Declare war on depression, against day and night
Chapter 14 I stayed up late watching football before the exam
If a person wants to forget someone, as long as he sincerely asks Yuelao, Yuelao will cut the red thread that connects the two.
Speaking of it this way, I have not forgotten Jiang Erge, but Jiang Erge has really forgotten myself, because my request to Yuelao is not from the heart, but Jiang Erge is determined to forget himself. Two clean.Even though it is difficult for Yuelao to exist or to listen to the voices of ordinary people, Jiang Erge still completely forgets himself.
Do not suddenly, fell into some kind of great loss.
Cang Zhu yawned and followed Bie Ming all the time, trying her best to protect the safety of her master, although she didn't know what kind of danger would arise in her home in the middle of the night.Since the last time, Du Jingtian has been cultivating in her tail, but he doesn't have the energy to think it out, so he can only occasionally imagine his ethereal appearance and say something in Cang Zhu's ear.
The small bottle of alcohol in the refrigerator was nowhere to be found, so Bie Ming rummaged aimlessly in the living room, finding some Band-Aids without any hope.
Bie Ming pinched the few gadgets that hadn't expired, always feeling that there was some meaning in it.
Tombstone refused Bie Ming's healing because the scars on his face were relatively long, and the band-aids were square and small, which couldn't contain it.
"What, brother, let me ask you a question." Tombstone didn't notice the subtle changes before and after Bie Ming, thinking that his listless look was because he was sleepy, and he was willing to serve as Mao Shiyi's wingman, " When I asked you for help, I saw a brother, and vaguely remembered that he left us, where did he go?"
Bie Ming was dizzy, he heard the tombstone's question clearly, but he didn't know the meaning.
Jiang Erge's familiar good-looking face and unfamiliar and indifferent gaze always dangled in his eyes to find a sense of presence.
Like soft and swollen white cotton coming from all directions, the ocean hid him deeply in the middle and gradually sank.Bie Ming felt the feeling of suffocation, but it didn't completely cut off the way to breathe. There were still dots of gaps in the cotton piles all over the sky.He couldn't save himself, because his hands and feet were covered with crystal-clear and slender wires, and someone controlled all his movements, but that person was unwilling to help in the current dangerous situation.
"El song..."
"What brother?"
"Meow?"
Bie Ming tore off a Band-Aid, and the tombstone waved his hands repeatedly, "No, no, no". Bie Ming looked dull and dead silent as if he had lost all hope in life. He stared blankly at the Band-Aid for a long time, and suddenly "popped" He slapped himself on the forehead.
tombstone:"......"
He lay on his side, shrinking into a shrimp.
Back to the life before Mao Shiyi's arrival.
Don't close your eyes.
It's okay, it's okay, it's lucky that I didn't have time to completely give myself to people and things other than myself, it's lucky that I didn't have time to completely tear off the layer of protection that wrapped me, it's lucky that I didn't have time to wait for Wei Wei to send it out I just snatched it back when my mind and body were broken. Fortunately, I didn't have time to develop a painful nostalgia for the world, life, humans and demons... It's okay.
so far so good...
My life is lonely, my soul is broken, my emotions are unbearable.From then on, I knew that being unsatisfactory is my main color. How can I forget the reality that I have accepted after being bewitched?Such a self actually still consciously wants to achieve Consummation?
Really, uh... I'm so sorry for myself.
What's the situation?
The tombstone and the "dog egg" Mao Shiyi looked at each other.
When Bie Ming was in high school, his mental state was no different from what he is now. If he really wanted to compete, it would have been more normal back then.After all, at that time, although I didn’t want to communicate with people, and I didn’t have any interest in everyone and things, but at least, I was able to do nothing in the crowd and calm down in a peaceful and peaceful manner, not to the extent that I had to be alone. the point.
That being said, there was indeed a big difference between then and now.
He always sleeps alone on the desk, both in class and between classes.If the teacher finds out about it in class, he doesn't take it seriously. The teacher with a good temper will let him wash his face or go to the classroom to stand sober. If he has a bad temper, he will be kicked out of the class. He is also happy to be alone.There is more freedom between classes. If you fall asleep, you can sleep. If you can’t sleep, you can lie on your stomach and watch the scenery outside the window. Spring breeze, summer rain, autumn leaves, winter snow.
