating immortals, monsters, demons and ghosts, etc. He has created many characters in novels, and also created many affectionate and touching plots.Hao Enxuan's writing style is not good, and he can't set up suspense, so people often read his first one or two chapters, but the following chapters have no page views.

In the beginning, writing novels was not Hao Enxuan's dream, but a way for him to pass the boring time.

But the so-called feelings are cultivated slowly.

Later, Hao Enxuan began to call them children.

My children.

At the same time, Hao Enxuan also began to hope that his children would be able to win him over, hoped that his children would become dragons and phoenixes, and stand out.He knows that it takes time to raise a child, and it takes time for the child to work hard outside, so he is not worried about the situation where no one cares about it.

Because he believes that one day.

Someday.

Nice to get along with, right?

But the reality is always unpredictable, and happiness seems to always not last as long as suffering on a person.

Suddenly, a fantasy novel became popular overnight, almost all platforms had push information about this novel, and Hao Enxuan inevitably saw it.

Hao Enxuan doesn't particularly like to read other people's novels, because he feels that reading too much will affect his own expression in creation.But because the protagonist of this novel has the same name as a child of Hao Enxuan's favorite family, out of curiosity, Hao Enxuan clicked in to read it.The more I look down, the more certain I am that this novel has plagiarized almost the entirety of my own novel, "The Parrot and the Rib"!

Hao Enxuan hurriedly found his own novel for comparison, and found that the novelist with the pseudonym "XX" actually copied entire paragraphs of his own novel. After reading the whole novel, he only changed a few names. A few literary adjectives were added to the sentence, and the sequence of appearances was just exchanged...

This is too bold, right?

My own novel is posted on this website, less than or equal to ten people have read it, and this person chose my novel with "venomous eyes", not to mention, and coded it almost intact, and it actually made it an overnight hit , subscribe continuously? !Why didn't the original author have such luck?Is this the same as the legend that the video will become popular the second time it is posted? !

Hao Enxuan didn't understand why he didn't become a jewelry appraiser.

Someone kidnapped one's own child, and the parents were naturally the most anxious ones.Hao Enxuan put the color palette that he had been chasing all night on the Internet, and no one ignored him...

It's been a one-man show from beginning to end.

He yelled and yelled on the Internet, but no one responded to him, no one knew his existence, not even the mindless trolls who specialized in hating people paid attention to him. "Ah" continued to update his novel, and every time a chapter was updated, more fanart and comics would appear the next day.

What is a small netizen without any traffic compared to millions or even hundreds of millions of traffic?

Like ants in front of an elephant.

Even a tiny ant crawling into its softest trunk can't cause even the slightest trouble to the elephant.But although ants can't do anything to elephants, but on the other hand, elephants can't do anything to ants, can they?There was no way to step on it, no way to kill it, and I couldn't even see the ant under my feet.

Hao Enxuan gave up.

There is no way at all. Faced with the current situation, there is nothing I can do.

Hao Enxuan locked the novel in his column, and he also moved the manuscript coded on the computer to an infrequently used folder on the U disk.

My own child was kidnapped by human traffickers and changed into gorgeous and glorious clothes.The eyes that were originally shining and full of stars became cloudy, sophisticated and sophisticated.They are created by themselves, and they are not created by themselves.Hao Enxuan thought, they are no longer his children, they are becoming "bad guys" little by little, earning money and traffic for a stranger.

Hao Enxuan sometimes remembers the tombstone of the deceased child.

Anyway, I am more than just this one work, anyway, I have never thought of squeezing my children to seek some kind of benefit, anyway, my original intention is just to bring them into this world... As for how the children choose and develop, It has nothing to do with me how to pose and scratch my head, right?

It has nothing to do with me, right?

They should have their own consciousness.

Now that I know that I can't develop around such a self who wants nothing, and I can't become a paper man god or goddess in the eyes of everyone, let them choose their own "master" who can make them grow up, it seems... It seems that there is no what can't...

Social animals will still change jobs...

Hao Enxuan comforted himself in this way.

While licking the wound, he continued to create.

Maybe only by watching his children grow up little by little, Hao Enxuan can temporarily forget his children whose appearance has been forcibly changed.

There are still many human traffickers in the world who are at large and ignore the law. Only a very small number of children who were trafficked and trafficked to remote rural areas were able to return to their biological parents in the end.What about parents who have lost children?The part that has lost hope of finding it will listen to the advice of others and have another child.

"Let's have another one."

"Listen to your aunt, have another one, huh? You are so young, once you have a new child, you will forget the original one."

"Yes, yes, as the saying goes, if the old ones don't go, the new ones won't come."

"Isn't it just a child? It's been lost for seven or eight years, and I can't find it! Another one, if you still want to, give birth to two. This person has a problem. He thinks about everything when he is free, and thinks wildly. With two children, you will be tired for four or five years, and you will forget all the difficult things."

......

That night, at two or three o'clock in the morning, the brightness of the computer screen was full, and the lights were not turned on, which was particularly dazzling in the dark room.Hao Enxuan wept while coding his third novel.His vision was blurred, and he wiped his tears with the back of his hand, continued to code, and turned the volume of the music he was listening to very high.I couldn't bear it anymore, so I cried while drinking Coke with ice, and then hiccupped sadly.

When it was almost morning, Hao Enxuan was tired, so he turned off the coding software and didn't want to sleep.

So he searched for a movie online, saying he was looking for a movie, but in fact Hao Enxuan had a goal. He typed a few words in the search box, "Dear".

The movie he wants to watch is called "Dear". The movie mainly tells the story of a group of parents who lost their children looking for their children and rural women who raised abducted children to fight for their children.

Hao Enxuan felt that he was the group of parents looking for their children.When Hao Enxuan saw that the recovered child refused to recognize his biological parents and turned to look for his so-called adoptive mother, Hao Enxuan covered his face and cried loudly.

He felt that this was his destiny.

This is a movie about myself and my children.

In the next two years, Hao Enxuan serialized a total of six novels on the website, accumulating 16 fans, 22 favorites, and no comments.

However, that "someone" plagiarized three of his books, the first one is "The Parrot and the Rib", the second one is "Wishing on a Star", and the third one is "A Modest Gentleman, A Lady Loves Me", all of which are in TMD The Internet is a mess.

Hao Enxuan thought of death.

The author has something to say: the "someone" mentioned in it and the titles of the three novels are all made up by myself.

If there is a coincidence, it is purely a tacit understanding!

If it is serious with others, tell me and I will change it.

At last,

I wish you all a happy new year!

Good health, a lot of red envelopes, eating too much without gaining weight, and smooth bowel movements.