No one ever bothered him anyway.
At the beginning of the new semester, some people will talk to him and want to make friends with him, because his appearance is no different from ordinary people.In other words, people who are more delicate and fair around teenagers of the same age, who seem quiet and harmless, are very popular, but in the end, they all leave Bie Ming and never take the initiative to talk to him again.
Don't worry about it, he knew it would be like this.There are too many people coming and going around him, he is used to it; he is also used to passing by alone with too much sleep and empty dreams.
The only thing he wasn't used to was Jiang Erge's appearance.
Jiang Erge was transferred from another science class in the second semester of the second year of high school.It is said that when there were liberal arts and sciences, Jiang Erge filled in the letter of intent to be liberal arts. The head teacher asked him to guide him many times to distinguish the pros and cons. Jiang Erge focused on writing.But his homeroom teacher felt that Jiang Erge's numbers and physics were excellent, and he often got full marks. He was a good material for science, so he changed it to science in private.
He tried to negotiate with the teacher many times but failed, and then went to the director. The director saw that his science scores had always been among the best in the department, and he was one of the best.The scores in liberal arts are also good, at an upper-middle level, which is incomparable with science scores.He was also rejected and did not report.
Jiang Erge walked out of the office with a smile, a comfortable and gentle smile, which made the class teacher and department director think that they had successfully brainwashed the child, and the child was finally enlightened.But Jiang Erge's silent struggle has just begun.
In the next monthly exam, Jiang Erge's math, physics, and chemistry test papers all avoided the correct answers perfectly, and none of them scored higher than double digits. As for biology, the teacher was his favorite teacher, and he was also mobilized by the class teacher Among the teachers brainwashed by the science teacher, he was the only one who supported Jiang Erge to come as he wished, so his grade was ninety plus.
The class teachers in the class teacher's office went crazy, the teachers in the science office group went crazy, all the students in the science teaching class went crazy, and all the students in the liberal arts teaching class were shocked...
Jiang Erge smiled and said to all the teachers who came to teach him that he hates iron and steel, "I was wrong, I wrote the wrong line on the answer sheet, I wrote the wrong question on the answer sheet, and I stayed up late to watch football before the exam." Ghosts like that don't believe it. Then he stood in the corridor with a smile and wrote two 10-word in-depth self-criticisms, and then he was specially picked out at the principal meeting with a smile to speak loudly to the teachers who worked so hard to educate him, as well as the teachers and schools who gave him excellent learning resources. Apologize for [-] minutes and read the self-review with emotion.
Everyone is thinking, should this stop?
No.
The next two monthly exams were the same as usual. When it came to the final exam in the first half of the second year of high school, I didn't even touch any other questions except for finishing biology carefully.
Fortunately, Jiang Erge's parents are well aware of righteousness, they all know how his grades are, and he is allowed to make trouble, occasionally reminding him not to go too far.But there are only three things to do, and the final exam is over, and it is still the same, and the two of them can't sit still.When I got the report card, I went to school without saying a word, and changed my son's science subject to Wen, but the school didn't show up, and the class director and class teacher bowed and apologized in one go.
A legend transferred to Bie Ming's class, and the legend still smiled happily, as if the person who had been chasing him for several years finally agreed to him.
At the class meeting on the first day of school, Legend received thunderous applause.
A classmate took the opportunity to ask him, why did you give up the No.10 throne for a No.1 bench?
Jiang Erge just laughed, and said after laughing: "Compared to grades and rankings, I am more important. And I think that in the liberal arts, I may not be unable to sit on the throne."
The second thunderous applause.
Bie Ming lay on the table watching Legend, and felt that Legend was not too legendary, and Legend looked no different from ordinary people.He yawned and looked out the window. It was still cold and the window was bare.I thought to myself, the way I am now is also "I am more important", no matter what legends or myths.
How did this legend catch Bie Ming's attention?Bie Ming can't remember clearly, probably because he slept in class and between classes like himself, but he still sat on the throne and started...
From then on, Bie Ming's eyes turned from the Four Seasons scenery outside the window to the legend in the front row.Although the two had almost no intersection, Bie Ming firmly believed that he was the scenery in his eyes, no different from the ones outside the window, and even unconsciously developed a little trust in him.
Because the legend surnamed Jiang can do whatever he says.
You see, he said that he can get No.1 in liberal arts, and he can get No.1 even when he sleeps in class.
How trustworthy.
Bie Ming still remembers the moment when he really fell in love with Jiang Erge.
At that time, I always had to take the physical test with a group of fat people, so every time the teacher felt that this "little Bie Ming" was weak, and other people could crush him, so every time he was too big Send mercy to him to pass.
For Jiang Erge's make-up physical test after he transferred to another class, he was the one who pinched the stopwatch at the finish line.
Don't cry about hypoglycemia that day, and when he was almost at the finish line, his eyes flickered and blackened, and he grabbed his head and ears at a place less than 40 meters away from Jiang Erge.
Jiang Erge dropped the stopwatch and came to help him, carried the unconscious Bie Ming off the runway, pinched him, and fed him glucose water.A large piece of skin was scratched on Bie Ming's forehead. It was Jiang Erge who carefully cleaned off the dust, took out a large band-aid from his trouser pocket, and stuck it on Bie Ming's forehead with a "slap".
Because of Jiang Erge's AWOL, the make-up exam teacher had no choice but to happily remember everyone passing.
Don't say, I will give you a new one.
Jiang Erge said, yes.
So the next day, Jiang Erge saw a band-aid on his desk.He laughed dumbfounded, it really is new, it really is a piece of paper.
At that time, the classes were quite tense, and there was an unwritten rule that if you felt sleepy during class, you would consciously stand at the back or sides of the classroom.Jiang Erge got up when he was in math class, and stood in the back row of the classroom, which was near Bie Ming.
He gently tore off the Band-Aid on Bie Ming's forehead, threw it into the toilet, and just replaced it with a new one with a "snap".Bie Ming was woken up, and because the legend in the department was next to him, he had to get up and listen to the class boredly for a while under the eyes of many people.
On the third day, Jiang Erge saw a new Band-Aid on the table.So he found some class at random, stood at the back, and made another "snap".
Day [-]...
Speaking of it this way, I have not forgotten Jiang Erge, but Jiang Erge has really forgotten myself, because my request to Yuelao is not from the heart, but Jiang Erge is determined to forget himself. Two clean.Even though it is difficult for Yuelao to exist or to listen to the voices of ordinary people, Jiang Erge still completely forgets himself.
Do not suddenly, fell into some kind of great loss.
Cang Zhu yawned and followed Bie Ming all the time, trying her best to protect the safety of her master, although she didn't know what kind of danger would arise in her home in the middle of the night.Since the last time, Du Jingtian has been cultivating in her tail, but he doesn't have the energy to think it out, so he can only occasionally imagine his ethereal appearance and say something in Cang Zhu's ear.
The small bottle of alcohol in the refrigerator was nowhere to be found, so Bie Ming rummaged aimlessly in the living room, finding some Band-Aids without any hope.
Bie Ming pinched the few gadgets that hadn't expired, always feeling that there was some meaning in it.
Tombstone refused Bie Ming's healing because the scars on his face were relatively long, and the band-aids were square and small, which couldn't contain it.
"What, brother, let me ask you a question." Tombstone didn't notice the subtle changes before and after Bie Ming, thinking that his listless look was because he was sleepy, and he was willing to serve as Mao Shiyi's wingman, " When I asked you for help, I saw a brother, and vaguely remembered that he left us, where did he go?"
Bie Ming was dizzy, he heard the tombstone's question clearly, but he didn't know the meaning.
Jiang Erge's familiar good-looking face and unfamiliar and indifferent gaze always dangled in his eyes to find a sense of presence.
Like soft and swollen white cotton coming from all directions, the ocean hid him deeply in the middle and gradually sank.Bie Ming felt the feeling of suffocation, but it didn't completely cut off the way to breathe. There were still dots of gaps in the cotton piles all over the sky.He couldn't save himself, because his hands and feet were covered with crystal-clear and slender wires, and someone controlled all his movements, but that person was unwilling to help in the current dangerous situation.
"El song..."
"What brother?"
"Meow?"
Bie Ming tore off a Band-Aid, and the tombstone waved his hands repeatedly, "No, no, no". Bie Ming looked dull and dead silent as if he had lost all hope in life. He stared blankly at the Band-Aid for a long time, and suddenly "popped" He slapped himself on the forehead.
tombstone:"......"
He lay on his side, shrinking into a shrimp.
Back to the life before Mao Shiyi's arrival.
Don't close your eyes.
It's okay, it's okay, it's lucky that I didn't have time to completely give myself to people and things other than myself, it's lucky that I didn't have time to completely tear off the layer of protection that wrapped me, it's lucky that I didn't have time to wait for Wei Wei to send it out I just snatched it back when my mind and body were broken. Fortunately, I didn't have time to develop a painful nostalgia for the world, life, humans and demons... It's okay.
so far so good...
My life is lonely, my soul is broken, my emotions are unbearable.From then on, I knew that being unsatisfactory is my main color. How can I forget the reality that I have accepted after being bewitched?Such a self actually still consciously wants to achieve Consummation?
Really, uh... I'm so sorry for myself.
What's the situation?
The tombstone and the "dog egg" Mao Shiyi looked at each other.
When Bie Ming was in high school, his mental state was no different from what he is now. If he really wanted to compete, it would have been more normal back then.After all, at that time, although I didn’t want to communicate with people, and I didn’t have any interest in everyone and things, but at least, I was able to do nothing in the crowd and calm down in a peaceful and peaceful manner, not to the extent that I had to be alone. the point.
That being said, there was indeed a big difference between then and now.
He always sleeps alone on the desk, both in class and between classes.If the teacher finds out about it in class, he doesn't take it seriously. The teacher with a good temper will let him wash his face or go to the classroom to stand sober. If he has a bad temper, he will be kicked out of the class. He is also happy to be alone.There is more freedom between classes. If you fall asleep, you can sleep. If you can’t sleep, you can lie on your stomach and watch the scenery outside the window. Spring breeze, summer rain, autumn leaves, winter snow.
No one ever bothered him anyway.
At the beginning of the new semester, some people will talk to him and want to make friends with him, because his appearance is no different from ordinary people.In other words, people who are more delicate and fair around teenagers of the same age, who seem quiet and harmless, are very popular, but in the end, they all leave Bie Ming and never take the initiative to talk to him again.
Don't worry about it, he knew it would be like this.There are too many people coming and going around him, he is used to it; he is also used to passing by alone with too much sleep and empty dreams.
The only thing he wasn't used to was Jiang Erge's appearance.
Jiang Erge was transferred from another science class in the second semester of the second year of high school.It is said that when there were liberal arts and sciences, Jiang Erge filled in the letter of intent to be liberal arts. The head teacher asked him to guide him many times to distinguish the pros and cons. Jiang Erge focused on writing.But his homeroom teacher felt that Jiang Erge's numbers and physics were excellent, and he often got full marks. He was a good material for science, so he changed it to science in private.
He tried to negotiate with the teacher many times but failed, and then went to the director. The director saw that his science scores had always been among the best in the department, and he was one of the best.The scores in liberal arts are also good, at an upper-middle level, which is incomparable with science scores.He was also rejected and did not report.
Jiang Erge walked out of the office with a smile, a comfortable and gentle smile, which made the class teacher and department director think that they had successfully brainwashed the child, and the child was finally enlightened.But Jiang Erge's silent struggle has just begun.
In the next monthly exam, Jiang Erge's math, physics, and chemistry test papers all avoided the correct answers perfectly, and none of them scored higher than double digits. As for biology, the teacher was his favorite teacher, and he was also mobilized by the class teacher Among the teachers brainwashed by the science teacher, he was the only one who supported Jiang Erge to come as he wished, so his grade was ninety plus.
The class teachers in the class teacher's office went crazy, the teachers in the science office group went crazy, all the students in the science teaching class went crazy, and all the students in the liberal arts teaching class were shocked...
Jiang Erge smiled and said to all the teachers who came to teach him that he hates iron and steel, "I was wrong, I wrote the wrong line on the answer sheet, I wrote the wrong question on the answer sheet, and I stayed up late to watch football before the exam." Ghosts like that don't believe it. Then he stood in the corridor with a smile and wrote two 10-word in-depth self-criticisms, and then he was specially picked out at the principal meeting with a smile to speak loudly to the teachers who worked so hard to educate him, as well as the teachers and schools who gave him excellent learning resources. Apologize for [-] minutes and read the self-review with emotion.
Everyone is thinking, should this stop?
No.
The next two monthly exams were the same as usual. When it came to the final exam in the first half of the second year of high school, I didn't even touch any other questions except for finishing biology carefully.
Fortunately, Jiang Erge's parents are well aware of righteousness, they all know how his grades are, and he is allowed to make trouble, occasionally reminding him not to go too far.But there are only three things to do, and the final exam is over, and it is still the same, and the two of them can't sit still.When I got the report card, I went to school without saying a word, and changed my son's science subject to Wen, but the school didn't show up, and the class director and class teacher bowed and apologized in one go.
A legend transferred to Bie Ming's class, and the legend still smiled happily, as if the person who had been chasing him for several years finally agreed to him.
At the class meeting on the first day of school, Legend received thunderous applause.
A classmate took the opportunity to ask him, why did you give up the No.10 throne for a No.1 bench?
Jiang Erge just laughed, and said after laughing: "Compared to grades and rankings, I am more important. And I think that in the liberal arts, I may not be unable to sit on the throne."
The second thunderous applause.
Bie Ming lay on the table watching Legend, and felt that Legend was not too legendary, and Legend looked no different from ordinary people.He yawned and looked out the window. It was still cold and the window was bare.I thought to myself, the way I am now is also "I am more important", no matter what legends or myths.
How did this legend catch Bie Ming's attention?Bie Ming can't remember clearly, probably because he slept in class and between classes like himself, but he still sat on the throne and started...
From then on, Bie Ming's eyes turned from the Four Seasons scenery outside the window to the legend in the front row.Although the two had almost no intersection, Bie Ming firmly believed that he was the scenery in his eyes, no different from the ones outside the window, and even unconsciously developed a little trust in him.
Because the legend surnamed Jiang can do whatever he says.
You see, he said that he can get No.1 in liberal arts, and he can get No.1 even when he sleeps in class.
How trustworthy.
Bie Ming still remembers the moment when he really fell in love with Jiang Erge.
At that time, I always had to take the physical test with a group of fat people, so every time the teacher felt that this "little Bie Ming" was weak, and other people could crush him, so every time he was too big Send mercy to him to pass.
For Jiang Erge's make-up physical test after he transferred to another class, he was the one who pinched the stopwatch at the finish line.
Don't cry about hypoglycemia that day, and when he was almost at the finish line, his eyes flickered and blackened, and he grabbed his head and ears at a place less than 40 meters away from Jiang Erge.
Jiang Erge dropped the stopwatch and came to help him, carried the unconscious Bie Ming off the runway, pinched him, and fed him glucose water.A large piece of skin was scratched on Bie Ming's forehead. It was Jiang Erge who carefully cleaned off the dust, took out a large band-aid from his trouser pocket, and stuck it on Bie Ming's forehead with a "slap".
Because of Jiang Erge's AWOL, the make-up exam teacher had no choice but to happily remember everyone passing.
Don't say, I will give you a new one.
Jiang Erge said, yes.
So the next day, Jiang Erge saw a band-aid on his desk.He laughed dumbfounded, it really is new, it really is a piece of paper.
At that time, the classes were quite tense, and there was an unwritten rule that if you felt sleepy during class, you would consciously stand at the back or sides of the classroom.Jiang Erge got up when he was in math class, and stood in the back row of the classroom, which was near Bie Ming.
He gently tore off the Band-Aid on Bie Ming's forehead, threw it into the toilet, and just replaced it with a new one with a "snap".Bie Ming was woken up, and because the legend in the department was next to him, he had to get up and listen to the class boredly for a while under the eyes of many people.
On the third day, Jiang Erge saw a new Band-Aid on the table.So he found some class at random, stood at the back, and made another "snap".
Day [-]...
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